12 years zero soul

It was the sound of the door being opened again, Qiu Ren sighed inwardly, today is really an uneasy day, but counting, there is still one person who has not reported yet.

——That is Ryuichi Asami.

"Did you go to take pictures?"

Ma Jian stared at the digital SLR camera Qiu Ren was playing with and asked.

Originally groping with great interest, Qiu Ren stopped when he heard Ma Jian's question, "I don't know how to use...I don't know how to use this camera..."

Ma Jian frowned, watching silently.Compared with the expression when he first came in and saw Qiu Ren holding the camera, Ma Jian's face at this moment was slightly disappointed.

Qiu Ren looked up at Ma Jian, their eyes met.Ma Jian's eyes were sharper than he had seen in so many days.Asami also seemed to be aware of this, turned her face away, walked to the window, and looked outside.

However, Qiu Ren's gaze was still chasing Ma Jian.

"You—" Qiu Ren just said a word, hesitated for a moment, and then asked in a casual tone: "What is your relationship with me?"

Qiu Ren stared at Ma Jian for a long time before the other party said slowly, "...don't think about it anymore." The irrelevant tone made Qiu Ren's eyes widen.

"Then... to put it another way, what is your relationship with 'Gao Yu Qiuren'?"

"What kind of relationship do you want between us?"

Ma Jian asked quite calmly, looking at Qiu Ren seemed to mean something.

There was a suffocating silence in the room, Qiu Ren closed his eyes vigorously, and then slowly opened them again, he might be suppressing some kind of emotion that was eager to overflow in his heart.

"It's really... a cunning answer, Ryuichi Asami."

They looked at each other, and at that moment, all kinds of thoughts and feelings crossed between them, but neither of them said it.

"That's right... the one who couldn't press the shutter is not 'Gao Yuqiuren' at all..." Qiuren grabbed the left side of his face tightly wrapped in gauze, "I... can't see, no... I can't see clearly, and No, what happened to me—”

Qiu Ren let out a low growl, the gauze on his face loosened due to too much force.

"Gao Yu!"

Ma Jian rushed forward and grabbed his hands to stop his crazy tearing.

"No wonder everyone refuses to tell me what's wrong with my body, so it's like this..." Qiu Ren gave up struggling, and his hands gradually fell down like sparks falling from the sky, and the body tightly held by Ma Jian couldn't move.

Qiu Ren's heart was full of guilt.For the self who can't meet the "Gao Yu Qiuren" that Asami expects, and even more for the self who can't be "Gao Yu Qiuren".He doesn't even understand how important the lost eye is to "Gao Yu Qiuren" who is a photographer.

Even so, Qiu Ren was even more afraid that his feet would no longer be able to take a step forward, nor could he move.

"Why? Why is it my... eyes?"

Just now, I went straight to the doctor's office from the hospital cafeteria. Under Qiu Ren's almost crazy pestering, the doctor finally told the truth.Not daring to meet his wide-open right eye, the doctor avoided his gaze and said slowly.In the car accident, Qiu Ren suffered the most serious injury on the left side of his body, and his left eye was injured, although the eyeball was intact.However, due to congestion and pressure on the retinal nerves, a certain part of the tissue has been necrotic.

In other words, his left eye can no longer be used.

Even after recovering and being discharged from the hospital, a scar about 23 mm long will be left at the corner of the left eye.Perhaps the only good news is that other functions of the body seem to be fine.

"you……"

"Do not touch me."

After a long time, when Ma Jian thought that Qiu Ren had calmed down, his chest was pushed hard.Accidentally bumped into the cabinet next to it, and the mirror that had been sitting quietly on it fell to the ground and shattered into flowers, but it didn't attract anyone's attention.

For a moment, Asami froze in place.The warm air and soft light in the private ward seemed to dissipate all of a sudden.

"How could this be...how could...why..."

The view to the right eye is so cruel and beautiful.Qiu Ren comforted himself that he just temporarily lacked the courage to appreciate it.

Qiu Ren tried his best to focus the rest of his sight, which was so heavy that it almost made him dizzy, why was this man still the person who entered his field of vision... But he couldn't see clearly, and couldn't read.

Qiu Ren took a breath, feeling uneasy.He covered his left eye with his hand and closed his right eye to calm down.

"The current 'I' ... hates people who play with other people's feelings, and people who can use other people's feelings by any means for profit. So I'm sure, the original 'I' won't like you either."

Qiu Ren's decisive tone surprised Ma Jian slightly.

Then, with a cold face, Qiu Ren got up from the bed, and stepped on the cold ground with his bare feet.Enduring the attack of pain and cold, with slow movements, Qiu Ren knelt down on both knees, took out a stack of papers from his arms and respectfully handed them to Ma Jian.

"This is a power of attorney for the transfer of property rights. Don't worry, I won't take a grain of sand if it's not mine. I won't take a single cent of yours."

Qiuren bowed deeply.

"Although I don't know much about you, but I heard that you are very capable, and I also feel that I can't resist you at all, so..."

Before Ma Jian could see clearly what was in his hands, Qiu Ren had already put his forehead on the floor and bowed deeply to Ma Jian under his surprised gaze.

"Please, give me a chance..."

"Gao... Yu..."

"……Let me go."

[What is lacking is not the sense of security that you are not around, not the sense of security that whether you are around or your heart is far away, but the disbelief in love. 】

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