[You who came from the stars] Big brother, don't run

Lee Jae Kyung hates him even though he is his nominal older brother.

From the bottom of my heart, deeply, disgusted.

I have felt this way since I was a child.

"Ah, brother is so cute wearing this! Turn around and let mom take a good look~"

"This is the eldest son, Li Hanjing."

"I heard that Han Jing won No.1 last time, right? He is an excellent person, President Li, and like a father, like a son."

"Hahaha, President Zhang just joked."

Everyone in the family revolved around him, and no one paid attention to Li Zaijing who was standing in the corner.

Li Zaijing stood there quietly with his eyelids down, like a transparent person.

Just because he was born earlier than himself, everyone's eyes were on him, but he had nothing.Can only stand aside, standing behind his brilliance, being bitten by envious worms.

The more you can't get something, the more you want to get it.This is human nature.

So, Lee Jae Kyung began to consciously show his edge, trying to make himself better and better.But every time he worked hard, all he got back was a light word of encouragement from the cold-blooded old fox, but the generous and gentle eyes never fell on him.

Li Zaijing was also powerless and confused.He is obviously equally good, so why can't he get anything?

He once wanted to give up, don't want anything, live his life according to his own wishes, have a gentle and virtuous wife, and a well-behaved and sensible child.It's just that Lee Jae Kyung is Lee Jae Kyung, he is a demon who doesn't want to be inferior to others.The desire for profit is too tempting for him, and the feeling of controlling the life and death of others makes him happy from the bottom of his heart.

A poisonous snake licking its fangs is never satisfied with a certain prey.He hissed forward, not stopping for anyone.He set a trap step by step, let the innocent white rabbit fall into the trap, then bit it hard, left it behind, and walked forward on the corpse.Even if the body is covered with thorns, even if you miss the delicacy of the roadside, as long as your eyes look ahead and what you think in your heart, you will never regret it.

Lee Jae-kyung in his youth was childish and persistent, that's what he thought and did, and ended up witnessing that person's death with his own eyes.

At the age of 10, he was kidnapped along with Lee Han Kyung.The kidnappers had a personal enmity with the Li family, and not only demanded a sky-high ransom, but also wanted the Li family's family business.

Li Fanzhong said: I only want my eldest son, and the rest can be killed or cut up as you like.

up to you.

Because of the words of his father, who had always admired him, he fell into deep despair when he was young.He couldn't believe it, but was awakened by nightmares countless nights.The pain of being abandoned by a loved one is far more terrifying than death.He was trembling in the corner where his beating heart seemed to have been poured with cold water, condensing and almost bursting.

Even the kidnappers guarding them would feel some sympathy when they saw him.

Li Zaijing didn't want to die, but escaping was death, not escaping was also death.So he took advantage of the fact that the Li family came to redeem Li Hanjing, and when everyone's attention was on Li Hanjing, he took the opportunity to escape.He didn't know how long he had run, how many times he had fallen, but he didn't dare to stop.It's snowing, and flakes of snow are sticking to his hair.

He wheezed and looked back, but the kidnappers didn't catch up.The severe pain and sticky feeling on his knee forced him to squat in the snow to rest.Then that person showed up.

"Why are you here alone?" The man smiled, and when he approached him, he felt warm unconsciously.

Li Zaijing bit his lip and said nothing.

The man took off the scarf and hung it around his neck, probably treating him as a child who ran away from home, "It's so cold, come to my house to take a hot bath first, maybe we can sleep together again, the next day Can I take you home again? Don’t let people who miss you worry about you. Ah, my house is actually quite small, so I’m going to wrong you to sleep with me..."

The man hugged him and walked slowly under the dim streetlights.Chattering along the way, the exhaled air condensed into patches of white mist, Li Zaijing lay quietly on that person's shoulder, the mist blurred Li Zaijing's vision.

So be it, the heart is so cold, the body is so cold, even if that person wants to kidnap him, he will be powerless to escape.

……

That person thought about sending Li Zaijing home, but Li Zaijing stubbornly said nothing and refused to go to the police station, so the person had to leave him at home.That person went out to work every day, and only came back to cook for him when it was time to eat, and then left in a hurry.Li Zaijing sat on the sofa made of rags, watched the TV with a blurry screen, listened to the noise of the neighbor couple next door, and then sat all day waiting for that person to come back.

"I'm back, what do you want for dinner today?" Li Zaijing relaxed unconsciously as soon as the man entered the door.

"I passed by a department store when I got off work and bought you a dress. It's very cute. I'll try it on after dinner and see if it's okay."

"Ah, your hands are frostbitten, didn't you promise me not to sit on the sofa all the time? Obviously the bed is warmer."

"... After staying here for so long, do you feel homesick?"

Even if there was no response from Li Zaijing, that person was still talking endlessly.Li Zaijing was a little annoyed by what he said, so he put the carrot in the bowl into the man's bowl.

"Stinky boy, have you heard that picky eaters don't grow tall? Do you want to be rejected by girls when you grow up?"

After eating, that person will help him take a bath, and every time he sees the scar on his back, that person will patiently help him apply the lotion.At night, the two of them lay quietly on the bed under the quilt, watching the stars outside the window, and then fell asleep slowly.

But one day, the kidnappers found him and came to his door to take him away.The man died to protect him.

Li Zaijing sat on the ground. At the age of 10, he faced death again. He stared blankly at the man being carried away by the doctor. The long shadows blend together, and the road seems to become longer.

[It's not that they don't love you, they just don't love you.Let me take care of you from now on. ]

Sometimes the reason why people become indifferent is because there are fewer people who love him. 10-year-old Lee Jae-kyung lost the first person who loved him dearly, and 18-year-old Lee Jae-kyung killed the only person who loved him dearly.

Now it's his turn to feel bad.The pain was so painful that it was difficult to breathe.

……

"Executive, this is next month's advertising budget submitted by the Finance Department, please have a look."

Li Xin put the materials on Li Zaijing's desk. Li Zaijing took the document and looked at it. His fingers that turned the pages paused, "Why is the venue budget reduced so much?"

"The people in the finance department said that it was because the young master had greeted the venue supplier before his death and asked them to take care of you."

This is the sentence again.

Li Zaijing picked up the pen and signed it, and asked Li Xin to take it out.

The executive office was quiet, and Li Zaijing leaned on the leather chair a little tiredly.He pinched the bridge of his nose, and there were faint bluish-black marks under his eyes.

Brother, did you already know that one day I will take your place?So you arranged everything for me before I made a move.With your tenderness, you pierced my heart so hard that the blood flowed profusely...

Sitting in this position, Lee Jae-kyung seemed to have won, but lost everything for it.

If after walking such a long distance, it just became a circle, then is there any value and meaning in these lonely journeys?

"Brother, Li Zaijing did something wrong, how can I make up for it now so that you can come back..."

The author has something to say: [Whether it hurts the same kind or empathizes with the same person, if you have traveled so far, but just walked in a circle, then is there any value and meaning in these lonely journeys? 】——Canoe "I have also been wandering for a long time"

There is a reason why Li Fanzhong doesn't love Zai Jing. He knew from the beginning that Zai Jing was not his son, but the child of Hong Yin'e and other men, so he has always disliked Zai Jing.And he likes Han Jing because Han Jing's character is most like Wenying (and does GN remember who he is).It's a pity that Jae Kyung is Moon Young's child orz

I forgot to mention that the character of Li Xin was actually selected from the original book. Because the appearance rate is not high, the character is not very prominent, so the character in this article may be different from the original book.The only thing that impressed him deeply in the original book is that he is Li Zaijing's assistant and an accomplice in all actions of Li Zaijing. Finally, he testified against Li Zaijing's crimes in court, saying something like "Everything is ordered by the executive, and I only got the order." I did it," and then Lee Jae-kyung went to jail.

In this chapter, the childhood story narrated from Jae Kyung’s point of view was recalled from Han Kyung’s point of view in the previous chapter, so I didn’t write it in detail.Maybe some GNs don’t understand. In fact, “that person” is Han Qing. Han Qing also accepted a mission and came to this world before. Later, because he helped a person (Zai Jing) who had nothing to do with the mission and killed someone (kidnapping), he was sent to FATE. The headquarters punished, confiscated the system, and even cleared the previous memory.

Han Jing is dead, but our Han Qing is still alive.The next chapter should appear~ You can look forward to it a little bit. 23333

PS: Maybe because of what was said in the previous chapter, another little angel went to take care of Liangbo (≧▽≦)/So happy!It turns out that there are still readers who love me!I originally wanted to add more to celebrate, but the school is about to start and the author is making up homework [tears streaming down my face] I will find an opportunity to make more updates next time.Try to end orz as soon as possible

PPS, don’t complain that the number of words in this chapter is so small. TAT’s cool and thin outline has two big words “abuse attack”, but I don’t know how to abuse it.Feel free to comment, because Liangbo may give you a feeling of "not enough abuse" orz