In summer like autumn

Xia Yiqun will celebrate his birthday in the United States this year, and Gu Zhihang has been thinking about it for a long time.On his birthday, Gu Zhihang and several classmates in the laboratory deliberately informed Xia Yiqun to gather in the classroom after the end of the experiment, but did not tell Xia Yiqun what was going on.Everyone placed many balloons at the door in advance, and hung the slogan "Happy Birthday" on the wall, just waiting for Xia Yiqun to come.

Xia Yiqun walked into the classroom from the laboratory with his brows tightly furrowed, obviously still thinking about things related to the experiment.It wasn't until he took two steps back in fright from the colorful paper cannon that he realized that the classroom layout was different.

"Happy birthday, Eric!" Seeing Xia Yiqun's surprised face, Gu Zhihang took the lead in laughing.

Xia Yiqun knew that everyone had good intentions, so he smiled affectionately.

A cake was brought out with a candle stuck in it.The partners in the laboratory urged him together: "Quickly make a wish!"

Xia Yiqun evaded: "I don't have any wishes to grant."

Gu Zhihang deliberately asked: "Is there really no?"

Xia Yiqun recalled the first time Wen Qiu celebrated his birthday.That day Wen Qiu personally made cakes and a table of dishes, decorating Xia Yiqun's residence warmly and sweetly.

It was already late at night when he returned home, and seeing the sumptuous dinner on the table, and Wen Qiu sleeping curled up on the sofa, he seemed to understand the rich meaning behind the word "birthday" for the first time.

At that time, Xia Yiqun wanted to thank Wen Qiu, but Wen Qiu took the first step to cover his mouth and told him not to speak.

Xia Yiqun really didn't speak anymore, and stood in the middle of the room with Wen Qiu, waiting for the bell to ring 12 o'clock, Wen Qiu said with a smile, happy birthday.

For the first time in his life, he felt that birthdays can be so wonderful.

At that time, Wen Qiu was devouring the cake while complaining that he forgot to make a wish.Xia Yiqun said it was okay, we will light candles later.Wen Qiu didn't even care about the cake, so he hurriedly said, then I will always spend your birthday with you from now on, okay?

Thinking of this, Xia Yiqun looked down at the cake in his hand.

On last year's birthday, he met Gu Zhihang again, and a series of accidents happened, so that at that time he only wanted to be with Gu Zhihang, and even moved his mind to keep Gu Zhihang by his side, forgetting about Wen Qiu long ago. to the back of the head.

This year's birthday, he was in the United States, and a large group of friends surrounded him to celebrate him. This time, he lit candles and perhaps made a wish, but Wen Qiu was not by his side.

The wish Xia Yiqun made this year is simple and simple, nothing more than the successful completion of the project and his return to China as soon as possible.

But what about after returning home?

After returning to China, I am afraid that there will never be such a person who prepares dinner for myself on my birthday, and when I go home, I will say happy birthday to myself, and say that I will spend your birthday with you all the time, okay?

The promises that Xia Yiqun made at that time were just talking casually with an indifferent attitude.

However, Wen Qiu felt like he had found a treasure, and he could tell from the smile in his eyes that he believed it to be true.

Now that Xia Yiqun wants to keep these promises, I am afraid that Wen Qiu will never trust him again.

It's really self-inflicted.

Xia Yiqun said to himself in his heart.

For the first time in his life, he felt that birthdays can be so bitter.

American students like to be lively, quickly turning the classroom into a party venue, but forget why they are celebrating, and leave the birthday star aside.

Xia Yiqun stood by the window and looked at everyone, still smiling, but with a bit of loneliness that he couldn't hide.

Gu Zhihang walked over, stood side by side with him, and asked him, "Aren't you going to have a drink with them?"

"Forget it." Xia Yiqun shook his head, "I'm not in the mood."

"Want to smell autumn again?" Gu Zhihang asked.

"I think about him every second." Xia Yiqun said helplessly, "but I dare not think about him every second."

"Why?" Gu Zhihang felt very strange, "I thought you would contact him after Christmas."

"I don't have his contact information, only an email address. I write emails to him almost every day, but I don't get any response." Xia Yiqun said, "Maybe not responding is the answer he gave me, and he doesn't intend to forgive Me. Of course, what I did to him doesn't deserve forgiveness at all."

"Maybe it's not that he doesn't respond to you, but you just lack effective communication?" Gu Zhihang smiled slightly, "Yes, effective communication, this word was what you used to educate me when I broke up with David. Later I After returning to the United States and having a face-to-face interview with David, I resolved all the previous misunderstandings and realized that we still love each other."

Xia Yiqun said: "It's not that I can't get his contact information. In fact, I really want to have a phone call with him first, at least to hear his voice. Maybe it's because of the proximity to my hometown. I don't know what to say after the call is made. What is good, I can’t speak at all, and nothing is right.”

"Calling is not effective communication. When you are on the phone, you can't see him smiling or crying. You can't convey your feelings to him, and you can't give him a hug in time when he is sad." Gu Zhihang said, "Fortunately, you are going back to China next month. You should go to him, apologize to him for what you did before, and tell him clearly that you like him. Whether he forgives or not , you should tell him your feelings. ——Don’t tell me you don’t even have the courage to do so!”

"When I was in high school, Wen Qiu once told me that he hoped to become a brave and strong person, because only such a person can complete the feat of traveling around the world and deserve a romantic ending." Xia Yiqun laughed Laughing, "Wen Qiu actually doesn't know, he's always been like this, and I failed him. I want to change the ending between us, and I hope everything comes in time."

"I don't have much contact with Wen Qiu, but even so, I can see that he has deep affection for you." Gu Zhihang patted Xia Yiqun's shoulder, "No matter what the result is, at least talk to him after returning home. Go ahead. Of course, I hope you guys have a romantic ending."

While speaking, Gu Zhihang's phone rang.He stepped aside to talk on the phone and was never seen at the party again.

Xia Yiqun felt that Gu Zhihang might have taken a step ahead for selfish reasons, so he didn't care too much.The earnest talk with Gu Zhihang made him suddenly enlightened a lot.

Wen Qiu has a deep affection for him, and Xia Yiqun is very aware of this.No matter what the result is, he should apologize to Wen Qiu in person, and even more clearly tell Wen Qiu his feelings.

Thinking of this, Xia Yiqun suddenly felt relaxed.

He doesn't think about anything anymore, he just wants to go back quickly, run to the person he misses day and night, tell him how much he misses him, how much he loves him, and hopes to spend his life with him.

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