happiness is sweet

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The last line of defense in Su Junxian's heart also collapsed, he didn't care about anything, and poured out all his words.

But what he didn't know was that the car accident eight years ago made Cui Zhixuan completely wake up, the person he loves is Su Junxian, forever.

Only when you lose it will you know and see clearly how much you care and how much you love...

Before that, Cui Zhixuan and Li Zhenyu were Su Junxian's seniors, and the three of them got along like good friends and brothers.

I don't know since when, these things have changed.

One day, Cui Zhixuan said something similar to a confession to Su Junxian. At that time, Su Junxian didn't take it seriously when he was drinking. He only thought he was joking and didn't respond.

That is to say, from that day on, Cui Zhixuan and Li Zhenyu started to get very close, and he didn't take Su Junxian with him when he went to play.

This situation continued until that day, a day that Cui Zhixuan will never forget.

That day, it was raining, and Su Junxian drove back to school from other places by car.

Unfortunately, on the way back, there was a major car accident.

The scene was very tragic, Su Junxian's injury was the most serious, he was about to die.

The doctors at that time almost said that there was no hope. If they had to undergo surgery, they might not be able to sing in the future.

But his father strongly opposed it at the time. Rap ​​singing is the child's dream, and he must not lose his voice!

In the end, his father found a famous doctor and took the last gamble. If he failed, he would push him to the abyss of death with his own hands.

But fortunately, Su Junxian had a great life, the operation was successful, and his life was saved.

Hovering on the verge of death, Su Junxian became more grateful and more indifferent.

And Cui Zhixuan, from then on, regarded him as a treasure that was lost and recovered, doting on him doubly, because he was grateful to God, and thanked him for allowing Su Junxian to stay by his side healthy and healthy.

However, since then, Cui Zhixuan has been particularly sensitive to Su Junxian's car accident, which is his eternal pain, because he can't imagine how much Su Junxian suffered, and he is fighting against death. He doesn't want Su Junxian to suffer any more pain and hurt , That was his lingering shadow.

"Junxian... why do you think so..." Cui Zhixuan hoarse.

"Otherwise, what can I think... I just don't understand... why you keep saying you love me... in the end... in your heart... Zhenyu will always be the first..." Su Junxian laughed and cried, this is his first time Confess in front of this man once.

"If you find out that you don't love me, please tell me...you are like this... I guessed very hard..." I can't figure out your choice between me and him, my little pride told myself , Don't be confused with someone who doesn't love you, even if you love you, you don't want to be used as a spare tire.

Cui Zhixuan was completely stunned. It was absolutely unexpected that Su Junxian would say these words. I wonder if happiness came too suddenly, so he didn't react all at once.

Seeing that he didn't respond for a long time, Su Junxian just regarded him as acquiescing and it was difficult to open his mouth.

"Oh... I see... You go back quickly, Secretary Zhou is still waiting for you... I'll go first..." Su Junxian wiped away his tears in a panic, and then ran away in a panic.

But this time, Cui Zhixuan didn't catch up, but froze in place.

Cui Zhixuan was also stunned at the moment. In fact, he had never seriously thought about the relationship between him and Li Zhenyu. He was confused at that moment and could not give Su Junxian an answer.

This change came too suddenly. The relationship between the three of them had already reached such an impasse...

His thoughts became chaotic, and his mind was very chaotic. Cui Zhixuan suddenly felt that everything around him was blurred, and only himself was left.

The relationship between Li Zhenyu and Li Yien is plain and indifferent, they respect each other like guests.

I just get along like that every day. When there is no performance, I still go to the store as before. Occasionally, I meet Li Yien, so I go with him. If there is a performance, I will just be a colleague, work hard, and practice dancing together. , dancing, composing music and so on, and sometimes having a meal together casually. Looking back, it seems that such a day is not bad.

But terrible habits are always embarrassing, for example, Li Yien is always used to feeding him a mouthful when eating, always used to help him pick up food, always used to help him wipe his mouth, used to drink the same bottle of water and strawberry milk with him , used the same lipstick, used to cook for him, used to pay for him, knew that Li Zhenyu had a bad stomach, and took good care of him...

In fact, both of them knew in their hearts that they couldn't let go of each other at all.

Li Zhenyu remained calm on the surface, Li Yien saw that he was so indifferent, so he didn't want to speak up, for fear that if he said or did something wrong again, he would hurt him again.

That's absolutely not possible, Li Yien doesn't want Li Zhenyu to get hurt the most, but it hurts him the most, so he doesn't dare to touch it lightly anymore...

On the contrary, Li Zhenyu and Ji Yaxiu have become good friends. The two have similar interests, so they can chat naturally.

The two also joined the same football team, and when they are free, they make appointments to play football, eat, watch movies and so on.

Li Zhenyu was thinking about helping Shen Youtian take good care of him, while Ji Yaxiu was thinking about how to win opportunities for Li Yien in front of him.

That night, the two went to the movies again, and after the show was over, the two found a coffee shop to sit and chat.

The two chatted a few words from time to time, and then looked at the phone again.

Ji Yaxiu guessed it was time, so let's talk to him.

"Xiaoyu..."

"Huh?" Li Zhenyu looked up blankly.

"Um... can you and Yi En... get back together?" It was really straightforward.

"Huh?" Hearing Li Yien's name, Li Zhenyu's heart skipped another beat, and then he scratched his hair in a disguised manner, "Why did you say this suddenly..."

"Uh... no... I just think... it's a pity..."

Li Zhenyu was stunned again: "What's the pity, don't you love me?"

"What are you talking about, he doesn't care about points!"

"Axiu, this is all in the past, why mention it..."

"I just don't want you both to suffer because of me. Do you know how uncomfortable it is for us to watch the two of you..." Ji Yaxiu felt very guilty. These days, their way of getting along with each other must have caused internal injuries. .

"You...don't you like him..." Then why did you persuade us to reconcile?

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