In summer like autumn

Wen Qiu stood at the gate of University A, holding a large bag and a small bag, filled with emotion.

He spent a lot of effort to get his least good at mathematics from a passing pass to almost a perfect score, and finally sent him to this place——University A, which he once thought was out of reach.

Saying goodbye to Xia Yiqun at the airport, during the two years, in addition to studying hard, Wen Qiu also used the computer class time to secretly write emails to Xia Yiqun.Each letter is not long, I'm afraid Xia Yiqun will be impatient after reading it, but every word is well thought out, rich in content, and every punctuation mark is sincere.

At first, these e-mails went nowhere, making Xia Yiqun think that he had mistaken the recipient's address.

Such days lasted for half a year.One day when the winter vacation was approaching, Wen Qiu suddenly received a reply letter from Xia Yiqun. In a few words, it was as short and concise as a telegram, and he wrote some polite words such as "study hard".

Wen Qiu was greatly encouraged by this reply, and he continued to write one letter every week.Xia Yiqun would not completely ignore it, but the frequency of replying letters was extremely low, it all depended on his mood.

Wen Qiu treats the emails sent by Xia Yiqun like treasures. Every time after writing an email, he will turn over and read the few letters saved in the inbox.But he still felt that it was not enough, so he simply printed out those emails with highly repetitive content one by one, put them in a special folder, and locked the folder in his small cabinet, tidy and tidy, before he felt relieved.

Now that he has come to Shanghai, he is standing on the grounds of University A.Wen Qiu felt that he had broken through the geographical barrier, and no longer needed to write emails.From now on, he will personally tell Xia Yiqun about the words and insignificant things in the letter.

In the past two years, many changes have taken place around Wen Qiu.

The biggest change was that Wen Liping gave birth to a boy a year ago, and this younger brother was actually born in autumn.When Li Cheng and Wen Liping remarried, they didn't force Wen Qiu to take their surname, but they felt that the two brothers should at least be related in name, so they decided to name the child Li Zhiqiu.

During the few days when Wen Liping was expecting to give birth, Wen Qiu deliberately asked for leave to stay with her mother in Shanghai.When he took his young brother from his mother and felt this warm and warm little body writhing in his arms, he was so nervous that his arms stiffened, for fear of breaking the little thing.

Li Zhiqiu fell asleep very much, and soon fell asleep in Wen Qiu's arms.Seeing that his younger brother had calmed down, Wen Qiu lowered his head, rubbed his soft little face with the tip of his nose, and murmured: "I have a younger brother, I have a younger brother..."

Wen Liping sat on the hospital bed and looked at Daqiu and Xiaoqiu's two sons, smiling and holding Li Cheng's hand on her shoulder.

Another big event, probably Mo Jingyi fell in love quickly after she was admitted to the Chinese Department of University A.At the beginning, Wen Qiu just listened to the gossip of a few girls from the drama club, but when he heard the news, he couldn't help being curious: who the hell is able to subdue the arrogant Miss Mo.

After the college entrance examination, Wen Qiu's curiosity was satisfied.

That day, Wen Qiu was sitting on the train from Jiangbei to Shanghai, and found Gu Wendong wearing a pair of sunglasses, walking towards the next bunk with big bags and small bags, he secretly wondered that Young Master Gu didn't take the plane and took the train instead, and was about to say hello, But he found out that Mo Jingyi, the hands-off shopkeeper, was following behind him.Gu Wendong packed his things, took Mo Jingyi's hand and sat down on the lower bunk.The two of them were pleasantly surprised when they saw Wenqiu showing a round head from the next door. They didn't let go of their handshake, and their expressions were very calm.Only then did Wen Qiu realize that Mo Jingyi's lover was none other than Gu Wendong, her Huanxi friend from Qiushi Middle School.

After Gu Wendong entered university, under Xia Yuhui's recommendation, he participated in a film directed by a new director.The production cost is not high, but the screenwriter's talent is brilliant, which made this film with profound themes and suspense a lot to fight its way out among the blockbuster films in the summer vacation that year.

This movie became the first blockbuster collaboration between the director and the screenwriter, and Gu Wendong, who played the leading role in it, also became a newcomer who has attracted much attention because of his outstanding appearance and mature acting skills that do not match his age.Currently, he is participating in two plays at the same time. In addition to being invited by the director who has been kind to him to play the leading role in the new play, Gu Wendong has also won a supporting role in the annual giant production that will be released during the Spring Festival. There are not many roles, but a few scenes are played against the old actors in the play. As a student of the acting department, it is indeed a rare opportunity to exercise.

Gu Wendong is walking on the road now, and will be recognized by movie fans from time to time.Wen Qiu saw that he was only wearing a pair of sunglasses, and joked, "Aren't you afraid of being photographed by the paparazzi?"

Gu Wendong sat there carelessly, posing like an old man: "Let them take pictures. I'm afraid that I will become a big star by then, and my family Jingyi won't like it if my personal privacy is exposed too much."

"Then why don't you show me the best actor of the film festival first, big star." Mo Jingyi patted Gu Wendong's face unceremoniously, to attack his arrogance.

Gu Wendong hurriedly begged for mercy: "Little aunt, don't you slap me in the face? Do I still have to rely on my face for a living!"

Wen Qiu was admitted to University A, but was unable to reunite with Xia Yiqun right away.In the autumn of this year, Xia Yiqun was sent to the United States for half a year as the top grade in his grade, and it was Gu Zhihang's school.When Wen Qiu arrived in Shanghai, Xia Yiqun was sitting on the plane, happily looking forward to the reunion with Gu Zhihang.

He has been in touch with Gu Zhihang over the years, most of the time is writing emails, and occasionally talking on the phone or something.He hoped that through this method, Xiaohang could feel his care, but he didn't dare to show too much intimacy, for fear that Xiaohang would run away as far away as he did back then.

In this tangled mood, Xia Yiqun was extremely nervous every time he communicated with Gu Zhihang.An email was deleted and rewritten, rewritten and revised, and I had to type the draft for a long time before making a phone call, for fear that I might say a single word wrong.That day, Gu Zhihang sent an e-mail suddenly, asking for his flight information, and offered to pick him up at the airport by car, and even invited him to live with him at his home. Xia Yiqun was ecstatic: Xiaohang actually started to take the initiative to care about himself. Isn't it the opportunity to represent yourself?

The entire voyage lasted more than ten hours, Xia Yiqun was so excited that he didn't even sleep for a minute.His excitement only lasted until he arrived at the airport: Gu Zhihang had indeed come to pick up Xia Yiqun, but the driver was not him, but a blond boy.Xia Yiqun saw the two of them as soon as he came out of the international arrivals exit. The boy held Gu Zhihang's hand tightly, making it impossible not to notice them.

Xia Yiqun guessed all kinds of possibilities when he and Gu Zhihang met on the plane, but he didn't think of this one alone.The opening sentence he had thought up before was on his lips, but he couldn't say a word.He made excuses for Gu Zhihang in his heart, maybe that blond boy was just a friend of his?After Xiaohang has been in the United States for so many years, he will always make new friends.

But the hands tightly held by the two made Xia Yiqun feel that these reasons could not convince him at all, and the smile froze on his face.

Gu Zhihang enthusiastically waved to Xia Yiqun and introduced: "David, this is the Xia Yiqun I told you about. We have been very good friends since we were young. Senior, this is my high school classmate David. We are dating now."

Xia Yiqun was taken aback by this blow: Gu Zhihang was in a relationship with this person, and he kept saying that he couldn't accept this kind of relationship, but now he found a man to fall in love with; and himself, he became Gu Zhihang's childhood playmate, A simple friend, nothing more.

Seeing Xia Yiqun's ugly expression, David thought it was due to jet lag.He hugged Gu Zhihang's shoulders, bowed his head and whispered something to Gu Zhihang with an extremely intimate look.Gu Zhihang nodded, and handed Xia Yiqun's luggage to David, while he walked side by side with Xia Yiqun, asking him how he was doing all these years and how his brother was doing.

When Xia Yiqun saw David going to hug Gu Zhihang, he already wanted to beat up the American. How much he wanted to tell Gu Zhihang: The longing accumulated over the years almost overwhelmed him, he was not good at all.But he endured it, and in the end he didn't say anything, and the silence along the way was terrifying.

David sent Xia Yiqun to Huihui Zhihang's residence, said good night to the two, and planned to leave.Standing on the steps at the door, Xia Yiqun watched the tall American boy bow his head and kiss Gu Zhihang devoutly, making the corners of Gu Zhihang's lips moist.The man's hands rested on Gu Zhihang's waist, causing Gu Zhihang to let out a series of low laughs.

Seeing the inseparable look of the two of them, Xia Yiqun even wanted to slash someone.

Gu Zhihang reluctantly closed the courtyard door, walked back with a smile in his eyes, and saw Xia Yiqun standing at the door with a livid face.

Gu Zhihang raised his head and asked, "Why don't you go to rest? After flying for more than ten hours, you must be tired."

Xia Yiqun stood there without moving: "You said you came to pick me up just to show me this?"

"That's not it. David said he wanted to drive, and he didn't trust me to go alone." Gu Zhihang laughed.

Xia Yiqun stepped forward and hugged Gu Zhihang into his arms: "I'm not talking about this. It's been three years, you should know my feelings for you, Xiaohang."

Gu Zhihang pushed Xia Yiqun away vigorously: "What are you doing? I thought I made it very clear to you three years ago."

"That's right, three years ago, you wrote to me and told me that you couldn't accept such feelings." Xia Yiqun pointed at the courtyard door, "But you told me, now you are mixed with this person, what kind of feelings is this? you tell me!"

Gu Zhihang tried to calm down Xia Yiqun: "I have always regarded you as my brother and my relatives. But David is different. I have been in the United States for three years and left home. He is by my side and cares about me. , take care of me. I like him, he likes me, we are in love."

"But what about me? Over the past three years, you can't see how much I care about you and miss you at all?" Xia Yiqun was already extremely angry, but he still suppressed his voice, reluctant to yell at Gu Zhihang , "You can accept this kind of relationship now, but why with him? Why didn't you choose me? Just because he was by your side? Look, I'm by your side now!"

"It's you that I can't accept. To me, you are like my biological brother. I can't fall in love with you, just like I can't fall in love with my brother." Gu Zhihang said .

Xia Yiqun's eyes were red: "In this case, why did you answer my email? Why did you keep in touch with me for three whole years? Xiaohang, you have me in your heart, otherwise why would you give me hope!"

"As I said to David, you are my very close friend since I was a child. I admire you and am willing to maintain friendship with you. Just because I write to you and talk to you on the phone does not mean that I am in love with you. You are gone. Isn't love supposed to be gratifying? You like me, but I don't have love for you." Gu Zhihang was emotional, and his chest heaved greatly. "I still can't figure out why you like me. Maybe the kiss at that time was your impulse. Think about it. Three years have passed, and you should calm down!"

"It's not like this! We shouldn't be like this!" Xia Yiqun still didn't give up, "Xiaohang, look at me, I don't want to be your friend, don't give up on me, don't give up on me."

Xia Yiqun tried to step forward to kiss Gu Zhihang, but Gu Zhihang raised his hand and slapped him loudly: "Xia Yiqun! You are crazy!"

As soon as they met, Xiaohang behaved intimately with that person; during the quarrel, Xia Yiqun listened to Xiaohang talk about his relationship with David.Thinking that the two of them might have done everything, Xia Yiqun felt like he was going crazy.At the moment of the forced kiss, Xia Yiqun felt an unprecedented tyranny in his heart. He wanted to hold Xiaohang there, kiss him, bite him, enter him, and possess him.

Gu Zhihang's slap made Xia Yiqun suddenly realize how out of control he was just now: He obviously wanted to hold the person in front of him in his hands, love him with all his heart, and protect him well, so why would he be willing to let him suffer a little?

Gu Zhihang beat him until he woke up like a dream.Xia Yiqun staggered and sat down on the steps, covered in cold sweat.

From the age of 17 to 20, Xia Yiqun fell in love with a person, and everything he did was to be able to fly to this person earlier. Those were the most fulfilling three years in his life.He pursued Gu Zhihang wholeheartedly, but he ended up like this, as if all his hard work in the past three years had been negated in an instant.

He sat there with his face buried in his hands, he didn't know what to do, he never felt so embarrassed and lost.

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