The paper man is my boyfriend

--Memories--

In the base, Li Si, who was a little worried, was sent away, and Lin Yu lay flat on the bed in the dormitory for a long time before he recovered from the shock after seeing Wu Yu.

In fact, shock alone is not enough to describe this complex emotion.

Wu Yu and Lin Ji met in high school.The two are nominally classmates.

Wu Yu was a celebrity on campus when he was in high school. His father was one of the directors of the school. He came from a wealthy family, and he has outstanding abilities in all aspects. He has a cheerful personality, good academic performance, and excellent looks.

There are many people who love him secretly in school, even to the point where both men and women can take it all.

In fact, he himself has a clear grasp of his own advantages, and he can get along with everyone even in the highly competitive improvement class. At least on the surface, everyone is willing to surround him.

And Lin Yu is the complete opposite of him. Even if his grades are always in the top three of the whole class, even if his face is still hard to hide his glory with his overly long and thick bangs, no one who is willing to communicate with him Rarely, usually alone, even the head teacher would openly tell his parents at the parent meeting that he was too introverted and had no friends in the class.

The first contact between the two was in a physical education class.Lin Yu was doing extracurricular problems in physical education class. Because the teacher stipulated the scope of activities, he could only choose a place relatively far from the basketball court, but he still did not escape the fate of being hit by the ball.

Even though he blocked it with his hands, half of his face was still red, and some places were scratched and bled a little, which looked quite scary.

Wu Yu, who was the class monitor at the time, took Lin Yu, who insisted on refusing, to the infirmary.

And just stayed there, watching the doctor help Lin Yu treat the wound, and when the doctor left, he helped Lin Yu fix his bangs and put on the ice pack.

Originally, the doctor's intention was just to apply it casually and let them go, but for some reason, Wu Yu just got excited and stood beside the chair in the infirmary silently watching Lin Yuxiao for half an hour.

The two stayed in the infirmary until the end of get out of class, during which Wu Yu kept raising his hand without feeling tired, for which Lin Yu thanked him very gratefully.

Afterwards, the two went back to the classroom directly together. Lin Yu didn't want to start a conversation along the way, but Wu Yu started talking to him not long after he left the infirmary.

However, Wu Yu talked about topics that Lin Yu was not interested in, and he just responded with a few words casually. The two separated after arriving in the classroom, and Lin Yu never paid attention to him again.

But after that, Wu Yu inexplicably started pestering Lin Yu.

Lin Yu originally sat in the middle of the classroom, while Wu Yu sat in the back row.The storage room is at the front of the classroom, and the water dispenser is also in the storage room.

After every class, Wu Yu would pass by Lin Yu's desk in the name of receiving water, and bumped against the desk and chair to make Lin Yu look up at him. After a long time, he would directly touch his head and pinch his face.

Even though Lin Yu dodged and publicly refused many times, Wu Yu would still continue with his tricks on his own.

This small gesture lasted for about a week. Anyone in the class who had a wink and followed Wu Yu's movements knew what such frequent small gestures of intimacy meant. Everyone thought that the relationship between Lin Yu and Wu Yu was unusual.

What does it feel like to suddenly be the center of attention when someone who has never received attention from others?

For Lin Yu, it was a kind of terror.

No matter where you go, unfamiliar faces will suddenly appear in front of you, approaching you with familiar smiles, and say some kind words similar to friends, which are inseparable from each other. "You have an unusual relationship with Wu Yu."

This is a very weird atmosphere, everyone knows you at a certain moment.

At the same time, whether you like it or not, you have to accept their gaze and tolerate their approach.

As this situation continues to escalate, all of Wu Yu's reputation will be passed on to Lin Yu, but anyone who knows Wu Yu, even if it's just a one-sided acquaintance, will always cast a special eye on Lin Yu when they see Lin Yu. Plus a few whispers to each other.

Those eyes are different, some are jealous, some are ridiculed, and more are just pure curiosity, a curiosity that hopes to be entertained.

Even though Lin Yu was slow to respond to these strange things, just receiving too many inexplicable conversations from strangers was enough to make him mentally weak. When he found Wu Yu and explained these things to him, Wu Yu just finished listening with a smile , tilted his head and said, "Isn't this bad? Don't everyone care about you?"

That kind of smile blended into the overly bright daylight at noon, and for no reason made the air a bit more suffocating and oppressive.

"Because of me, don't everyone start to pity you and make friends with you? Isn't this much better than you being alone?"

Wu Yu has a habit of speaking with a raised tone, but this kind of tone, which sounds cheerful at first glance, carries an unquestionable momentum invisibly.

At that time, Lin Yu naturally didn't answer either, but just looked at Wu Yu in disbelief, staring at that boyish face with pure malice, but what he said was completely on the contrary.

"Lin Yu, I like you very much."

"Listen to me obediently. Only then will everyone be willing to be friends with you."

When he was talking, he brushed away the bangs on Lin Yu's forehead like countless times during the class break, straightened some broken hair and put it behind Lin Yu's ears, and then pinched Lin Yu's earlobes affectionately, even though Lin Yu's expression There has been obvious resistance to the action.

In reality, there are various forms of violence, and the superficial intimacy and kindness between people may be just to hide the extreme malice behind it.

When everyone was laughing and flocking towards Lin Yu, no matter what thoughts the individual in the crowd had, as long as Lin Yu chose to run away, it would be his fault.

Even if the crowd was enough to drown him.

The conversation broke up badly, and Wu Yu seemed to have said something to his friends. There were far fewer people who would directly contact him, and fewer people would stare at him.

It's just that Wu Yu penetrated deeper into his life, his past experiences, his friends, and even the nickname his parents gave him were all found out and grasped by Wu Yu one by one.

It's just that there will be a lot of things in his desk.Some people also laughed in his face.

Anonymous letters with vicious language piled up one after another.He just tried his best to ignore these things and continued his deformed and alienated campus life.

The final breaking point was an admissions exam in the second year of high school. The school recommended only the top 5 students in the exam. When the list was announced, someone reported Lin Yu's misbehavior to the school. There was no relationship between him and Wu Yu. The story of the story was embellished and made public in front of everyone.

He tried his best to explain, but the parents and the school naturally chose to believe the majority.

Lin Ji didn't know exactly how the matter would be resolved, but after that, Lin Ji never saw Wu Yu in school again, and Lin Ji finally passed the exam smoothly.

When he finished one semester and successfully passed the admissions exam, he knew that Wu Yu had gone abroad.

The story between Lin Yu and Wu Yu started abruptly and ended even more abruptly. So far, several "friends" on his social account still believe that he and Wu Yu were once a so-called couple, and they feel that Wu Yu Yu left voluntarily in order to keep Lin Ji's exam quota.

It was after that incident that her parents paid attention to Lin Ao's sexuality.

Wu Yu is the first turning point in Lin Yu's smooth life, and it is also a turning point that can destroy his life.

So much so that when he saw Wu Yu again after so long, Lin Yu still felt uncontrollably terrified.

But that seems to have changed.

Lin Ji began to be afraid of being watched by others in high school, but chose a career that attracted the most attention before graduating from university. This self-contradictory choice was not impulsive.

People who are soft and easy to handle on the surface can actually have completely different personalities.

Even though the environment has deprived him of the ability and self-confidence to choose, Lin Yu has always had self-judgment and persistence. These suppressed things will find a breakthrough one day.

In the artificially created pure land of the Dream Project, he encountered too many things that affected him enough, and he also had the courage to change and resist the habits that were engraved and accepted again and again.

He must clean up the bad marks and scars that others forcibly added to him.

Those who have complained but can't speak will not always be dumb. When they finally choose to become a public figure, the vague desire is finally caught in his mind. He wants to write about his life well. .