farewell to sunset

If one day, Tang Nuo could tell himself that he liked him, what would it be like?How much excitement there will be, how much elation there will be, or how much ecstasy there will be.

Shen Youning had fantasized about the current scene countless times, but he never expected to be so caught off guard. He couldn't even jump for joy because Tang Nuo was crying.

In fact, it's not called crying, because the two tears fell so fast that Shen Youning mistakenly thought they were water droplets condensed in his hair, but if it was just raining, how could it make people jealous.

Tang Nuo didn't want to cry. Crying in front of Shen Youning would make the other party puzzled and impatient. Besides, he was the one who did a bad job, so there was no reason to cry while apologizing.

But the moment he saw Shen Youning, he couldn't hold back anymore, just like he finally received the other party's WeChat that day, those mountains of longing finally found their final belonging.

"What's wrong?" Shen Youning had never seen Tang Nuo shed tears before, her heart skipped a beat, as if she couldn't beat anymore, "Don't scare me, what's wrong?"

Shen Youning rubbed Tang Nuo's cheek with one hand, and patted him on the back with the other. He was like a calm sea, allowing Tang Nuo to see an outlet to vent.

"I'm fine." Tang Nuo forced himself to calm down, sobbing, "It's great that you're here."

I don't know the origin of Tang Nuo's words, and I don't know why he revealed his heart without warning. Shen Youning has too many things to ask, but Tang Nuo is still shaking with wet body, so he has no time to think about other things.

The nurse brought the hair dryer, Jiang Yi handed Tang Nuo the clothes that Shen Youning wanted, and Shen Youning asked Tang Nuo to clean up and keep warm first, and we'll talk about minor matters later.

Shen Youning's clothes were much bigger than Tang Nuo's. He sat on the edge of the bed and quietly rolled up his cuffs and trousers, and Enyu came to re-tie the stitches Shen Youning had just taken.

This peaceful and peaceful scene seems to have never happened. There are no tears shed not long ago, no love in WeChat, no earlier when Tang Nuo ran in recklessly, at the door of the ward, I heard Shen Youning say love.

But all of this happened to be too deep, as soon as the people around him dispersed, Tang Nuo couldn't control himself and met Shen Youning's eyes, this time not only his eyes were red, but his ears were also red.

Shen Youning didn't speak first, nor asked, but just looked at him very gently, as if even if he didn't say anything, Shen Youning wouldn't force him to ask, but it was nothing, nothing compared to the time when the two of them could be alone.

But Tang Nuo understood that Shen Youning's gentleness was by no means an excuse for him to abuse it. He considered his words and said slowly, "Brother, have you heard of Alport syndrome?"

Shen Youning's heart burned when he heard this elder brother call, but he didn't quite understand what Tang Nuo said after that.

"I don't know, what kind of disease is it?"

"It's hereditary nephritis." Tang Nuo was silent for a while, then continued: "Did I say before that my mother's health is not good, and she has this disease."

When Shen Youning heard about heredity, she also paused, and asked cautiously: "So you have it too?"

"No." Tang Nuo shook his head, then changed his words: "Actually, I don't know, I haven't checked."

"Well, I'll take you to check it when I'm free. If there is any, we'll go and treat it as soon as possible."

"It can't be cured." Tang Nuo suddenly lowered his head, his voice became lonely, "This disease is irreversible, we can only try to prevent it from getting worse."

"That's it." Shen Youning still maintained his original tone, reached out to Tang Nuo, and motioned him to sit over, "To be honest, I really don't know much about hereditary nephritis, but you can tell me more, and I can also go Inquire with my doctor friends, even if it is irreversible, we will try our best."

Tang Nuo was stunned for a few seconds. He didn't expect Shen Youning to answer like this. He didn't ask about the consequences of the illness, or why he didn't investigate in the first place. He took each of us one at a time, so that Tang Nuo's future would always have him.

The more Shen Youning is like this, the more Tang Nuo can't hide it from him. He is entitled to know all possible outcomes, he should know the most, and is the most worthy of knowing.

"Although I haven't checked it, I... have a high probability, because I have had some symptoms occasionally since last summer."

"In the later stage of this disease, you may lose your hearing and your eyes will be bad. In the worst case, you may develop uremia."

The more Tang Nuo said, the tighter Shen Youning's heart tightened, and now he would actually blame God, how could he endure so much pain to bless such a kind child.

"If you can't hear, let's learn sign language together; if your eyes are bad, I will lead you wherever you go in the future; even if you have uremia, I can take care of you for the rest of your life. Don't be afraid, Nuonuo, I won't die because of these disasters and illnesses." Not yours."

"I'm not afraid that you don't want me." Tang Nuo lightly placed his fingers on the back of Shen Youning's bruised hand, "I'm afraid you want me."

Shen Youning's bright future should be bright and bright, and she shouldn't be tortured by difficulties because of herself.If it was a future full of thorns and dangers, Tang Nuo didn't want Shen Youning to suffer with him.

"That's why you didn't promise me and didn't tell me about it."

Shen Youning suddenly understood Tang Nuo's thoughts, and clenched the other's fingers tightly behind his back, as if he was afraid that someone would run away, "Then what if the result comes out? In case it is a bad result, are you going to not tell me at all, quietly?" just left."

"I thought about it, but after thinking about it for a while, I stopped thinking about it." Tang Nuo looked into Shen Youning's eyes, both of them had clear eyes, and they communicated with each other.

"I obviously don't want you to be dragged down by me, I know you might be trapped, but I still..."

"Because I really don't want to leave you," Tang Nuo said.

Will anyone still laugh and listen to his silly gossip?Will someone still drive him around to explore the store?Eating a bowl of hot and spicy fried rice noodles can be praised, every cup of coffee can get different evaluations, and the cat they raise together must watch it grow up together.

Tang Nuo couldn't say this, just thinking about it made his nose sore again.

He bit his lower lip lightly, and Shen Youning opened his arms to him.

"Let me hug you quickly." Shen Youning said lovingly.

Recently, they had very little physical contact, let alone intimate hugs. Tang Nuo nestled in Shen Youning's arms, buried his head in his neck again, and sniffed the warm and familiar smell secretly.

"Fortunately, you told me in the end. If you hide this from me, I will really get angry with you." Shen Youning stroked Tang Nuo's back like a huge soft feather from the top of her hair to her waist. back.

"How angry will you be?" Tang Nuo asked in a vague voice, "Will you be more angry than that day?"

"Of course." Shen Youning frightened him, pretending to be annoyed: "Then I will really ignore you."

"Will you ignore me forever?"

"At least two days."

After answering this sentence, both of them laughed. Tang Nuo laughed until his shoulders trembled slightly. After laughing, he hugged Shen Youning even tighter.

His expressions of emotion are very straightforward, and a hard hug is one of them.

"Nuo Nuo." Shen Youning said coldly, "Did you make an appointment for the latest inspection?"

"Huh?" Tang Nuo still had his arms around Shen Youning's neck, and looked at him sideways with his head tilted, "How do you know?"

"Guess." Shen Youning said: "Before I left, you said that the results would be given to me this week, so I guess, it should be the nearest."

Tang Nuo nodded, and buried his face in Shen Youning's arms again.

"I'm a little nervous." Shen Youning knew beforehand: "Relax baby, I will accompany you."

In a word, even though Tang Nuodang relaxed a lot, not only did the long-standing haze dissipate, but even his body was baked numb by the sun.

"How did you know again?" Tang Nuo said, "You guessed what I was thinking again?"

"Well, I also know that Nuonuo is in a good mood now, are you thinking that it feels good to have someone to accompany you?"

"Not entirely true..." Tang Nuo was finally willing to leave Shen Youning's arms, and corrected solemnly: "It should be, it feels really good to have a boyfriend."

The author says:

Shen Youning: doublekill(っ?-?)

(Spoiler: Nuonuo will be fine (????)??)