Your lunch is mine

Gilgamesh can always see the key to things, and can use sharp words to point directly to the heart without shy away from it, and doesn't feel that there is any need to be euphemistic.

There is no need for him to be tactful. As a king, few people can make the king tactful for him.And now, it is not the time to be euphemistic at all.

Can the euphemism make Enkidu take the initiative to face him?

Gilgamesh thought, and continued speaking without hesitation.

"Aren't you going to just stay inside and not come out? You know that your current state is very wrong."

Enkidu: "..."

This is indeed a sharp question.

Enkidu stared at the door in front of him, imagining this sentence in his heart, and his blue eyes dimmed a bit in an instant.

Today's self has reached this point, and it is already unacceptable to such a weak state of oneself, so what about tomorrow?What about the day after tomorrow?

Or, a few days later, when he was about to lose his life, what kind of powerless posture would he be in?Like a fish washed ashore, after a few powerless writhes, is it just lying on the ground and lingering?

How could he want to be seen in this look, in this embarrassment?

Especially the two people he cares about the most...

"Jill."

Enkidu clenched his hands involuntarily, trying to keep his voice as calm as it used to be.

"I don't think I ever told you that you can be a nuisance sometimes."

"Oh? Do you hate it too?"

Gilgamesh's voice came from outside the door.

"Enkidu, tell me, do you hate it?"

Enkidu: "..."

He remained silent again, already having an answer in his heart.

Of course he is not annoying, he and Jill will speak out about anything.Even though he knew that if Jill's character was not a king, he would actually be quite unpleasant to other people, but he never felt that the other party was annoying.

But now...

Enkidu restrained the negative emotions that kept gathering in his heart, and spoke softly.

"leave."

Don't try to get in, don't try to say anything, don't expose his weakness.

He doesn't... doesn't want to be seen the way he is.The weapon has lost its sharpness, he is pretty useless now...

The figure outside the door still didn't intend to leave, and Gilgamesh used up 12 points of patience, trying to convince his best friend who was clearly in a wrong mood.

"We need to talk. Enkidu, if you don't open the door, I will enter myself."

It's that kind of thing again...

The emotions in his heart became more and more unbearable, even though Enkidu could understand rationally that the other party was really worried about him, but his mood was still unable to be truly calm, only impetuous that could not be avoided.

Why do you have to come in?

Why can't he be left alone?

Why not……

Enkidu opened his mouth, wanting to give an ultimatum, telling him that he would not open the door and did not want anyone.But at the moment when he really made a sound, he heard in a daze that what he spit out of his mouth was hurtful words that he had never said all the way.

"Very annoying."

No, he didn't think so!

But his reason seemed to have lost control over his body, so he could only listen to these words being added and added.

"Now Jill, very annoying, I don't want to see you."

The moment these voices landed, no matter whether it was inside or outside the door, there was no sound at all. A deadly silence spread across the two spaces between the door and the other side. The air seemed to gradually freeze, making it more difficult for people to breathe.

After a long time, a chuckle broke the dead silence.

"Is that so? It's really a fresh description."

Gilgamesh's expression didn't show the slightest joy or anger, he just turned around and left a word.

"This time, I will write it down first. But Enkidu, I don't have that much patience."

Time can give you, if you are still in this state before the king's patience disappears, then it is no longer a matter of forcing the door to open.

After he finished speaking, his red eyes turned to Sanyuankui beside him.

"Aren't you going?"

"Don't go."

Sanyuankui shook her head and expressed her thoughts seriously.

"I'm outside, waiting."

Gilgamesh was not surprised by Sanyuankui's choice. He glanced at the closed door and decided to leave a piece of advice to Sanyuankui, a fool.

"Don't believe anything he says."

With Enkidu's current mood, he could say "disgusting" to his close friend, and it was hard to guarantee that he wouldn't impulsively say something excessive to the little idiot.

It's not very likely, but it's still possible.

"Little idiot, do you understand what I mean?"

"Understand!"

Sanyuankui nodded fiercely.

Enkidu was speaking angry words, she understood very well.

"An angry word is the truth, but don't believe it too much!"

As soon as these words came out, Gilgamesh caught his breath in his throat, feeling uncomfortable in his heart.

Little idiot, can you speak!What does it mean to be angry and tell the truth?Do you think what Enkidu just said about hating me, Gilgamesh, is the truth?

In the end, after giving Sanyuankui a good education, Gilgamesh left again.Only Sanyuankui and a few attendants who were arranged far away are still here.

Sanyuankui sat quietly outside, like a plant, without the slightest noise that a cub should have.

She could feel Enkidu, and Enkidu could feel her.Just separated by a door, the two sat back to back, and no one made a sound.

It was the quietness that one wished for.

The sun went from the top of the head to the edge, gradually falling, and disappeared on the horizon.The sky that belongs to night is dotted with stars, and night falls on this city.

It's already night, and even after a while, it's time to sleep?

Sanyuankui was still sitting outside, most of the day was just sitting boringly, but it didn't make her feel impatient at all, she was able to entertain herself just by looking at her marbles.

She had enough patience to wait, but the people inside the door didn't.

"It's late."

After being calm for a long time, Enkidu was able to suppress the messy emotions in his heart and think about the problem with enough rationality.

But there was still a trace of reluctance in his heart that made him just stay in this room, not wanting to be seen by others.

and so……

"It's time for you to rest and go find Jill."

"No."

Sanyuankui's voice of rejecting the other party came from outside the door, Enkidu paused, but continued to persuade.

"Or go to other places, I now... need to continue to be quiet for a while."

There was no sound outside the door this time, but Enki knew that the other party's body didn't move at all, just like a stone that planned to settle down unswervingly, expressing her resistance silently.

He himself would not leave her, that was what he had said.But now, what he did was a breach of his previous promise.

leave, drive away.Enkidu suddenly remembered the sadness in his heart when he was driven away by Humbaba.

The feeling of being rejected by her family is so similar. At this moment, is she also feeling the same in her heart?

How could he let such sadness appear on the other party?Obviously this is the family he promised to protect forever...

The air became quiet again, and Enkidu was silent for a long time before speaking softly.

"I don't hate Jill, I like everyone in the forest and the people of Uruk."

He spoke, extremely direct, and continued to speak.

"I like you too, I've always liked you."

Love is such a beautiful feeling, it always brings joy to people's hearts, but when disaster strikes, these good things will all turn into sharp knives that stab the soul.

Why are you worried and sad, why are you suffering and unwilling?What would happen to her if she left?

Obviously the separation has not yet begun, but it has already begun to make him miss it.But the more this happened, the more he didn't want to meet each other, and was timid to meet each other.

Does the weapon also have such an emotion as timidity?Weapons are impossible to be cowardly.Before he knew it, he had already become more human-like, right?

This is obviously a good thing, but now, Enkidu can't tell whether it is better to be a weapon or to be a "human being".

Weapons are not sad, sad, painful, unwilling, and at the same time, there is little joy.

And human beings have everything about joy, anger, sorrow and joy, which means that sorrow and joy are always inescapable things.

The more similar it is to humans, the more impossible it is to escape.

He was indeed more human.

Unable to tell what it was, an almost sad emotion spread in his heart, like the ebb and flow of the tide, trying to wrap him up one after another.

Enkidu leaned against the door, murmuring in a low voice.

"I like you."

This is positive...

"I like you."

This is joy...

"I like you."

This is nostalgia...

"I like you."

This is unwilling...

"I like you."

This is……

"I like Enkidu too."

It was the voice of response, clear and bright, with the natural softness of a cub, as if it was telling a truth with certainty.

"Very, very fond of Enkidu."

There was a sound of standing up outside the door, and the friction of the cloth was subtle but still audible.The child who never left asked a question.

"Stick it?"

How long will it take for this sentence to land?

Enkidu didn't know, he only knew that during this long and short time, he stood up while holding the door.

The closed door was opened.

Under the night, everything is wrapped in darkness. Even if there are lights diligently emitting light and heat not far away, they can only illuminate a small area.

But that's enough.

It was completely dark around him from the room, but beside Sanyuankui, there was a light.

It's not bright enough, but it's not dim either. It's just a small lamp, burning hard.

In this twilight, Enkidu saw her voluntarily leaving the land of light, crossing the intersection of light and darkness, and running towards him.

For a moment, lingering in my heart, the vague coldness was dispelled, leaving only the warmth and heavy things falling there.

His body made a sound of longing, and he obeyed his heart, leaning down and hugging the other party.

Satisfied as always.

"Feel sorry."

"We didn't quarrel."

So no need to apologize.

Sanyuankui was buried in Enkidu's arms, feeling the other party's mood, and heaved a sigh of relief.

But this apology...

"Give it to Jill tomorrow."

"it is good."