happiness is sweet

【44】

Shangguan Hefeng's heart sank, he turned and ran out of the office to chase Ye Xiran.

Under the company building, Ye Xiran has not gone far.

"Xi Ran—!" Shangguan Hefeng shouted after him.

Ye Xiran was stunned, but he didn't stop because of this, so Shangguan Hefeng had no choice but to run quickly to block him.

"Hee Ran..."

Ye Xiran was forced to stop without looking at him, "What else do you want?"

"I...you...why..."

"Why did you come to ruin your marriage?" Ye Xiran tilted his head to look at him.

"That's not what I meant..." Now Shangguan Hefeng seems to have become cowardly and incompetent, and he has no confidence to talk to Ye Xiran. Ye Xiran even doubts whether he is the same person.

"Oh... Young Master Shangguan, don't get me wrong. Just because I told you not to get married doesn't mean that I want to reunite with you. What I mean is that from now on, we will live our own lives, and we will never get married. coherent."

Every word Ye Xiran said hit Shangguan Hefeng's heart, he accepted, accepted such cruel words, it was his fault in the first place, wasn't it...

Shangguan Hefeng's eyes drooped, so gloomy and lost, Ye Xiran felt a little distressed when he saw it, heh, what are you thinking Ye Xiran, he is just a coward who abandoned himself.

"If it's okay, don't get in my way."

Shangguan Hefeng took a deep breath and looked up at him with complicated emotions.

"But... I know... it's all my fault... I'm afraid... so... if he can really love you... please be happy..." Shangguan Hefeng held back his tears and finished speaking With these words, turn around and walk in the opposite direction, passing by...

Ye Xiran couldn't bear it anymore, the crystals in his eyes fell down.

What a fool... what a fool!

As if sensing something, Ye Xiran raised his head helplessly.

I saw J standing not far away looking at himself, his expression revealed distress.

Shangguan Hefeng stood on the stairs, watching their backs as they went away, and finally wept.

Is this really the result I want...

J is a very good person, no matter what he is better than himself, he will love Ye Xiran and take good care of him, won't he... But why... My heart hurts...

Why not Ye Xiran?

It wasn't until today that I realized that the deep relationship between myself and J had already hurt Shangguan Hefeng, but he, Ye Xiran, always knew clearly that he loved Shangguan Hefeng... But why wouldn't this man be more brave and domineering, and wouldn't let himself There is a chance to be taken away... As long as he is willing to take one more step and take action, he will definitely reject J without hesitation.

Is it really wishful thinking?I am not that important to Shangguan Hefeng at all...

Ye Xiran was tired, since Shangguan and Feng didn't care, there was no need for him to think about him, facing J's tenderness again, this time, Ye Xiran accepted it.

In the end, the two couldn't understand each other's intentions, and they walked farther and farther on parallel lines...

A few days later, Shangguan Hefeng's fiancée came to find Ye Xiran arguably.

Ye Xiran had expected that this woman was not a good person, so he didn't have the time to talk nonsense to her.

"You vixen! What kind of tricks did you use to confuse Hefeng!" The woman's voice was shrill.

Ye Xiran frowned displeasedly, sneered, and leaned in front of the woman, pinching her chin.

"Woman, do you know why you lost?"

The woman seemed to be frightened by Ye Xiran's aura and forgot to resist.

"Because...you are a woman." Ye Xiran gave another wicked smile.

The woman suddenly felt that the man in front of her was terrifying, and her whole body exuded a dangerous aura.

"Get out!" Ye Xiran's eyes became sharp.

The woman has been a pampered young lady since she was a child. She was so frightened that she cried and ran away after being treated like this.

Ye Xiran snorted disdainfully, but she was just a woman.

Ye Xiran's arrogance is for outsiders to see. Anyone who is familiar with him knows that he is just a crazy psychopath.

Thinking about it, it seems like it hasn't been like this for a long time...

Is it because of that weak man...

Why did I fall in love with him in the first place...

He's nice, takes care of himself, is charming and magical...

And now...

He was the one who gave up on himself first...

After boarding the plane back home, Ye Xiran leaned against the window without saying a word.

J sitting beside him thoughtfully handed him a cup of hot coffee, and Ye Xiran thanked him.

After taking the coffee in his hand, his hands became warm.

Thinking back to the past, that person would always prepare hot tea and coffee for himself when it was cold, as well as his favorite dumplings. blanket……

Now all of this... seems to be gone...

Holding the hot coffee in his hand, Ye Xiran looked out of the window again, his eyes were moist again...

Why did it become like this... Wouldn't it be better to just talk about it... Why have you been running away...

Is it really impossible to go back...

Memories are terrible things, if you are stuck in them and cannot extricate yourself, then it is like an endless nightmare, constantly devouring...

And when Ye Xiran woke up again and again from the nightmare, and his face was covered with tears, he understood that this feeling could not be let go, that he had fallen too deeply, loved too deeply...

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