fall in love with ex-husband

The day after finishing his brother's funeral, Zhang Kaiji followed us back to City S.

Before we left, we gave Zhang Kaiji's uncle and aunt a large sum of money to buy back Zhang Kaiji's mobile phone and ID card that were stolen by them.

Since Zhang Kaiji is still underage, the two are still his legal guardians in law, and their household registrations are registered in their household registration books, so they cannot move out for a short time. I was losing weight at a speed visible to the naked eye. I saw it in my eyes, and I was anxious in my heart. I wished I could take him away from this sad place immediately, so I didn't waste too much time on the transfer of household registration. I thought about waiting for Zhang Kaiji to come out a little before asking someone to come back It's not too late to do it.

However, this negligence planted a ticking time bomb for both of us later.

Zhang Kaiji who returned to S City did not choose to return to my home, but borrowed a sum of money and temporarily lived in a residential building outside the school.

Curing his younger brother's illness was once the backbone of Zhang Kaiji's life, and he was able to endure all the hardships in life because he had a younger brother behind him who needed to support him.Now that his younger brother has passed away, Zhang Kaiji's spirit has completely languished. He is like a deflated balloon, shriveled in a corner, lying on the bed all day without leaving the door, sometimes exhaling more breath than It takes longer to suck in.If he doesn't have to force him to eat, he can even go for several days without a drop of water.

I was really worried that he wouldn't be able to survive this test, and he would be hurt one day, so he just went away, so I lived in his simple rental house on my own, like a punctual announcer every day, reminding him that it is time to eat , It’s time to drink water, It’s time to get up and walk, It’s time to go to bed, and his only response to me is a tiny nod.

He is like a marionette, walking dead, without a soul, just mechanically executing the instructions I gave him.

Since I came back from G City, I have never once mentioned that short kiss under the rainy roof in front of him. I clearly know that my feelings for him have changed, but facing him who is so depressed, I know my heart It's not what he needs at the moment, so I can only bury all the feelings that are ready to come out.

I think I'm probably waiting for a spring rain.

There was only one single bed in the rental house, and I slept on the floor at first, until I woke up every morning and found that I was already lying on the bed, and then I carefully lay down on the half bed that Kai Kaiji vacated every night.Two teenagers aged sixteen or seventeen were squeezed into a small bed, and they couldn't even stretch their arms and legs, let alone turn over.

I found that Zhang Kaiji was not only mentally ill, he deliberately trapped himself in the past, unwilling to come out, and his body collapsed all of a sudden.

In the past, he was always joked that he would be hot and sweat when eating, and his body was several degrees higher than the surrounding environment, but now he is very afraid of the cold, and his warm palms have become cold. Wearing long-sleeved trousers, and covering two quilts at night, he can only fall asleep if every corner of his body is pressed tightly, otherwise, he will fall into a nightmare, dreaming that he also fell into his My younger brother fell into the river, kept calling for help, and then shook his body and said it was cold.

I can't cure his heart disease, the only thing I can do is to hug him from behind when he shouts that he is cold, and give him all the body temperature.

On a hot August night, there was not even a fan in the simple rental house, and the quilt that could not dissipate the heat was next to the skin. I hugged Zhang Kaiji tightly in my arms, and my mood was extraordinarily peaceful.

"Zhang Kaiji, are you asleep?" I knew he couldn't fall asleep, but I still tried quietly.

"..."

Sure enough, his body was motionless, and he didn't have the extra strength to talk to me.

I was not annoyed, leaned quietly on his shoulder, and laughed at myself: "Then I will pretend that you are still awake. Do you think we are like the game we played last month, Forest Ice and Fire Man, The water baby and the fire baby inside." One is as enthusiastic as fire, and the other is as cold as ice.

Thinking of last month when I pestered him and let him experience the life of a bad student, and now he has become like this, I couldn’t help feeling sad, sighed, choked up and said: “It’s still summer, hold you I don't feel hot either, but when it's winter, I'm afraid I won't be able to hug you anymore."

If it weren't for his tender care for me in the past, I wouldn't feel lost because of his indifference now.This is not my fault, let alone his fault, I can only say that God made a joke with me.He let me wake up my secret love for Zhang Kaiji in Zhang Kaiji's darkest and most unbearable trough, and I had to face the eyes with this unresponsive and sad feeling for a long time to come. Without me, he calmly accepts the indifference that is not his subjective will.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt bitter about my teenager's thoughts that were likely to have no results, and my tone became unbearable.

I couldn't help but increase my strength, just to hug him even harder, and then put my face against his still cold back and said: "Zhang Kaiji, winter won't come for three months, before winter comes, can you come back? "

I gave Zhang Kaiji a whole autumn recovery period.

I hope that when autumn passes and winter comes, he can still smooth the wrinkles on my forehead with his warm and dry hands.

Zhang Kaiji was only held by me unilaterally, and he still didn't speak. When I didn't get a response and was about to let go, he suddenly took my hand around his waist.

There is only a simple nasal sound, but it is enough to make the sound of insects outside the house pleasant.

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The wine master has something to say: the story of the past is almost over.Don't you think about ordering me a favorite and sending a starfish?I'm so worried that I won't be able to complete my small goal of [-] yuan. ? ? ?