In summer like autumn

Xia Yiqun woke up and habitually wanted to hug the person next to him, but he didn't expect that there was nothing beside him.

Opening his eyes, Xia Yiqun found that Wen Qiu was sitting on the chair beside the bed, looking at him in the dark.

"Why are you sitting there? It's not yet dawn." Xia Yiqun's voice was hoarse.

"Xia Yiqun, do you still remember what you did last night?" Wen Qiu asked him in a low voice.

"What did I do? Didn't I sleep well here?" Xia Yiqun slowly sat up, the dizziness after the hangover made him uncomfortable, "It's not yet dawn, let's sleep for a while."

"What is the relationship between you and Gu Zhihang?" Wen Qiu continued to ask.

Wen Qiu's question caused Xia Yiqun to fall into a cloud, and he replied in confusion: "Xiao Hang? He and I are just ordinary friends."

Hearing that Xia Yiqun naturally called that person Xiaohang, Wen Qiu felt a deep sense of humiliation flooding his body again, making his shoulders tremble slightly: "Ordinary friends? Do you want to have sex with ordinary friends? You and this ordinary friend What is your friend like when you go to bed? Do you love him very much and are afraid of hurting him? Does he have good bed skills and make you feel so good? "

"Where is this from?" Xia Yiqun's head hurt even more, "Xiaohang and I really have nothing to do, we just went to drink yesterday, and I came back directly after drinking. Don't think about it!"

"There's nothing between you and him? Then why did you go to bed with me when you came back and shouted his name all the time!" Wen Qiu said word by word.

Xia Yiqun has no memory of what Wen Qiu said: "I don't remember it. Did you hear it wrong, Wen Qiu?"

"Did I hear wrong? Xia Yiqun, I heard it clearly!" Wen Qiu just felt ridiculous, "You don't remember, then do you remember who you slept with last night?"

"Whatever you say is what you say. Even if I call him, but I can assure you that Xiaohang and I have not done anything outrageous! You figure it out, I only slept with you!"

"You really only slept with me, and that's because you couldn't sleep with him, Gu Zhihang, so you found me as a substitute!" Wen Qiu's eyes turned red, "You haven't done anything with him, but you have. It's even more shameless than this!"

Xia Yiqun was a little annoyed: "Wen Qiu, don't be such a fool! I admit that Gu Zhihang was my first love, and I can't forget him until now. I also admit that when I was with you at the beginning, I did save some money. Other thoughts. But I chose to stay by your side! Think about it carefully, how have I treated you in the past two years? Everything I said never lied to you, and everything I did I have never treated you badly. I have never done anything to be sorry for you! Can't you see these? Haven't I done enough? What else are you dissatisfied with!"

"Do you know what I want? I just want you to like me." Wen Qiu shed tears, "Every word you say and everything you do makes me feel that you like me. But now It seems that this is all an illusion, you treat me well just to make me stay by your side obediently, and let you imagine me as Gu Zhihang on the bed!"

Xia Yiqun angrily grabbed Wen Qiu's neckline: "I'm talking about our relationship, why do you keep bringing Xiaohang into this? You don't deserve to mention him at all! You don't even understand what kind of feelings I have for him! "

"What is the relationship between us? If there is no Gu Zhihang, there may be no relationship between us! Yes, I don't deserve to mention him. I don't understand your feelings, but how do you understand my feelings for you for so many years? !" Wen Qiu looked straight into Xia Yiqun's eyes, "I fell in love with you. I have been chasing you for six years, and we have been with you for two full years. After such a long time, even a dog should develop feelings for you! And you How did you treat me? You treated me as a substitute from the very beginning, sleeping with me while calling other people's names. You treat me like this, do you want me to be grateful to you, thank you for giving me alms Feelings? You don't like me, why bother to tie me to you with hypocrisy? Xia Yiqun, I can accept that you don't like me, but I can't accept that you treat me as a plaything!"

"Wen Qiu, I never knew you were such an unreasonable person." Xia Yiqun was furious, "I have treated you well these past few years, as long as you want, I can live with you! Now for this What is it like to make a fuss and make a fuss over a trivial matter! You keep saying that I will use you as a substitute. How can you compare with Gu Zhihang in your current state? Let me tell you, this matter ends here, don’t worry about it. Let it go! Don't make me regret meeting you!"

"Xia Yiqun, do you regret meeting me?" Wen Qiu said tremblingly, "I regret meeting you. The first time I met you, I liked you for six years. Even if you didn't like me at first, But when you said you want to be with me, I thought, ah, you finally like me, we are already lovers. Never thought, this is all my wishful thinking! For two years, you never thought of me as anything Lover, you are just using me as a stand-in! You have been comparing me with Gu Zhihang until now! You are right, how can I compare to Gu Zhihang in this way? I will never be able to compare with him The matter has come to this point, even if you think you can continue to live, I can't pretend that nothing happened. Xia Yiqun, let's break up."

After Wen Qiu finished speaking, he walked out, leaving only a desolate figure in Xia Yiqun's eyes.

Xia Yiqun sighed, what Wen Qiu said was right, until now, he has been chasing Gu Zhihang's shadow on Wen Qiu intentionally or unintentionally, but he just used this to miss his first love that he couldn't ask for.But now when he gets along with Wen Qiu, the chances to think of Gu Zhihang are less and less.Besides, ever since he got together with Wen Qiu, he has fulfilled his responsibilities and never done anything wrong to Wen Qiu, so what's wrong with him?

This relationship has been planted with a time bomb from the very beginning, and once the fuse is lit, it will quickly disappear. Xia Yiqun has long expected such a day.

Xia Yiqun's love had already been given to Gu Zhihang when he was 17 years old. He felt that he would never fall in love with anyone again in his life.As for Wen Qiu, he wanted to stay by his side, so he let him stay by his side.Now since he proposed to break up, let him go.

After leaving Xia Yiqun's house, Wen Qiu had nowhere to go and wandered around the school for a long time.He had never argued with anyone like this before, and this time he was confronting Xia Yiqun again, which exhausted all his strength.

Today is the day before school starts, there are not too many people in the school, occasionally students who have returned to school pass by on the road, Wen Qiu turns a blind eye to them all.He just walked aimlessly like this, and when he was about to reach the dormitory area of ​​the Department of Literature, Mo Jingyi, who was standing by the side of the road, saw him and shouted to him: "Wen Qiu!"

This cry made Wen Qiu raise his head mechanically as if he had just woken up from a dream.Seeing him like a walking dead, Mo Jingyi didn't agree, she lost all her usual energy and her figure was on the verge of falling, so she hurriedly ran over from the opposite side and supported him by the shoulders.

Seeing Wen Qiu's eyes were slightly swollen, Mo Jingyi suddenly had a bad feeling in her heart: "Wen Qiu? What happened?"

Wen Qiu looked at Mo Jingyi, opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word.

Mo Jingyi shook Wen Qiu's shoulder: "Wen Qiu! Good Wen Qiu! Don't keep talking, tell me, what's the matter?"

"Senior sister... Xia Yiqun and I... broke up..." Wen Qiu muttered, "I have liked him for so long, but he has always regarded me as someone else..."

Hearing this sentence, Mo Jingyi knew that her past worries had finally become a reality: Xia Yiqun's love for Gu Zhihang was probably known by Wen Qiu.Although I don't know the exact process, it is obvious that Wen Qiu's current state is very unstable.Mo Jingyi was afraid that he would do something stupid, so she quickly grabbed his hand: "If we break up, we will break up..."

Wen Qiu heard this, and suddenly raised his head: "Senior sister, in fact, you already knew that we would come to this point, so you asked me to think clearly, didn't you?"

Mo Jingyi was stopped by Wen Qiu's questions.

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