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Calling her parents to tell her that the matter has been resolved, Yan's mother said, "That's good, that's good" while happily telling her son about the travel deeds along the way: "I used to think that if I had that money, it would be better to save it. Besides, those mountains and rivers are pretty beautiful to watch on TV, and I don’t have much time to go out, now I have a look and walk around, and the feeling is really different.”

"That's natural, Mom, I have nothing to do here, just have fun with Dad, don't think about wasting money, and me." Yan Yun first saw his mother in a good mood, and his tone became brisk.

Mother Yan scolded: "Look at what you said, how can you really stay outside all the time? It's good, but after being out for a long time, I still feel comfortable at home. I miss my son."

"Mom—" Yan Yunchu called out in a drawn-out voice, and for a moment it seemed as if he had returned to the feeling when he was acting like a baby with his mother when he was a child.

Yan's mother smiled, and turned to a dissatisfied tone: "Let your father tell you—hey, old man, I said, why are you hiding so far away? Didn't you ask your son how he is doing these days? Let you tell me now." A few words are so difficult! Hurry up!"

Yan Yunchu seemed to see Yan's father's helpless face, and he raised the corners of his lips unconsciously. Hearing his father's deep voice on the phone, he called out, "Dad."

"En." Yan's father cherished words like gold as always, and paused, as if Yan's mother had said something over there before speaking again: "Is everything settled?"

"Well, it's resolved."

"That's good."

"Don't worry, Dad."

The father and son have never communicated much. Yan Yunchu didn't feel that his father was cold. He knew that the other party was just not good at words. His mother had told him long ago. When he knew his sexual orientation, he couldn't sleep all night long. When I woke up, I found my father sitting in the living room in a daze. He knew that he was not doing well. When he was young, he learned calligraphy. However, he chooses the text. It seems that every choice runs counter to his father, but his father just keeps silent and compromises in the end.

"Dad." Yan Yunchu felt that his throat was a little congested for a moment: "I'm sorry, I have made you worry about me all these years."

Father Yan was silent for a moment, then said flatly, "I'm your father, it's nothing."

Yan Yunchu still wanted to say something, but Yan's father didn't give him a chance: "Let your mother tell you." The phone was empty for a few seconds, and he heard his mother's doubtful voice from over there, 'Old man?What's wrong with you, why is your face so red?

Can't help but laugh.

"Is your father okay?" Mother Yan asked strangely.

"No." Yan Yunchu kindly did not expose his thin-skinned father.

"Okay, we'll go back in two days, you can take care of yourself over there."

"I know Mom, you and Dad should also pay attention to safety."

He got the best parents in the world, Yan Yunchu held the phone and frowned.

However, the good mood only lasted for about a second, and it was quickly broken.

"Ale?" Yan Yunchu was still moved by the care and love just now, and he was a little puzzled when he saw Bai Le's phone call, because he remembered that Bai Le said that he was going to Mu Ze's house at night to check the time. Should have just gotten there. "What's wrong?"

"Yun Chu!" Bai Le's breath was a little unsteady, and there was a faint hint of anger.

Yan Yunchu immediately asked with concern: "Speak slowly, what happened? Where are you?"

"I'm at the old house of Mu Ze's family." Bai Le's tone was a bit hesitant, as if he was in a dilemma.

Yan Yunchu's first reaction was that Bai Le was fine, and his second reaction was that what he wanted to say related to him, his eyes darkened: "I'm listening, you can tell."

"I—" He paused for a few seconds before Bai Le finally gritted his teeth and said, "I saw Chu Cheng."

Dazed for a moment, Yan Yunchu smiled and said, "Oh, I remember that Grandpa Mu Ze lived not far from the Chu family's old house. He happened to be there these few days. It's normal for you to meet."

"Oh, that's not what it means!" Bai Le said in an irritable tone, "Forget it, I'll just say it straight, I saw Chu Cheng and An Qinxin together, please don't interrupt me, I have more to say This, I specifically asked Grandpa Mu Ze, the Chu family specially invited the An family to visit tonight, do you understand?!"

For the first time, there was a short but long awkward silence between the two of them. After a long time, Yan Yunchu chuckled: "I understand."

"What do you understand!" Bai Le yelled, "Listen clearly! The Chu family invited An's family to visit, why An's family? Because An's family has An Qinxin who is waiting for her husband, and An Qinxin is about the same age as Chu Cheng. And childhood sweethearts, they are a match made in heaven, do you really understand?! Yan Yunchu!"

I understand, why don't I understand, Yan Yunchu said in his heart, but he had to appease the furious Bai Le first: "Okay, it's just that the two families who are familiar with each other walk around for a while, what are you making a fuss about, don't tell me I didn't go Your family lived, and at that time your family also had a sister who was waiting in the boudoir."

"Can it be the same?!" Bai Le hated iron for steel.

Yan Yunchu laughed: "Why is it different? I'm not stupid. That's all right. You can calm down and behave well. You're still blah blah blah at Grandpa Mu Ze's house, so you won't be afraid that people will think badly about you."

"I'm outside." Bai Le muttered angrily. "I'm doing it for your own good, can you stop acting like I don't care?!"

Yan Yunchu shook his head and laughed: "I know, I know, thank you for your kind care, old man, but I know about it, Chu Cheng has already told me about it, it's just a normal walk."

"real?!"

"real."

Yan Yunchu's tone was very calm, nothing unusual could be heard at all, Bai Le asked a few more words, it seemed that Mu Ze had come out to look for him, and then hung up the phone hesitantly.

Can't tell what kind of feeling it is, is it being concealed, no, Chu Cheng didn't say it, he has his own reasons, maybe it's not worth talking about, or, he just feels that he has said something about himself or thinks too much, Just like now, sitting on the sofa, panicked, wanted to ask him for confirmation, but felt that it was a bit hypocritical to ask him hastily. We are all adults, and we should trust each other more.

But I can't control it, I can't control my heart at all, a little sore, a little uneasy, I obviously talked on the phone during the day, although I told myself that this matter is very common, but in fact, deep down in my heart, I know very well, how could it be so simple, An family, Chu family, An Qinxin, Chu Cheng.

He leaned back and raised his hands to cover his eyes.

He really, really wanted to ask, really wanted to know.

The author has something to say: These two days I feel a little powerless, and I am memorizing a lot of things~~ Reading books, memorizing materials, the whole person is not feeling well! ! !