How to wear a goddess statue

For feelings, Rhodes always seems to be insensitive.

It was the same in the past. When she was walking on campus, on the road, and with parents who were willing to show their daughters, she usually ignored those eyes cast in the open and in the dark.

As long as the other party doesn't want to reveal it, Luo Dasi will not notice it at all.

But what is the truth?

During the period of self-healing, Rhodes thought about her current situation, and also began to learn to break away from the first-person perspective, and analyze the past that seemed very distant but shaped her personality from the perspective of others.

Thinking about it carefully, it is not so much that Dudu is insensitive to emotions, it is better to say that Rhodes actively and unconsciously ignores these tiny details.

It's as if the subconscious judges them as things that don't need to be valued, not accepted, and not self-evident. There is a thin layer of paper between the inside and the outside, but it is as tough as armor.

——Before she came to Solancia and was not sealed in the stone goddess statue, Rhodes put an invisible shell on herself, even though she didn't know it herself.

And when Rhodes realized this, he tried to analyze his true feelings...

The inexplicable feeling of guessing who Aleuil might be secretly in love with, the temperature rises unconsciously under the moonlit night, even as a god, the heartbeat is still pounding.

There is also a rush all the way until I find the princess lying unconscious on the ground, the tingling pain of the heart constricting so hard that I can't breathe for a moment.

Can these be simply explained as affection and care?

Rhodes cannot deceive herself, and the long thinking time does not give her room to deceive herself.

After thinking about it, Luo Dasi felt a kind of "ah, it really is like this" in his heart.

But that doesn't allow her to make an actual decision.

If you don't take too much into account, Luo Dasi has been suppressing intentionally or unintentionally, maintaining the state of mind in a budding state, which is enough for people to say openly: "I like you. I have never felt this way in the past, only for you. "

But no.

She is an elder, a relatively respected person, and has always been a guide—of course, the last point is a bit misnomer, after all, Eleuil has been very assertive since she was a child—but no matter what, the role of Rhodes It is doomed that she needs to worry more.

There is a natural gap between humans and gods, responsibilities, lifespans, and even forms of existence. Once some kind of constraint is formed, there is no doubt that the weaker party will only be humans.

This is a reality independent of the will of both parties.

In Luo Dasi's view, the more unknown the road ahead, the more careful consideration must be made to confirm the hearts of both parties, otherwise they would rather not start.

Rhodes didn't believe that Aleuil hadn't thought about it, but she still asked, and took the initiative to reveal it.

Put all your eggs in one basket, have no hope, or are you already ready to accept all unknown futures?

Rhodes has no way of knowing, but she must take responsibility for controlling the button.

The phrase "I am the same as you" must never be said lightly.

All these considerations, all thinking and weighing, self-analysis and restraint, are just a simple summary when they are spoken.

"I do not know."

Eleuil looked at her wordlessly, and Rhodes looked back seriously and gently.

At night, it was dark outside the window, and the lamp lit on the table cast a bright orange light, and the shadow of the candle flame was reflected on the faces of the two facing each other through the frosted lampshade.

It is unusually quiet and long-lasting.

Finally, Eleuil pulled back the few strands of black hair hanging down her cheeks, her gaze was slightly staggered, as if thinking of something, the corners of her lips curled into an arc of unknown meaning.

"I didn't expect this answer."

"If Lena hadn't arrived suddenly on the day you left, would you have responded to me with this sentence?"

Rhodes shook his head.

Aleuil raised his eyebrows: "Well, so to speak, you really came to the conclusion after thinking about it."

Rhodes could only smile.

"alright, I got it."

Aleuil said, his expression was very calm, and he didn't know what he understood.

But she immediately took a step forward, closing the distance between the two: "The last question, when you left suddenly, was it because you detoxified me?"

At that time, with a strange pale complexion, he left without saying goodbye, and let the messenger of the goddess of love, desire, and love deliver a message...

Since these actions were not due to disgust, what could be the reason?

In mythology, the goddess of the Yilu River turns her hands into clouds, and turns her hands into rain. She decides the direction of the war and dominates the fate of mankind. With waves of hands, rain and snow intersect, the river hangs upside down, and the torrent submerges the earth.

In the past few years of getting along, Luodus has never done this.

Eleuil always thought that she had no intention of participating, but if it wasn't——

Eleuil stared fixedly at Rhodes.

Luodus sighed imperceptibly, avoiding the seriousness, and said gently: "There are a few reasons, but not all. God will not cause anything to happen just because he detoxified the snake."

Aleuil didn't say whether to believe it or not, although it was the latter according to his eyes.

The princess suddenly took Luotus' hand, and Luotus shook slightly, but did not move, allowing Eleuil to put this hand close to her lips, and then kissed the fingertips.

Start with the index finger and move one by one.

The slits of the lips were slightly opened, and the wet part could be faintly touched, and Rhodes remained motionless, watching Aleuil kiss the little finger, and then tilt his head gently to bite on it.

Half-closed and half-exposed, the oppression of the dentition made the half of the little finger left outside the lip pale with ischemia, and then quickly turned red after it was released, with a small half of the tooth mark attached.

Rhodes: "..."

Aleuil was still holding the hand that had been kissed and bitten for no reason, and said softly: "If this happens again, just leave me alone."

"……What is this nonsense."

"Facing a certain death situation, it can only show that my luck is bad, my skills are not as good as others, and I don't need gods to save me."

Eleuil's tone sounded like a joke, and she thought in her heart that if one day her soul left her body and fell into the Illu River during the funeral, she would not leave.She also didn't want to go upstream from the current to meet the god of death, Rhodes couldn't drive her to reincarnation.

Rhodes wanted to sigh again, and raised his hand to pat the back of Eleuil's head, but paused in mid-air, and finally patted according to his heart.

Aleuil let out a meaning: "Hiss."

The corners of Rhodes' mouth were straightened.

The princess looked at her expression, finally changed her tone solemnly, and said:

"Just kidding. Even if it's for you, I won't let myself fall into that situation again."

After finishing speaking, Eleuil raised his eyes and smiled slightly.

Since we met again, this was the first smile she showed, which was considered relaxed and comfortable.

Neither of them continued the original topic, as if they agreed to put it on hold for now.

It is only on the surface.

Luo Dasi turned the red gold bracelet, and didn't know whether to breathe a sigh of relief, or to be more concerned.

Just take one step at a time, until the day when you can really make it clear.

It was getting late, Luo Dasi sorted out his thoughts, and talked about the business.

It is inevitable to talk about the current situation at the border.

Aleuil first said: "The urgent report I have received now states that the Sanur tribe assembled a large army to attack the city of Tigbia. The scale and tactics are different from the past. The situation is not optimistic."

Rodas said solemnly: "The city of Tigbia was captured, and the owner of the city was killed in battle, just today."

On the stone platform of the Kingdom of God, the mirror surrounded by divine power reflected that scene. The city gate had already been breached, and some Solan soldiers were desperately resisting, but the defeat was a foregone conclusion.

The body of the old city lord Hefeet was nailed to the wall with a spear, his eyes were wide open, his helmet was thrown off, and his gray hair was scattered.

Even though Aleuil had already been mentally prepared, he still clenched his hands, with a cold look in his eyes: "... Sanur."

"Kasne was also involved in this attack," Rhodes added.

"Kasney? I'm afraid they instigated it." Ai Luyi paused, "The guy who made the poisonous incense was sent by Kasner, and Aslu—"

"She is the shadow of Kasne's spiritual goddess."

"It turned out to be her. I followed the line of the incense maker to find Aslu, but she jumped off the high platform and committed suicide. Sure enough, she didn't die."

It seems that at this time, Aslu has been recovered by the goddess of the soul, and has turned back into a shadow.

Thinking of the dark blue eyes of that foreign god, Rhodes frowned subconsciously.

At this time, Aleuil thought deeply: "This time the dream banshee sneaked into Acht, is there something wrong between the gods?"

The queen is indeed perceptive.

Rhodes nodded and talked about God War.

There is no need to go into details about such mysterious things as the fate of time and space, even if you know them, there is no need to go into details, but Aleuil must be prepared for the fact that the gods will interfere in the war of the world.

Aleuil listened intently without interrupting.

The smile that was still in her eyes just now disappeared, and was replaced by an unconscious solemnity, as if she could glimpse the power she had shown in front of everyone recently.

Speaking of recently...

Rhodes recounted what she knew, and looked around. This government room was where Horst worked before she returned to the Kingdom of God to sleep.

But now everything is completely new, there is no trace of Horst left, and all the sights are the layout that Aleuil is used to.

Laudas asked the question he wanted to ask when he arrived: "Have you already taken this seat?"

In other words, Horst was killed?

In fact, when the gods just wake up from a deep sleep, they usually review the major events that happened in the human world during the deep sleep through the viewing mirror inside the temple.

However, as soon as Luodas woke up, he sensed that the war of gods had started, and hurried to the stone platform. However, she was in a deep sleep for the second time, and she hadn't had time to form a habit, so she didn't know anything about the situation in the world.

Before it was changed, Rhodes would not ask directly, after all, she is the goddess of the Ilu River who "knows everything and always keeps her eyes on human beings".

However, it is time to break this false impression, and gradually let Eleuil see more truth, and let her understand the real choice.

"Horst fled to the city of Bananna." Eleuil said succinctly, not finding anything wrong at all.

There is no way, the princess already knew that Rhodes would not keep watching at all, otherwise she would not have been able to hide until four years ago.

"As for the throne—I haven't been crowned yet."

Rhodes nodded, showing a questioning expression.

Aleuil said: "I told them, I have to wait for my father and queen mother to move into the royal tomb, and then take Horst back to the royal city, and let him kneel in front of the royal tomb to repent, so that I can be crowned with peace of mind and formally ascend the throne."

Rhodes heard the overtones: "Actually?"

"Actually, I still want to delay." Eleuil said, blinking his eyes, "I want you to see."

Rhodes looked at her, suddenly didn't know how to answer.

The heart was beating in the chest cavity, as if it lost a beat before returning to normal.

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