Your lunch is mine

A familiar ceiling, and... an extremely familiar person.

If there is anyone who is most qualified to be by his side at this time, probably Aoi and brother are the only ones besides the healer?And now...he doesn't need any treatment at all.

"It really is……"

Quan Nai tried hard to move her hand, but in the end she only lifted her up a few centimeters, and San Yuankui noticed it and took the initiative to hold that hand.

Senna felt the warmth.

This is the opposite of usual, because every time before, the person with a slightly higher temperature and the person who warmed the other should be him.

It should be me, and in the future... it will no longer be me.

Neither of the two spoke, and there was silence in the air. Quan Nai realized that what he should say, even if it was an explanation, was at least much better than the silence at the moment.

Yes, if you don’t talk about it at this time, do you want to bring it into the coffin?

He laughed at his own thought, his pale lips curved slightly, and his eyes were soft.

He opened his lips, but what he said was an apology.

"Sorry for letting you see this side of me."

The hand that was held was held back, as if absorbing warmth, and as if trying to grab something.

"Has Aoi been scared?"

Sanyuankui was silent for a long time before speaking softly.

"A little."

"I'm sorry, it's really dereliction of duty for you to see me so useless."

Ming Mingkui has always been uneasy, but now, she will be even more uneasy.

Quan Nai struggled to lift his right hand holding Sanyuankui's hand, and put it on his cheek, the warmth that didn't belong to him spread along his cheek little by little, as if trying to warm his whole body.

"please forgive me."

He spoke the usual words, as if he was just sick, and when he got well, he was still the same Quan Na who smiled easily at his family.

"No, Quanna, there is nothing wrong."

After Sanyuankui said this sentence, she fell silent again, just staring down at Quan Nai's weak state at the moment.

It was completely different from the past, even the color on her face was paler, if she had to describe it, it would probably be more "white".

Feeling weak, she could clearly feel the passing of life.

This... was supposed to be a "good thing".

At most tomorrow, she can leave, one step closer to going home, which is a very good thing.

but……

but……

"Quinai."

Sanyuankui's voice could not hear the slightest emotion, as if she was just narrating a fact, so calm and cruel.

"You're going to die."

She repeated, narrating the conclusion.

"You're going to die."

"Aoi, you... are always so straightforward."

Quan Nai smiled wryly, but did not show any bad emotions.

Because that's the truth, the truth.

"I've already told you brother..."

"pat-"

Quanna was stunned.

"pat-"

Another same voice sounded, he stared at Sanyuankui next to him almost dully, and opened his eyes wide.

She had never cried when she was sent to a strange family, nor when she was bullied by her brother at first, nor even when she was in danger.

She has always been silent, like a lonely child who would squat in the corner to entertain herself without calling her. She never showed her uneasiness, and she was so quiet that it made people feel distressed.

But now, she is crying.

——Because of myself.

Clear and transparent tears poured out of the eyes, they wet the eyelashes, ran down the cheeks, and finally slid down on the bedding, blurring out a small irregular circle.

But her expression was so calm, without any extra expression, just like the indifferent calm when she was talking to him on weekdays.

Because she probably doesn't know that her eyes can speak and reveal all her emotions.

The moist, completely opposite expression, full of confusion and sadness, the blue eyes that have always been like a clear sky, now no longer look like the sky, but more like a lake within reach.

She may not even notice that she is out of control at the moment.

A question arose in Quan Nai's mind.

Would the person who dragged down the high hanging sky and turned it into a lake be a sinner?

There was an uncontrollable hoarseness in the voice, and Sanyuankui uttered a sentence without beginning or end.

"Our time is too long."

More than ten years is too long.

She herself has only gone through 12 years, even though the system promised to never change, the influence of time will not dissipate.

They had spent so much time together that she could not remain indifferent to each other's pain.

—too long.

Quan Nai inexplicably understood Sanyuan Aoi's words.

He didn't understand the distance that Aoi wanted to keep in the beginning, but now, he probably understands.

No matter who they are, they all have preferences and selfishness. The casualties of family members and strangers affect the emotions more, and it is always the family members.

It's a vortex called emotion.

"Will Aoi regret it?"

He asked, but he already had a definite answer in his heart.

In other words, the fact is also selfishness. At this moment, there is no choice that you will not regret later, isn't it?

Sure enough, Aoi shook her head.

"Then, take it as my own selfishness."

Quan Nai held San Yuankui's hand a little tighter, obviously it was still warm at first, but now, as if he had absorbed the heat, the temperature between the two became similar.

It was her temperature that became lower, just like him at the moment.

Quan Nai knew that he shouldn't say such a thing, and shouldn't seek such a promise from the other party, it's a shackle.

But he just couldn't control his mood, even if the wound affected his body, and the pain was so painful that it was almost numb, he couldn't interrupt this terrifying thought.

Rationally refused, but he clearly saw that he raised his hand to wipe the tears on Aoi's face, and opened his tightly closed lips and teeth, and said something quite excessive.

"A person may be a little lonely, so in the future, come and see me more."

Uchiha Izumi, how can you say such a thing?

How can such selfish shackles be set?

How could this be!

How could this be……

Sanyuankui was obviously stunned. She raised her hand and touched Quan Nai's hand to touch her face. The wetness of her fingertips made her take a moment to react. She stared blankly at the water marks on her fingertips, and suddenly Some can't react.

This is... tears?

Are you... crying?

She dazedly wiped her eye sockets with her sleeves, suppressed her doubts and looked at Quan Nai again, hesitantly imitated the other party's words, and said similar content.

"You can also... see me more?"

Because Quanna will not die, but she... will leave.

Will she have a tombstone here?

Unexpected answer.

Quanna thought.

What does she think of as "seeing"?But whatever it was, it was much better than the one he had imagined.

He can't ask for anything extravagantly, even if it's regret, unwillingness, or nostalgia.

"it is good."

Quan Nai tried her best to smile, made a promise that he thought was destined not to be fulfilled, and was just coaxing the other party, and changed the subject.

"This, I should give it back to you."

Obviously unable to make any movements, but as if it had been placed by her side for a long time, Quan Nai just moved her hand, and a familiar blue marble appeared in Sanyuankui's sight.

"after……"

He paused, and opened his mouth helplessly.

"Probably you need to persuade brother."

When Aoi activates her abilities, she always needs marbles. At first, he thought that if she took away one of the marbles, her abilities might be limited.

This way...she won't always think about using this ability...to help them.

As it turned out, it always seemed to be him who was wrong, always him.

It was his refusal.

The first time, it was the father.

This time, it was me.

But how could he not refuse?To this day, he has never regretted this decision. If he had to say it, it was just a dying person's unwillingness to live.

"As a family member, I probably...are not qualified."

"but--"

Quan Nai closed her eyes and never forgot in her heart, the subordinate's answer to that sentence.

Uneasy is uneasy.

Those who give are uneasy, those who cannot give are uneasy, and those who get and those who cannot get are both uneasy.

It seems... no matter what, there will be anxiety.

Who is at fault?There is, or rather, war, this era.

Will Aoi take good care of herself?He couldn't bring her any more presents. Although his brother was calm now, he was still not that careful.

What would the future look like without his participation?

There seemed to be something more in the pain in his heart, not just the wound that took his life, but something more internal, even burning his nerves.

Quan Na suppressed those complexities, opened her eyes again, and what she said directly vetoed the previous words.

"Sorry, I take back what I said before, if you look at me, once a year is enough."

Too much thinking about the dead is not a good thing for the living.

Looking softly at Sanyuankui with black eyes, he expressed his most sincere blessings.

It's an entrustment, and the object is Sanyuankui herself.

"Aoi, in the future...be nicer to yourself."

Be better, be better, don't worry too much, because both he and brother want her to be carefree.

"better?"

How good is that?

Sanyuankui couldn't understand Quanna's thoughts. From her point of view, she seemed to have been doing well when she was in other worlds.

When he was at Oda’s for the first time, he ate and drank; when he was at Nanamikai’s for the second time, he still cooked blue food; when he was with Quanna now, there was no blue food except for the time limit, but She didn't worry about other things.

After getting acquainted with her, she will be a little self-willed for the sake of blue, and she has always had a good life.

Better...how much better?

That didn't seem to be out of her reach.

"Knew it……"

Quan Nai smiled lightly, and wanted to touch San Yuankui's head, but the limitations of his body made him only move his arms.

"Let's start with how to be willful."

He said with gentle eyes.

"If it's Aoi, it's fine to make some headache-inducing requests."

"Require?"

Sanyuankui opened her mouth, but she couldn't think of anything else she could ask for.Don't worry about food and clothing, and still live in the Uchiha, which is full of blue, self-willed requests... I don't think about it.

Maybe... She can also say the same to Quan Nai, and treat herself better... In this way, since it was proposed by Quan Nai himself, he should understand better.

"It's okay, you can think about it more, and then tell your brother."

Seeing Sanyuankui hesitate, Quanna said comfortingly, and suddenly remembered something.

A pretty serious matter.

"Speaking of which, where's brother?"

He might not be able to survive until tomorrow. Normally speaking, shouldn't my brother stay by his brother's bed every step of the way?

I have talked so much with Aoi, what about others? ? ?