[Comprehensive] evil girl

Sasuke-kun

I am so sorry that you have received such a message.

I who did such a thing... must be punished by the gods.

When I met Sasuke-kun for the first time and understood Sasuke-kun, I was really happy.

If you are not alone, you are happy, right?

For me, happiness is such a small thing.

No...it must be the same for Sasuke-kun.

Just seeing important people around me makes me happy.

This kind of thought... Such a pitiful thought, only those of us who have lost important people can understand. I have always thought so, and it is still the same until now.

Therefore, I cannot forgive myself for taking someone important to Sasuke-kun.

If possible, I also hope that I can live for Sasuke-kun, and I also hope that Sasuke-kun can live for me.

If you keep living, one day, happiness will stay forever.

With this thought in mind, I have been working hard to live.

It is said that the woman who was sealed on the moon spent several generations trying to wake up and continue to live.If even such a powerful existence is trying so hard to survive, living must be a wonderful thing, right?With this idea in mind, and with the idea of ​​wanting to see what "living" looks like in the eyes of others, I have been working hard to live.

But my words...it really doesn't work.

I'm so sorry, just imagining how you look when you read this, my heart is filled with sadness.

It's me who is too weak.

I am sorry.

I really want to go on with Sasuke-kun, the days spent with you are the happiest time in my life.

I'm really sorry.

Please don't forgive me.

You are so gentle, but you were actually hurt by me.

I can't forgive myself like this, and I can't accept the option of being forgiven by you... In the end, I still said such selfish words.

If only we didn't live in this world.

Countless times, after knowing the truth of this world, I have thought so countless times.

But it was this world that allowed me to meet Sasuke-kun, and I couldn't be happier when I thought about it this way.

A weak woman like me really doesn't deserve to be by Sasuke-kun's side.

I used to think that I can only understand Sasuke-kun if I have experienced loss and pain to the point of dying, and because of this, I uttered nonsense to Sakura. Now that I think about it, I am really stupid...

If I stay by Sasuke-kun's side all the time, one day, if I can't control it, I will pull Sasuke-kun into the abyss too.

No.

Absolutely not.

I can't do that.

I was about to lose control of myself and wanted to leave Sasuke-kun.

I have to leave you.

Rather than falling into the abyss with me, it would be better to be dragged into the world by a stronger and more innocent girl.

Although you don't think so now, until death comes, I will pray for Sasuke-kun.

Sasuke-kun will surely be happy.

Even if I don't exist in that happiness, what I pray for is Sasuke-kun's happiness.

So it's fine like this... Hey... It's really too much for me to say such a thing.

clearly know...

I know that this kind of thing is unforgivable...

I really hope that you can continue to be gentle, and I am worried that you will always be stung by your own tenderness.After all, we live in such a cruel world, gentleness and so on... are things that shouldn't exist, maybe.

That being the case, as a woman who wants to pull Sasuke-kun into the abyss, let me say this——

Don't be gentle anymore.

Be more selfish and live for yourself.

Just like I choose to die for my own sake regardless of your thoughts.

This is my last and tenderest wish.

Even if you admit that this world is hell, I will stand by your side.

If... If Sasuke-kun is stronger than I thought... please abandon me.

please.

Throw me in this world.

Don't bother with a weak and incompetent undead.

Live happily.

Live happily.

This used to be my wish.

Like a fish saying that it wants to climb a tree, it doesn't know that it has made such a wish.

Sasuke-kun, as long as you think about it, it will definitely be possible.

If you want to live happily, live happily.

forget me.

I beg you

forget me

don't think about me anymore

don't think for a second

I really want to erase all traces of my existence

i hate myself so much

please

please

don't think about me anymore

Let me die in your past, the past of this world, and no one will remember me after a long time, remember other human beings who died like me, repeating, repeating, the strange circle of fate traps us all, the luckiest is Is the main character, because of his nature to achieve happiness and the talent to forget.

I am unlucky not to forget.

please

really please

Sasuke

forget me

Don't remember me even for a moment

Illusion is also good

forget me

Treat me like nothing that never existed

I love you so much that even now, when I make up my mind, it pains me so much to think that you will be troubled for a long time by the fact that I have been.

Sasuke, please, yes, this is my last wish, please, forget me, please, I have always loved you, so forget me.

Never think of me again.

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Slowly wiping the black blood off the woman's lips, the man with the upside-down braid put his arms around the woman who seemed to be asleep in his arms, and picked up the suicide note on the table with the other.

The man finished it quickly, but he re-watched it many times.

Finally, the man chuckled, threw the paper full of lies back on the table, and leaned over to hug the woman tightly.

In the picture is a young boy, standing opposite him is a delicate girl with long hair reaching her waist.

Seeing him, the girl's eyes lit up immediately, she bit her lower lip lightly and smiled happily, the little bit of shyness hidden in it was blown away in the spring breeze, and shattered into flying ash along with the yellowing memories.

The author has something to say:

Oh my god, I'm too cute and hardworking, so I must ask for a collection of the author's column! (/≧▽≦/)

Lin Chuan wrote half-truths and half-false things about the suicide note, basically because he thought that he was going to die, so his words were good, but as he wrote it, he hated those who didn’t have to die—either he didn’t understand it, or he didn’t understand it. It is a person who understands but can accept this world, so he couldn't help but spit out the black mud secretly. (In other words, don’t ask me why I am so happy to vomit black mud and vomit so well (/≧▽≦/))

By the way, what Rinkawa said in the previous chapter is that if she is an ordinary girl, she will be able to live happily with Shikamaru. The author wrote it casually to prepare for the book about Shikamaru!

Okay, the author Jun Gandao is going, good night everyone!

Another: Thank you ATOKO little angel for mine ~ I am not happy to see the extra episode 23333 so let us forget that the last guest has no extra episode, shall we?