When Fang Tingnan received the WeChat message, her mind was in a daze, as if someone had hit her with a stick from behind.

In the photo, Wen Jingxin is sitting on a chair, she looks like a high mountain flower, she is always like this, no matter when and where the politeness on the ground will never be lacking.

The steering wheel was tightly gripped by Fang Tingnan, and the veins on his forehead suddenly exploded, as if they would explode if he didn't vent his anger.

Why is she so angry?

Because she saw that the man opposite Wen Jingxin was Zhang Shan, an associate professor of University A, and the two seemed to be talking about something. Fortunately, they didn't do anything excessive, otherwise she might not be able to help shaking her fists in tomorrow's high math class.

Fang Tingnan replied to Jiang Rou: [Where did you see it? 】

Jiangrou on the screen had a headache, and she didn't know why she couldn't resist sending the photo to Fang Tingnan. When she realized it, Fang Tingnan had already seen it.

Fang Tian sent her a photo just to gossip, but Jiang Rou knew that Wen Jingxin was already with Fang Tingnan. She didn't know Wen Jingxin very well, and she was very afraid that Wen Jingxin would hurt Fang Tingnan. After all, straight girls are the easiest to hurt. that.

She does not allow anyone to hurt Fang Tingnan. Even though Fang Tingnan hurt so many girls, she is unconditionally towards Fang Tingnan.

Tapping the keyboard with her fingers, Jiang Rou replied: [My friend saw it, she thought... Don't think too much, maybe you just have something to talk about. 】

After a long time, Fang Tingnan replied: 【Yes. 】

Putting down the phone, Jiang Rou was a little worried. She didn't know whether what she did was right or wrong.

Fang Tingnan went to the supermarket in the community to buy a pack of cigarettes. There was no brand she usually smoked, so she just bought one.

Cigarettes are the same as people. If you don’t buy the one you like the most, it doesn’t matter what you smoke.

Back in the car, Ting Nan tore open the cigarette package, and smoke suddenly rose in the car. She was choked by the smoke, and pressed down the window angrily.

The cigarette did not have the scent of mint, but it would leave a strong smell of tobacco on her body after she smoked it. After smoking one, she threw the whole pack into the trash can.

Inappropriate is never appropriate, and she doesn't force herself to fit in.

Wen Jingxin had already returned home at four o'clock, she searched for Zhang Zhang in the house but did not see Fang Tingnan.

Let's go out to play after class, Wen Jingxin thought so and didn't send WeChat to ask.

Half an hour later, there was the sound of a lock being locked at the entrance. Fang Tingnan came back, looking a little tired.

"Is today's class very brain-intensive? You look very tired." Wen Jingxin said jokingly, and she gradually learned to speak with Fang Tingnan in the language of "young people", trying to appear that there is no generation gap between them.

Fang Tingnan twitched the corner of his mouth and forced a smile: "What did you do today? Are you bored at home?"

Wen Jingxin was slightly stunned, then smiled and said: "I'm at home. Where else can I go if you're not here, writing papers at home is quite tiring."

Sounds like you're looking for comfort.

Wen Jingxin concealed the matter of her meeting with Zhang Shan. After all, it was just a meeting, and it was troublesome to explain. One lie would have to be filled with countless lies, so she simply skipped it, and she did write it in the afternoon. The thesis was before Fang Tingnan came back.

Fang Tingnan's eyes were a little blurred, and the smile he could barely squeeze disappeared.

Sensing something strange, Wen Jingxin put down the computer in her hand and walked to her side and asked, "What's the matter, Fang? Did you get criticized by the teacher?"

Fang Tingnan shook his head and returned to the bedroom. Just as Wen Jingxin was about to chase after him, he found that the door of the bedroom was locked from the inside.

What happened to this child, Wen Jingxin didn't understand.

She knocked on the door and tried her best to care about Fang Tingnan, but in the end she only said, "What's wrong with you?"

After a while, the people in the room shouted, "I'm sleepy, I'll go to bed first."

Wen Jingxin lowered her eyes and let out a muffled "Oh", turned and left.

Fang Tingnan lay on the bed, buried her face in the pillow, saying that she was not sad would be a lie, Wen Jingxin actually lied to her.

She was still making excuses for Wen Jingxin at first... she just met and said a few words, if she told herself the truth, then she would pretend it didn't happen, but... Wen Jingxin lied to her.

"Fuck." She scolded, she didn't know who she was scolding, and her fist fell hard on the pillow beside her, the dent didn't heal for a long time.

In the middle of writing the thesis, Wen Jingxin glanced at the time, it was six o'clock, and it was time to prepare dinner.

She saved the document, took the computer from her lap to the coffee table, got up and stretched, and her eyes fell on Fang Tingnan's door. There was a Mickey Mouse sticker on the door. It was found when she moved yesterday. Fang Tingnan Wen Jingxin didn't stop when South Africa wanted to post, she didn't even remember where Mickey Mouse came from.

Standing in front of Fang Tingnan's gate, Wen Jingxin hesitated and chose to send a WeChat: [Are you awake?I'm going out to buy groceries, what do you want to eat? "]

After waiting for a long time but no reply, Wen Jingxin went downstairs directly with the key.

In the supermarket, Wen Jingxin stood in front of the shelves and picked things out for a while before putting them into the cart.

Wen Jingxin's visits to the supermarket have always been purposeful. Before coming here, she would list the things she wanted to buy in her head, but this time she seemed to be a little different. She felt confused for the first time when she was standing in the vegetable section.

What is Fang Tingnan's favorite food?The time was too short, and she didn't even have time to get to know Fang Tingnan's happy name. It was really incompetent to think that she was good.

"Jingxin? I was thinking of going to your house to see you, but I didn't expect to meet you here? What a coincidence."

Shu Wanru's voice came to her ears from not far away, Wen Jingxin looked up and saw that it was indeed her, with the usual temperament.

Wen Jingxin frowned tightly, remembering the relationship between her mother and the woman in front of her.

"Yes, do you want to have dinner together?" Wen Jingxin asked, her tone sounded a little awkward but it was much softer.

Shu Wanru was a little surprised, she had already planned to be looked down upon by Wen Jingxin, but Wen Jingxin's sudden contrast made her a little uncomfortable.

Could it be that person forgave himself?Thinking of this, Shu Wanru immediately became happier.

Seeing the dazzling array of goods in front of her, Wen Jingxin was in trouble, she thought for a while and finally turned to Shu Wanru for help: "Well... what does Fang Tingnan like to eat?"

"what?"

Her voice was so low that Shu Wanru was a little unsure if the person she was talking about was Fang Tingnan.

Shu Wanru asked, "Are you talking about Nan Nan?"

Wen Jingxin nodded and said, "Yes."

Shu Wanru seemed to understand something, after all, Wen Jingxin looked a little strange, dodging and shy inexplicably.

She pointed forward and said, "Tomato beef brisket soup."

Wen Jingxin was puzzled: "Chinese food?"

Shu Wanru said: "That's right, the child has liked to eat Chinese food since he was a child. Her father is quite satisfied, but her mother has a headache. She always feels that this child is too down-to-earth."

The corners of Wen Jingxin's lips raised slightly, and she said with a smile, "down-to-earth?"

"Well, her mother always wanted to raise her to be a noble daughter, isn't it funny?"

"It's true, but she... is indeed a daughter."

A treasure that is hard to find.

Wen Jingxin was stunned suddenly, she would think of such nasty words.

After ransacking the supermarket, Wen Jingxin and Shu Wanru each carried a big bag. Fortunately, Shu Wanru came by car, so the two of them were not too tired.

The car started slowly.

Shu Wanru looked at the junior beside him who was similar to that person, and she felt kindness in her heart: "I wanted you to try my craft today, but it seems that I won't give you this chance."

She didn't have any expectations at first, it's just that she just handed in the manuscript yesterday, so she is relatively free today.

Wen Jingxin didn't answer her words: "You are so kind to me, is it because you want to meet my mother?"

Sure enough, Clivia must have said something to Wen Jingxin!

Shu Wanru's heart jumped suddenly.

"Yes." She was in a happy mood, and even her tone was slightly raised.

Wen Jingxin couldn't bear to give her a blow. It took her more than 20 years to heal the blow of her mother's departure. How could Shu Wanru accept this fact in a short time?

Wen Jingxin's heart softened, but she hoped that Shu Wanru would not love her mother so much.

"Maybe I'm going to disappoint you." Wen Jingxin bit her lower lip, and the hem of her clothes was wrinkled by her.

"What do you mean? She still can't forgive me?"

When Wen Jingxin read the diary, her mother felt that it was her fault, but Shu Wanru felt that it was her fault. Wen Jingxin didn't know what happened back then, and she didn't want to know. She didn't want to know about her mother's past.

It took Wen Jingxin a long time to make up her mind. She parted her lips slightly and said, "My mother... died when I was very young."

"what!"

Shu Wanru froze and didn't notice the street light in front of her at all. A few seconds before she was about to hit it, Shu Wanru reacted and stepped on the brakes in time.

Even though the seat belt was fastened, Wen Jingxin still hit her head due to inertia.

When Wen Jingxin came over slowly, Shu Wanru's eyes were already red, and the crystals in her eyes kept gushing out. She shook Wen Jingxin crazily, as if that Shu Wanru just now was fake.

Wen Jingxin got a headache from being shaken, but she couldn't break free no matter how hard she tried, and the opponent's fingerprints were impressively left on her arm.

"You lied to me, didn't you! How could she leave! Did she let you lie to me in order not to see me!"

Wen Jingxin turned her face away, and two lines of hot tears flowed from her eyes unknowingly.

"Really." Wen Jingxin choked up a little: "Father's remarriage was not because of marital disharmony...but because of my mother's death."

If Clivia passed away, it would match the information Shu Wanru found. She never thought about it. She always believed that Clivia hid when she knew she had returned to China.

Aware of her gaffe, Shu Wanru let go of Wen Jingxin, but the pain in her heart and dizziness never dissipated.

Her heart was pierced, the lover she had been thinking of for nearly 30 years was no longer in this world, and all the hard work she had put in for so many years was in vain.

"Mother, she has a diary, which contains what she said to you. At grandma's house, if..."

"No need." Shu Wanru interrupted her: "I'll go by myself."

There was not much lipstick left on her lips, and her pale lips looked a little sick, and it was only then that Wen Jingxin noticed the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes.

Getting old... a few words can make a woman age so much.

Shu Wanru closed her eyes and lay on the steering wheel for a long time and didn't get up. Even though she had arrived in the community, Wen Jingxin still didn't leave.

After an unknown amount of time passed, Shu Wanru got up and wiped away her tears but she was still haggard.

can you understand

The pain of losing a loved one, the sudden disappearance of someone you've been thinking about for 30 years... It hurts, it really hurts.

"I met your mother when I was 17. We were together. We were discovered when we were 20. We became the objects of everyone's spurning. I wanted to fight the world with her and give up the chance to go abroad for her, but she told me ,She is pregnant…"

Wen Jingxin was stunned and did not interrupt her.

"Since getting married and having children is her life, why should I continue to drag her down? Before leaving, I said cruel words, I scolded her... Forget it."

Tears welled up in Shu Wanru's eyes again.

"I know she's for me, Jingxin... Your mother and I have already missed it. It's my fault. It would be great if I were more firm."

Wen Jingxin shook her head and didn't speak. She didn't know who was right and who was wrong, and she couldn't explain clearly. She didn't think there was anything wrong between the two of them.

"Go back, I won't go up."

"it is good."

Wen Jingxin opened the car door and went to the trunk to take out the ingredients she bought.

"Child!" Shu Wanru called her.

This is the first time that Shu Wanru called her that, child... Clivia's child is her Shu Wanru's child.

Wen Jingxin turned her head and asked, "What's wrong? Aunt Shu."

Shu Wanru forced a smile, looking very bitter: "Don't make our mistakes."

Wen Jingxin nodded solemnly, then turned and left.

The moment she turned around, Wen Jingxin couldn't control her emotions anymore and cried like a child.

She also misses her mother, really misses her.

The author has something to say: Babes in Henan must pay attention to safety!

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