fall in love with ex-husband

The weather is getting colder and colder, and I am getting more and more lazy. The task of walking the dog was completely left to Zhang Kaiji a few days ago.Anyway, he was under the pretense of coming to see Duoduo, so it made sense to hand Duoduo over to him, and I was happy to be at leisure.

But today, not only did he get the warming table from him, but he also fed him until his belly burst.It is said that cannibals have short mouths and short hands.I ate and took, and I became short and short.So when he asked again if we wanted to go for a walk together, I had no choice but to nod.

When I finally struggled to get out of the heating table, Zhang Kaiji had already packed his clothes and stood at the door waiting for me.

He was holding my newly bought padded coat and hat in his hand, and Duoduo, who couldn't wait to go out to see his friends, kept yelling at me, not allowing me to have any thoughts of repentance, so I had to resign myself to my fate and walk over, letting Zhang Kaiji play around with me. Playing with me like a doll.

When he lowered his head to adjust the angle of the hat for me, I finally broke out: "As for?" My tone was full of impatience, and even the eyes I looked at him were full of anger, "I'm not really disabled .”

In recent days, I have found that I can't control my temper more and more. Sometimes a little thing can make me jump up and down immediately. Although I also regret what I blurted out, but seeing that the person is Zhang Kaiji, I don't want to Apologize.I thought selfishly, it would be better if he was angry with me, so that I would not have to think of a reason to let him leave in a few days.

But even though I had already written the word "unhappy" in bold and bold on my face, Zhang Kaiji was still indifferent to it, even his expression didn't change a bit, he continued to arrange my clothes with his head down.After making sure that I was ready to go out, he let go slowly.

I was tired of getting angry with such a rotten wood, so I could only helplessly think that he must be very popular in the elderly community when he gets old. After all, he is so tolerant that fishing and Tai Chi are not a problem.

Zhang Kaiji couldn't hear my complaints, he just looked at me quietly, as if he was looking at some treasure.

Before my patience was about to run out, he finally smiled with satisfaction and opened his mouth.

"Xixi, did you ever say that you wanted to be a prince when you were a child? You said that if you become a prince, you will have attendants to take care of your daily necessities, so that you don't have to do it yourself anymore."

Without even thinking about it, I directly denied: "I didn't say that."

However, Zhang Kaiji didn't care about my denial, and continued: "What do you think of me? Does it still meet your requirements for a servant?"

I cannot afford the blessing of degrading a university professor to be my squire.

"My mother told you?"

Zhang Kaiji led Duoduo to the front: "Yes. My mother likes to talk about your childhood."

I rolled my eyes, and complained in my heart why my mother said everything outside, even telling Zhang Kaiji what I was ignorant when I was young, and I didn’t want to get up and get dressed by myself, so where does this put my face?

"Don't listen to her, she's just talking nonsense, I'm not that bad."

"Really?" Zhang Kaiji turned around and smiled, "I think it's quite cute."

"Because Xixi is indeed the little prince in my heart."

I felt ashamed when I heard it, thanks to Zhang Kaiji who was able to speak.

"You're not earthy..." I lowered the brim of my hat, lowered my head to cover my blushing cheeks, and complained, "I'm in my thirties, so I'm not ashamed."

I thought Zhang Kaiji would stop there after being scolded by me, but I didn't expect him to continue talking.

"Time flies so fast." He said with emotion, "Do you still remember that you and Meng Xi only came to G City to find me?"

How could I forget that time when I ran to City G without telling my parents, and was almost beaten to death by my mother when I came back.

"remember."

"After returning from your house and discovering that my younger brother has passed away, I actually don't want to live alone anymore. For so many years, he and I have been dependent on each other for life. No matter how much I suffer and how much I have been beaten, as long as I want to have something behind me As for him, I feel that even if I grit my teeth, I have to persevere. We have survived so many difficulties, and seeing that I am about to go to university and take him away from all that. Who would have thought what kind of way he would do? Way to pass away unexpectedly."

"At that time, I thought that after I buried my brother, I would just let it go. But just when I had this thought in my heart, you suddenly appeared outside my door. You don't even know how embarrassed you were at that time , my hair was soaked, and my body was covered in mud. But it was you who killed me silently. Looking at you, I suddenly didn't want to die.

"If before that, my younger brother was the driving force for my life, then after that, my life depends entirely on your instilling nutrients."

Although I have heard Zhang Kaiji tell the story of him and his younger brother, no matter how many times, my heart still clenches because of the pain on Zhang Kaiji's face.

I can no longer hug him and comfort him like before, all I can do is listen to him quietly.

Zhang Kaiji turned his head, looked at me and said, "Xixi, do you know what is the one thing I regret most these years?"

"What?" My heart tightened and I began to beat the drums.

Zhang Kaiji said clearly: "I regret that I was not by his side when he needed me the most. Over the years, self-blame and guilt have tormented me and made me restless. Every year on the anniversary of his death, I would dream of him. He In the dream, he pinched my neck and asked why I died, not me, but him."

"No, he wouldn't think so." I subconsciously denied.

Looking up at Zhang Kaiji, I found that his expression was more dignified than ever.My intuition told me that he said this to me, and such an indisputable fact made me feel inexplicably irritated.

Seeing Zhang Kaiji approaching step by step, I was about to push my nerves to a dead end, at this moment Duoduo barked suddenly, and then dragged Zhang Kaiji to the grass.It turned out that he wanted to go to the bathroom.

Zhang Kaiji asked me to wait for him where he was, so I found a bench nearby and sat down.

This is the first time I have gone out in half a month, and everything around me feels strange.The weather outside was colder than I had imagined. The wind blew by, and I was stuffed with cold air all over my neck. I was so cold that I stomped my feet, and my breath turned into white mist, floating in the air.I really want to go home and get into the kotatsu.In order to resist the cold, I tucked my neck into the turtleneck sweater, leaving only a pair of eyes to follow the play of one person and one dog.

The hat covers my ears, making it harder for me to hear my surroundings.Once the senses fail, the brain will run uncontrollably.

The sense of oppression that Zhang Kaiji gave me just now was so strong that I couldn't breathe for a while.I couldn't help but think about what he said.

I'm not a fool, I probably guessed that Zhang Kaiji already knew everything through my parents that day, but he chose to pretend to be confused, and when I took the initiative to speak, I didn't have to expose him.

It was obvious that he was going to be unable to hide just now. Fortunately, Duoduo caught Zhang Kaiji in time, otherwise I would have to face a showdown with him and consider whether to avoid him.

Thanks to Duo Duo for the close pee, which gave me the time to live.

Zhang Kaiji took Duoduo to the toilet and came back soon.

The two of us and the dog continued to walk along the yard.

When we first went out, there were not many people on the road, and now we could not walk around, and more and more people came out for a stroll after dinner.

They have been old neighbors for many years, and everyone recognized Zhang Kaiji who reappeared in the military compound at a glance, and me who followed him, wrapped in rice dumplings.

With my warning eyes behind me, no one dared to take the initiative to talk to Zhang Kaiji.

Everyone who passed by us had surprise written on their faces, and they couldn't believe their eyes.

When someone passed by, I caught up with Zhang Kaiji and said angrily, "Do you know what they just said?"

"What?" Zhang Kaiji was busy holding back Duoduo's little bitches who would not ride other people's dogs, and expressed a little lack of skill in paying attention to what passers-by said.

"They said that you are a masochist, and you can't forget me, the big devil who loves to torture people after divorce." I imitated their tone, gritting my teeth and repeating the words that slandered me.

Zhang Kaiji smiled, "Really?"

"You don't scold them?" I frowned.

Zhang Kaiji is still the same as before, not interested in the gossip of outsiders, but optimistic: "They are telling the truth, why should I scold them."

"You mean I'm a big devil who loves to torture people?" I stared.

Since he had to hold back Duoduo from ruining other people's puppies, and was busy comforting me, Zhang Kaiji couldn't help but touch his forehead, "Xixi, I didn't mean that, I just said I was a masochist, not you It's the Great Demon King."

Hearing this, I rolled my eyes at Zhang Kaiji, who didn't live up to expectations, striding towards the house, cursing as I walked, "Crazy! Masochist!"