[Comprehensive] evil girl

This matter was requested by you, or you understood the mission of Sasuke Uchiha intimately, and expressed your sincere satisfaction with the matter of "being a hero's wife".

Because Sasuke has an important mission on him, I must not hold back.

You can not let you have worries, you will not worry outside, you can feel at ease at home, this is my happiness.

……

In this case, you don't need to think, just open your mouth.

Finally sent him away, you can be alone.

You want to be alone.

You need long enough time and enough quiet space to think about things you wouldn't otherwise think about.

You know, even if you don't come up with an answer - which is quite possible - and the very act of "thinking" is troublesome in its own right, you do it anyway, because you can't do it otherwise.

Maybe many years later, you will clarify the difference between "others" and "self", and then have a full understanding of "self", but obviously not now.

All along, you have acted according to your nature and superficial desires... You are an unquestionable profiteer, but what happened that day was beyond your control.

Why is it out of control?

The sky is clear and fierce, you are sitting on the porch, the shadow of the eaves divides your body into two, one half is bright and the other is dark, your soles touch the hot steps, it hurts a bit, but it is still within tolerance.

Relying on a little bit of severe pain, you tried to think clearly about this matter, but your thinking became more and more confused, and your memory fluttered like flying catkins that had been vigorously brushed off.

A picture of a young girl by the river flashed in front of your eyes. The little girl was crying, and she was crying so miserably that you subconsciously thought that she must be extremely hungry.

Soon, you saw the little girl gradually stopped crying, and she was in a trance with tears all over her face.

Ah, it turned out to be me.

You remember.

This crying little girl is yourself.

But through this memory, you also remembered the questions that came to mind back then.

Is it me who is crying?

In the same way, you can ask yourself now.

Is it me who is so painful to breathe?

You'd very much like the answer to be no, but that raises even stranger questions.

If not you, who else?

So you don't plan to think about the problem from this direction.

So everything went back to the beginning.

Why is it so painful?

Here we want to mention that this question has a lot to do with Ningji Hyuga, but this is not the root cause of your thinking about this question.

The root cause is that the problem affects you and you just don't accept that.

All your actions from the beginning to the present are for the purpose of living a better life, so you will not accept the fact that you are even more miserable now than before.

You don't accept it, so it's fake?

No no no, you are not such a timid person.

Neiji Hinata may be, but you are not. You dare to face up to your failure, but the problem is that while accepting your failure, you must come up with a feasible remedy.

This is the most important.

Summer is all kinds of clusters and emptiness, you sit in the shade of the trees by the side of the house, looking at the light spots on the grass, you realize that you don't want to be alone.

Is this loneliness?

I have always used this kind of emotion to get close to others, do I feel this kind of emotion now?

This is what loneliness feels like.

If it’s just this feeling, you think it’s completely tolerable, it’s not painful at all, it’s not even heavy, it can be said to be the opposite, it’s light and weightless,

That's all, why are so many people unable to bear it?Is it because they haven't experienced emotions more intense than this one?No, this is unreasonable.

You think, feel the loneliness that lurks inside of you, and you notice that it's a strange emotion, it's certainly not sudden, but it's invisible until you feel it.

You feel it, so it sprouts, and then it cannot be ignored.

Gradually, you frowned slightly.

It is indeed a painless emotion, but it can be quite disturbing if it persists.

You don't want to be alone anymore. Although you know that loneliness can't disappear in the crowd, you still don't want to be alone.

Full of melancholy, you heard a slight sound. You looked up and saw Inuzuka Fang standing not far away under the sun, hesitating whether to approach or not.

You didn't notice that because of raising your head, the spot of light originally reflected on the top of your head fell into your eyes, creating a visual illusion that your eyes lit up because you saw him, although this sentence is expressed in terms of meaning There is nothing wrong with saying that.

Your movements were a little hasty, you stood up, straightened the hem of the kimono casually, and walked over in small steps, brushing your untied long hair aside as you walked, with a surprised smile on the corner of your mouth.

"I'm sorry, I was a little lazy because I was alone at home, and I actually asked you to see such a lazy look..." You apologized without thinking, and you stared at Inuzuka with a trace of half-truth and half-false doubts. Tooth's eyes, you suddenly find that his eyes are very beautiful, "Would you like some tea? Juice?"

Inuzuka Ya hugged his nephew's newly contracted pup, his lips trembled, he swallowed all the explanations he had prepared, nodded silently, and followed you, who answered and smiled brightly, into the door.

Because I was very worried about you who never went out after marriage, I asked Hinata specifically if those famous families had strict restrictions on married women, and I was even more worried after getting a negative answer.

Since there are no restrictions, why not go out?

Uchiha Sasuke is not here again, alone, has been alone in such a big house, is it all right?

Because I was very worried about you, I abducted my nephew's puppy who was only six years old, and planned to meet you with the reason of "you naughty little villain, don't just run into other people's yards".

Compared to knocking on the door directly, he felt that this method was more natural, which was somewhat similar to Uzumaki Naruto to some extent.

But after crossing the wall and landing on the grass, what I saw was you sitting with your knees hugged under the root of the tree, the shadow shrouded you, a thin and small ball, even though the distance was not close, you could clearly see your frown... …

What are you trying to say?

What was the preconceived excuse?

It's so bad.

Forget it all.

The brain is blank.

Really... too bad.

The author has something to say:

Resuming the update, but the day is even more impossible. The author still hasn’t finished writing the thesis, and my cat next door stopped updating directly. The reason why I can continue to update this article is because it is easy to write...

So, at least once a week.

But then again, the weekly update will only last for two weeks at most, after which the update frequency should return to the previous state.

Please forgive me~