After amnesia, I die in society every day

When did he start liking Lu Hanjiang? After 12 years, Guan Ting has no way to recall.

Maybe it was when I saw him playing passionately on the basketball court in University B, maybe it was when I wanted to approach him and say thank you to him in the attached middle school, maybe it started from the moment he bumped into Lu Hanjiang.

Feelings are the most inexplicable thing in this world. They are illusory and sincere. Guan Ting is undoubtedly happy. After he knew that his home no longer existed, he quickly found another home.He treats the diary like an empty bowl, and gathers his feelings for Lu Hanjiang bit by bit. He likes it logically, but it is also silent. There are some trivial things that even Guan Ting himself doesn't remember, but this empty The bowl can tell the arrival of every drop of water.

No one could have imagined that this bowl of water, which was supposed to be hidden in a corner, would be caught off guard by Lu Hanjiang and moved in front of the two of them.

That night, Lu Hanjiang hugged Guan Ting tightly and stayed up all night.

He seemed to be able to see the dull young man following him in the attached middle school as soon as he closed his eyes. The young man followed him carefully, and only dared to look at Lu Hanjiang when he was distracted by talking with others.

Guan Ting's diary only recorded when he was in his second year of high school, that is, when Lu Hanjiang was about to graduate in his third year of high school. This diary not only helped Guan Ting recall, but also helped Lu Hanjiang retrieve some memories of that year.

It should be the second half of the third year of high school. Lu Hanjiang missed a lot of homework in the first two years. The third year of high school was hard to catch up. Once he fainted with a high fever and was sent to the infirmary to hang water. Teacher Ji in the infirmary helped him hang up the water and then went to the hospital. Sitting in the office inside, Lu Hanjiang was so dizzy from the fever that he had to hang up several bottles. He wanted to cheer up and wait for the end, but he didn't expect the drowsiness to hit him, and he couldn't resist it at all.

When he woke up, he was surrounded by the medical assistant who had bandaged him. Just like the first time I saw him, he had a blue mask on his face, leaving only a pair of pure and transparent eyes outside.

Seeing Lu Hanjiang wake up faintly, his eyes were bent, and he said, "Take a good rest, I'll help you watch."

"It's okay, I've had enough sleep." Lu Hanjiang licked the corners of his dry lips. Seeing this, the medical assistant hurriedly got up to help him get a cup of hot water. In early summer, Lu Hanjiang's fingertips became hot and cold due to fever. He took it Shui Nuan warmed his hands and said, "Thank you teacher."

The paramedic paused for a moment, sitting beside him in silence.

After a while, the medical assistant said to him: "It's good to want to study, but you have to pay attention to the balance between work and rest, and stop taking your body seriously."

Lu Hanjiang groaned, this response was really insincere, he simply ignored the assistant's words, and the assistant's hands were clasped together, as if he was a little nervous.

However, Lu Hanjiang was ill at that time, so he didn't care at all. He looked again and made sure that there was no need to change the water in a short time, so he took out a test paper from his bag and started writing it. He didn't even know when the assistant left. Know.

A few days later, Lu Hanjiang came into the classroom with his bag on his back in the morning. As soon as he sat down, he found that someone had stuffed a bag of milk and two hard-boiled eggs into his drawer.

Seeing the things he brought out, the deskmate smiled and teased: "Is there a girl who wants to confess to you?" In the first two years at school, Lu Hanjiang was known for his fighting skills, so no girl dared to come to him even if he was good-looking. Confession, but it was the third year of high school. After he changed his previous attitude and devoted himself to studying, some girls gradually moved their minds.

Lu Hanjiang looked at these things with a frown. There was a label on the milk packaging bag, which read in delicate characters: Come on for the college entrance examination.

He was even more certain that it was sent by a girl, and without thinking about throwing it into the trash can, he took out a piece of draft paper and taped the four corners on the table, and wrote eight large characters, flamboyant: No shortage of snacks, no love.

The tablemate sighed, "It's so unfeeling, to the point where I can't find a partner in my life."

Lu Hanjiang turned a deaf ear.

These eight characters are very useful, and no one has stuffed things in his drawer since then.

It's just... Lu Hanjiang seems to have gotten everything wrong.

There were no medical assistants who cared about him preaching to him, and no girls who wanted to confess to him. From the beginning to the end, there were only Guan Ting who watched him quietly.

Lu Hanjiang couldn't believe it, because a little kindness at the beginning allowed Guan Ting to accompany him silently for more than ten years, but he himself discovered it in No.13, in the Love Cafe. Baby around.

After going around and around, it took Lu Hanjiang 14 years to receive this love.

Thinking of this, Lu Hanjiang couldn't help holding Guan Ting.

Guan Ting, who was sleeping soundly, was probably strangled by him. He frowned and wanted to squeeze away aggrievedly, but was pulled back by Lu Hanjiang.Lu Hanjiang kissed Guan Ting's forehead reassuringly, Guan Ting muttered a few times, found a new place to lie down and fell asleep.

The next day, the first snow of the year fell in City B.

The snow outside the window is vast, and people on the street are wrapped in cotton-padded clothes. On the lawn that has been covered with a layer of soft snowflakes, parents can vaguely see parents and children playing snowball fights.

In the house, Guan Ting rummaged for a long time but couldn't find the exposed iron box.

When Lu Hanjiang came in, he saw Guan Ting's half body was almost buried in the closet. Because of his posture, the hem of the pajamas on his upper body was rolled up a bit, and his waist was facing the warm sunshine. Lu Hanjiang forcibly turned his eyes from the exposed waist Transferred, leaned against the door, pursed her lips and smiled: "Tingting, what are you looking for?"

"I didn't find anything!" Guan Ting blurted out after being caught.

After a while, Guan Ting came out of the closet, with messy hair on his head, opened the closet door to look at Lu Hanjiang, and asked faintly, "...Did you take my iron box?"

"Take it." Lu Hanjiang was very frank.

Guan Ting hurriedly asked, "Where did you take it?"

Lu Hanjiang said: "In a very secret place."

Guan Ting: "???"

This is his home, isn't there a secret place in his home that he doesn't know?

Lu Hanjiang let out a muffled laugh, "Have breakfast quickly, and I'll take you to the company."

Guan Ting was full of doubts, changed his clothes and went to have breakfast with him.

The snow fell in the middle of the night, and it was not time for the snow to melt, and the sun was shining again. It was not too cold outside. Guan Ting got into Lu Hanjiang's car, and he hesitated several times along the way, but finally couldn't help it. Stopped, said: "Brother Lu, please return the box to me."

Lu Hanjiang glanced sideways at him and shook his head decisively.

Guan Ting had an inexplicable feeling that someone was holding his hand, and he hurriedly said: "Those are old things, useless, you..."

"It's useless, so give it to me." Just when the light was red, Lu Hanjiang put on the brakes and said seriously.

Guan Ting collected those things simply because he saw things and thought about others. Lu Hanjiang hoped that Guan Ting would never use them again in his lifetime.

The person who needs them is not Guan Ting, but Lu Hanjiang. He can't turn back the time, go back to the day when he and Guan Ting first met, and from that day on, he can only grow up with the lover around him slowly, and he can only use this clumsy and childish way , always reminding himself that every day in the future, he will make Guan Ting happy, and he will no longer experience the feeling of being alone in the previous 12 years.

If he had known that he would fall in love with Guan Ting...

Unfortunately, no if.

The car was parked downstairs in the company, and when getting off the car, Lu Hanjiang proposed to invite Chi Yiming to dinner.

Guan Ting was stunned for a moment. He remembered that he had never formally introduced Lu Hanjiang to Chi Yiming, and said with a guilty conscience, "...that's fine."

"Okay." Lu Hanjiang said, "I'll make an appointment."

Dizzy and stepping on the elevator to the company floor, Guan Ting always felt that something was wrong.

When the elevator arrived with a "ding", Guan Ting suddenly thought of a question.

He seems to have never introduced Brother Chi's identity to Lu Hanjiang, right?

Does Lu Hanjiang even know how Zhongqing Cafe came to be?

Recalling that at that time, he deliberately chose the location of the cafe opposite the Lu Group, and selfishly suggested that Chi Yiming should name it, Guan Ting blushed suddenly.

Really... I wish I could find a hole in the ground and get in there!

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Didn't take Tingting to the Fa-rectification on the spot, Mr. Lu, can't you.jpg

The memories in school are almost gone, only a little bit left~

What's more, I want that yellow, big and beautiful... starfish (????)