Sang Yu Fei Wan
Chapter 66 Going forward
At night, they slept in the horribly narrow single bed, chest to back, toes to toes.
Different from last time, this time, Yu Sang slept soundly.
But very early on, Yu Sang was woken up by a phone call.
Yu Sang frowned, and answered the phone while yawning.
As soon as the connection was made, the loud voice of the project leader pierced Yu Sang's left ear to his right ear.
"I said, old man Yu Sangyu, you have rested long enough, you haven't grown hair yet at home, huh? You are so unkind, you want to leave after losing a handover document that no one can understand? Come back quickly Go to work! I told Zhang Wan, who cares about Alvin or Blvin, if you don’t come to work, the project won’t go online, let her figure it out! Next Monday at the latest, if you don’t come next Monday, don’t care if you are in the ends of the earth , I rushed over and tore your hands off, you weigh yourself to see if your flesh is muscular enough!"
Yu Sang listened in a daze to the rapid-fire chatter on the other side of the receiver, and hung up the phone with a snap.He looked at the black screen of the mobile phone and didn't react for a long time.
Zhong Beichen was also woken up. He got up, listened halfway, and asked, "This... want you to go back to work?"
"Uh," Yu Sang recalled what he said, and hesitated, "It seems to be."
He turned his head to look at Zhong Beichen.
Zhong Beichen's eyelids were still swollen, making his eyes small.
But still a good look.
Zhong Beichen leaned over, pursed his lips tightly, and kissed Yu Sang's lips like a dragonfly touching water.
"Then go back." Zhong Beichen said.
"You..." Yu Sang looked at Zhong Beichen worriedly, "Is there any problem?"
Zhong Beichen shook his head: "It's okay."
"I'm going to go out with my mother for a few days to relax," Zhong Beichen said, "and then go back to the imperial capital...help my mother divorce the marriage, and the studio can't be delayed."
Zhong Beichen sighed softly: "I don't know... How much of the daily routine I'm used to now is given by that person... I don't know how much I will be affected if he takes it all away."
"But at least the real estate certificate is in my name. If you can't turn around for a while, you should sell the house first."
Yu Sang listened to Zhong Beichen recovering quickly from the upheaval, calculated his situation rationally, and suddenly remembered—it seems to have happened in the previous life—Zhong Beichen once told him with a smile that there was a place near Yu Sang’s company. One of his houses, and another one near the rental house at that time.The rich second generation is like this, they live wherever they want.
At that time, Zhong Beichen's smile was bright and enthusiastic, as if he had no worries or worries.
As if feeling Yu Sang's sadness, Zhong Beichen came over and hugged Yu Sang stickily.
"If the money for the house is gone and I still can't earn money... I can only ask you to support me."
Zhong Beichen pouted, pretending to be pitiful on purpose.
Yu Sang smiled and squeezed Zhong Beichen's mouth: "Then you should spend less money."
Zhong Beichen pretended to complain: "Don't you say you can earn more money! Hurry up and go back to work."
Yu Sang watched her lover skillfully act like a baby to her, very cute.
After thinking about it, he said, "Actually, before I leave..."
Before Yu Sang left the imperial capital, she bought two air tickets to Island X.
After hesitating for a long time, he didn't tell Zhong Beichen.
Because compared to a gift for Zhong Beichen, it was more like a promise Yu Sang made to himself.
Promise yourself that you will not leave permanently.
Even if you can't figure it out for a while, find a place to heal yourself for a while, and you will come back eventually.
Together with Zhong Beichen, sit down and talk.
Solve the problem.
"After you've been busy for a while, Mom's mood has stabilized," Yu Sang said, "Let's go to X Island together to celebrate your birthday."
Zhong Beichen's eyes lit up, he threw Yu Sang down, leaned on Yu Sang, and kissed his face.
"Why are you so nice?" Zhong Beichen asked.
"How am I?" Yu Sang said, "Isn't this what you did for me a long time ago?"
"Bei Chen, I always said that my luck improved after meeting you."
"But actually...meeting you is the luckiest thing for me."
"Leave today?"
"Leave today."
"Have you bought a ticket?"
"Already bought it."
"What about him?"
"He...has his own plans."
"Row."
Yu Qiuxia didn't ask any more questions.She stuffed Yu Sang with big and small bags of specialty snacks again, filling Yu Sang's entire suitcase back and forth.
When they were about to leave, all three of them came out to send them off.
Yu Qiuxia stood at the front, and Zhong Beichen and his mother lined up behind.
Fang Henhan had already recovered a little, with a faint smile on his face.
That melancholy look seemed to have left Fang Henhan quickly. When he was by his son's side, he seemed to be the happiest person, and the pain never existed.
Yu Qiuxia turned her head to look, and Zhong Beichen, mother and son, turned their heads to Yu Sang again.
"Bei Chen is a good boy." Yu Qiuxia said.
"Ah," Yu Sang blinked and said, "Yes."
He raised his eyes to look at Zhong Beichen, and was a little caught off guard when he saw Zhong Beichen, because he was flustered by these words.
"Hate the cold," Yu Qiuxia didn't turn around, but turned her back to Zhong Beichen's mother, and asked, "Did you already know about it?"
"That's right," Fang Henhan said, "Beichen put Xiaoyu's photo in the book, and I didn't know I saw it."
Yu Sang looked at Zhong Beichen in surprise, Zhong Beichen looked at Fang Henhan in surprise, and Fang Henhan smiled.
"Xiao Yu is also a good boy." Fang Henhan said.
"You two have to think about retirement in advance." Yu Qiuxia said.
Yu Sang's face turned red.
In fact, he didn't even think about it that far.
But when Yu Qiuxia said that, it seemed natural.
He and Zhong Beichen will not have any other possibility except to become a foreigner for a long time.
"We'll discuss it," Zhong Beichen promised.
Yu Qiuxia nodded, "It's as long as you know what's in your mind."
On the return flight, Yu Sang had a long dream.
Since I was very young, I dreamed that my father passed away, and my mother alone carried the income of the family. I went to school, graduated, and worked by myself. When my mother was seriously ill, I hesitated again and again and decided to change my career...
He watched himself stumble and grow up like a bystander.There is no longer the depression and decadence of the past.because he knows—
Zhong Beichen will appear in the dream, and then hold his hand.
Although being with Zhong Beichen can't be considered smooth.
There have been some conflicts, unable to understand each other, and difficult to persuade.
The difficulties that had been anticipated, the conflicts in work, family, social rules and value judgments, happened almost every time.
There have also been some irreparable mistakes.
I used to be unable to sleep at night because of this, tossing and turning.
But Yu Sang gradually realized that loving someone is not a perfect love itself.
Originally, in the process of stumbling and running in, let go of the mistakes of the past with a smile, and move towards a bright tomorrow.
When I woke up, the plane just landed, and the sky was full of sunset outside the window.
Yu Sang bowed his head and reported Zhong Beichen and Yu Qiuxia's safety.He picked up his terribly heavy luggage and squeezed onto the crowded subway.
Years of experience have been like a day, but at this moment Yu Sang's heart is peaceful and happy.
end
The following year, spring.
Early in the morning, Yu Sang and Zhong Beichen came to the gate of the court together with Yu Qiuxia and Fang Henhan.
Zhong Beichen was a little nervous, and kept asking Yu Sang if his bow tie was straight.He picked up the manuscript prepared in advance and read it over and over again.
"It's okay," Yu Sang comforted, "We hired the best divorce lawyer."
"Who knows if he will be bought by Zhong Cha?" Zhong Beichen said worriedly.
After relaxing with his mother and returning to the studio to reopen, Zhong Beichen almost suffered from PTSD for a while, and everyone around him, Zhong Beichen wondered for a long time whether they were spies inserted by Zhong Cha'an.
In Zhong Beichen's studio, Zhong Zha did make some contributions, but it was mainly investment.After the capital was withdrawn, Zhong Beichen did have a slightly difficult time.
Zhong Beichen has never paid so much attention to his career. In the past, it seemed that everything was too easy to get, so he didn't cherish it very much.It's only now that I realize that I'm worrying about gains and losses, and I can no longer do the kind of thing that I randomly assigned work to others when I was with Yu Sang.
It is precisely because of this that the agreed island tour failed again.Looking back, it seems that every time they make an appointment to do something, they have to fail at least twice first.
On the day of Zhong Beichen's birthday, the two of them were so busy that they didn't even have time to eat, they sat back to back on the bed and worked overtime.
Yu Sang once teased: If you want to avoid conflicts in your relationship, either both of them are free, or both of them are busy.
But it was not as difficult as imagined.
Zhong Beichen devoted himself to researching the industry market, and made roadshows day and night to solicit investment.
Once the money is in place, the flow of funds begins to flow.At the same time, the source of customers has not been significantly affected.
Zhong Beichen began to personally participate in the design and control the quality of the works. Slowly, on the basis of previous customers, he accumulated a good reputation from word of mouth.
It proves that Zhong Cha's traditional industry has little influence on the profession of interior design.
In the early winter of the previous year, Zhong Cha broke out in a homosexual scandal.
Homosexuality itself may not be a scandal, but the combination of fraudulent marriage and obscenity makes the trend of public opinion almost one-sided.
The market value of Zhong Cha's company plummeted, Zhong Beichen also seized this opportunity, contacted a divorce lawyer, collected evidence, and proceeded to handle the divorce between Fang Henhan and Zhong Cha.
Zhong Cha did not agree to the divorce.
Maybe it's because he can't find another home, or maybe Fang Henhan is too easy to control.
But no matter what the reason is, Zhong Beichen will not let Zhong Cha go easily.
Before the prosecution, Zhong Beichen and Zhong Cha met once.
Zhong Cha is no longer what he used to be, and his face is haggard because of his own scandal and the declining company.In the interviews with Zhong Beichen, he often appeared very anxious.
He was even provoked by Zhong Beichen's peaceful words over and over again.
Like a bluff at the end of the road.
After Fang Henhan left Zhong Cha, his mood recovered very well.
She went to the imperial capital for a few months of psychological counseling. Although her condition relapsed a little, she also recovered quickly.
Now, she lives with Yu Qiuxia and takes care of each other.
Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang will go home when they are free to visit their two mothers.
Qingyuan is their favorite place.
Yu Sang himself was also promoted by one level in the new internal rating, and his salary was raised.
Before the rating interview, Zhong Beichen swore to God that he would not interfere.
But Yu Sang was terribly anxious about preparing for the interview, and when she collapsed, she lay on the bed and yelled, saying that you might as well step in and let me become the CEO directly.
Yu Sang pulled out of her memories, remembering Zhong Beichen's question just now.
"If he has the money to buy a divorce lawyer," Yu Sang said to Zhong Beichen, "he should do some public relations for himself first—if he can still be saved."
Zhong Beichen nodded solemnly: "You are right."
Gradually, some people gathered at the gate of the court.
There are many people who are interested in the divorce proceedings of public figures.
"Go in first, there will be more people later." Yu Qiuxia said, she walked towards the door holding Fang Henhan's arm.
Zhong Beichen looked at Yu Sang, and Yu Sang adjusted Zhong Beichen's tie again.
"It's okay." Yu Sang said.
Zhong Beichen nodded.
Then, together with Yu Sang, they walked forward.
Done!
thank you all!
Let’s wait until I rest for two months to talk about it (x
There's a lot to say but I'm typing PTSD today...
As long as everyone likes it!
Informal extras are one of the supplementary parts after the main text is completed. Friends who are new to the text may find that these have appeared in the main text, just skip it
Certain year, certain month, certain day
"You haven't been here for a while."
"Um……"
"Based on your current situation, it is recommended to visit the doctor regularly according to the appointment time."
"……OK."
"Let's do a basic assessment first."
……
"...better than before."
"Ah."
"What happened?"
"I... met someone."
"Well, you go on."
"He was on a blind date with...someone I knew. Seeing him gave me a strange feeling...something I've never had before...but I can't put it into words."
"Do you want to date him?"
"No, no, I don't want to... You know, I can't fall in love."
"You will find a way, as long as you cooperate with the treatment. That's why you came to me."
"..."
"Tell me about him again."
Certain year, certain month, certain day
"It's been very punctual lately."
"Ah."
"Good. Like I said, a positive attitude is the best medicine. Want to talk about something today?"
"I confessed to him."
"...Okay, it seems that you have taken a big step."
"He refused."
"Um... how do you feel about that?"
"I feel very good."
"How about the details?"
"I was... not suitable for dating."
"I don't think so. But let's take it with a grain of salt for now. Spontaneously developing feelings for the same sex is a big improvement for you. In fact, you've been doing a lot better recently, and I originally planned to take a little more intense treatment with you." Measures. But since you've already... you can choose something more gentle."
"……Try it."
……
Hasty footsteps.Vomiting.sound of water.
"...Sorry, it was my way of going too far."
"Thank you...it's okay."
"Would you like to change the way, replace the imaginary object with that person, and let's do the exercise just now?"
"...or not."
"why?"
"I... shouldn't be like this."
"You don't need to run away from sex/fantasies that please you as long as you don't act against the will of others. I'm not asking you to try it in front of me today, but I'm asking you to go back and do some practice and be open about it along the way to myself."
"……maybe."
……
"Finally, I would like to ask you to do a self-assessment."
"please say."
"Okay... imagine yourself ten years later, do you think you still have to be him at that time?"
"...No. It's okay without him."
"..."
"What's the matter, doctor? I thought I had an answer that would satisfy you."
"No, it's nothing... the time is up, let's stop here today. I hope you can visit on time in the future."
Certain year, certain month, certain day
"haven't seen you for a long time."
"Hello."
"Although I have said it many times. I still recommend that you maintain a fixed frequency of visits. Only long-term and stable treatment can play a positive role."
"I know."
"You know, but you don't take it to heart... Okay. So what do you want to talk about this time?"
"He... we... are together."
"...Really? If I remember correctly, the first time you met, he should be on a blind date... In short, have you had sex?"
"……Have."
"Do you feel unwell?"
"No."
"This is an improvement...It surprised me. I thought that even if it was him, the physical reaction would be difficult for you to overcome."
"..."
"You don't look very happy."
"No, I'm happy. I haven't been this happy in a long time."
"But you still have hidden worries."
"……Yes."
"Tell me in detail."
"Well... when I was with him, I forgot everything, didn't think about anything... just thought I was happy as long as he was by my side...but once he left, I would think of... my mother. "
"From your previous description, I think you can believe that your current state is your mother's wish."
"but……"
"How is she?"
"There are good times and bad times. At the beginning of the year, she went to Qingyuan to recuperate and had a regular counselor, but...a few months ago, she..."
"You know, psychological counseling often doesn't achieve the best results. If it doesn't solve the root of the problem, counseling is only a temporary solution. You have been coming to me on and off for several years. To be honest, if it weren't for your new boyfriend, I would The evaluation of the treatment effect in the past few years is negative. Basically, you don't want to really recover, and that will give you more psychological pressure, will it? I always suggest that you have a chat... have you talked?"
"...doctor, I feel more and more that I am a coward. In the early years, I dared to ask her, but then I... always don't know how to speak. Especially now... I am afraid that the root of the problem is Me. I used to always think - at worst, it’s fine if I don’t fall in love for the rest of my life, and no one will be hurt. But when I met Yu Sang, I couldn’t control it... I didn’t even dare to ask. "
"Your mother once said it wasn't because of you."
go to the island
The rings on the ring fingers of the two touched lightly, making a crisp sound.
A little daily life, a little car, and a lifetime commitment
In the seventh year together, Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang set foot on the land of Fiji.
This has become a habit for them in recent years.Every year, Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang will spread out the map, choose an island, find time in their busy lives, and steal a few days of leisure.
No matter how busy Yu Sang is, how urgent the project is, or how important Zhong Beichen's cooperation is, they will try their best to put aside all work and give their time to their lovers.
Gradually, both of them also understood that work often has no end.If you take it too seriously and feel that you can't give up anything, you will always ignore the person next to your pillow.
It is also after struggling for some years and accumulating enough capital and confidence that we can understand the truth of letting go.
It was evening when the plane arrived in Fiji.
After getting off the plane and out of the airport building, the palm trees with the characteristics of the island came into view.
The scorching heat of the day had dissipated, and the hot, humid and salty sea breeze lifted Yu Sang's bangs and patted his cheeks.
Yu Sang turned to look at Zhong Beichen. Zhong Beichen supported the suitcase and stared at the road without blinking, as if he was seriously waiting for the driver to arrive.
Seven years have passed, Zhong Beichen has faded from his original youthfulness, and the last trace of baby fat on his cheeks has also disappeared, and his entire profile is as deep as a knife.Metamorphosis becomes more mature and attractive.
Yu Sang looked at it, smiled slightly, and remembered that Zhong Beichen had changed assistants one after another in the past few years.
29 years old, handsome and successful.Even if it has been announced that the famous grass has an owner, it is still difficult to reach the peach blossoms.It’s also evil to say that Zhong Beichen and the personnel department have tried their best to change so many assistants, but it turns out that it doesn’t matter whether they are male or female, and it doesn’t matter if they are old or young.
One by one, they rushed to Zhong Beichen's side.
Before Yu Sang said anything, Zhong Beichen was so frightened that he resigned all his assistants, and did everything by himself, so tired that he could fall asleep standing up.
Yu Sang was distressed, saying that you can handle it well, there is no need to avoid suspicion like this, but Zhong Beichen said that after recruiting so many times, bringing people back to familiarize themselves with the business is enough to consume energy.If he hadn't checked his background thoroughly, he would have thought it was sent by a competing company to scout for information.
After all the calculations, it is better to do it yourself and have enough food and clothing.
Whenever this topic came up, Zhong Beichen would hug Yu Sang and not let go, saying that it would be great if you could come to be my assistant.
This is a joke, both of them know it.Over the years, Yu Sang has thrived in promoting Yeston, and became the technical director at the age of 36, leading the team alone.Being an assistant is a pure waste of resources. From any angle, there is no reason to leave.
But what Zhong Beichen didn't know was that before this trip, Yu Sang had already handed in his resignation to Zhang Wan, who was still his leader.
The agreed-upon SUV slowly stopped in front of the two of them. The driver opened the door, jumped out of the driver's seat, and greeted Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang warmly.
The driver's name was Zhuang Haisheng. He was an enthusiastic guy with dark skin, white teeth, and a good smile.
He is a Chinese who has settled in Fiji for a long time.Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang chose Fiji for their first island tour six years ago. They were unfamiliar with the place at the time, and they were pissed off by black-hearted tour groups.The two were angry and left the group halfway. Later, they made acquaintance with Zhuang Haisheng after fumbling around to find a local driver and guide.
Zhuang Haisheng perfectly improved the bad itinerary of Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang in the past few days, so that they kept in touch with each other from time to time. The number one candidate in Yu Sang's mind was still Zhuang Haisheng.
"Long time no see!" Zhuang Haisheng, Zhong Beichen, and Yu Sang embraced in turn, then bent down to pick up their luggage, "Brother Beichen is handsome again!"
Zhong Beichen smiled, while Yu Sang joked, "Stop boasting, your brother Beichen is almost losing his hair because of this."
Zhuang Haisheng burst out laughing.He understood what Yu Sang meant.When he returned to China and had a dinner date with Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang, an assistant who was still unwilling to give up after being fired followed Zhong Beichen to the restaurant and staged a public confession.
"I have lemons." Zhuang Haisheng lives overseas, but he also speaks domestic catchphrases fluently. "You can sell me handsomeness that you don't need."
Several people packed their luggage and got into the car.Zhong Beichen sat in the co-pilot, and Yu Sang was alone in the back row, with his arm resting by the window.
The car runs smoothly and slightly faster on the road that is not too wide.Flying by on the street are locals wearing flowers and traditional national costumes.Yu Sang squinted his eyes and opened his mouth slightly, the sea breeze slipped from his mouth to the tip of his tongue, and he tasted a slight salty taste.The mood has never been so happy as it is now.
After looking at the scenery for a while, Yu Sang turned her eyes away and saw Zhong Beichen in the front row holding a mobile phone, leaning close to Zhuang Haisheng's ear, not knowing what to exchange.
"Drive carefully." Yu Sang casually reminded, "Let's talk about it when we arrive."
Zhong Beichen was shocked, quickly locked the screen of the phone, and retreated to his seat.
Seeing Zhong Beichen's startled look, Yu Sang couldn't laugh or cry. Is he so scary?
Soon, we arrived at the hotel we booked in advance.Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang checked in, put down their things, and ate seafood barbecue with Zhuang Haisheng.
The seafood on the island is extremely fat, sizzling on the grill, brushed with mellow sauce, and served to the table plate after plate.
The three of them drank and ate meat until their bellies were full. They didn't leave contentedly until the night was getting dark and the business was about to close.
"Let me know when you have decided where to go," Zhuang Haisheng reminded at the hotel entrance, "These few days are all for you."
Because they visited all the more famous scenic spots last time, Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang didn't make a set itinerary this time, and decided to play casually.
"Okay," Yu Sang replied, "Be careful on the way back."
"Okay!" Zhuang Haisheng waved his hand, turned and walked towards his convertible car. Halfway there, he turned around and gave Zhong Beichen a small expression.
Yu Sang looked at Zhuang Haisheng, then turned to look at Zhong Beichen.
"What's the secret signal?" Yu Sang asked.
"No, no," Zhong Beichen said with a guilty conscience.He didn't respond to Zhuang Haisheng's little expression, but took Yu Sang's hand and walked towards the hotel, "Who knows what he's doing."
After flying for a day, Yu Sang was already exhausted, and when she returned to the hotel, she planned to wash up and go to sleep.
The five-star hotel they booked provided detached villas, and Zhong Beichen insisted on booking.The villa is a certain distance from other buildings, and the beach is downstairs.From the window of the small balcony in the bedroom, you can see the deserted beach and the sea under the white moonlight.
Yu Sang took a shower, yawned, wiped her head with a towel, and was about to go to bed, but was dragged into a kiss.
"You go take a bath." Yu Sang hummed in disgust, but slowly immersed herself in it.
He sucked on Zhong Beichen's soft lips, and the tip of his nose sank into Zhong Beichen's breath.Yu Sang couldn't tell exactly what Zhong Beichen's breath was like, but it made him feel nostalgic at times, safe at times, and hot at other times.
Now is the time to feel hot.
But Yu Sang was really sleepy.
"No." Yu Sang refused firmly.
"Okay." Zhong Beichen held Yu Sang's lips in Yu Sang's murmur.
They make love between ebb and flow.Zhong Beichen carried Yu Sang to the French window of the bedroom's small balcony, and entered slowly.
Between heaven and earth, there is no one.There are no buildings of modern life as far as the eye can see, and they seem to be intermingling in the most primitive nature.
The snow-like moonlight shines through the window glass and falls on Yu Sang's shoulder blades.Zhong Beichen lowered his head and licked the protruding bones under Yu Sang's skin, licking out a series of moans from Yu Sang.
"Hurry up." Panting, Yu Sang urged Zhong Beichen.
The pleasure brought by Zhong Beichen is like a gentle wave, making him float up and down in sleepiness and pleasure.
He was afraid that he would fall asleep again in such a dreamlike sex.
"No." Zhong Beichen willfully rejected Yu Sang's appeal with a single word.Although he is familiar with every inch of Yu Sang's body, Zhong Beichen still licks every part of Yu Sang's skin like a new toy.He already knew that some places would make Yu Sang hide, some places would make Yu Sang tremble, and some places, if he licked hard or even used his teeth, would make Yu Sang moan; , causing a slight gasp.
As if Zhong Beichen wanted to confirm his memory again, he tasted Yu Sang's body slowly and painfully.
Yu Sang was half asleep and half awake, and vaguely felt that Zhong Beichen was torturing him like this on purpose.But he no longer had the ability to think, and finally couldn't hold on, and reached a climax in sleepiness, and fell asleep.
After Zhong Beichen noticed it, he gently put Yu Sang on the bed, looked at his companion, and lowered his head to kiss Yu Sang's cheek.
Then he lay down beside Yu Sang, holding his lower body, watching Yu Sang's sleeping face quickly swearing at himself.
After the ejaculation came out, he wiped it with a tissue, looked at Yu Sang again, and walked out the door lightly.
Yu Sang moved, but she didn't realize that the person next to her pillow was gone.
The next day, when Yu Sang woke up, Zhong Beichen was lying on the bed, sound asleep.
Yu Sang took into account that Zhong Beichen was tired from work, so she didn't wake him up.
He called room service, had breakfast, read a novel while nestling in a chair, and looked up at his watch. At twelve o'clock at noon, Zhong Beichen still hadn't woken up.
Yu Sang put down the novel, walked to the bed, and patted Zhong Beichen on the shoulder.Zhong Beichen frowned, groaned twice, turned over, and didn't wake up.
Yu Sang climbed onto the bed, lay down next to Zhong Beichen, wrapped his arms around Zhong Beichen's waist, and scratched the itchy flesh around Zhong Beichen's waist.
"Tell you not to do it yesterday, huh?" Yu Sang pressed against Zhong Beichen's ear and said, "Can't you wake up?"
Zhong Beichen flinched from being scratched by Yu Sang, but still didn't wake up.
Yu Sang smiled, and stopped torturing Zhong Beichen.I ate enough in the morning, and I don't want to eat lunch now.He simply took off his clothes and took a nap against Zhong Beichen's back.
This sleep lasted for another two or three hours. When he woke up, Zhong Beichen was still lying beside Yu Sang, but his eyelids trembled slightly, which was a sign that he was about to wake up.Yu Sang was afraid that Zhong Beichen would sleep too long and would not be able to fall asleep at night, so she reached out and patted Zhong Beichen.
This time, Zhong Beichen woke up quickly.He blinked, saw Yu Sang in front of him, subconsciously moved forward, hugged Yu Sang with long arms and legs, wrapped around Yu Sang like a koala.
"Guess what time it is?" Yu Sang asked with a smile.
"Huh?" Zhong Beichen's nasal voice revealed a strong sense of sleepiness, "What... what time is it?"
"At three o'clock in the afternoon, you almost slept through the whole day."
"Then sleep." Zhong Beichen rubbed his furry head back and forth in Yu Sang's arms, "You stay with me."
"Still sleeping?" Yu Sang asked, "Did you steal the chicken last night?"
Yu Sang was just joking, but Zhong Beichen paused just holding Yu Sang's coquettish body.
Yu Sang felt quite novel: "Did you really steal the chicken?"
"No way," Zhong Beichen's lips climbed up from Yu Sang's collar, sticking stickyly on Yu Sang's cheek for a while, "You don't know what I did last night?"
After speaking, he turned over and got out of bed as if he was fully awake.
"Eat, eat," Zhong Beichen said, "I'm starving to death."
The two ordered a meal in the restaurant of the hotel, and after lunch, it was past four o'clock, and there was a little time to go outside for a stroll, so the two went to the beach downstairs for a walk.
It is the low season of tourism, the hotel covers a large area and the staff is sparse, so there are no people on the beach.
Zhong Beichen went to the rental office to rent a surfboard, and forced Yu Sang onto the board, asking him to play with him.
"I don't, I don't want to, ah—" Before Yu Sang finished speaking, a wave rushed over, Zhong Beichen held Yu Sang's waist, turned and tossed in the waves, and laughed.Yu Sang grabbed Zhong Beichen's thigh with his backhand, for fear that he would accidentally fall into the water.
Since she goes to the island every year, Yu Sang has also mastered a lot of water sports, and even got a snorkeling certificate last year.But for surfing, a slightly intense sport, he has always been indifferent.
"Zhong Beichen!" Yu Sang tried to sternly stop Zhong Beichen and tell him to let him go down quickly when another piece of Langdou rushed towards him, but it was completely useless.
Zhong Beichen even bowed his head to kiss him in the violent ups and downs. Yu Sang's heartbeat was too fast, and it was difficult to breathe in the gap between the water and the kiss, but he felt a strong throbbing because of it.
"I won't play anymore." When Zhong Beichen finally put her feet on the beach with her feet on the ground, Yu Sang announced decisively before her heartbeat calmed down.
Zhong Beichen smiled when he heard the words, sat on the beach, stretched his long legs, and let the sea water beat the soles of his feet.
The surfboard was put behind Zhong Beichen, and his arms propped his body back, lazily.
Very relaxed and in a good mood.
Yu Sang stepped forward and sat next to Zhong Beichen.
As far as the eye can see is the endless sea.On the other side of the sky, the unglamorous sunset slowly sinks, dyeing the whole sea in a warm orange red.
"I have always liked watching the sunset." Zhong Beichen said suddenly.
"Huh?" Yu Sang responded.
"Because of your name."
"my name?"
"Yes..."There is a line in "The Preface to the Pavilion of the King of Teng"'East corner is gone, Sang Yu is not late'...so every time I see the sunset, I will think of you."
Yu Sang was startled, never thought that his name could have such an interpretation, he laughed and joked, "It sounds like I'm getting old."
"No." Zhong Beichen said seriously, "I just think...we all missed a lot of things, but...it's not too late to correct it."
Saying that, Zhong Beichen turned his head and kissed Yu Sang in the afterglow of the setting sun.
An inexplicable emotion welled up in Yu Sang's heart.
A long time ago, he once had deep doubts about his own name.
It seems that I have been in such a miserable situation, there is no light at all, and all blame this name that is homonymous with "sang".
It never occurred to Zhong Beichen to view his name in this way.
Even fell in love with the sunset because of this.
Zhong Beichen is like a Beichen star shining brightly in the night sky.
Unlike the breathtaking sun, there is no sense of oppression.
But look up, it's always been there.
After kissing for a while, Yu Sang said to Zhong Beichen, "Fortunately, you are not far away*."
A sentence that sounded like a no-brainer, but Zhong Beichen understood it all at once.
***
"No." At night, standing by the bed, Yu Sang said again.
"Okay." Zhong Beichen said.
"Is this what you're taking vacation for?"
"Isn't that what vacation is for?" Zhong Beichen said confidently.
Yu Sang smiled, shook her head, and put her wrist on the side of Zhong Beichen's neck, as a tacit consent.
"Go to bed early," Yu Sang said, "You don't want to sleep until three or four in the afternoon tomorrow, do you?"
When you come out to play, you can't stay in the hotel all the time.
Zhong Beichen kissed Yu Sang, took Yu Sang to lie down on the bed, reached out to pick up the iPad on the bedside table, and showed Yu Sang pictures of scenic spots: "I want to go here tomorrow."
Yu Sang looked at it, and found that it was a place they hadn't been to last time, and it hadn't been developed yet. It was just a little simpler on the map, without any extras, and even the reviews on the self-guided tour website were few.
"Why did you suddenly think of going here?" Yu Sang lay on Zhong Beichen's bed
Different from last time, this time, Yu Sang slept soundly.
But very early on, Yu Sang was woken up by a phone call.
Yu Sang frowned, and answered the phone while yawning.
As soon as the connection was made, the loud voice of the project leader pierced Yu Sang's left ear to his right ear.
"I said, old man Yu Sangyu, you have rested long enough, you haven't grown hair yet at home, huh? You are so unkind, you want to leave after losing a handover document that no one can understand? Come back quickly Go to work! I told Zhang Wan, who cares about Alvin or Blvin, if you don’t come to work, the project won’t go online, let her figure it out! Next Monday at the latest, if you don’t come next Monday, don’t care if you are in the ends of the earth , I rushed over and tore your hands off, you weigh yourself to see if your flesh is muscular enough!"
Yu Sang listened in a daze to the rapid-fire chatter on the other side of the receiver, and hung up the phone with a snap.He looked at the black screen of the mobile phone and didn't react for a long time.
Zhong Beichen was also woken up. He got up, listened halfway, and asked, "This... want you to go back to work?"
"Uh," Yu Sang recalled what he said, and hesitated, "It seems to be."
He turned his head to look at Zhong Beichen.
Zhong Beichen's eyelids were still swollen, making his eyes small.
But still a good look.
Zhong Beichen leaned over, pursed his lips tightly, and kissed Yu Sang's lips like a dragonfly touching water.
"Then go back." Zhong Beichen said.
"You..." Yu Sang looked at Zhong Beichen worriedly, "Is there any problem?"
Zhong Beichen shook his head: "It's okay."
"I'm going to go out with my mother for a few days to relax," Zhong Beichen said, "and then go back to the imperial capital...help my mother divorce the marriage, and the studio can't be delayed."
Zhong Beichen sighed softly: "I don't know... How much of the daily routine I'm used to now is given by that person... I don't know how much I will be affected if he takes it all away."
"But at least the real estate certificate is in my name. If you can't turn around for a while, you should sell the house first."
Yu Sang listened to Zhong Beichen recovering quickly from the upheaval, calculated his situation rationally, and suddenly remembered—it seems to have happened in the previous life—Zhong Beichen once told him with a smile that there was a place near Yu Sang’s company. One of his houses, and another one near the rental house at that time.The rich second generation is like this, they live wherever they want.
At that time, Zhong Beichen's smile was bright and enthusiastic, as if he had no worries or worries.
As if feeling Yu Sang's sadness, Zhong Beichen came over and hugged Yu Sang stickily.
"If the money for the house is gone and I still can't earn money... I can only ask you to support me."
Zhong Beichen pouted, pretending to be pitiful on purpose.
Yu Sang smiled and squeezed Zhong Beichen's mouth: "Then you should spend less money."
Zhong Beichen pretended to complain: "Don't you say you can earn more money! Hurry up and go back to work."
Yu Sang watched her lover skillfully act like a baby to her, very cute.
After thinking about it, he said, "Actually, before I leave..."
Before Yu Sang left the imperial capital, she bought two air tickets to Island X.
After hesitating for a long time, he didn't tell Zhong Beichen.
Because compared to a gift for Zhong Beichen, it was more like a promise Yu Sang made to himself.
Promise yourself that you will not leave permanently.
Even if you can't figure it out for a while, find a place to heal yourself for a while, and you will come back eventually.
Together with Zhong Beichen, sit down and talk.
Solve the problem.
"After you've been busy for a while, Mom's mood has stabilized," Yu Sang said, "Let's go to X Island together to celebrate your birthday."
Zhong Beichen's eyes lit up, he threw Yu Sang down, leaned on Yu Sang, and kissed his face.
"Why are you so nice?" Zhong Beichen asked.
"How am I?" Yu Sang said, "Isn't this what you did for me a long time ago?"
"Bei Chen, I always said that my luck improved after meeting you."
"But actually...meeting you is the luckiest thing for me."
"Leave today?"
"Leave today."
"Have you bought a ticket?"
"Already bought it."
"What about him?"
"He...has his own plans."
"Row."
Yu Qiuxia didn't ask any more questions.She stuffed Yu Sang with big and small bags of specialty snacks again, filling Yu Sang's entire suitcase back and forth.
When they were about to leave, all three of them came out to send them off.
Yu Qiuxia stood at the front, and Zhong Beichen and his mother lined up behind.
Fang Henhan had already recovered a little, with a faint smile on his face.
That melancholy look seemed to have left Fang Henhan quickly. When he was by his son's side, he seemed to be the happiest person, and the pain never existed.
Yu Qiuxia turned her head to look, and Zhong Beichen, mother and son, turned their heads to Yu Sang again.
"Bei Chen is a good boy." Yu Qiuxia said.
"Ah," Yu Sang blinked and said, "Yes."
He raised his eyes to look at Zhong Beichen, and was a little caught off guard when he saw Zhong Beichen, because he was flustered by these words.
"Hate the cold," Yu Qiuxia didn't turn around, but turned her back to Zhong Beichen's mother, and asked, "Did you already know about it?"
"That's right," Fang Henhan said, "Beichen put Xiaoyu's photo in the book, and I didn't know I saw it."
Yu Sang looked at Zhong Beichen in surprise, Zhong Beichen looked at Fang Henhan in surprise, and Fang Henhan smiled.
"Xiao Yu is also a good boy." Fang Henhan said.
"You two have to think about retirement in advance." Yu Qiuxia said.
Yu Sang's face turned red.
In fact, he didn't even think about it that far.
But when Yu Qiuxia said that, it seemed natural.
He and Zhong Beichen will not have any other possibility except to become a foreigner for a long time.
"We'll discuss it," Zhong Beichen promised.
Yu Qiuxia nodded, "It's as long as you know what's in your mind."
On the return flight, Yu Sang had a long dream.
Since I was very young, I dreamed that my father passed away, and my mother alone carried the income of the family. I went to school, graduated, and worked by myself. When my mother was seriously ill, I hesitated again and again and decided to change my career...
He watched himself stumble and grow up like a bystander.There is no longer the depression and decadence of the past.because he knows—
Zhong Beichen will appear in the dream, and then hold his hand.
Although being with Zhong Beichen can't be considered smooth.
There have been some conflicts, unable to understand each other, and difficult to persuade.
The difficulties that had been anticipated, the conflicts in work, family, social rules and value judgments, happened almost every time.
There have also been some irreparable mistakes.
I used to be unable to sleep at night because of this, tossing and turning.
But Yu Sang gradually realized that loving someone is not a perfect love itself.
Originally, in the process of stumbling and running in, let go of the mistakes of the past with a smile, and move towards a bright tomorrow.
When I woke up, the plane just landed, and the sky was full of sunset outside the window.
Yu Sang bowed his head and reported Zhong Beichen and Yu Qiuxia's safety.He picked up his terribly heavy luggage and squeezed onto the crowded subway.
Years of experience have been like a day, but at this moment Yu Sang's heart is peaceful and happy.
end
The following year, spring.
Early in the morning, Yu Sang and Zhong Beichen came to the gate of the court together with Yu Qiuxia and Fang Henhan.
Zhong Beichen was a little nervous, and kept asking Yu Sang if his bow tie was straight.He picked up the manuscript prepared in advance and read it over and over again.
"It's okay," Yu Sang comforted, "We hired the best divorce lawyer."
"Who knows if he will be bought by Zhong Cha?" Zhong Beichen said worriedly.
After relaxing with his mother and returning to the studio to reopen, Zhong Beichen almost suffered from PTSD for a while, and everyone around him, Zhong Beichen wondered for a long time whether they were spies inserted by Zhong Cha'an.
In Zhong Beichen's studio, Zhong Zha did make some contributions, but it was mainly investment.After the capital was withdrawn, Zhong Beichen did have a slightly difficult time.
Zhong Beichen has never paid so much attention to his career. In the past, it seemed that everything was too easy to get, so he didn't cherish it very much.It's only now that I realize that I'm worrying about gains and losses, and I can no longer do the kind of thing that I randomly assigned work to others when I was with Yu Sang.
It is precisely because of this that the agreed island tour failed again.Looking back, it seems that every time they make an appointment to do something, they have to fail at least twice first.
On the day of Zhong Beichen's birthday, the two of them were so busy that they didn't even have time to eat, they sat back to back on the bed and worked overtime.
Yu Sang once teased: If you want to avoid conflicts in your relationship, either both of them are free, or both of them are busy.
But it was not as difficult as imagined.
Zhong Beichen devoted himself to researching the industry market, and made roadshows day and night to solicit investment.
Once the money is in place, the flow of funds begins to flow.At the same time, the source of customers has not been significantly affected.
Zhong Beichen began to personally participate in the design and control the quality of the works. Slowly, on the basis of previous customers, he accumulated a good reputation from word of mouth.
It proves that Zhong Cha's traditional industry has little influence on the profession of interior design.
In the early winter of the previous year, Zhong Cha broke out in a homosexual scandal.
Homosexuality itself may not be a scandal, but the combination of fraudulent marriage and obscenity makes the trend of public opinion almost one-sided.
The market value of Zhong Cha's company plummeted, Zhong Beichen also seized this opportunity, contacted a divorce lawyer, collected evidence, and proceeded to handle the divorce between Fang Henhan and Zhong Cha.
Zhong Cha did not agree to the divorce.
Maybe it's because he can't find another home, or maybe Fang Henhan is too easy to control.
But no matter what the reason is, Zhong Beichen will not let Zhong Cha go easily.
Before the prosecution, Zhong Beichen and Zhong Cha met once.
Zhong Cha is no longer what he used to be, and his face is haggard because of his own scandal and the declining company.In the interviews with Zhong Beichen, he often appeared very anxious.
He was even provoked by Zhong Beichen's peaceful words over and over again.
Like a bluff at the end of the road.
After Fang Henhan left Zhong Cha, his mood recovered very well.
She went to the imperial capital for a few months of psychological counseling. Although her condition relapsed a little, she also recovered quickly.
Now, she lives with Yu Qiuxia and takes care of each other.
Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang will go home when they are free to visit their two mothers.
Qingyuan is their favorite place.
Yu Sang himself was also promoted by one level in the new internal rating, and his salary was raised.
Before the rating interview, Zhong Beichen swore to God that he would not interfere.
But Yu Sang was terribly anxious about preparing for the interview, and when she collapsed, she lay on the bed and yelled, saying that you might as well step in and let me become the CEO directly.
Yu Sang pulled out of her memories, remembering Zhong Beichen's question just now.
"If he has the money to buy a divorce lawyer," Yu Sang said to Zhong Beichen, "he should do some public relations for himself first—if he can still be saved."
Zhong Beichen nodded solemnly: "You are right."
Gradually, some people gathered at the gate of the court.
There are many people who are interested in the divorce proceedings of public figures.
"Go in first, there will be more people later." Yu Qiuxia said, she walked towards the door holding Fang Henhan's arm.
Zhong Beichen looked at Yu Sang, and Yu Sang adjusted Zhong Beichen's tie again.
"It's okay." Yu Sang said.
Zhong Beichen nodded.
Then, together with Yu Sang, they walked forward.
Done!
thank you all!
Let’s wait until I rest for two months to talk about it (x
There's a lot to say but I'm typing PTSD today...
As long as everyone likes it!
Informal extras are one of the supplementary parts after the main text is completed. Friends who are new to the text may find that these have appeared in the main text, just skip it
Certain year, certain month, certain day
"You haven't been here for a while."
"Um……"
"Based on your current situation, it is recommended to visit the doctor regularly according to the appointment time."
"……OK."
"Let's do a basic assessment first."
……
"...better than before."
"Ah."
"What happened?"
"I... met someone."
"Well, you go on."
"He was on a blind date with...someone I knew. Seeing him gave me a strange feeling...something I've never had before...but I can't put it into words."
"Do you want to date him?"
"No, no, I don't want to... You know, I can't fall in love."
"You will find a way, as long as you cooperate with the treatment. That's why you came to me."
"..."
"Tell me about him again."
Certain year, certain month, certain day
"It's been very punctual lately."
"Ah."
"Good. Like I said, a positive attitude is the best medicine. Want to talk about something today?"
"I confessed to him."
"...Okay, it seems that you have taken a big step."
"He refused."
"Um... how do you feel about that?"
"I feel very good."
"How about the details?"
"I was... not suitable for dating."
"I don't think so. But let's take it with a grain of salt for now. Spontaneously developing feelings for the same sex is a big improvement for you. In fact, you've been doing a lot better recently, and I originally planned to take a little more intense treatment with you." Measures. But since you've already... you can choose something more gentle."
"……Try it."
……
Hasty footsteps.Vomiting.sound of water.
"...Sorry, it was my way of going too far."
"Thank you...it's okay."
"Would you like to change the way, replace the imaginary object with that person, and let's do the exercise just now?"
"...or not."
"why?"
"I... shouldn't be like this."
"You don't need to run away from sex/fantasies that please you as long as you don't act against the will of others. I'm not asking you to try it in front of me today, but I'm asking you to go back and do some practice and be open about it along the way to myself."
"……maybe."
……
"Finally, I would like to ask you to do a self-assessment."
"please say."
"Okay... imagine yourself ten years later, do you think you still have to be him at that time?"
"...No. It's okay without him."
"..."
"What's the matter, doctor? I thought I had an answer that would satisfy you."
"No, it's nothing... the time is up, let's stop here today. I hope you can visit on time in the future."
Certain year, certain month, certain day
"haven't seen you for a long time."
"Hello."
"Although I have said it many times. I still recommend that you maintain a fixed frequency of visits. Only long-term and stable treatment can play a positive role."
"I know."
"You know, but you don't take it to heart... Okay. So what do you want to talk about this time?"
"He... we... are together."
"...Really? If I remember correctly, the first time you met, he should be on a blind date... In short, have you had sex?"
"……Have."
"Do you feel unwell?"
"No."
"This is an improvement...It surprised me. I thought that even if it was him, the physical reaction would be difficult for you to overcome."
"..."
"You don't look very happy."
"No, I'm happy. I haven't been this happy in a long time."
"But you still have hidden worries."
"……Yes."
"Tell me in detail."
"Well... when I was with him, I forgot everything, didn't think about anything... just thought I was happy as long as he was by my side...but once he left, I would think of... my mother. "
"From your previous description, I think you can believe that your current state is your mother's wish."
"but……"
"How is she?"
"There are good times and bad times. At the beginning of the year, she went to Qingyuan to recuperate and had a regular counselor, but...a few months ago, she..."
"You know, psychological counseling often doesn't achieve the best results. If it doesn't solve the root of the problem, counseling is only a temporary solution. You have been coming to me on and off for several years. To be honest, if it weren't for your new boyfriend, I would The evaluation of the treatment effect in the past few years is negative. Basically, you don't want to really recover, and that will give you more psychological pressure, will it? I always suggest that you have a chat... have you talked?"
"...doctor, I feel more and more that I am a coward. In the early years, I dared to ask her, but then I... always don't know how to speak. Especially now... I am afraid that the root of the problem is Me. I used to always think - at worst, it’s fine if I don’t fall in love for the rest of my life, and no one will be hurt. But when I met Yu Sang, I couldn’t control it... I didn’t even dare to ask. "
"Your mother once said it wasn't because of you."
go to the island
The rings on the ring fingers of the two touched lightly, making a crisp sound.
A little daily life, a little car, and a lifetime commitment
In the seventh year together, Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang set foot on the land of Fiji.
This has become a habit for them in recent years.Every year, Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang will spread out the map, choose an island, find time in their busy lives, and steal a few days of leisure.
No matter how busy Yu Sang is, how urgent the project is, or how important Zhong Beichen's cooperation is, they will try their best to put aside all work and give their time to their lovers.
Gradually, both of them also understood that work often has no end.If you take it too seriously and feel that you can't give up anything, you will always ignore the person next to your pillow.
It is also after struggling for some years and accumulating enough capital and confidence that we can understand the truth of letting go.
It was evening when the plane arrived in Fiji.
After getting off the plane and out of the airport building, the palm trees with the characteristics of the island came into view.
The scorching heat of the day had dissipated, and the hot, humid and salty sea breeze lifted Yu Sang's bangs and patted his cheeks.
Yu Sang turned to look at Zhong Beichen. Zhong Beichen supported the suitcase and stared at the road without blinking, as if he was seriously waiting for the driver to arrive.
Seven years have passed, Zhong Beichen has faded from his original youthfulness, and the last trace of baby fat on his cheeks has also disappeared, and his entire profile is as deep as a knife.Metamorphosis becomes more mature and attractive.
Yu Sang looked at it, smiled slightly, and remembered that Zhong Beichen had changed assistants one after another in the past few years.
29 years old, handsome and successful.Even if it has been announced that the famous grass has an owner, it is still difficult to reach the peach blossoms.It’s also evil to say that Zhong Beichen and the personnel department have tried their best to change so many assistants, but it turns out that it doesn’t matter whether they are male or female, and it doesn’t matter if they are old or young.
One by one, they rushed to Zhong Beichen's side.
Before Yu Sang said anything, Zhong Beichen was so frightened that he resigned all his assistants, and did everything by himself, so tired that he could fall asleep standing up.
Yu Sang was distressed, saying that you can handle it well, there is no need to avoid suspicion like this, but Zhong Beichen said that after recruiting so many times, bringing people back to familiarize themselves with the business is enough to consume energy.If he hadn't checked his background thoroughly, he would have thought it was sent by a competing company to scout for information.
After all the calculations, it is better to do it yourself and have enough food and clothing.
Whenever this topic came up, Zhong Beichen would hug Yu Sang and not let go, saying that it would be great if you could come to be my assistant.
This is a joke, both of them know it.Over the years, Yu Sang has thrived in promoting Yeston, and became the technical director at the age of 36, leading the team alone.Being an assistant is a pure waste of resources. From any angle, there is no reason to leave.
But what Zhong Beichen didn't know was that before this trip, Yu Sang had already handed in his resignation to Zhang Wan, who was still his leader.
The agreed-upon SUV slowly stopped in front of the two of them. The driver opened the door, jumped out of the driver's seat, and greeted Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang warmly.
The driver's name was Zhuang Haisheng. He was an enthusiastic guy with dark skin, white teeth, and a good smile.
He is a Chinese who has settled in Fiji for a long time.Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang chose Fiji for their first island tour six years ago. They were unfamiliar with the place at the time, and they were pissed off by black-hearted tour groups.The two were angry and left the group halfway. Later, they made acquaintance with Zhuang Haisheng after fumbling around to find a local driver and guide.
Zhuang Haisheng perfectly improved the bad itinerary of Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang in the past few days, so that they kept in touch with each other from time to time. The number one candidate in Yu Sang's mind was still Zhuang Haisheng.
"Long time no see!" Zhuang Haisheng, Zhong Beichen, and Yu Sang embraced in turn, then bent down to pick up their luggage, "Brother Beichen is handsome again!"
Zhong Beichen smiled, while Yu Sang joked, "Stop boasting, your brother Beichen is almost losing his hair because of this."
Zhuang Haisheng burst out laughing.He understood what Yu Sang meant.When he returned to China and had a dinner date with Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang, an assistant who was still unwilling to give up after being fired followed Zhong Beichen to the restaurant and staged a public confession.
"I have lemons." Zhuang Haisheng lives overseas, but he also speaks domestic catchphrases fluently. "You can sell me handsomeness that you don't need."
Several people packed their luggage and got into the car.Zhong Beichen sat in the co-pilot, and Yu Sang was alone in the back row, with his arm resting by the window.
The car runs smoothly and slightly faster on the road that is not too wide.Flying by on the street are locals wearing flowers and traditional national costumes.Yu Sang squinted his eyes and opened his mouth slightly, the sea breeze slipped from his mouth to the tip of his tongue, and he tasted a slight salty taste.The mood has never been so happy as it is now.
After looking at the scenery for a while, Yu Sang turned her eyes away and saw Zhong Beichen in the front row holding a mobile phone, leaning close to Zhuang Haisheng's ear, not knowing what to exchange.
"Drive carefully." Yu Sang casually reminded, "Let's talk about it when we arrive."
Zhong Beichen was shocked, quickly locked the screen of the phone, and retreated to his seat.
Seeing Zhong Beichen's startled look, Yu Sang couldn't laugh or cry. Is he so scary?
Soon, we arrived at the hotel we booked in advance.Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang checked in, put down their things, and ate seafood barbecue with Zhuang Haisheng.
The seafood on the island is extremely fat, sizzling on the grill, brushed with mellow sauce, and served to the table plate after plate.
The three of them drank and ate meat until their bellies were full. They didn't leave contentedly until the night was getting dark and the business was about to close.
"Let me know when you have decided where to go," Zhuang Haisheng reminded at the hotel entrance, "These few days are all for you."
Because they visited all the more famous scenic spots last time, Zhong Beichen and Yu Sang didn't make a set itinerary this time, and decided to play casually.
"Okay," Yu Sang replied, "Be careful on the way back."
"Okay!" Zhuang Haisheng waved his hand, turned and walked towards his convertible car. Halfway there, he turned around and gave Zhong Beichen a small expression.
Yu Sang looked at Zhuang Haisheng, then turned to look at Zhong Beichen.
"What's the secret signal?" Yu Sang asked.
"No, no," Zhong Beichen said with a guilty conscience.He didn't respond to Zhuang Haisheng's little expression, but took Yu Sang's hand and walked towards the hotel, "Who knows what he's doing."
After flying for a day, Yu Sang was already exhausted, and when she returned to the hotel, she planned to wash up and go to sleep.
The five-star hotel they booked provided detached villas, and Zhong Beichen insisted on booking.The villa is a certain distance from other buildings, and the beach is downstairs.From the window of the small balcony in the bedroom, you can see the deserted beach and the sea under the white moonlight.
Yu Sang took a shower, yawned, wiped her head with a towel, and was about to go to bed, but was dragged into a kiss.
"You go take a bath." Yu Sang hummed in disgust, but slowly immersed herself in it.
He sucked on Zhong Beichen's soft lips, and the tip of his nose sank into Zhong Beichen's breath.Yu Sang couldn't tell exactly what Zhong Beichen's breath was like, but it made him feel nostalgic at times, safe at times, and hot at other times.
Now is the time to feel hot.
But Yu Sang was really sleepy.
"No." Yu Sang refused firmly.
"Okay." Zhong Beichen held Yu Sang's lips in Yu Sang's murmur.
They make love between ebb and flow.Zhong Beichen carried Yu Sang to the French window of the bedroom's small balcony, and entered slowly.
Between heaven and earth, there is no one.There are no buildings of modern life as far as the eye can see, and they seem to be intermingling in the most primitive nature.
The snow-like moonlight shines through the window glass and falls on Yu Sang's shoulder blades.Zhong Beichen lowered his head and licked the protruding bones under Yu Sang's skin, licking out a series of moans from Yu Sang.
"Hurry up." Panting, Yu Sang urged Zhong Beichen.
The pleasure brought by Zhong Beichen is like a gentle wave, making him float up and down in sleepiness and pleasure.
He was afraid that he would fall asleep again in such a dreamlike sex.
"No." Zhong Beichen willfully rejected Yu Sang's appeal with a single word.Although he is familiar with every inch of Yu Sang's body, Zhong Beichen still licks every part of Yu Sang's skin like a new toy.He already knew that some places would make Yu Sang hide, some places would make Yu Sang tremble, and some places, if he licked hard or even used his teeth, would make Yu Sang moan; , causing a slight gasp.
As if Zhong Beichen wanted to confirm his memory again, he tasted Yu Sang's body slowly and painfully.
Yu Sang was half asleep and half awake, and vaguely felt that Zhong Beichen was torturing him like this on purpose.But he no longer had the ability to think, and finally couldn't hold on, and reached a climax in sleepiness, and fell asleep.
After Zhong Beichen noticed it, he gently put Yu Sang on the bed, looked at his companion, and lowered his head to kiss Yu Sang's cheek.
Then he lay down beside Yu Sang, holding his lower body, watching Yu Sang's sleeping face quickly swearing at himself.
After the ejaculation came out, he wiped it with a tissue, looked at Yu Sang again, and walked out the door lightly.
Yu Sang moved, but she didn't realize that the person next to her pillow was gone.
The next day, when Yu Sang woke up, Zhong Beichen was lying on the bed, sound asleep.
Yu Sang took into account that Zhong Beichen was tired from work, so she didn't wake him up.
He called room service, had breakfast, read a novel while nestling in a chair, and looked up at his watch. At twelve o'clock at noon, Zhong Beichen still hadn't woken up.
Yu Sang put down the novel, walked to the bed, and patted Zhong Beichen on the shoulder.Zhong Beichen frowned, groaned twice, turned over, and didn't wake up.
Yu Sang climbed onto the bed, lay down next to Zhong Beichen, wrapped his arms around Zhong Beichen's waist, and scratched the itchy flesh around Zhong Beichen's waist.
"Tell you not to do it yesterday, huh?" Yu Sang pressed against Zhong Beichen's ear and said, "Can't you wake up?"
Zhong Beichen flinched from being scratched by Yu Sang, but still didn't wake up.
Yu Sang smiled, and stopped torturing Zhong Beichen.I ate enough in the morning, and I don't want to eat lunch now.He simply took off his clothes and took a nap against Zhong Beichen's back.
This sleep lasted for another two or three hours. When he woke up, Zhong Beichen was still lying beside Yu Sang, but his eyelids trembled slightly, which was a sign that he was about to wake up.Yu Sang was afraid that Zhong Beichen would sleep too long and would not be able to fall asleep at night, so she reached out and patted Zhong Beichen.
This time, Zhong Beichen woke up quickly.He blinked, saw Yu Sang in front of him, subconsciously moved forward, hugged Yu Sang with long arms and legs, wrapped around Yu Sang like a koala.
"Guess what time it is?" Yu Sang asked with a smile.
"Huh?" Zhong Beichen's nasal voice revealed a strong sense of sleepiness, "What... what time is it?"
"At three o'clock in the afternoon, you almost slept through the whole day."
"Then sleep." Zhong Beichen rubbed his furry head back and forth in Yu Sang's arms, "You stay with me."
"Still sleeping?" Yu Sang asked, "Did you steal the chicken last night?"
Yu Sang was just joking, but Zhong Beichen paused just holding Yu Sang's coquettish body.
Yu Sang felt quite novel: "Did you really steal the chicken?"
"No way," Zhong Beichen's lips climbed up from Yu Sang's collar, sticking stickyly on Yu Sang's cheek for a while, "You don't know what I did last night?"
After speaking, he turned over and got out of bed as if he was fully awake.
"Eat, eat," Zhong Beichen said, "I'm starving to death."
The two ordered a meal in the restaurant of the hotel, and after lunch, it was past four o'clock, and there was a little time to go outside for a stroll, so the two went to the beach downstairs for a walk.
It is the low season of tourism, the hotel covers a large area and the staff is sparse, so there are no people on the beach.
Zhong Beichen went to the rental office to rent a surfboard, and forced Yu Sang onto the board, asking him to play with him.
"I don't, I don't want to, ah—" Before Yu Sang finished speaking, a wave rushed over, Zhong Beichen held Yu Sang's waist, turned and tossed in the waves, and laughed.Yu Sang grabbed Zhong Beichen's thigh with his backhand, for fear that he would accidentally fall into the water.
Since she goes to the island every year, Yu Sang has also mastered a lot of water sports, and even got a snorkeling certificate last year.But for surfing, a slightly intense sport, he has always been indifferent.
"Zhong Beichen!" Yu Sang tried to sternly stop Zhong Beichen and tell him to let him go down quickly when another piece of Langdou rushed towards him, but it was completely useless.
Zhong Beichen even bowed his head to kiss him in the violent ups and downs. Yu Sang's heartbeat was too fast, and it was difficult to breathe in the gap between the water and the kiss, but he felt a strong throbbing because of it.
"I won't play anymore." When Zhong Beichen finally put her feet on the beach with her feet on the ground, Yu Sang announced decisively before her heartbeat calmed down.
Zhong Beichen smiled when he heard the words, sat on the beach, stretched his long legs, and let the sea water beat the soles of his feet.
The surfboard was put behind Zhong Beichen, and his arms propped his body back, lazily.
Very relaxed and in a good mood.
Yu Sang stepped forward and sat next to Zhong Beichen.
As far as the eye can see is the endless sea.On the other side of the sky, the unglamorous sunset slowly sinks, dyeing the whole sea in a warm orange red.
"I have always liked watching the sunset." Zhong Beichen said suddenly.
"Huh?" Yu Sang responded.
"Because of your name."
"my name?"
"Yes..."There is a line in "The Preface to the Pavilion of the King of Teng"'East corner is gone, Sang Yu is not late'...so every time I see the sunset, I will think of you."
Yu Sang was startled, never thought that his name could have such an interpretation, he laughed and joked, "It sounds like I'm getting old."
"No." Zhong Beichen said seriously, "I just think...we all missed a lot of things, but...it's not too late to correct it."
Saying that, Zhong Beichen turned his head and kissed Yu Sang in the afterglow of the setting sun.
An inexplicable emotion welled up in Yu Sang's heart.
A long time ago, he once had deep doubts about his own name.
It seems that I have been in such a miserable situation, there is no light at all, and all blame this name that is homonymous with "sang".
It never occurred to Zhong Beichen to view his name in this way.
Even fell in love with the sunset because of this.
Zhong Beichen is like a Beichen star shining brightly in the night sky.
Unlike the breathtaking sun, there is no sense of oppression.
But look up, it's always been there.
After kissing for a while, Yu Sang said to Zhong Beichen, "Fortunately, you are not far away*."
A sentence that sounded like a no-brainer, but Zhong Beichen understood it all at once.
***
"No." At night, standing by the bed, Yu Sang said again.
"Okay." Zhong Beichen said.
"Is this what you're taking vacation for?"
"Isn't that what vacation is for?" Zhong Beichen said confidently.
Yu Sang smiled, shook her head, and put her wrist on the side of Zhong Beichen's neck, as a tacit consent.
"Go to bed early," Yu Sang said, "You don't want to sleep until three or four in the afternoon tomorrow, do you?"
When you come out to play, you can't stay in the hotel all the time.
Zhong Beichen kissed Yu Sang, took Yu Sang to lie down on the bed, reached out to pick up the iPad on the bedside table, and showed Yu Sang pictures of scenic spots: "I want to go here tomorrow."
Yu Sang looked at it, and found that it was a place they hadn't been to last time, and it hadn't been developed yet. It was just a little simpler on the map, without any extras, and even the reviews on the self-guided tour website were few.
"Why did you suddenly think of going here?" Yu Sang lay on Zhong Beichen's bed
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