In summer like autumn

It took Xia Yiqun four months to realize how much he liked Wen Qiu, and in Gu Zhihang's story, he realized that the person he fell in love with in the summer six years ago should have been Wen Qiu.

Xia Yiqun's mood went up and down in one night.Back in the room, he walked to the bed at a loss, sat down, stood up again, sat down again, and stood up again.

He had never been so bewildered, with only one person in his mind.

Wen Qiu.

Where is Wen Qiu now?

What is Wen Qiu doing now?

How is Wen Qiu now?

Xia Yiqun wanted to know all these things.

When was the last time they met?

Ah, yes, it was four months ago.

When they met, they had a big quarrel.

What did they say?

Xia Yiqun said, I never lied to you, never treated you badly, I treat you so well, why are you dissatisfied.

Wen Qiu said, I don't need to be so good, I don't want you to use me as a substitute, I just need you to see me, I just need the person you like to be me.

Xia Yiqun said, Gu Zhihang is my first love, I have liked him from the very beginning, you are no match for him, you are such a mess, I really regret meeting you.

Wen Qiu said, I liked you the first time I met you, I have liked you for six whole years, but now I have no strength to like you anymore, let's break up, Xia Yiqun, let's break up.

It has only been four months since that day, and these four months are like three autumns to Xia Yiqun.He thought of the pot of spider plants on the balcony of his home in Shanghai, which Wen Qiu specially bought and placed there; he thought of "Around the World in Eighty Days", which Wen Qiu placed everywhere; he thought of the environment Traveling around the earth, Wen Qiutian talked about this dream.

However, where are there any Chlorophytum, where are there any novels by Jules Verne, and where are there any Travel Around the World.What Xia Yiqun thought of was Wen Qiu.

It was Wen Qiu who had loved him deeply for six years.

He was the one who missed Wen Qiu for six years.

All he thought about was Wen Qiu.

Wen Qiu fell in love with Xia Yiqun from the first time they met, and came to Xia Yiqun's side with full of love, cared for him, accompanied him, and gave himself completely to him.It was just like Wen Qiu, but Xia Yiqun ignored him, lied to him, gave him great humiliation, and finally forced him to break up.

Xia Yiqun still remembered Wen Qiu's tearful face of despair, and Wen Qiu's slightly trembling back when he left.Xia Yiqun regretted it terribly now.

He wanted to go back to the activity classroom in high school, walk among the group of people, hold Wen Qiu's arm, and ask him, if you look at me like this, have we met somewhere?

He wants to go back to the time they spent together, any day is fine, and ask him, Wen Qiu, when was the first time you saw me, and how did you fall in love with me.

He wanted to go back to the day when the quarrel happened, so he rushed over without hesitation, hugged Wen Qiu in his arms, and told him, Wen Qiu, I mistaken the person, I have been wrong since six years ago, and I was wrong again two years ago Wrong and wrong, don't go, I'm sorry.

But, will Wen Qiu forgive herself?

Xia Yiqun thought, even if Wen Qiu doesn't forgive himself, it doesn't matter.If he refuses to forgive, I will continue to apologize and pester him.This time it was Xia Yiqun's turn to pester Wen Qiu, this time it was his turn to stay by Wen Qiu's side.

Xia Yiqun would never mistake him for anyone again.The sky is big and the earth is big, there is only one Wen Qiu in the world.Xia Yiqun thought, he wants to go back to Wen Qiu's side, love him and take care of him for the rest of his life.

Xia Yiqun wanted to hear Wenqiu's voice very much now.He took out his mobile phone, only to remember that he came to the United States to change a new mobile phone, and did not bring the original mobile phone with him.

Even in the original mobile phone, Xia Yiqun did not store any contact information related to Wen Qiu.He suddenly couldn't remember how he had contacted Wen Qiu during the two full years.Wen Qiu seemed to appear in front of his eyes suddenly, and quickly integrated into his life.It seemed that Wen Qiu would always come back to him without Xia Yiqun contacting him.

Gu Zhihang and David's siblings burst into laughter next door, which made Xia Yiqun think of Wen Qiu's younger brother Li Zhiqiu, think of his parents, and then recall that Wen Qiu used his home phone to contact him during the summer vacation.I have to call myself every day, but the time of each call is not long.Even in just a few words, there is a lot of affection.So what is this number?Xia Yiqun couldn't remember at all.

Xia Yiqun wanted to hear Qiu's voice very much, but had no way to contact him.Xia Yiqun found out that he knew very little about Wen Qiu, so little that even he began to doubt the authenticity of the years they were together.

Eager to confirm that they were indeed together, Xia Yiqun thought of email.Two years ago, Wen Qiu kept in touch with Xia Yiqun through emails, but after the two got together, Wen Qiu stopped writing emails.Xia Yiqun opened the laptop, at least this way can still contact Wen Qiu, he thought so, opened the email page, his fingertips trembled, and he entered the wrong password three or four times before finally logging in.

Click on the inbox, there is nothing but some unread advertising emails.

Back then Xia Yiqun couldn't understand Wen Qiu's behavior of writing emails, and could even be said to be a little bored.He hardly read those letters, and just deleted them completely.Occasionally, I opened one or two, and found that they were full of irrelevant and trivial matters, so I deleted them as usual.Wen Qiu's habit of writing letters has persisted for more than two years, and Xia Yiqun occasionally replied, but it was all on the spur of the moment, and the number of replies could be counted with one hand.

Xia Yiqun leaned against the bed dejectedly, he really wanted to know what was written in those emails that he deleted, even if it was a trivial matter, he was willing to read it.He questioned himself: Look, what have you done to him all these years?If you don't like him, why didn't you just reject him outright in the first place?

He likes you so much, how far do you have to humiliate him before you give up?

Xia Yiqun wanted to contact Wen Qiu, and his head hurt from thinking about it.He finally thought of his reply, the too early reply had been automatically cleared by the system, and the last reply miraculously remained, which was written by himself in the United States three years ago.

He still remembered that cold winter night, when he was completely dumped by Gu Zhihang, sitting alone on the bus to the airport, checking emails boredly.That email was the last one among the many emails Wen Qiu wrote to Xia Yiqun. It was still in an ordinary tone, but it gave Xia Yiqun great warmth on that cold night.

Xia Yiqun read Wen Qiu's letter over and over again, copied the address and saved it in his contacts.

For the first time, Wen Qiu's name appeared in his contacts.

Now even seeing the word "Wen Qiu" warms my heart.

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