Opposite the entrance hall

He knows Li Si's disease best in his heart, it's necrotic from the inside out, not to mention Changshan Cistanche Lily, even a genius doctor may not be able to rejuvenate, and when he has explained everything behind him, he will close his eyes and wait for death in peace .

He is not a saint, so naturally he can't see through the mortal world and don't care about life and death. When he first found out that he had an inexplicable terminal illness, he felt really uncomfortable and desperate. A Pianpianjia son, to exaggerate, say that in those Fengyue towers in Lin'an, mentioning his name Li Si, no girl can boast that the little prince is romantic and handsome, how can he get an incurable disease before the weak crown!It can only make people sigh that good fortune tricks people.

After being depressed for a while, I read medical books day and night in the house, and almost found out the folk remedies, but I couldn’t find the solution. Instead, I got some insights from Buddhist scriptures. , death is also sad.

Forget it, forget it, look away.

Early death and early rebirth, all living beings come from nothing, but a few rotten bones, a few catties of worldly flesh, dust to dust, nothing to be reluctant about, maybe in time, I can still talk to his parents about the second elder How are you doing, but food and clothing are missing, so it's comfortable to think about it.

Maybe Uncle You and Sister Xiang will be sad for a while, but life is still going on, I think it will take a long time to gradually forget, the matter that His Majesty is worried about can find a way to solve it, and I have done everything I can, and then later In this way, his death is a good thing, and the meaning is sublimated.

Li Si thinks very well, he feels that he has only lived eighteen years of his life, but his status is noble and he does not have to worry about food, clothing and entertainment. He has everything he should have and should not have. The method is to repay the favor and keep the two things of loyalty and filial piety, which is enough.

Although there is someone hidden in my heart, but fortunately I have no chance to be that person's concern, that person can still be a high-ranking official and rich salary, like a flower and a beautiful family, and have a happy and fulfilling life. I will forget that when I mention myself many years later, only one sentence of "knowledge" is enough to sum it up.

Because he thought it through very thoroughly, he felt a sense of relief, which could be regarded as the peace of death.

But when his consciousness gradually dissipated and finally merged with the heaven and the earth, there seemed to be a little light in the nothingness in front of him. The light was not static but gradually approaching him, bit by bit, step by step, getting closer ,Getting closer!

The aperture of light was suddenly magnified and pierced straight into his eyes. Li Si subconsciously blocked the light with the back of his hand. He didn't understand why he was afraid of this as a soul body. Immediately afterwards, he felt his eyes go dark, and he blinked subconsciously. It was as heavy as a lead stone, and I couldn't lift my strength. My limbs and bones seemed to be crushed back and forth by wheels, as if they had been smashed and reassembled. People in pain broke out in cold sweat, but the sound of footsteps could be heard in my ears. , very light, but very close.

He has never died, and he has no way of knowing whether other people will be the same as himself after death. It seems that he has experienced a new birth, so he can only hold back his energy, and slowly opened his eyes while enduring the pain.

The line of sight was blurred, and it took a long time to see clearly. The first thing that caught the eye was the carved wooden bed surrounded by a navy blue bed curtain, made of high-quality mahogany, and the air was filled with a faint scent of Albizia julibrissin and calamus the taste of.

The scene in front of him was far from the bull-headed horse-face Li Si imagined. He didn't understand what happened at all. He had just gone to the gate of ghosts, and his mind seemed to be wrapped in countless twine. His whole thoughts were still in confusion and he couldn't think at all.

At this moment, a little girl with a double-ring bun suddenly fell to her knees, lowered her head and said tremblingly: "Your Excellency is awake, this servant will go and notify the steward."

Hearing the sound, he moved his neck slightly, moved his blank gaze from the top of the bed to the back of the little maid, and took the opportunity to look around.

This house is not big, much smaller than my own house, but the decoration in the house is very interesting. Among other things, the spring banquet screen carved from nanmu wood in front is considered excellent in terms of craftsmanship and materials. High-quality, it can cover most of the lifetime expenses of an ordinary family.

There are a lot of things, and they are also very good, but if they are all put together, they will look tacky, and there is a feeling that they are barely arty but counterproductive.

tsk tsk!

The owner of this house is extremely vulgar!

Li Si clicked his tongue in his heart.

While he was thinking wildly, there were hurried footsteps outside the door, followed by a middle-aged man in a brown long gown with the word "Fu" and dark patterns, followed by several maidservants in uniform attire, and at the end was an old man with gray hair. People rushed in just like that.

"My lord! You're finally awake." The middle-aged man who spoke stood on the edge of the bed, his tone was not joyful, but relieved, "Doctor, hurry up and see how your lord is doing, and see if there is any problem. "

The latter sentence was addressed to the old man.

When he saw the strange environment around him, Li Si had already had countless questions in his mind, hallucinations, dreams, ghosts, ghosts, conspiracies and tricks. Its change is the best choice.

So he just stretched out his right hand silently, and let the white-haired old man sitting on the chair beside the bed take his pulse. On the surface, he couldn't see why, but in fact, his eyes turned back and forth a few times on several people.

He knew he was dead, there was no doubt about it, after all he could feel his consciousness dissipating and his life passing away, but these things before him, what was going on with this group of people, everything was scary and weird.

"Strange, strange!" the white-haired old man shook his head and muttered, "My lord's pulse was very weak at that time, but now it beats normally. Maybe it's because of the protection of the heavens. I saw that my lord is dedicated to serving the people and the country, caring about the people, and doing my duty for the Great Jin." For many years, the great achievements and hard work have made those who heard it cry, and this has allowed you to survive, you are truly a man of blessings!"

Li Si had heard so much flattery in the past, he had long been used to it, and he didn't even bother to give a single look.

"But there's no problem?" The man in the long coat automatically ignored the words, focusing on the key points.

"There is no serious problem in the body, but the muscles and bones have been injured for a hundred days. The wounds on the flesh need to be well nourished. Regular medication and plenty of rest will be good."

"Well, I'm sorry, go to the cashier to get the money and let the servants send you out of the house."

"Thank you, Manager Zhao," the old man narrowed his eyes with a smile, bent over to the person, and then lowered his head to salute Li Si who was injured on the bed, "Master Ji had a good time to recuperate, Cao Min retired."

After speaking, he followed a little maid and went out.

Manager Zhao?

Master Ji?

Hearing these two vague messages, Li Si couldn't help frowning, and couldn't figure out the current situation.

After the doctor walked away, Manager Zhao saw his expression, fearing that he might be uncomfortable, so he leaned over a few steps, bent his knees and asked, "Where else do you feel uncomfortable, my lord?"

Li Si shook his head and remained silent.

At this time, he said too much and made mistakes. All he could do was listen, watch, and think.

Manager Zhao looked around and saw that the maids and servants all lowered their heads, so he leaned forward, covered the corners of his mouth with his hands, and whispered into Li Si's ear: "When I came, the servant had sent someone to send a message to His Royal Highness. The next time my lord turned danger into good fortune, he even broke the arm of King Liang's Ministry of Rites for the crown prince, although there was an accident, but it was not the lord's fault, after healed up, he will definitely get the first merit."

Hearing this, Li Si raised his eyes to look at Guanshi Zhao, cleared his throat, and asked hoarsely, "I... how long have I been asleep?"

"I was sent back by the patrol guard that day, and I have been in a coma for three days. The doctor said that the injury is too serious. If I can't survive it, I will... Su Xingji has his own destiny."

"Yeah." He nodded and closed his eyes again, not talking any more.

Manager Zhao raised his head and looked, knowing that he just woke up and was not in a good mood, so he was not in a hurry to finish all the recent things in one breath, but said softly: "Your Excellency is tired, why don't you take a rest first, and the servant will tell the servants Make some light dishes, and wait for the adults to regain their energy for a while before eating."

"It's up to you to arrange."

"Yes, the servant will leave!"

Hearing the sound of footsteps walking away, Li Si opened his eyes again.

He turned his head to look at the servant girl who was left behind to wait on him, and it was the one he saw when he opened his eyes. After thinking for a while, he pointed at her and said, "You..."

This was before the words were finished, the little servant girl knelt down on the ground again, "My servant is here, my servant is here, if you have something to do, just give orders."

Li Si withdrew his hand and endured the pain to change into a more comfortable position, and said with a cold face: "Is there a bronze mirror?"

"what……"

"do not have it?"

"...Yes..." The servant girl was stunned for a moment before she realized it, and hurriedly turned around to get the bronze mirror and handed it over with trembling hands.

After receiving the bronze mirror, Li Si felt a little nervous for no reason, and took a deep breath before looking into the mirror.

Sure enough, the face in the mirror was strange, handsome, with regular features, but the complexion was very pale, the end of the eyes drooped slightly, and the lips were bloodless. Maybe because of being bedridden for a long time, there was a black and black beard on the chin. The whole person looked a bit gloomy and sinister. When he stared straight at people, he was inexplicably creepy. It was a completely strange face, at least to him.

Staring at the mirror, Li Si felt a chill in his heart. When he was studying with Fang Taifu in the palace, he read several folk essays and anecdotes in the attic of Chong Academy, which mentioned this In the matter of returning the soul from a dead body, "living for death, taking the dying body, and gathering the soul that has not dispersed is a new life."

However, these stories record that the resurrection of the corpse is not for revenge, but for gratitude, and what's more, for the sake of renewing the relationship, there is always a justifiable name.

But he died at the end of the day. Firstly, he had no revenge, and secondly, he didn’t pay back kindness. Why did he face others, and the names of others came back to life? Could it be that he hadn’t had sex until his death, and his resentment was too deep. Unable to be reincarnated, Lord Yan could only change his life with a swipe of a pen when he saw this, and let himself fulfill his last wish?

Amused by his own thought, Li Si curled his lips, feeling that his ability to have fun while suffering is getting stronger.

Based on the current situation, he even guessed and analyzed the situation:

I died, and then came back to life. This person is surnamed Ji, an official, and belongs to the prince's faction with Zhao Guanshi. It's hard to say who this prince is, but if I remember correctly, that hypocrite Li Hongye has the title of King Liang , this "Master Ji" can directly contact the prince's arrangements, and his grade should not be small, at least above the fourth grade. According to what Zhao Guanshi said, if he has contact with the Ministry of Rites, he should be on duty in the sixth department. As for valuables, the result is self-evident. When it comes to oil and water in the six departments, who can compare with the Ministry of Households.

Feeling more and more that his guess was correct, Li Si squinted his eyes, followed his memory to recall the official in the household department surnamed Ji in the court, and immediately matched the numbers, Ji Si, Ji Buyan.

I had heard of this person's name before I was dead, Li Hongyang's most heartfelt dog, he was very good at flattering, he could understand his master's thoughts very well, he was deeply appreciated by the emperor, he flattered everyone with shamelessness and cruelty, anyway, he didn't have a word of praise.

Pushing forward like this, it is self-evident who this prince is.

Li Hongyang became the prince?

This conclusion shocked Li Si, how could Li Hongyang become the crown prince after only a few days of his death!Let's not say that his funeral should not be sealed, but he said that he hadn't heard the emperor's intention earlier, so why did he suddenly decide it.

Thinking of this, he raised his eyes and glanced at the servant girl beside him with his head hanging down, his mind turned quickly, and he pretended to be casual and asked softly: "When did you enter the mansion?"

"My lord, I entered at the beginning of the year."

"What year is it?"

The little maid replied tremblingly, "Chengde has been 30 years."

"..."

Li Si covered his eyes with the back of his hand, and his mind was even more chaotic and confused. It was obviously 24 years in Chengde when he died. How could six years have passed as soon as he opened his eyes? This is totally unreasonable!Although it is already very weird to live again, it is not so important that the talisman does not conform to common sense.

Now the main question is, what is the meaning of God letting him live?Where did Ji Si go?What would happen if he changed his fate against the sky?And, can you survive?

All kinds of problems are bothering me, coupled with the fact that I just woke up, my brain hurts so much that I simply don't want to think about it. What I can do now is to take one step at a time. After all, things cannot be changed at this point. The big deal is to find a way Resigned from office and found a place to live quietly, Shuzhou is good, the mountains are high and the emperor is far away, and you can still be friends and uncles as neighbors, if the time is right, you can tell the whole story, so that's not bad.

Li Si sighed in his heart, he never thought about what he wanted, he always insisted on holding on to something, to hold on to righteousness, to hold on to kindness, to hold to loyalty and filial piety, but after walking on the bridge like this, everything in the past has become empty.

Life and death Nirvana, yesterday is like a dream.

A hundred years of life passes by, so there is no need to do it all over again.

Only he has this chance, that is destined.

This was not his original intention, nor what he thought, but "if God does not take it, he must be blamed", if God wants him to live again, then he will live!

The author has something to say:

small theater:

Reader cute: Why hasn't Gong come out yet! ! !

Handsome author: Although he hasn't come out yet, I've already profiled a lot! ! !

Cute reader: Why didn't I see it! ! !

Handsome author: In the discussion of passers-by, in the discussion between Li Si and the servant, in the memory of Shou's death! ! !

Cute Reader: Oh, I didn’t even notice it unless you told me.

Handsome Author:  …

Tips:

If God can't take it, you must be blamed [Historical Records.The Family of Goujian, King of Yue]

Interpretation: If you don't want what God gave you, you will be punished instead.

ps: Very good, the male protagonist is alive again, it's time to pull Gong out of the next chapter, otherwise he will be moldy.

The proportion of the story before rebirth and after rebirth is 2:8. In order to let everyone better distinguish the story before rebirth, the hero is still called Li Si, and Ji Si after rebirth.