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The decoration of room 1026 is very simple, light blue walls, square American antique bricks on the floor, a single bed, the bathroom is partitioned by a whole side of transparent glass, and the sea can be seen from the balcony.Xia Lusheng took off his clothes and changed into a bathrobe.

The news from his adoptive mother came when he was lying on the bed in a daze, "You still have to come back."

Xia Lusheng quickly understood what she meant. He had to go back and prove to his son under her nose that her heart hadn't deviated at all during these five years.

Directly transferred 1 yuan to the account of the adoptive mother, threw the mobile phone on the bedside table, ignored everything, and closed his eyes.

Xia Lusheng never had a dream at night, and no one would like to enter his dream.

The brackish wind from the seaside, the rainy day with the breath of water vapor squeezed in through the invisible gap of the window, and the chandelier welded with stained glass above the head is still on.Xia Lusheng was already light-headed, but he heard a slow and short knock on the door vaguely. Just like when he stayed at the adoptive parents' house, he quickly got out of bed, went straight to the door, opened the door, lowered his head and lowered his eyes.

Without looking at who it was, he said, "I'm sorry, I slept too deeply."

"Hand out."

With a deep and hoarse voice, Xia Lu became refreshed immediately.

Looking up, it was indeed Zhou Duye, with a bowl in his hand containing a brown liquid, "Why are you here?"

Zhou Duye looked at him quietly and said, "I'll bring you some ginger tea."

Probably because of the lighting, Xia Lusheng actually felt that his eyes were a little gentle.

He took the bowl obediently, the bowl was slightly hot, and after drinking it all in one gulp, he felt a layer of sweat on his back.Returning the bowl to Zhou Duye, Xia Lusheng stood still for a few seconds, seeing that he had no intention of leaving, he continued to ask, "Do you have anything else to do?"

Holding the bowl steadily in one hand, Zhou Duye took out a lighter from his trousers pocket with the other hand. The pure black plastic case was not decorated too much, and he threw it into Xia Lusheng's arms, "Gu Tu said it's your birthday today?"

Xia Lusheng held the lighter in his hand, and was a little surprised that he would give him a gift, but the surface was calm, and he said, "Yes." Even though the date on the ID card was filled randomly, he had never lived a decent life. Birthday, but he was inexplicably happy because he got a lighter.

Zhou Duye nodded, "I'll borrow it from you." After speaking, he turned around and left.

Xia Lusheng caught his word, which is "borrow."

He closed the door full of doubts, returned to the bed and sat down.

Inadvertently glanced at the plastic bag thrown on the bedside table. There was a pack of cigarettes in it, but I didn't buy a lighter.

This time Xia Lusheng suddenly realized that Zhou Duye had seen him buying cigarettes.

He thought that he must be a child who did not learn well in his heart.

Turning up the lighter to the maximum, Xia Lusheng squeezed the filter and sent a cigarette to his mouth.

This is the first cigarette he smokes, but he has been associated with cigarettes for a long time.

When the adoptive mother had something not going her way, or when she missed her son and went crazy, she would beat and scold Xia Lusheng all the time. She burned three holes in the soft flesh on the inside of his right elbow with a cigarette butt.It took five years for three identical places.

Xia Lusheng is very patient, and can laugh no matter how painful it is.He knows what he gains and what he loses.

With the help of his adoptive parents, he can go to school, and he doesn't have to continue to eat the leftovers of his younger brothers and sisters in the orphanage. In the eyes of his biological mother, he is a burden, and in the eyes of the dean, he is a nuisance.

So he is willing to please his adoptive parents, because they at least need him.

But they don't need Xia Lusheng now.

The soot fell on Xia Lusheng's fingers little by little, and there was no warmth, completely different from the burning pain he felt before.He was still holding the lighter in his palm, and he was a little bit reluctant to return it to Zhou Duye.

After smoking one cigarette, Xia Lusheng didn't feel much. He heard that smoking can temporarily relax people, but he still felt that his heart was heavy and beating dully.

May be too tired.

He unpacked the bread from the plastic bag and ate it, and poured mineral water down his stomach.

I didn't feel hungry at first, but my stomach hurts after eating.

Xia Lusheng thought, he was only too hungry to have messy thoughts.

Before going to bed, he said happy birthday to himself in his heart.