I attacked the god of learning

Finish calling his name.

The next moment, Jian Xing stood up from the chair.

Across the narrow car, Jane walked up to Cheng Xinglin, bent her waist, and leaned closer to his face.

Cheng Xinglin clutched his pants tightly and raised his head, but he didn't dare to look at Jian Xing at all.

The distance between them... is almost only a stone's throw away.

From the corner of his eye, he could see that the setting sun was shining on Jian Xing's eyelashes, shining beautifully.

Cheng Xinglin exhaled nervously, but felt...that breath was intercepted by the mask he was wearing.

Cheng Xinglin's heart, which was beating very fast just now, seemed to be caught by something in an instant.

His whole spine went cold.

The mask between him and Jian Xing.

It's obviously not more than a millimeter thin, but it seems to be a huge gap between him and Jian Xing.

After the 1 minute pause at the peak, the Ferris wheel began to slowly start down.

As if understanding his hesitation, Jian Xing also slowly retreated to his seat, sitting at a safe distance, and asked, "Cheng Xinglin, why are you wearing a mask all the time?"

Jian Xing said patiently: "If you want to say something, I am willing to listen to you."

Cheng Xinglin: "..."

He didn't want to say.

To put it bluntly, Cheng Xinglin was so strong that he was a bit headstrong.

No matter how difficult your own problems are, you will only bite your teeth and swallow.

So about the questions Jian Xing asked him.

at present.Cheng Xinglin had no way to announce it.

How should he describe it to Jian Xing——

When he was in the third year of junior high school, his father was caught by his mother to have an illegitimate child. Not only did he not apologize, but he even brought the illegitimate child home without shame.

Then my mother did exactly the same thing in order to get revenge on my father.

Cheng Xing, who lived in a very happy environment since he was a child, faced chaos and did something wrong that ruined his grades and wanted his parents to turn back.

But in the end, his father made the other illegitimate son proud, left the sentence "You have wasted my training for so many years", and then completely abandoned him.

And his mother, because she was pregnant with another baby and started a new life, also withdrew from his life with "guilt".

Everyone had a happy ending, and he became an unwanted child.

Rumors about the family of the former top student and school grass caused a lot of trouble in the school. Wherever he went, he would be talked about and pointed at by other students.

Cheng Xinglin had no way to avoid these things, so he could only wear a mask and minimize his presence in class.

In the second semester of the third year of junior high school, he took exams everywhere, and finally got into the current school.

Across the region, lost the past.

Didn't Cheng Xinglin come here to start over and be a good student?

But as soon as he came to school, he was blocked by yellow hairs—and then Cheng Xinglin lived a life that could be called "bloody".

He had to work part-time again, and he had to beware of gangsters coming to him. Finally, he couldn't bear to beat up the group of people and became a "school bully" who dominated one side. He was just about to take a breather and return to school life.

But I found out... that I couldn't go back.

The school has marked him as a disobedient and bad student.

Class 27 is a denial of his grades.

If he wants to completely degenerate, it is a matter of letting go, but that day.

He happened to meet Jian Xing speaking under the national flag.

Xue Shen stood in the morning light wearing his always neat school uniform.

He didn't say anything fake and empty, but shared with you an experiment he recently observed in person.

"Delayed Choice Experiment."

This experiment proposed by Wheeler in 1979 derived a hypothesis-the reason why the universe we live in is what it is today, based on everyone's observations and choices.

Jian Xing said calmly at the time: "Every choice made by each of us corrects the universe bit by bit, forcing it to become what it is today according to our expectations. As big as the universe changes for us, then, Why doesn't our future turn out to be the future we want?"

"In one and only one life, the future is in our hands and only in our own hands."

For many people, this may be a general speech.

But for Cheng Xinglin at that time, he was dragged out of the abyss by Jian Xing's words.

So Cheng Xinglin did a good job, never giving up hope even in desperate situations.

There is a slight possibility that he will try his best.

His grades have always remained in the middle, and the life of friends outside the school has gradually been on the right track.

However, this does not mean that he really has no pain in his heart.

The mask protected him, and within the scope of this protection, he tried his best.

But after opening the mask, walking under the spotlight again, and accepting the scrutiny of others, Cheng Xinglin actually...

A little scared.

It's not that I'm afraid I won't be able to fly again.

It's because I'm afraid... if it flies up, it will fall harder.

"One word..." In the end, Cheng Xinglin just forced a smile, and said to Jian Xing, "It's hard to explain clearly."

Jian Xing pondered for a while, and then said: "Actually..."

In fact, your mask looks good when you open it, Cheng Xinglin knew that Jian Xing might want to say this.

It may be good-looking, but one day, a positive word will become a negative one.What looks good can become ugly.

He is not afraid that he will fly.

I'm just afraid that the higher I fly, the harder I will fall one day.

"Actually, you took off your mask too, didn't you?" Jian Xing's statement was beyond Cheng Xinglin's expectation.

"……Have it?"

Jian Xing: "The time I saved the kitten."

Cheng Xinglin was slightly taken aback.

That time... He took off his mask mainly because he was afraid that his disrespectful attitude would anger the female shopkeeper.

In fact, I didn't think about it that much at the time.

He didn't think so much, but Jian Xing did.

Jian Xing: "You can go forward bravely for the sake of the kitten and other people's lives, so shouldn't you also go forward bravely for yourself?"

"Some people are supposed to live under the spotlight." Jian Xing said seriously, "I think that one should be you."

Surrounded by praise, liked by many others.

Cheng Xinglin could have done it.

As long as he doesn't shut himself up.

"One more thing." Jian Xing looked at Cheng Xinglin seriously with an unprecedented concentration, "Whether you want to take off the mask or not, in my heart, it's all the same."

This is a guarantee.

No matter what you look like, I will treat you equally in my heart.

So the world after removing the mask is not terrible.

Of course not taking it is not a heinous crime.

if only……

"As long as you are like the little smiling face on this hat." Jian Xing stretched out his hand and took off Cheng Xinglin's hat.

Then, he also took off the peaked cap on his head, and shook the two caps at Cheng Xinglin, "Just as happy as you are."

·

As the ferris wheel goes down, the sunset gradually extends from Jian Xing's side.

It has slowly climbed up Cheng Xinglin's calf.

Cheng Xinglin sat in front of Jian Xing, but remained silent.

After a long time, Cheng Xinglin suddenly opened his mouth and asked in a low voice, "Will it really be the same?"

"In my mind, it will be the same."

The setting sun had completely enveloped Cheng Xinglin in it.

The Ferris wheel turns once and is about to reach its lowest point.

The last compartment has already passed the starting point to load the passengers and slide up.

Just as their box was getting closer and closer to the platform, Cheng Xinglin slowly stretched out his hand, touched his mask, and then took it off.

"I... may not be doing well." Cheng Xinglin whispered to Jian Xing.

"It's ok."

"I……"

"If one day, you feel happier wearing a mask. Then I will... help you put it back on yourself."

"Okay." Cheng Xinglin nodded solemnly.

The next moment, their car doors were opened.

The moment the Ferris wheel opened, Jian Xing stood up with a smile. He put the hat back on Cheng Xinglin's head, grabbed Cheng Xinglin's wrist, and jumped off with him.

"gone--"

"Where are you going!" Cheng Xinglin was dragged forward by Jian Xing.

"Go reward your courage!"

As the sky gradually darkened, the entire amusement park was lit up with lights.

There are not only street lamps and equipment lights, but also men and women holding glowing balloons on the road.

Jian Xing led Cheng Xinglin to shuttle through the large and small lights, and ran forward.

In the end, the two ran to the largest and most expensive device in the park.

Just as the two of them ran into the queuing line surrounded by railings, a young lady in overalls came over holding a sign.

The young lady pulled a cordon behind them—it was already dark, and this kind of equipment was unsafe and costly to operate at night, so it happened to be the last wave.

Cheng Xinglin looked up and saw the four words "queuing terminated" on the young lady's sign, and smiled at Jian Xing.

"We were lucky." Cheng Xinglin said.

"It's been said to reward courage." Jian Xing said, "Reward, how can you be unlucky?"

Cheng Xinglin lowered his eyelashes.

The two lined up for a while, and were quickly invited to the big pendulum.

Fasten the seat belt, and soon, the big pendulum began to swing.

Then, Cheng Xinglin knew what was expensive, and there was a reason for it.

This project is too, too, too exciting! ! ! !

The centrifugal force of the roller coaster is one-time, and the jumping machine can only be used twice at most, but the big pendulum is in a terrible sense of weightlessness all the time.

Cheng Xinglin dared to open his eyes a little bit to take a look at the scenery just now when he was riding the roller coaster, but when he got on the big pendulum, his eyes were blown shut.

Cheng Xinglin felt that he was going to die, he was really going to die, what kind of suicide package was this.

His fingers gripped his safety gear tightly, his whole body tensed.

In this state, a small sound in the ear can also be amplified into a whistling several times.

Then, Cheng Xinglin heard Jian Xing's gentle order: "Open your eyes."

"I opened—"

Cheng Xinglin didn't finish his rebuttal, because he felt Jian Xing's five fingers pass through his fingers, holding him tightly.

Unlike the roller coaster just now where he didn't feel it at all, now, Cheng Xinglin clearly felt Jian Xing's tight grip.

"Open your eyes." Jian Xing ordered again.

Cheng Xinglin: "..."

Cheng Xinglin gritted his teeth and opened his eyes reluctantly.

After opening it, I realized that at some point, the big pendulum was about to swing towards the commanding heights.

With the rotation of the big pendulum, the entire amusement park and even the city lights in the distance seem to become a bright oil painting painted by Van Gogh.

Spinning, it turned into a dazzling beauty.

The big pendulum was still spinning and swinging high, but at this moment, Cheng Xinglin didn't feel very scared.

just feel.

He was like a bird thrown out.

When flying in the sky, he is very free, but because someone holds his hand, he also feels very safe.

Cheng Xinglin glanced to the side.

Even under the attack of the wind brought by such a high-speed rotation, Jian Xing is still very handsome and calm.

When Cheng Xinglin looked at him, Jian Xing smiled at him.

Jian Xing squeezed his hands, raised the hands of the two people, and shouted: "Respect for your courage."

·

In the second half, Cheng Xinglin played with his eyes open.

Maybe it's because people get used to being thrown around, or maybe it's because people don't feel so stuffy after taking off the mask.

Anyway, when he got down at the end, Cheng Xinglin didn't feel as dizzy as he was on the roller coaster just now.

The two of them just sat next to each other for a while, and then they were going to see if there was anything else they could play.

There are relatively few projects open at night, and those suitable for adults are basically not open. At most, a bumper car can still be played.

However, there were too many people in line, so the two of them took a look and decided to give up.

The two went to buy water, and the clerk heard about their "trade game" record today.

After successfully chasing stars, he was so excited that he gave them two drinks directly.

They found a seat next to the carousel project.

Jian Xing took a sip of his own apple flavor, and asked Cheng Xinglin if he wanted to try it too.

Cheng Xinglin took out his straw, and just put it into Jianxing's drink and took a sip, when he saw a young lady who just got off the carousel project, standing on the side of the road watching them.

This young lady was very familiar. She made a fist with one hand and made a gesture of "I want to be strong."

Cheng Xinglin took a look at this gesture, and suddenly remembered who it was—the one on the roller coaster today.

"Miss." Cheng Xinglin said suddenly, "Do you want to take pictures of us?"

"I don't want to! I'm not! I don't!" The young lady immediately denied San Lian, "I'll just take a look."

Cheng Xinglin: "It's okay, you can shoot, I can do it."

Young lady: "!"

The young lady was overjoyed, she looked at Jian Xing who was next to Cheng Xinglin, and Jian Xing also nodded: "He said it's ok, it's really ok."

"I'll take a Polaroid for you guys!"

The young lady really believed that they let her take the picture, so she quickly lowered her head and looked through her bag to find a Polaroid.

Cheng Xinglin and Jian Xing stood up.

The young lady took out a Polaroid and took a picture of the two of them.

Holding up the spit out paper fan to fan the wind, the young lady took the first Polaroid to the two of them.

Young lady: "This is for you guys! I'll take another picture for myself!"

Cheng Xinglin said politely, "Please let me take a look first."

After speaking, he lowered his head to look at the photo handed over by the young lady.

The Polaroid was developed successfully. On the photo, the merry-go-round horse was behind them, emitting a circle of glare, which looked a bit dreamy.

Both of them were dressed in simple clothes, but it was simple, which made them look handsome with a youthful look.

Jian Xing stood on Cheng Xinglin's left side. The moment he took the photo, he quietly passed his hand behind Cheng Xinglin's shoulder, raised it on his left shoulder, and made a V sign.

It's just...beautiful.

Cheng Xinglin looked down for a long time, and finally realized that the young lady was still waiting for them, and raised her head to express her apology, but the young lady said it was okay, she had already finished filming.

In the end, the two of them still took a picture of their standing poses for the young lady, and then left with their Polaroids.

Not long after the two of them left, the young lady's two companions who went to the bathroom came back, and one of them was a short-haired girl, shaking the water from her hand while lying down.

"What's the matter, did you have so many extra Polaroids in the time we went to the bathroom?"

Miss sister: "Hmm, the two hottest little brothers in the park today asked me to take pictures."

"What what????" The two companions couldn't hold back when they heard this, and reached out to snatch the Polaroid from the young lady's hand.

The two of them divided up the Polaroids in the young lady's hands. First they saw the photo of Cheng Xinglin and Jian Xing's head touching each other, and they groaned so sweetly, and then they groaned again when they saw the photo of Cheng Xinglin showing his face.

"Damn it, the guy in the mask is a bit handsome??" The short-haired lady was shocked, "So who said he's just an atmosphere guy??"

"Absolutely, I bet it's just that I have a good figure, and it's not good to take off the mask. It's because my knowledge of handsome guys is too shallow!"

The young lady who took the photo also said: "Why do you have to cover up such a beautiful face? You really treat us like outsiders!"

A certain handsome guy didn't know that his face had triggered some kind of discussion, and he and Jian Xing had already arrived at the gate of the park.

The two of them got on the subway, and then went home by car. The bus first arrived near Cheng Xinglin's house.

After he came down, Jian Xing also came down.

"Thank you for today's matter." Cheng Xinglin said.

"You're welcome." Jian Xing said, "Go to bed early."

"and also."

As Jian Xing said, he pulled out the mask from Cheng Xinglin's trousers pocket.

Jian Xing held the mask in his palm and waved to Cheng Xinglin: "I'll keep this as a souvenir—"

"Eh, but."

Cheng Xinglin wanted to get it back.

But Jian Xing raised his hand and said with a smile, "Say goodbye to the former Cheng Xinglin."

·

Jian Xing said that Cheng Xinglin had no way to refute, so he let him take away his mask.

But just as Jian Xing was about to leave, a text message came into his phone - a notification from Cainiao Station.

"Senior, let me take you to the bus station. I'm going to get some cat food for Mimi Ba." Cheng Xinglin read the text message and said to Jian Xing.

The rookie post station is next to the bus station. After delivering the briefing, Cheng Xinglin directly reported his number to the boss next door and received a large bag of cat food.

When Cheng Xinglin carried the bag of cat food back to the room, Mimiba hadn't come back yet.

After all, it's just after eight o'clock in the evening, which is the time for the kitten to go out to "socialize".

Cheng Xinglin found a plate and put some cat food on it, then took his pajamas and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

He washed his clothes while taking a shower, so it took a long time.

Came out after 30+ minutes.

With a towel on his shoulder, Cheng Xinglin raised his hand to wipe off the water in his ears. He saw a kitten in the room, circling around the cat food he had just put down.

"Meow." Seeing him coming out, the little cat didn't care about the cat food, and quickly ran to Cheng Xinglin's side, rubbing his feet first.

Cheng Xinglin had clothes in hand, and went to the balcony to dry them, and the kitten followed him. He didn't go back indoors until Cheng Xinglin finished drying the clothes, and approached the plate of cat food carefully.

Mimiba raised her head, staring at Cheng Xinglin with glassy eyes, as if asking for his opinion.

"Are there any other cats in this room besides you?" Cheng Xinglin said helplessly, "I bought it for you, eat it."

"Meow!" Mimiba understood what he said, and finally lowered her head to eat.

It was quite cheap cat food, but the kitten ate it with gusto, probably because he was reluctant to eat it. After two bites, there was an empty piece on the plate, so he licked the empty piece before continuing to eat.

Cheng Xinglin looked distressed.

Cheng Xinglin walked over and patted the kitten's head: "Eat more—you finish eating quickly, and we will quickly buy imported cat food. Brother made money today, understand?"

Mimi Ba came over to lick Cheng Xinglin's palm, but when she went back to eat, she still took small bites.

Cheng Xinglin sighed, touched his stomach, and found that he was also hungry.

Downstairs is the small noodle stall. Cheng Xinglin took the key and was about to go out to eat a bowl of small noodles. Just as he reached the door, there was a knock on the door.

"Who?"

"Meituan Takeaway, please take your takeaway when it arrives."

Cheng Xinglin: "...?"

Does he have a takeaway?

Cheng Xinglin opened the door, took the bag from the delivery man, confirmed that the recipient and the phone were indeed his, and then brought in the delivery.

As soon as he came in, the phone on the table lit up.

Picking up the phone, Cheng Xinglin found that it was a message from Jian Xing: [Has the takeaway arrived yet? 】

Cheng Xinglin: [What did the senior give me? 】

Jian Xing: [Have you seen the outer packaging? 】

Outer packaging, is there anything?

Cheng Xinglin hurried back to look at the order paper for the takeaway, and he suddenly found that there were two words written on it - [cat food. 】

·

Jian Xing's meaning is very clear, Cheng Xinglin feeds Mimi Ba, and he feeds Cheng Xinglin.

but……

Cheng Xinglin rubbed his ears that suddenly became hot, tore off the small ticket with cat food written on it, folded it into a five-three book on the table, and muttered softly: "Who is the cat..."

Jian Xing's message came again [Hurry up and eat, eating too late is bad for your health. 】

Cheng Xinglin returned and thanked the senior before unpacking the takeaway.

What Jian Xing ordered for him was Cantonese cuisine, yam pork ribs porridge and a shrimp dumpling.

Speaking of which, the last time Jian Xing bought him porridge, he also forgot to take a photo as a souvenir.

This time, Cheng Xinglin took two photos seriously, and then bowed his head to taste.

Tonight was not as flustered as that morning, Cheng Xinglin ate yam pork rib porridge in small bites, savoring the taste of the porridge that Jian Xing gave him.

The kitten next to him licked the plate too.

In a sense, one person and one cat seem to be quite alike.

Cheng Xinglin was halfway through his porridge when Penguin's phone rang.

He clicked on it quickly—it really was Jian Xing from the future. For some reason, he called him a little earlier today.

"Good evening, children, how are you doing today?"

"Xingshu!! Let me tell you!!! I made a lot of money today, and I feel like I don't have to work this semester."

"Did you sign the commission contract?"

"I guessed that you would sign that." Future Jianxing smiled.

"But I didn't expect that boss to be a scammer. In fact, he just wanted to experiment with new products without spending a penny. Fortunately, the senior came later..." Cheng Xinglin suddenly realized something when he said this, "Hey, running script, did you give Jian Xing Arrange for him to come to the amusement park to find me?"

Future Jianxing: "How should I put it—it is, but it's not."

Cheng Xinglin: "What kind of statement is this...?"

Future Jianxing: "I just sent him an advertisement for an amusement park. He went there and what he did was up to him."

Cheng Xinglin feels that Jian Xing's arrangements for these things in the future are quite advanced.

For example, there are various challenges in finding a job for him. For example, asking Jian Xing to go to the playground has no other direction.

But vaguely brought these things together again.

Cheng Xinglin took a bite of a shrimp dumpling, chewed it twice, and said seriously to Future Jianxing: "Xingshu, you seem to be a mastermind behind the scenes."

Future Jianxing: "..."

A line of running script, a line of mastermind behind the scenes.

Future Jianxing, who is 20 years old, feels very sad.

"After all, I am your future boyfriend." Future Jian Xing couldn't laugh or cry, "Don't describe me as the black organization in Conan, right?!"

"Hey." Cheng Xinglin took another bite of the shrimp dumpling, and then he suddenly thought of a question—"However, you clearly know that there may be pitfalls in that job, why didn't you remind me? According to what you said, Jian Xing is actually not sure." If you can come, you may not be able to bump into me..."

No matter what time period Jian Xing is in, will he be allowed to be tricked by others?

Even if it's just a one-to-one possibility.

Cheng Xinglin felt that maybe this shrimp dumpling gave him great courage.

It made him rise up unexpectedly - he is very important to Jian Xing, and Jian Xing will definitely not cheat his self-confidence.

"Well, this is because I believe that even if you are alone, there should be no problem." Future Jianxing said.

"That's not necessarily true." Cheng Xinglin threw the shrimp dumpling into his mouth and chewed.

"Why not?" Future Jianxing smiled, "I said before, some people are destined to stand under the spotlight, and they will go smoothly wherever they go."

This is what Jian Xing said to him at the playground today.

Hearing this sentence, Cheng Xinglin slowly put down his chopsticks.

He knew what Jian Xing meant in the future.

Future Jianxing smiled at him from the phone: "I'm not in a hurry to wear a mask today, so are you ready?"

Cheng Xinglin: "...um."

Future Jianxing: "Then everything is ready, next, let us, Xiaolin, take on the title of school grass."