forced petting

Fate may never play tricks on people.

Some things will be buried in the coffin with the death of a person, and never see the light of day;

Some things will choose to appear when the person concerned is extremely depressed, and will give people fatal Daji and destruction;

There are still some things, but they always take a turn for the worse, popping up suddenly without your noticing, like thunder and lightning striking you to pieces.

The two people in the ward were silent, one was in a daze with his head down, and the other was looking at the dark window and didn't know what he was thinking.

After a long time, Zhou Tianxiang was the one who spoke out first, just like how he got along in memory, when the two got along, he was the more cheerful and active one after all.

"I haven't seen you for so many years, how are you doing?"

Wu Yan was slightly taken aback, walked to him with a smile, and sat down next to the bed: "You have seen it too, I have always been fine."

When he said this, Wu Yan felt that his heart was being pulled hard by something, and he almost exhausted all his thoughts to barely maintain the balance on his face.

"That's good."

There was no trace of loss, and the whole person seemed to have taken a reassurance. The smile on Zhou Tianxiang's face at this moment was so obvious. An optimistic nature that has never been forgotten.

Such a person, his character is the sunshine that can enter the heart of the heart at a glance, he should have a safe and smooth life, but he has embarked on a path of misfortune.

Wu Yan was silent for a while, slowly staring at Zhou Tianxiang in front of him: "These years, you..."

Before the words were fully out of the mouth, they suddenly turned a corner and became another question and meaning: "What happened back then, why did you leave without saying goodbye, why..."

"Farewell without saying goodbye?" Zhou Tianxiang was slightly surprised, then shook his head with a wry smile.

"How could you leave without saying goodbye? I..."

Back then, I was looking for you like crazy, but you seemed to have evaporated from the world. Who is it?

Zhou Tianxiang took a deep look at Wu Yan, then lowered his head suddenly, turning the sudden incomprehension and debate into a calm smile brewing from the corner of his mouth.

He didn't say these things. Those things that have already passed have really passed. He managed to wipe out everything in the past with great difficulty. How could he open his own scars at this moment?

Just let that period of inhumane past really disappear, without leaving a trace of fly ash, "Yes, it was my improper use of words." Thinking of the experience of being forced to love during that time, Wu Yan With a wry smile, he said, "What happened back then? When the school started, no one knew where you went? During that summer vacation, what on earth..."

"It's all over, at least I'm still alive, right? We also met."

Frankly exposing the scars of these years, the imprint left by time in front of him seems to have no existence at all, but both of them also understand that no matter how much they pretend to be different, they are still different after all.

The reason why a lie can become a deception is not only that the lie itself is clever enough, but more importantly, the person involved would rather believe the lie than face the bloody reality.

The reason why lies can last for a long time is, after all, the result of the cooperation between the parties and the creators.

"Zhou Tianxiang!" Wu Yan frowned slightly.

Knowing that there are some things that cannot be said, and knowing that people should have their own desires, but after all, he can't bear to say that it doesn't matter, it's all over after he made himself like this.

Is it really over?

Wu Yan felt that even himself, as a bystander, was a little shocked and couldn't bear to ask the bottom line, so how could Zhou Tianxiang himself say that it was such a torment?

What happened to him in those short two months?

"I don't intend to hide it from you, but Wu Yan, where did you go during that time?" Zhou Tianxiang said with a light smile, but he couldn't tell whether it was ridicule or malice.

Wu Yan's body trembled slightly, and he looked at Zhou Tianxiang almost subconsciously.

Does he know?

In an instant, this guess was completely suppressed by reason.

He couldn't know, how could he know, how could he know all that?

"Why, you can't say it, can you?" Zhou Tianxiang smiled lightly, "There are some things that everyone knows well, why bother to say it?"

Yes, I know it well, everyone knows it well, and there has never been even the slightest concealment between them.

Wu Yan has always known that he is a duck, a male prostitute who moves between different men and women, and he also knows that Wu Yan, who has always kept himself clean, has become a man's lover. Originally, they were just two close friends who were close friends, but unconsciously, they developed a surprising relationship. Similar fate.

It's just that he has thousands of benefactors, but his ones are fixed.

"I'm really happy to see you again, really." Zhou Tianxiang's eyes seemed to be two gleaming obsidian. As he spoke, he slowly looked out of the dark window, as if looking at My life is gloomy and gloomy.

"Even if I die now, it doesn't matter."

"Death?" This sensitive word, like a sharp steel knife, pierced into the man's heart with a snap, Wu Yan then looked carefully at Zhou Tianxiang.

He is very thin, not much better than those who smoked opium. Apart from being pale, his whole complexion also has a decayed withered yellow color, which is formed by years of thick potion. s color.

Suddenly remembered Zhou Tianfei, with exactly the same appearance, exactly the same growth environment, even though the two brothers' personalities were so different, they still couldn't escape the tragedy.

It turns out that fate will not make any difference because of your personality in many cases, because no matter what kind of personality you are, it will give you irresistible disasters.

Zhou Tianxiang is like this, Zhou Tianfei is like this, so Wu Yan is no exception.

"You..." For a moment, I had mixed feelings and didn't know what to say.

"I'm fine..." Zhou Tianxiang smiled and said slowly.

"I'm a little sleepy, please help me to lie down!" I didn't think there was anything wrong with troublesome people, as if I had already gotten used to my weak physical state, and it seemed that I just wanted to avoid the next topic with Wu Yan .

"it is good."

There was a faint voice, but Wu Yan felt that his throat was crushed by a stone. He tried his best to endure the deep discomfort, and while supporting Zhou Tianxiang's bony body to lie down, he gave him a thin Tucked.

Simple movements, short time, but he felt that it seemed very long.

During this time, he recalled a lot, including the carefree time when he played and played together when he was a child, the Cold War situation where he fought against each other later, and even the comforting gaze of each other after suffering.

Unknowingly, their previous memories appeared so inexplicably, as if they were afraid that they would forget the existence of those memories, those scattered fragments merged into waves in the vast ocean, and the waves hit over with a bang.

In the past, one of them was a young seedling that didn't grow up, and the buds would be broken when the wind blew lightly; the other had always been a strong vine, they grew tenaciously, but they relied on and guarded each other.

But anyone who tries to get close to and hurt any of them will be utterly punished by them.

Passionately strangled.

But now, although they have all grown into adult men, none of them are as powerful and indomitable as they expected back then.

"By the way, I saw Zhou Tianfei."

A sudden sentence, like a cannon dropped into the water, disappeared without a trace even before a bubble popped out.

After a long time, Zhou Tianxiang seemed to have just realized it.

"Really?" The voice was hoarse, unable to tell the difference between joy and anger, and there was only a bottomless depression.

Wu Yan's heart was shocked, Zhou Tianxiang had always cared deeply about this brother, but now he is so indifferent, could it be that what happened back then had something to do with him?

Without giving Wu Yan any more time to guess, Zhou Tianxiang asked again: "How is he doing now?"

"I don't know if he's doing well now. I only saw him half a year ago. He's doing very badly. I believe you can guess it." As he spoke, his eyes never left Zhou Tianxiang from the beginning to the end.

really……

"Is he still entangled with men and men?" I can't tell whether it's ridicule or what, it's like it's completely irrelevant, but if it really has nothing to do with you, why would you ask?

Wu Yan can fully understand Zhou Tianxiang's ambivalence.

"Yes, he and Geng Yuyao are still entangled endlessly, and that man will never let him go. In this life, whether it is love or hatred, the two of them are doomed to die forever."

This is Wu Yan's most pertinent answer as a bystander. The relationship between the two people is extremely complicated. It seems that they hurt each other, but in fact they are both willing. They just used the wrong method and it is difficult to turn back.

Such feelings are doomed to be overwhelmed, and they are doomed to be different. If you want to be truly peaceful, you can't get rid of it until you die.

As long as we live, we will always hurt and entangle each other.

Thinking of this, Wu Yan once again deeply sighed, maybe the relationship between himself and Yi Yang and Maiert is complicated, insufficient and humane, but compared to Zhou Tianfei and Geng Yuyao's love and hurt each other After all, there is too much, too much happiness.

"Yeah, never die." Zhou Tianxiang murmured, the expression on his face was slightly distorted, he didn't know whether it was bitterness or a smile, it made people look very sad.

Wu Yan was startled, "No matter how hurt it is, you and I both know that they are in love after all."