Sang Yu Fei Wan

Maybe it was because of the parting kiss, after sending Zhong Beichen away, Yu Sang's pain came back.

In fact, it was all his fault.

If he was strong enough, he might not have refused Zhong Beichen's pursuit in the first place.

They will have a good relationship.He will go to high-end restaurants to eat, he will go to private theaters to watch movies, and he will travel to islands that he can only dream of if he wins the lottery.

Not enough money, not enough time, not enough love.

Don't feel that you don't give enough, but in turn refuse the other party's giving.

He even needed Zhong Beichen to take care of his poor self-esteem.

Verbally saying "I'm afraid to waste your time" is actually just expressing my feelings selfishly.

Yu Sang sat on the bed, where Zhong Beichen had just sat, looked at the moonlight outside the window, and sighed long.

Maybe he won't be able to reach Zhong Beichen's level in his whole life - that needs the family's protection more than his personal efforts - but Yu Sang still has some thoughts, if possible, he wants to be a little closer to Zhong Beichen.

When going to work again, Yu Sang was in such a mood.

On Wednesday, a needs review meeting was held, and Zhang Wan assigned some simple needs to Yu Sang.

It was only when Yu Sang really received the demand that the pressure suddenly came up.I am not familiar with the business, I don’t understand the interface, and the internal code logic needs to be revisited, and the time-time is tight.

Yu Sang even typed up lunch and ate at the desk while looking at the code, for fear of delaying the progress of the iteration because of himself.

Zhong Beichen didn't come to pick him up at night, so Yu Sang didn't have to think about getting off work early, but spent time in the company until the office area was empty, and then used the night taxi benefits provided by the company to take a taxi home.

If you don't understand, if Zhang Wan is not around, ask the nearby colleagues.Yu Sang found that although everyone said to ask him for advice during the induction dinner, in fact, the shallow technical knowledge he knew was already well-versed by others.

Yu Sang knew that her level was limited, and she was thankful to pass the interview, so she didn't think too much about it.

Although Pushing Yeston is not the standard 996, it also implements the weekly system, and it happens to work six days this week.

On Saturday, Yu Sang was physically tired, but mentally excited, because even in just a few days, Yu Sang could feel and foresee her progress.

Pushing Yeston is different from the projects he worked on before. It has a complete iterative arrangement, a rational boss, friendly colleagues and rich technical resources. Yu Sang is like a long-dried sponge. able to absorb.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Yu Sang finally finished the work in hand, and it was not overdue.He let out a long breath, and leaned back on the work chair relaxedly.

The next day is a rare rest day.

Yu Sauna took out his phone and sent Zhong Beichen an emoji of "It's off work".

Ask Zhong Beichen again: Are you at home?

They made an appointment to climb Fragrant Hills tomorrow.It was originally scheduled for Zhong Beichen to pick up Yu Sang from the rented house.

But now Yu Sang really wanted to see Zhong Beichen right away.

Zhong Beichen is someone who can quickly relieve Yu Sang's fatigue.

Often on the way home from get off work, Yu Sang would call Zhong Beichen to chat about what he had seen for the day.Zhong Beichen will also tell some interesting stories about the studio.

Sometimes, they can even discuss for an hour about the pattern of lunch in the cafeteria without getting tired.

There are not many vehicles at night, and taxis drive silently on the wide road.Yu Sang hung up the earphones, and Zhong Beichen's voice was very close, as if whispering in his ear.

Yu Sang cherishes such time very much.

But now, Yu Sang didn't have to go to work the next day, so she really wanted to see Zhong Beichen and kiss him.

Zhong Beichen replied: Yes.

He also said: I will pick you up tomorrow!

Yu Sang smiled and said: Good.

But when he called a car, he set the destination to Zhong Beichen's usual residential area.

He always let Zhong Beichen look for it, and often made Zhong Beichen wait.But Yu Sang also wanted to give the other party a small surprise when she could do it.

On the way, Yu Sang talked with Zhong Beichen on the phone as usual, without revealing his intention to go to Zhong Beichen's house.At the gate of Zhong Beichen's community, Yu Sang quietly got out of the car and walked into the community.

Before getting on the elevator, Yu Sang pretended to make up: "The driver changed the road today. There is a tunnel ahead. The signal may not be good. I will call you later."

Afterwards, Yu Sang got on the elevator and swiped open the door of Zhong Beichen's house.

What fell into the eyes was darkness, and it took two seconds for the lights to turn on automatically.

"Beichen?" Yu Sang probed inside, found slippers to change into, and walked around the rooms.

Zhong Beichen was nowhere to be seen.Yu Sang turned on the phone in confusion, and called again.

"Have you passed the tunnel?" Zhong Beichen asked ignorantly.

Yu Sang asked: "Are... are you at home?"

"I'm here!" Zhong Beichen said.

Yu Sang remained suspicious for a few seconds.

Zhong Beichen let out an "uh" and asked, "What's the matter?" Then, there were a few vibrations from the receiver, and Zhong Beichen's breathing suddenly moved a little far away from Yu Sang, and after a few seconds, he came back in a hurry .

"I saw the surveillance alert..." Zhong Beichen said, "You... went to my place?"

"Yeah." Yu Sang said.

"Hahaha," Zhong Beichen hesitated, "I, I'm at your house..."

Yu Sang smiled and rubbed his forehead: "What do you have to lie to me?"

"You didn't tell the truth," Zhong Beichen pointed out sharply, "Wait for me, I'll go back right away!"

"Farewell," Yu Sang said, "I'll go back. Aren't we going to Xiangshan? It's closer to mine."

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