The paranoid milk dog is actually me

With a shake of hand just now, the phone fell on the quilt, but Xie Anheng's voice continued to come from inside——

"elder brother."

"Does brother miss me? Has he forgotten me..."

Xie Xingzhi slowed down, and picked up the phone again. The voice message he clicked just now has been played, and the room has returned to silence.

He thought to himself that he was as sensitive as those young people, and he was like a soldier.

Whether what Xu Sisi said was true or not has not yet been determined, but what Cen Xiangyang said on the way to pick him up was obviously just to prevent him from leaving with Xie Anheng again.

Cen Xiangyang and Xie Anheng had never been at odds in this life, he knew it, but during the few days he stayed in Xia's house, although Xie Anheng and him had disputes, it was far from anything to do with him.

As for the fabricated content of that newspaper, it is even more nonsense.

Xie Xingzhi shook his head, dialed the voicemail back to the first one, intending to follow along to hear what Xie Anheng had sent him this year.

He looked at it this way, only to find that the time of the voicemail was stuck in the second month after he left.

In just two months, except for some advertising messages, Xie Anheng sent him more than 200 voice messages.

The frequency is the most frequent at the beginning, and the time is almost all concentrated in the early morning at night. The more you go back, the less it will be. After two months, this habit seems to have completely disappeared.

He clicked through one by one, and at first it seemed that he was just pouring out his thoughts to him.

"Brother, why did I call you and turn off the phone forever? I really miss you... just give me a message, okay?"

Because he changed the calling card.Xie Xingzhi said softly in his heart.

When he first went abroad, he admitted that he left out of anger.Because he couldn't figure out why Xie Anheng was taught that way.

He has the highest expectations for him, has always been strict with him, and he has given him an education environment and living environment that he could not have expected in his previous life, but the Xie Anheng he raised is not even half as good as his previous life.

Xie Xingzhi blamed all this on doting.

Xie Anheng is still the smart Xie Anheng, nothing else has changed, except for him as a variable, the problem can only appear on him.

So Xie Xingzhi thought, it would be good if he disappeared, Xie Anheng would get back on the right track, and everything would be back to normal.

but……

Xie Xingzhi lowered his eyelashes, and continued to click down to open the following voice message.

"elder brother."

"It's been three days, and you still haven't heard from me."

"The temperature in Manbei City has dropped, what about your place? I'm not here, has anyone reminded you to add clothes?"

"I really miss you, miss you so much."

"If you hear these messages, please send me a message back, just one message."

Xie Xingzhi closed his eyes hard.

But people have feelings.

What's more, he and Xie Anheng have been facing each other for five years.

He did intend to train Xie Anheng at first, he didn't want him to continue to be inseparable from him like a milk baby, he had originally made up his mind not to contact him for the first three months, but in order to avoid his own repentance, Xie Xingzhi simply changed the number.

But in fact, he couldn't help calling Cen Xiangyang until the end of the second month, wanting to ask him about Xie Anheng's recent situation.

But he learned that Cen Xiangyang couldn't contact Xie Anheng no matter what. There was no one in his original family, and he couldn't find it anywhere in the company or school.

During those days, Xie Xingzhi happened to be preparing for the operation, he spent most of the day doing treatment, and spent the remaining few hours in sleep.

The treatment was difficult, and he was worried that something would happen to Xie Anheng. Later, when he learned that he was admitted to Manbei University and won the first prize, Xie Xingzhi was relieved a lot.

Maybe he was right to make such a decision, he thought then.

One voice message after another, Xie Xingzhi listened to all of the first month, and sighed heavily.

With so much going on, it now appears that he was dead wrong.

There was a whole week between the first voice message in the second month and the previous month, and the frequency of five or six messages a day made this seem abnormal.

Xie Xingzhi frowned.

"He wants to take away your company, these people are all coveting what you left me..."

"He said it was my father. We have the closest blood relationship. He couldn't possibly harm me...It's ridiculous. Did he think I would be fooled by his little sugar-coated shells?"

Perhaps because he knew that he would not get a response, Xie Anheng gradually changed from talking to him to talking alone.

"When he gave me something, the look in his eyes...was no different from charity. Maybe in his eyes, I was just...heh. A poor wretch that no one cares about, right?"

"But he doesn't know... I've seen people who really treat me well. I know what it would be like for a person to truly love me, and what kind of eyes I would look in."

"But he probably hasn't seen it, he's the poor guy."

"You are the only one in this world who treats me sincerely."

"I can't give it to him, and I don't believe what he said."

"Why... I thought he made it up... it turned out to be true?"

"Your name is fake, and your identity is fake. You didn't come back from abroad to see me at all, and I'm not your brother at all."

"He said that you recognized the wrong person from the beginning, and now you will only regret saving me in the first place."

"I don't want to believe it."

"Brother, I feel like I can't hold on anymore..."

"Please reply to my message once, please."

"I miss you so much, even a text message is fine."

"You really don't want me?"

Xie Anheng may have been in a bad state when he made this voice, and the background was very noisy, but he could still hear a faint cry in his words.

Even knowing that this happened in the past, and it has been a long time, Xie Xingzhi's heart is still tight.

After nearly half a month, there are still more than a dozen messages left intermittently.

This time Xie Anheng's tone became indifferent, or indifferent.

It was exactly the same as the Xie Anheng he had faced in those few days of reunion.

"The company kept it."

"The shop is also kept, and I keep all your things, but when will you come back?"

"Who are you? Why do you have so many secrets..."

"will you come back?"

"The goal you set for me, I can achieve it in less than a year."

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter who you are."

"He also went abroad, and you let him go."

"Then why can't I?"

"never mind."

"One year, if you haven't come back, I won't wait."

The last voice breaks here.

Xie Xingzhi couldn't be calm for a long time.

wait?What would he do if he didn't come back after a year?

Xie Xingzhi didn't know.

He was in a mess in his heart, lying on the bed, hearing Xie Anheng's voice over and over again, with crying pleadings, which finally turned into indifferent statements without any emotional ups and downs.

His experience this year was far worse than he imagined.

Xie Xingzhi stared at the phone screen for another ten minutes.

Thinking about the need to recharge his batteries as soon as possible to deal with the current chaotic mess, he still forced himself to close his eyes and put the phone aside.

I thought he would not be able to fall asleep, but in the end his body was no match for the exhaustion of the past few days, and Xie Xingzhi felt like he was falling heavily.

When he opened his eyes again, the room in front of him became the guest room of the cruise ship when he just returned to China.

The angle of view was very strange, he seemed to be floating in the air without a body, there was another him in the room, after a while, the door opened, and Xie Anheng walked in.

Just a meeting, Xie Xingzhi understood that this was a dream.

Xie Anheng was so close to him that their heads were almost touching.

Xie Xingzhi saw that Xie Anheng looked at him with complex eyes, as if complaining, but he couldn't help it, and was a little cautious.

"I haven't seen you for a year, I miss my brother very much."

"Where's brother? Have you ever thought about me?"

But at that time, his attention was all on Cen Xiangyang, and he didn't notice these details.

Did Xie Anheng really look at him like this?

The picture changed again, the soaring flames and explosions rushed towards the face with broken glass, and the sound of falling wind whizzed by my ears.

"elder brother--!"

A second before falling into the water, Xie Xingzhi heard Xie Anheng calling him, and his voice was hoarse.

Even in his sleep, it was not easy to relive the scene where he brushed shoulders with death, Xie Xingzhi frowned.

But just when he thought he would continue to experience the icy river, the scene changed again.

This time it is the first perspective.

He was so familiar with this scene that he couldn't be more familiar with it. It was the small mansion where he and Xie Anheng lived together for several years, and it was also his own bedroom.

It looked like it was night, with the curtains closed.

Before Xie Xingzhi looked around for a while, he suddenly heard a soft voice beside his ear: "Brother."

He was taken aback.

This voice still has the immatureness of adolescence.

Xie Xingzhi lowered his head, and met Xie Anheng's dark eyes like a young deer: "We will be together forever, we will never be apart, right?"

Immediately afterwards, he didn't answer as he remembered, but bent down, kissed his forehead, and said to him lightly, "Go to bed early."

The contents of the first two dreams were not so beautiful, but the last one was peaceful and warm. After jumping from the crisis of life and death, Xie Xingzhi calmed down a lot.

The follow-up of that year was that he and Xie Anheng slept together hugging each other.Xie Xingzhi thought.

Does he want to sleep again in a dream, to have a dream within a dream?

Before he could linger on this thought for a second, Xie Anheng in front of him suddenly raised his head, put his arms around his waist, and pressed their bodies closer together.

The next moment, his lips were printed.

Xie Xingzhi hasn't reacted yet.

Xie Anheng closed his eyes halfway, his long eyelashes drooping, and kissed his lips softly and irresistibly, then his chin, all the way down.

Before Xie Xingzhi could recover his thoughts, the young man in his arms had already kissed his ankle.

Xie Anheng looked up at him from bottom to top, his eyes were full of piety and fascination.

"It's been two months, I miss you so much..."

"You don't want me anymore?"

"Thank you."

"!" Xie Xingzhi opened his eyes suddenly, and almost bounced off the bed. The movement was too big, and the injured leg was involved, and he lay back down heavily after a sharp pain.

Xie Xingzhi stared at the ceiling tightly, opened his eyes wide, and gasped in shock.

No matter how sophisticated and strategizing he was in the mall, Xie Xingshang died unexpectedly at the age of 23 in his entire life.

He has no shortage of suitors, but he is demanding on his other half.

What Xie Xingzhi is looking for is a soul mate who can keep up with him physically and mentally. None of these people who are immersed in the materialistic and intriguing shopping malls and wealthy families can make him have the desire to get close.

In addition, I am still an out-and-out workaholic, he has always been dispensable to love, and has always held a far-sighted attitude.

He devoted all his life to Xie Anheng again, and he has never been involved in this aspect in two lifetimes combined. It is completely a blind spot of his knowledge. The shock brought by this dream is not insignificant.

After a long time, he closed his eyes hard, sat up with his arms propped up, leaned on the soft pillow, and turned on the bedside lamp.

The soft light calmed down Xie Xingzhi's mind, and the dream scene that remained in his mind quickly dissipated.

He raised his hand and wiped his face.

Dreams and reality are often opposites. It must be that he has heard too many strange things in the past few days, which made him dream of such absurd things.

"Dong dong."

At this moment, the door suddenly rang twice.

Outside the room, Cen Xiangyang leaned against the door: "Brother Xingzhi, are you awake?"

There was a low "hmm" in the room.

Cen Xiangyang continued to ask intimately: "I'll drive to pick up the private doctor right away, it may take half an hour, do you want to go to the bathroom? I can help you before I leave."