farewell to sunset

Shen Youning decided to talk to Tang Nuo.

In the past few days, he was also thinking, what made Tang Nuo difficult?He deduced that the most likely possibility was that Tang Nuo wanted to refuse, but he couldn't speak because he had received too much favor from him.

If that's the case, he can tell Tang Nuo clearly that you can reject me, and I don't want you to repay me in return for how I treat you.If you don't mind, we will continue to live together, I can act as if I never liked you, and then play the role of a good friend.If you mind, if you want to leave, if you want to leave, I won't stop you. If you are outside, you can still find me if you have difficulties. If you want to come back, I will stay where you are.

But you have to make it clear that we can't be so vague and make each other feel bad.

Tang Nuo still stayed in the room tonight, Shen Youning saw the light in the room through the crack in the floor.

He knocked on the door twice and called Tang Nuo's name.

"Xiao Nuo, can you come out?"

The last time I stood here was only a few days ago, when I was still slightly drunk, and there were still intimate ravings.

"Let's talk." Shen Youning exhaled a breath of stale air.

About ten seconds later, Tang Nuo opened the door.

His hand was still on the doorknob, Shen Youning's peripheral vision fell to the open suitcase on the floor.

"Why pack up?" Shen Youning's throat tightened, but her tone didn't change.

"Senior Le Xiaqi has moved to a new house and invited me to stay with him for a few days." Tang Nuo looked down at his toes and replied pretending to be normal.

It was too sudden, not to mention that Shen Youning didn't believe it, Tang Nuo, who was not good at lying, could think of such a lame excuse.

"Really?" Shen Youning asked.

Perhaps because he was afraid that his voice would betray him, Tang Nuo didn't answer, but nodded slightly.

Shen Youning liked him for so long, the unnoticed hint, the unintentionally ignored affection, all the unilateral efforts made him feel worth it.The other party's affirmation at this moment made him feel chills for the first time.

"Why can't you tell me the truth?" he heard himself ask.

Shen Youning sighed his puzzlement in a flat tone as much as possible, but the coldness in his tone was caught by Tang Nuo instantly, and he flinched almost immediately, startled by such an attitude.

Shen Youning had never been angry with him before, and she wouldn't even communicate with him in an emotionless tone. She only talked coaxingly, so there was never such a question.

"I remember we talked before." Shen Youning sighed, "You can say anything directly, if you don't like me, if you want to reject me, or even hate me, you can just tell me directly, you are leaving today , Let me guess out of thin air here, I will feel even more uncomfortable."

The word "uncomfortable" hit Tang Nuo's pain point. He raised his head hastily, and said incoherently, "I didn't hate you, nor did I mean to refuse. I didn't expect it... But I didn't mean to make you unhappy, I just I feel that we are... very uncomfortable recently, so go to live elsewhere for a few days, and when I have... the answer, I will come back and tell you."

"What answer? What are you waiting for?"

Shen Youning got to the point, but Tang Nuo couldn't answer this question.

Shen Youning saw his fingertips turning white while holding the doorknob, but still kept silent, because the other party's heart, which could rise and fall with just one look, sank after all.

"It's okay, it might be my problem." Shen Youning lowered her eyes, "Maybe I'm not reliable enough."

This time before Tang Nuo had time to refute, Shen Youning continued, "I recently have a project going out in the suburbs, and the company can arrange accommodation. You don't have to leave, I'll just go out and live."

"Brother Youning, don't..." Tang Nuo hurriedly stopped him, and subconsciously grabbed Shen Youning's wrist, but the other party pulled away lightly.

Shen Youning entered the guest bedroom without looking back, he closed the door, and could vaguely hear the sound of packing things.

Tang Nuo hesitated at the door, Shen Youning was angry with him.

Maybe it's good to be angry, he seems to make the other party sad.

Think about it in another place, Shen Youning is so kind, he didn't tell the other party anything, and kept the distance apart without saying a word, he was the one who made the two of them feel uncomfortable, he was too self-conscious and disgusted with himself, even so, It's really kind of Shen Youning to let him live at home.

But it was because he was so good that he couldn't say it.

It is because he is too reliable to say.

Tang Nuo leaned against the door frame and squatted down slowly. Whether the other party was willing to listen or not, if there was something he could say, he still wanted to tell Shen Youning.The truth is still unknown, but he can't make Shen Youning feel uncomfortable because of himself.

Shen Youning was packing things in the room. During this hour, the complicated thoughts gradually cleared up, and the turbulent emotions calmed down.

From Tang Nuo's scattered words just now, Shen Youning roughly understood the attitude of the other party. He couldn't make a decision now because there were external factors interfering with him, and he still couldn't tell Shen Youning what this external factor was.

Because he didn't know what was involved in the middle, Shen Youning naturally couldn't underestimate Tang Nuo's embarrassment as a bystander. He was also anxious just now. Maybe he was too depressed during this time, and he really got angry with the other party.

However, as Tang Nuo said, living separately for a while may be beneficial to both of them. Only in a calm state can both parties achieve results that are more in line with their hearts.

After packing up his things, Shen Youning's mood almost calmed down. He was about to say goodbye to Tang Nuo before leaving, but when he opened the door unexpectedly, the child squatted at his feet.

"Brother Youning, you..." Tang Nuo squatted numbly, and staggered when he stood up. He saw that Shen Youning was fully dressed and pushing the trolley case, so he knew that the other party was not angry with him just now.

"Don't leave, okay?" Tang Nuo begged, "It's my fault, I'm too bad, I didn't consider your feelings, and decided everything selfishly."

"But I definitely didn't reject you, nor did I mean to delay you. There is just one thing...I can't now...but I won't wait too long, a week at most. I have an answer, and I will definitely tell you."

"Brother Youning, don't leave, and I won't leave either. Today is my fault, so we all don't want to leave."

Shen Youning's heart softened immediately, and she thought about forgetting it. If she insisted on leaving at this time, Tang Nuo would probably be thinking wildly, but if staying, would it really make them the same as before?What's more, what he wants is not the same as before, he wants to be like-minded, and he wants to kill it.

"I shouldn't have done that just now." Shen Youning said in a slow tone, "I also made mistakes."

"I thought about it carefully, and I can still understand your decision. We'll talk about the specifics later, but I really have a project recently, and it might be more convenient to go out and live."

Shen Youning was cruel, and said: "My colleague will come to pick me up soon."

Tang Nuo's eyes drooped instantly, and he said lazily, "Okay."

Shen Youning had no choice but to give him another dose of reassurance.

"Don't forget, I've been waiting for your answer."