happiness is sweet

【52】

Shangguan Hefeng hadn't thought about giving up.

After all, J has known Ye Xiran for a longer time, and maybe he knows him better than himself, maybe Ye Xiran... In fact, he has always been in love with him, maybe...

In my memory, Ye Xiran's attitude towards J has always been better than himself from the time I first realized it to now...so I always feel that between the two of them, I am the extra one...

It's no wonder I'm always so restless and unconfident now.

It wasn't until Ye Xiran said that he wanted to be with him, and J also left, that this anxiety gradually disappeared.

In the end, on the contrary, I fell in love with him even more...

Now, the thing I was most worried about happened, as long as J appeared, I seemed to be nothing, and it is the same until today.

But thinking of what Li Zhenyu had said to him, he felt conflicted again.

Shangguan Hefeng sat blankly at the dining table, with cold coffee in front of him.

It's not that he doesn't know Ye Xiran's attitude, does he really want to give up?

No, no, I won't make a mistake again.

They also talked once, on a rare winter sunny afternoon, at their favorite coffee shop.

Ye Xiran propped his chin lazily, stirring the spoon in his hand.

Shangguan Hefeng took a deep breath: "Xiran..."

"Shangguan... Didn't I tell you everything clearly... There is no way for us... Besides, you don't want me first." Ye Xiran said calmly, as if it had nothing to do with him.

"I know...it's my fault...you should blame me..."

"Then don't appear in front of me again." There was no emotion in his tone.

"I just wanted to see you..."

"Heh... what's so interesting, I've seen it for so many years."

"You are the one I love..."

"Love? Heh... Could it be that what you call love is that you can obey your father's arrangement to marry someone else and then dump me? Just say such unfeeling words so easily? I'm really sorry, I can't bear this kind of love. "

Shangguan Hefeng's face became a little ugly, he pursed his lips, but in the end he still didn't tell the truth, obviously it was his ridiculous persistence that hurt him...

Ye Xiran eased his tone: "So... let's do it like this... don't pester each other anymore..." He said indifferent words, but only he knew how much pain he had.

Shangguan Hefeng was silent, he knew that no matter what he said now, Ye Xiran would not listen, he just wanted to stay by his side silently.

"J will be better than me..."

Ye Xiran looked at him in surprise, why did he say such words suddenly.

Shangguan Hefeng's eyes were full of disappointment, Ye Xiran saw it, and felt an inexplicable pain in his heart.

Ye Xiran lay on the bed tossing and turning and couldn't fall asleep. Facing Shangguan Hefeng, his heart softened.

But how is he going to believe again, that man who was so cruel...

So annoying...don't think about it anymore!Ye Xiran forced herself to close her eyes.

No sleep for one night.

The next day, J was waiting downstairs at the Yip's Group early, and Shangguan Hefeng was also there.

J walked towards him with a face full of disdain. Compared with being cautious in front of Ye Xiran, Shangguan Hefeng treated him indifferently.

"Yo~ Isn't this our young master~" J's tone disgusted Shangguan Hefeng.

"En." Shangguan Hefeng only responded lightly.

J was a little dissatisfied with his reaction, and continued to provoke him: "What are you doing here, you know, but he doesn't want to see you."

"So what, I'll just watch him..."

J was a little surprised, he really thought that Shangguan and Feng were as unbearable and cowardly as he thought.

"What qualifications do you have to say such things! You hurt him like that! Do you still want to ask for his forgiveness! Stop dreaming, what a pathetic person..." J sarcastically.

Shangguan Hefeng glanced at him indifferently, and spoke slowly.

"Yes, I hurt him at that time, but it was because I was wrong. I underestimated myself and thought I would lose to you. I was very cowardly, right?"

J's expression became unnatural, while Shangguan Hefeng looked calm.

"But this doesn't mean that my love for him has changed. Everything I do is for him. Even if the method is wrong, maybe you are the same, but this time I will never back down."

Shangguan Hefeng has something in his words. It means that he is talking about the incident back then. J framed Shangguan and Fengran and entered the police station. In the end, Ye Xiran bailed him out. At that time, Shangguan Hefeng did not pursue it. I also forgave him, and then nothing happened, but Li Zhenyu always hated it.

"What do you want."

"fair play."

Shangguan Hefeng showed such a faint and elegant smile as always.

J was stunned, his eyes drooped, and he remained silent for a while, when suddenly the corner of his mouth curled up.

J suddenly punched Shangguan Hefeng violently, and Shangguan Hefeng fell to the ground unexpectedly.

And this scene happened to be watched by Ye Xiran who came out of the company, and rushed over in surprise.

"This punch is for reasons." J said provocatively.

"Are you crazy! What are you doing! Stop!" Ye Xiran worriedly stepped forward to check on Shangguan Hefeng's situation.

Shangguan Hefeng was neither angry nor annoyed, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, got up from the ground, and pushed Ye Xiran aside.

However, at this time, J punched him again and kicked him.

"This time, it's because of your cowardice and stupidity!" Yes...you know it too...you won't lose at all...because the person you love has always been you...never me.

Shangguan Hefeng still smiled like that, yes, he should be punished.

"Stop it! You bastard!" Ye Xiran pushed J away angrily, and helped Shangguan Hefeng to his feet with distress, tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, what is this idiot doing all the time beating and scolding!

Shangguan Hefeng still smiled and said to J: "Thank you."

"Hmph." J snorted softly, turned around and said, "Of course, your choice has always been him."

Then he took a step forward and strode away, because he knew that not far away, there was a fool who had been watching him.

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