Scum attack you, this is a happy pulse

Jian Haoming shivered and opened the third door.

Finally, there is no longer a man and a woman inside the door.This time it was two men, one of whom happened to be his first love.

"Ha..." Jian Haoming couldn't even curse, he started to laugh, "Haha..."

These are the deepest things in his heart... not the most disgusting, but the most fearful.

Why do they do this kind of thing?What do they get in this kind of thing?What are they united with others for?Pleasure, lust, indulgence, loneliness?Anyway, not because of love.Haha, a bunch of filthy things...

"This is not love!" he shouted hysterically, "This is not love at all!"

He is different, he is different from these things!Those filthy things...how could he be as filthy as these things!

Yes, Jian Haoming is different, he only wants to be with others because of love.

That kind of heart-pounding, strong, hot love, that kind of love that no matter who sees it, you can definitely understand that this is love, that kind of noble love, clean love, thorough love, that kind of love Unquestionable love, the kind of love just for love's sake.

He doesn't need to get along, he doesn't need to be accompanied, he doesn't need to be loved, he just needs love.A lifetime of hotness, a lifetime of fierceness, a lifetime of sharp edge, even if a moth flies into the flame, even if you die in love.

... Doesn't this kind of love exist in the world?

After laughing wildly, Jian Haoming stood in the center of the pitch-black world, his heart was full of hesitation.

The doors just now are gone, and the world is all black.Jian Haoming turned around, but couldn't find the way ahead, and didn't know where to go.

"Then there is another door behind you." Ke Zhou's voice sounded distant and close, "The inside is what you desire most now."

Most desired?Isn't that love!

Jian Haoming turned around, and sure enough, he saw a new door, the door panel was old and unremarkable.Is there love here?Jian Haoming stretched out his hand, but when he was about to push it away, his fingertips began to tremble again.

He was scared.The three doors just now scared him.But facing this door that hides hope, Jian Haoming was only afraid for a while, and soon continued to stretch out his hand, and pushed the door firmly and without hesitation.

Inside the door were two figures.Different from the previous ones, these are two figures, one big and one small, looking at him.

"Yang...Xiao."

One big and one small, all Yang Xiao.

"So that's it. His name is Yang Xiao." Ke Zhou asked, "Do you have anything to say to Yang Xiao? I think there should be."

Yes, there are, of course.

Jian Haoming stared blankly at Yang Xiao for a long time.The two Yang Xiaos didn't move, they just looked at him quietly and smiled slightly.This kind of quiet laughter easily healed the newly torn wound in Jian Haoming's heart.

But Jian Haoming looked at him for a long time, and finally showed sadness on his face.

"Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry." Jian Haoming said.

He already understood very well... the love he pursued was too thorough, but his love for Yang Xiao was not so thorough, it never was.In fact, he had never been able to love anyone that thoroughly.

Jian Haoming has experienced the moment of love many times.But that feeling is not so much "love" as "heartbeat".As long as he feels this kind of heartbeat, Jian Haoming will throw himself into it crazily. He is obsessed with this feeling, telling himself that this is the purest love he wants to pursue, but in fact it is not.

He has been in love so many times, but what he has always loved may be love itself.

Jian Haoming finally saw clearly that his problem was not that his love was too short, but that the love he was after did not exist in this world at all.He can't have a thorough love, can't give others a thorough love, all the love that can exist in this world is not thorough enough.Since it is not thorough enough, it is second-class love in his eyes.Since it is second-class, why do you have to have it?

Jian Haoming turned around, turned his back to Yang Xiao, and gradually walked away.

"Is this really good?" Ke Zhou asked.

"Ah."

"Are you really willing to be alone forever?" Ke Zhou asked.

"Ah."

"You really don't plan to cherish the love you have now?" Ke Zhou asked.

"Ah."

"The person you once loved, just because you think you didn't love thoroughly enough, you don't mind losing it?" Ke Zhou asked.

"Ah."

"You were still in love with that person just now, right?" Ke Zhou asked, "Even if it wasn't thorough enough, isn't it love? You really don't look back at him? If you don't look back, maybe there won't be any in the future." Here's the chance."

"..." Jian Haoming hesitated.

Ever since he fell into this dream, Ke Zhou's words are the truth to Jian Haoming, and what is without reason is the truth.He said that there will be no chance in the future, that means there will really be no chance in the future, Jian Haoming has no doubts at all.This is a powerful psychological suggestion.

After hesitating for a long time, Jian Haoming finally turned around.

But there was no one behind him, and there was nothing.

"He's dead." Ke Zhou said.

Jian Haoming stood there in a daze, looking at the empty back, his mind was blank.This emptiness lasted for a long time, and Jian Haoming was stuck in these three words and couldn't recover.

he died……

died……

……

With a "bang", Jian Haoming suddenly jumped up from the sofa bed screaming, Ke Zhou couldn't dodge all of a sudden, he was hit on the forehead by his head, and rolled directly under the bed.

After such a tragedy, the hypnosis could no longer continue, and Jian Haoming woke up from the dream immediately.

But the strong hint just now was still rooted in his heart, and the panic and trembling couldn't go away.

"What's wrong with Yang Xiao!" Jian Haoming yelled and lifted Ke Zhou out from under the bed, almost breaking his neck, "You just said what happened to Yang Xiao! He was fine a month ago, how could that be possible? Something will happen! No, no, nothing happened to him, he must be fine..."

"Mr. Jian, calm down!" Ke Zhou hurriedly protected his neck, "He's fine, he's really fine!"

After a while, Jian Haoming finally calmed down a little, and asked with a relaxed voice, "Is he really alright?"

"Really, really." Ke Zhou took the opportunity to get away and hurriedly comforted him, "Don't be so nervous, we were just doing a hypnosis just now, and everything was just a virtual stimulus."

"Virtual?" Jian Haoming murmured several times, and then breathed a sigh of relief, "Scared me... I almost took it seriously..."

Only then did he realize that he was covered in cold sweat, and his heart ached.Jian Haoming tried his best to comfort himself, but even if he knew that what he heard just now was just a virtual hint, he still couldn't avoid fear and worry.

"I'm going to make a phone call." Jian Haoming couldn't help but greeted Ke Zhou, and walked to the balcony with his mobile phone.

Because the palms were too sweaty, Jian Haoming's hands slipped several times when he took out the phone, his heart was fluttering, and he couldn't settle down.He dialed Yang Xiao's number, eager to prove that Yang Xiao was indeed safe and sound.

A voice quickly came from the other end of the phone.

"Sorry, the number you dialed is out of service area."

"..."

With a bang, the phone fell to the ground.

Even if he didn't pick up, Jian Haoming could understand that Yang Xiao might still be angry with him, what the hell is he not in the service area?

Jian Haoming hurriedly picked up the phone again, and made several calls in a row, but the response did not change at all, and all of them were not in the service area.He panicked all of a sudden, and continued beating persistently, getting more and more panicked.

Ke Zhou waited in the living room for more than half an hour.This phone porridge has been on for too long, right?He couldn't help but went to the balcony to have a look.

At this time, Jian Haoming had already beaten his cell phone to the point of running out of battery.After being out of the service area countless times, Jian Haoming tried to hit Yang Mingyuan again, but the result made him even more desperate, because he was also out of the service area.

When Ke Zhou opened the balcony door, Jian Haoming rushed out of the door like a wind, almost hitting him against the wall.

Jian Haoming didn't even say hello to Ke Zhou, he opened the door and ran away.

He jumped into his little sports car, stepped on the accelerator, and Sa Yazi drove back to City A.

After going back and forth this time, it was already too late when they arrived in City A.

Regardless, Jian Haoming rushed straight to the apartment shared by Yang Xiao and his high school classmates, and knocked on the door desperately in the middle of the night. As soon as the door opened, he rushed in ferociously, scaring the unlucky classmate named Zhou Kai and almost calling the police.

Jian Haoming rushed in ferociously, looked around the room, and then quietly stayed where he was, "... isn't Yang Xiao here?"

Only then did Zhou Kai recognize Jian Haoming, "He went back to his hometown a few days ago and said he had something to do."

Back home?Jian Haoming immediately rushed out again, leaving Zhou Kai alone in a daze.

"Precautions for Pregnant Mothers" said that it is not good for pregnant women to stay up late.

So although Jian Haoming was very anxious, he had to go back to his home after calculating the time, and was forced to settle down and sleep for a night first.

As a result, the night might as well just go through it.Jian Haoming slept, but he couldn't calm down at all. He woke up every half an hour, and then woke up again every half hour. The next day, he hurriedly got up to wash up before dawn. When he looked in the mirror, his dark circles scared him. Dead man.

He called Yang Xiao again on his mobile phone, but he was still not in the service area.

Immediately, Jian Haoming couldn't control so much anymore, he hurriedly jumped into his little sports car again, and drifted away to the small county where Yang Xiao's hometown is.

To the east of the county seat is the flower field contracted by Yang Mingyuan and Lin Xi, and the four characters "Sunset Flower Industry" are hung high above the gate of the flower field.

The door is closed.

Jian Haoming pushed the door wide, but the door was still tightly closed.He circled the flower field and found that there was no one inside, Yang Xiao was not there, Lin Xi was not there, and Yang Mingyuan was not there either.

Jian Haoming is going crazy, he is really going crazy.

He almost cried directly at the gate, but he didn't cry after all. Instead, he found a nearby guest house to live in, and went to Huatian to take a look the next day, but he still could only see the closed gate.

Day by day, Jian Haoming's worry gradually turned into despair.

What happened to Yang Xiao, why did their whole family disappear?Is there an accident, is there an accident, is there an accident, is there an accident...

"...If you don't look back, maybe you won't have a chance in the future." "He's dead." These two words heard in the dream have been hovering in Jian Haoming's mind, and he can't get rid of them at all.

Jian Haoming sank deeper and deeper into despair.

He was both afraid and regretful, hating himself constantly in regret.Why not go back sooner?Why do you feel that you don't need to cherish it?

If he hadn't remembered that there was a child in his stomach, Jian Haoming would have gone crazy long ago.He forced himself to stop thinking about Yang Xiao, but found out the "Training Guide for Pregnant Mothers" and kept looking at it, and kept doing what it said, trying to shift his psychological focus.

But Jian Haoming still couldn't help but go to the flower field every day to have a look, looking at the closed gate, he felt as if he had become a husband-watching stone—no, it was a wife-watching stone.

Then suddenly a slightly surprised voice came from behind him, "Jian Haoming?"

This voice made Jian Haoming's whole body tremble, and it was like the sound of heaven in the dark.

Jian Haoming turned his head and saw an airport bus parked behind him at some point.And who is the person who is getting off the bus now, not Yang Xiao?

Yang Xiao looked at Jian Haoming in surprise, seeing the other's extremely defeated face, couldn't help but frowned, "What are you doing here?"

Jian Haoming didn't answer.

He forgot everything all of a sudden, and rushed towards Yang Xiao neatly.

"You..." Yang Xiao wanted to ask something else.

But Jian Haoming had already rushed to him, hugged his head with both hands, pressed his whole body against the car, then lowered his head recklessly, gnawed on the other's lips, and kissed Yang Xiao breathlessly .

The people on the bus are all blind.