farewell to sunset

Shen Youning has always been like this. From the one-way pursuit to the final marriage, he never asks for anything in return.

If I treat you nicely, you don’t have to pay back anything. I treat you nicely because I want to, and you only need to do what you want, and that’s enough.

But the more Shen Youning had nothing else to ask for, the more Tang Nuo wanted to give something. He knew that he had more than enough energy for many things, and he also knew how capable Shen Youning was, and he might not need his own help at all.What he can give, maybe it's just a word of care, maybe it's just a breakfast, but fortunately, Shen Youning knows how much deep love is carried in these seemingly trivial cares.

Tang Nuo was not worried enough, and he would speak out when he had the opportunity, but Shen Youning would not miss those quiet moments, the red tips of his ears, the clenched hem of his clothes, his long stare, even when he was waiting for him to approach him just now. With the expectant eyes, Shen Youning sealed and kept everything. These shimmering stars belonged to Tang Nuo and his own galaxy.

Tomorrow is the weekend, and it is also the day when Tang Nuo was originally scheduled to go to the hospital.

He himself only registered a number of nephrology department, Shen Youning was not at ease, so he asked a friend to add a gene sequencing.

When they left home, Shen Youning noticed that Tang Nuo was trying his best to hide his nervousness. He curled up on the carpet with his arms around An An, and seemed unwilling to go out.

An An also cooperated with him, as long as Tang Nuo stepped into the entrance with one foot, the kitten would bark unrelentingly.

So An An followed.

In the car, Tang Nuo was obviously much quieter than usual. He stroked An An's head with one hand, and lightly squeezed the pads of its paws with the other.

Shen Youning took a few glances at him from the rearview mirror of the car, alas, who is this poor boy.

Unable to let him be depressed by himself, Shen Youning looked at the right time and said: "After you told me that day, I contacted a friend who went to school abroad."

"Huh?" Tang Nuo didn't follow Shen Youning's brain circuit, and tilted his head in confusion.

"Alport Syndrome." Shen Youning said succinctly, "That friend graduated with a Ph.D. this year, and has a research project on hereditary nephritis."

"Oh..." A cluster of inconspicuous flames suddenly rose in Tang Nuo's eyes. They didn't light up for a few seconds, and then went out quickly.

"You must know more about this disease than I do." Shen Youning said calmly: "It is indeed irreversible, and the most advanced medical methods in the world cannot be cured."

Tang Nuo didn't make a sound, and Shen Youning continued: "But it can be treated, and if it is well controlled, there will be no serious consequences."

"The worst outcome is a kidney transplant, but the survival rate after 20 years of kidney transplantation is still 70%. Even if it is the worst outcome, the odds of winning are much greater."

Unexpectedly, Shen Youning did so much homework in such a limited time, Tang Nuo looked at him in surprise, and asked, "Did you check it yourself?"

"Well, I checked it myself, and I also asked around." Shen Youning said: "Including the treatment institution, treatment cost, and treatment difficulty, I also analyzed it."

"I'm not bragging. Objectively speaking, with my current ability, it's not a big problem."

Shen Youning is used to being modest, and he almost never speaks out, but the sense of security that should be given must not be lacking at all. When such words come out of his mouth, there is no bragging, they are all reliable.

"Nonuo, we can think of it this way. Even the worst outcome is acceptable to you and me. It's just that the treatment requires more visits to the hospital, and it's just that we need to pay more attention to our daily living habits. , if you are hospitalized, we can still stay together 24 hours a day, I will take you abroad to see a doctor, and you can have a honeymoon by the way. Sickness will not be the main part of life, it just may cause some inconvenience, our days I will still live in the same way, but I will change the way of living, and this way of living is not necessarily much worse than others."

"What's more, this is the worst result, maybe we can't get to this point at all."

Shen Youning rubbed the wheel with one hand, and his eyes were still looking straight ahead. What he said just now was neither preaching nor consoling. Tang Nuo could even treat it as a mere chat. In short, take this matter as lightly as possible.

He was so good at coaxing, Shen Youning used his calmness to give Tang Nuo a strong hint that a little nervousness was inevitable, but there was really no need to take it too seriously.

Tang Nuo listened quietly. He pointed at the top of An An's head with his finger, poking a small hole out of its round head.

After Shen Youning finished speaking, Tang Nuo took his hand, put it in his arms, and hugged him very hard.

He exerted a lot of strength, but his voice was light and ethereal, "Brother, I'm not sick, and we're going on our honeymoon too."

"Alport syndrome will develop around the age of 20. Since there are symptoms recently, it is not ruled out that there is a high possibility that the kidneys have been involved."

The doctor typed on the keyboard, looked over the monitor, glanced at the young and beautiful patient, and couldn't bear it and said: "But it's not a [-]% confirmed diagnosis, and the test results shall prevail."

Tang Nuo was sitting peacefully opposite, and Shen Youning quietly put his palm on his shoulder.

"When was the last time you had hematuria?" the doctor asked.

"This Monday." Tang Nuo replied.

"How long did it last?"

"About three days."

Shen Youning's hands tightened, isn't this...the days when he left?

"Your blood pressure was normal just now. Are there any other symptoms?"

"A little heart palpitations and a headache, nothing else."

"How about sleeping?"

"Not much sleep."

"How long have you had insomnia symptoms?"

"It was just a few days ago, and now it's almost gone."

The doctor typed a few more lines, and asked casually, "Did these symptoms appear suddenly? Or was it because of something?"

Tang Nuo seemed to be choked, he glanced at Shen Youning guilty, and muttered, "It's nothing—"

"There are some bad things." Shen Youning interjected, "Will there be any impact?"

"It's just that hematuria has no clinical basis. It is likely to be due to physiological reasons. The patient's symptoms seem to be affected by emotional depression, so it is difficult to judge."

"After the test results come out, come back for a follow-up visit." The doctor finally said.

The author says:

Someone is going to feel bad again (′へ`,)