happiness is sweet

【75】

But as everyone knows, outside the door, Su Junxian, who just flew back from abroad, came to the company as soon as he got off the plane, still clutching tightly the fridge magnet that he just brought back from abroad and wanted to give to Cui Zhixuan...

He saw it and heard it.

Su Junxian's feet seemed to be nailed to the ground, he wanted to walk but couldn't move, his tightly clenched hands began to feel cold.

I don't know what kind of feeling it is in my heart, my heart seems to explode, and my mind is blank.

My heart was very stuffy, I couldn't breathe, my heart was clenched tightly, and my breathing began to increase.

Cui Zhixuan's words kept echoing in my ears... [Brother will always protect you...you are the one I love the most...]

The brain began to become chaotic, and in the memory, that person also said such words to himself...

Now, he hugged someone else and said the same thing...

Even though that person is my favorite brother Zhenyu...but my heart...it hurts...

Sure enough, I was his spare tire...

The people in the room were still talking emotionally, Su Junxian couldn't stay for a moment, turned around slowly, and left...

Even he himself didn't realize that tears were already rolling in his eyes.

Su Junxian didn't know how he got out of the company, his eyes were blank, and he walked aimlessly on the street.

The pictures in my mind are full of memories...

[It was a rainy night, after Su Junxian's performance was over, he was trapped at the scene by the heavy rain.

Just when Su Junxian was worried, a cool Audi stopped in front of him.

Cui Zhixuan lowered the car window, handed Su Junxian an umbrella, and signaled him to get in the car.

Su Junxian was a little reluctant, after all, it was too ostentatious, but he had no other choice, so he had to bite the bullet and get in the car under the envious eyes of a group of people.

After getting in the car, Cui Zhixuan said that he wanted to celebrate his successful performance, so he took him back to his mansion.

Before Su Junxian could react, the car had already driven into Cui's courtyard.

Su Junxian looked at him slightly annoyed, why didn't I get my consent!

However, under the temptation of Cui Zhixuan's red wine, Su Junxian obediently gave in.

Su Junxian likes to drink red wine, very much.

Cui Zhixuan and him were just chatting while drinking.

At that time, Cui Zhixuan had just confessed his love to Su Junxian, and he said that he liked him every day, but Su Junxian was still a little incapable of accepting it, and avoided his fiery gaze intentionally or unintentionally.

The two of them didn't know how much they drank that night.

Su Junxian's face was already too red, Cui Zhixuan hugged him slightly drunk, and approached him.

I don't know if it's because Cui Zhixuan's eyes are blurred and charming after drinking, Su Junxian almost fell into his affectionate eyes, so he had no choice but to turn his face away and not look at him.

Cui Zhixuan leaned close to Su Junxian's ear, and whispered softly: "Junxian... I like you the most... You know..."

Cui Zhixuan's voice was so magnetic that Su Junxian could hardly think, and could only stammer, "Oh, oh... I know..."

"Then...how many brothers... are you in your heart...?"

"I..." Su Junxian was at a loss and didn't know how to answer.

"I want to know..." Cui Zhixuan's tone actually contained some pleading.

Su Junxian couldn't bear it either, so he could only say, "Uh... probably in the top three..."

"What...why...why am I not your first..." Cui Zhixuan stood up suddenly, he was a little drunk, as if he was asking Su Junxian, or talking to himself..."My love Su Junxian..."

Hearing his disappointed words, Su Junxian felt uncomfortable, so he turned his head away and stopped looking at him.

Do you like it... Do you love it... Don't you like Brother Zhenyu...

I don't know, I really don't know... All I can see in my mind are the pictures of him and Li Zhenyu when they were together...

Su Junxian raised his head and drank the red liquid in the cup in one gulp.

At that time, Su Junxian did not understand his feelings. 】

Memories come to an abrupt end.

Su Junxian clearly heard the voice of heartbreak, whose is it?

It definitely won't be me...why should I be heartbroken...

Obviously it was back then when I let go of him who loved me...

This feeling of being blocked in my heart is not unique now, but it started when Cui Zhixuan treated Li Zhenyu as well as he treated himself, as if something that was originally exclusive to him was taken away...

But... Cui Zhixuan is not someone to me... Why am I being so sentimentally sad...

Su Junxian couldn't figure it out, and didn't want to think about it anymore, he was a little tired...

The whole person seemed to have lost his soul, and what echoed in his mind was all the liking Cui Zhixuan had said to him.

【My beloved Su Junxian...】

[Junxian, I love you. 】

【Junxian... I really like you...】

But thinking about it now, it turned out to be so ironic and ridiculous.

My vision suddenly became blurred, what's wrong?Is it foggy... But how could it be foggy in this kind of weather...

Burning tears rolled down his cheeks, Su Junxian touched his face with his hands in a daze, and he... cried...

Why are you crying... Su Junxian thought, this should not appear on his face, but the tears kept falling down, Su Junxian felt that he had difficulty breathing.

He took out his phone, pressed the power button, and the lock screen desktop was not just himself, it was a photo taken three years ago, when a group of them went to the beach, why did they choose this photo, because the person who took this photo At that time, Cui Zhixuan in the crowd was pretending to be a rabbit and hugging himself with his injured foot, making himself happy.

Su Junxian felt that Cui Zhixuan was a little childish and cute at that time, and was very moved by everything he did for him, and at that moment, he was happy.

Su Junxian finally burst into tears uncontrollably.

Didn't he understand it all these years...he loves Li Zhenyu...

Are you stupid to have been by his side silently for so many years?

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