farewell to sunset

The two girls immediately realized what it meant. They said "sorry" and wished them happiness, and both of them blushed even more.

The person involved was not much better, Tang Nuo seemed to be an afterthought, and he started to feel shy after thinking about it, and the shyness seeped into his cheeks.

Either he doesn't care about gossip, or he believes that his lover is worth showing off. Even if he walks in the alleys of Suo County, he holds hands with Shen Youning without any scruples and hugs under the misty spring sky.

After arriving in Suo County, light rain.

Tang Nuo hasn't come back for nearly a year. The last time he left was after his mother's funeral. It was obviously the place where he was born and raised, but now he is afraid to set foot on his hometown.

Shen Youning felt that he was not in a good mood, just now he was picking up a variety show with him on the plane, and it was like a different person when he landed.

Perhaps the rainy day is gloomy, the air pressure is low, and the mood is difficult to elevate.

Tang Nuo's mother was buried in the only cemetery in the county. The place was small, but it was quiet and quiet. After putting away their things in the hotel, the two headed straight to the cemetery. Tang Nuo brought the snacks he made and didn't talk much for the first half.

"elder brother……"

As the car drove into the main road, Tang Nuo suddenly made a sound.

"Here is my old middle school." He turned his back to the car window, tapped his knuckles lightly, and Shen Youning bent down and swept in the direction.

"It looks quite new." Shen Youning asked along the way: "Is it a key school?"

"There aren't many high schools in our county." Tang Nuo didn't answer directly, but instead said, "It's been renovated recently."

"That's it." Shen Youning squeezed his hand and didn't ask anything else.

The earthy love songs in the car make the atmosphere a bit comical, which shouldn't be the case.

The rain outside the window was so heavy that it drenched the warmth, and the radio DJ's love song finally turned into a soothing piano piece. Tang Nuo slowly raised his head, daring to stare at the foggy car window.

"One day, I can completely let go and bring you here again," Tang Nuo said.

"I will take you to the house I used to live in, where I may still recognize the neighbors; I will take you to the middle school I just passed by, where my name may still be on the honor roll; and the cake opened by my mother The store should have switched to selling milk tea at the end of last year."

"But brother, I can't now."

"After seeing Mom, I just wanted to leave immediately."

This is not a cowardice, but a re-dissection of his wounds. The laughter and laughter in this small county were buried in the cemetery forever last May.

Shen Youning couldn't heal the scar on Tang Nuo's heart, he just wanted Tang Nuo to stop the pain.

The funeral supply store in front of the cemetery is not empty, because of the rain, many people took refuge here.

Shen Youning and Tang Nuo also waited for a while. When the rain gradually subsided, Tang Nuo stretched out his finger and poked out the eaves.

"Brother, I'll go in by myself, just wait for me here."

Shen Youning nodded in acquiescence, and watched Tang Nuo walking towards the cemetery alone while holding an umbrella.

He actually wanted to be with Tang Nuo very much, but he also knew why the other party kept him here.

Tang Nuo hadn't returned to his hometown for nearly a year, and Tang Nuo couldn't dodge the roadside and street scenes. How many of the emotions he deliberately suppressed were because he was concerned about himself?

Tang Nuo didn't want to lose control in front of Shen Youning. If one person collapsed, the other would also be hurt.

Tang Qiuman's stone tablet stands in the middle of the cemetery, and the willow branches are twirling, giving birth to a new and quiet feeling.

Water accumulated after the rain, and the stele was stained with mud.

Tang Nuo took out his handkerchief and carefully wiped off the stains on the stele. When he wiped the black and white photo, Tang Nuo's hand paused.

"Mom, I'm here to see you."

No one responded.

Although there were a lot of grave-sweepers during the Qingming Festival, the group closest to Tang Nuo was tens of meters away because of the location in the inner distance.

Tang Nuo squatted in front of the tombstone and cried quietly for a while.

He put the snacks on the altar, wiped away his tears and said, "I can't cry anymore, or you think I have been wronged again."

"Mom, I've been doing well lately."

"I opened a store in City A, in the place you mentioned at the beginning. There are many customers every day, including nearby employees and students from University A."

"You were worried that I would inherit kidney disease, and you always urged me to go for a checkup. I went to the hospital two weeks ago and did gene sequencing. Don't worry, I am healthy."

"I met more people in City A, and I am more talkative than before, and I seem to be more popular with everyone."

"and also……"

The sound of pattering rain was very clear. Tang Nuo was silent for a while, and then mustered up his courage to say, "Mom, I'm in a relationship."

"Actually, this is what I want to tell you the most. I don't know if you will agree, although there is nothing you can do if you don't agree..."

"He's a boy, and he's a really nice guy."

"I just started making cakes, and he has been taking care of my business. Later, he helped me solve all the troubles, big and small. He kept encouraging me when I went to the hospital for an examination, and he came to see you today , he also came with me."

"But I didn't want to cry in front of him, so I didn't let him in..."

Tang Nuo took out his phone and clicked on the photo album.

"Let me show you his photo. His name is Shen Youning, and he is very handsome."

Tang Nuo still used the phone that Shen Youning had given him, because within a few months, there were not many photos in the album.

There are 97 photos in total, 12 are of An An, and the remaining 85 are of Shen Youning.

"This is when he was sick, because he was worried about me, he had gastroenteritis, he looked so pale, but he was still handsome."

"He was talking about the project, and he came to my store specifically to talk about it. He is also very charming when he is working, right?"

"This is him accompanying me to the hospital for an examination. I feel so worried... Fortunately, the result is good."

"This is just now...he fell asleep on the plane..."

Tang Nuo flicked the photos one by one, together with the details of how the two got along, and told his mother together. If her mother was still there, she might tilt her head and say "what a handsome boyfriend" while laughing at him "also Don't get too obsessed."

And Shen Youning never knew that his ups and downs, joys, angers and cloudy weathers belonged to him and were treasured by others.