Sang Yu Fei Wan

He opened his legs and wanted to go, but his head was like a bell that had been struck, and he was so dizzy that he couldn't even stand up.Zhong Beichen supported him in time, almost holding Yu Sang in his arms.

"I'll take you to the hospital." Zhong Beichen said in Yu Sang's ear.

Yu Sang was aroused with goosebumps all over her body, and tried to throw Zhong Beichen off like a dog shaking its hair, but failed.

"I'll just go home and get some sleep." Yu Sang had no choice but to stand upright in Zhong Beichen's arms. He no longer cried, and the tears on his cheeks dried into armor, making his voice cold and hard, "You really want to?" I'm sorry, just let me go."

Zhong Beichen let go of Yu Sang embarrassingly, still fighting: "At least let me take you home."

Yu Sang sighed slightly.Without saying a word, he pushed away Zhong Beichen's arm that was holding him.This time Zhong Beichen was very cooperative and let go of his hand obediently.

Yu Sang turned to Zhong Beichen and looked up at him slightly.At this time, Zhong Beichen was like a big boy who had done something wrong. He didn't know where to put the hand that was pushed away, so he just held it like that.

"Zhong Beichen," Yu Sang said.He had a high temper threshold and left quickly. Seeing the other party being so apologetic, he was already out of anger.I just felt sad for no reason, so I spoke very slowly, "I want to be alone, can you let me go?"

Zhong Beichen opened his mouth slightly, but said nothing.In the end, he nodded his head inconspicuously twice.The way he looked at Yu Sang was unbearable, but Yu Sang didn't look too much.

He didn't say goodbye either, he just turned his head and walked towards the subway station.

The bar was quite far from the subway station, and Yu Sang walked slowly. When he passed the security check, the staff told him that the last train had already left.

At this time, Yu Sang hated Zhong Beichen again.

But what can he do.Hate or not, he is always powerless.

Yu Sang climbed along the towering steps of the subway and returned to the ground.The crowds outside, the neon lights flashing.

Amidst the luscious and wealthy, Yu Sang lowered her head to search for an available night bus.

Got nothing.

I had no choice but to call a taxi.When I opened the APP, I saw that there were too many people in line ahead, and I expected to wait for two hours.

At this moment, I don't want to think about anything.Just feel bitter.Physiologically, from the tip of the tongue to the throat, and then deeply into the viscera.

Yu Sang turned off the map, put the phone back in her pocket, found the direction that was roughly home, walked down, walked down.When his legs and feet were numb, Yu Sang suddenly remembered that when he was 26 years old, he was scolded bloody by the editor-in-chief just because of draft selection, and on the way home he received a call from the hospital, saying that his family had suddenly fainted and was in critical condition.

At that time, the sun was very strong, shining brightly on the top of the head, burning the scalp very hot.It's not even remotely similar to this day, this time, or this scene, but Yu Sang felt a sense of absurd déjà vu.It seems that the pain and sorrow in the world are exactly the same, but he is just falling infinitely in the cycle of time.

There are many ways to solve the problem, but the problem at hand is not the problem itself.He was just tired of the ensuing questions, concentrated at this moment, and couldn't bring up any more energy.

Thinking of this, I couldn't even walk anymore, stopped, squatted down, hugged my knees, and curled up like a baby.If he can really return to his mother's womb and be reborn as a human being, he may commit suicide before he grows up, without any responsibility, and live a selfish, innocent and ignorant life.

But time never stops for anyone.

I don't know when, I have entered the dark night without lights.The rainbow light and the hustle and bustle are gone together, and the night in early summer is a bit cold.

In the distance, a night car turned slowly and approached, and the lights swept across Yu Sang.Yu Sang instinctively looked up, then took two steps back to the side of the road.

The car didn't drive away directly, but stopped slowly in front of Yu Sang.

Zhong Beichen walked down without saying a word, just walked up to Yu Sang, and squatted down.

After a while, Zhong Beichen spoke in a panicked tone like a child's:

"You are sad, and I feel bad." He said, "Let me do something, okay."

Maybe Zhong Beichen was too sincere or too gentle.Yu Sang finally gave up the idea of ​​resistance.

With his head buried in his knees, he said sullenly, "Zhong Beichen."

"You take me home."

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