12 years zero soul

Crossing the tree-lined avenue leading to Ginza, various clubs will appear in front of you.Some high-end bars with hostesses are also called "clubs" in Japan.For this reason, it is known as one of the world's three famous streets, located in Ginza, Central District, Tokyo.Not only prosperity and opportunities can be seen everywhere, but also full of temptation and greed.

Once the night falls, the neon lights will flicker, and the drunk guests are staggering, and the crooked figures can be seen everywhere, staggering drunk.Some people used beer bottles as microphones, and the two men sang in duet.And the pimps standing on both sides of the street are courting customers.

Ginza is the holy place that every night angel longs for.And Venus is the carrier for them to complete their brilliance.

The night in Ginza is the night of the goddess of Venus.

Wearing a white evening dress, the original shoulder-length short hair is slightly coiled up. Although his face is always down, he can still be seen from the side as a delicate and lovely person.

The more Qiu Ren stared at her, the lower she lowered her head, as if trying to hide her expression.I don't know if it's a psychological effect, but her bright red mouth is always tightly pursed, and her face looks pale.

"Excuse me, that..."

Qiu Ren asked softly.

"Yes, it is!"

She nodded quickly.

The slender fingers clasped on the knees entangled even more forcefully, probably out of anxiety, being named by the same "poor" client for a month in a row, and she still had to be her, a normal female publicist would refuse.And she is still sitting here drinking cheap drinks, is it because she was pushed out and bullied by other people?Or is there some other reason?Qiu Ren thought about it.

"Are... are you hungry? Would you like something to eat?"

"Ah, ok, no, ok, it's ok!"

She was probably too nervous, she turned sideways and tried her best to explain to Qiu Ren.

Qiu Ren was startled, and finally saw the other person's face clearly.Although it's not very stunning, it's really cute and makes people feel sorry for her, and they want to protect her from harm.

"Then, let's go out now?" As soon as the words came out, Qiu Ren was shocked, "I didn't mean that, it was because I didn't think there was anything delicious here... so I just..."

Qiu Ren's voice is getting weaker and weaker. To be honest, even if the most famous Venus in Ginza is not the No. 1, the drinks that he spends here for a month have already emptied his poor wallet. Now he lives every day. It is also the day to eat instant noodles.At the moment, I can only treat her to a bowl of ramen at most. I have come to this point. If I give up, wouldn't all the effort I have done before be in vain? !

Just as Qiu Ren was struggling with his thoughts, he had to pay attention to the voice of conversation coming from the VIP seat next to him.

"Xiao Cai is really getting more and more mature, she's so cute..."

"Yeah yeah."

"She's so cute, why don't you just name her?"

Sitting in the middle, the woman dressed like a red rose stretched her face unhappily.

Realizing that the beauty was unhappy, a certain president and a certain president's friend immediately smiled.

"But...but it can't compare to Shaluo, right?"

A certain president blinked, seeking approval.

"That's right, our Shaluo is the No.1 of Venus."

A friend of the president agreed.

"No, no, it's No.1 in Ginza!" A certain president corrected, seeing Sha Luo's still cold attitude, he continued, "Come, open me three bottles of Golden Dunhill."

"Yes, thank you very much."

The waiter at the side heard it and walked to the bar behind.

"Little Shaluo, how are you? Has your anger subsided?"

A certain president flattered him.

"Or, I'll have three bottles of Gold Dunhill too."

A certain president's friend also ordered the waiter.

Sha Luo raised her red lips slightly, turned her face sideways, raised her chin, and sneered in the direction of Qiu Ren and the others.

Xiao Cai lowered her head, Qiu Ren scratched her head when she saw this, and asked in a low voice: "How about...you go to other—"

"Ah, no need, I'm going to change clothes, please wait a moment!" Xiao Cai stood up and hurriedly walked to the changing room.

Qiu Ren feels a little sorry, but isn't this clearly hindering people's work?Qiu Ren told himself that today is the last time, and he must seize this opportunity.

"The kind of small bar that only has a bar counter, the number of guests is only about [-] people. If you rent a small place in a building, one person is in charge of the hand-cranked shaker, and I am busy receiving guests. Opening a bar is like this. The bar doesn't cost a few bucks."

In the ramen shop, Xiao Cai talked about her ideals.

Xiao Cai said she wasn't that hungry, so Qiu Ren "solved" the second bowl of ramen by the way.Although Qiu Ren seemed to be busy filling his stomach, his eyes were fixed on Xiao Cai who was sitting next to him.A person with a dream will always have a shining face, constantly attracting the attention of others.

"Two or three of the girls who worked at Venus later opened their own shop."

She was wearing a long red T-shirt and a black tight miniskirt, which set off her thin and white skin.It seems random, but if you look at it a little more, you will have a feeling that the other party should be carefully matched.

"We are full, thank you for your hospitality."

"Guests please go slowly!"

After leaving the ramen shop, Qiu Ren and Xiao Cai took a walk on the busy street.Xiao Cai held her bag in both hands, the distance between the two of them fluctuated, her arms approached and then left, repeating the movements, just like a young couple.

"Are you going back?"

Xiao Cai lowered her head and asked.

"Yeah, ah, yes, I'll take you back first, girls are too dangerous at night."

Qiu Ren put her hands into her trouser pockets, and planned to take her back by tram, but Xiao Cai said her home was nearby, so she gave up the idea.

After all, it would be more beneficial for him to walk back.

Originally planning to send it downstairs, Qiu Ren just opened his mouth, but Xiao Cai said that he was a little scared to go up, so Qiu Ren closed his mouth and went up with Xiao Cai.

When he came to the door, Qiu Ren wanted to say something again, but his arm was suddenly pulled hard.The door was automatically locked, and in the dark room, before Qiu Ren realized what happened, he was hugged tightly by a soft and fragrant female body.

"Don't go... stay..."

Xiao Cai tightly circled her hands.

"Little Cai?"

Qiu Ren murmured softly, and hugged Xiao Cai tightly in his arms.

Xiao Cai began to get nervous, she leaned against Qiu Ren's body, buried her face in his chest, trembling unceasingly.Qiu Ren caressed her back.

Qiu Ren didn't have the habit of holding others in his arms like this.But now, Xiao Cai is completely accommodated in Qiu Ren's arms.

This feeling like being hugged by her brother is at ease and comfortable, Xiao Cai's cheek is pressed against Qiu Ren's chest, she is very shy with such a greedy appearance.

Maybe hugging really has an effect.Being hugged by Qiu Ren like this was very warm, something she had never felt since she came to Tokyo.

"Come out."

"Eh?"

Xiao Cai trembled, she didn't understand that Qiu Ren's voice suddenly became so indifferent.

Qiu Ren gently pushed Xiao Cai away, and fumbled for the light switch next to her under the other's surprised gaze, and the whole apartment instantly lit up.

At this time, two women came out of the kitchen, one of them was Sha Luo who was in Venus just now, and the other was a little older.

At this time, a lady with gray hair but a good figure and wearing a high-end kimono walked out slowly.Shaluo brought tables and chairs for her.She greeted Qiu Ren respectfully with a pleasant face, Sha Luo and the others standing on both sides also bent down slightly, and straightened their backs gracefully.

"Xunzi's mother?" Xiao Cai exclaimed, "Didn't it be agreed—"

The lady known as Xunzi's mother raised her hand to signal Xiaocai to keep quiet.

"Good evening, I am Xunzi." Xunzi's mother raised her head, and people couldn't help but marvel that an elderly woman had such sharp eyes, "Excuse me, this is Mr. Gao Yuqiuren, isn't it?"

"Yes, I'm Gao Yu Qiuren, I'm bothering you in my busy schedule."

Qiu Ren nodded to Xunzi, showing respect to the elders.

"Oh... you're looking for me, aren't you?"

"Yes, that's right. I'm looking for you." Qiu Ren stared at the other party with a rare seriousness on his face. "The legendary female empress Xunzi of Ginza, if she rashly goes to Venus to find someone, she will definitely be blacklisted immediately. Not to mention Venus, she may not even be able to step into Ginza, so she has no choice but to..."

Qiu Ren gave Xiao Cai an apologetic look.

"So you already knew it?" Xunzi looked at Qiu Ren who was silent but confident, "Oh, that's right. After all, you are really meticulous in observing things." Said in a tone of admiration and half teasing.

"Can I take it as a compliment?" Qiu Ren asked back.

"Hehe..." Xunzi smiled with her kimono sleeve half covering her lips, her eyes curled up into the arc of the moon, "What a good man, what a pity, what a pity." Xunzi stood up and walked to the door At that time, she put her hands on Qiu Ren's shoulders, whispered a few words in his ear, her cherry-colored lips burst into a scheming smile, and she gently patted Qiu Ren's chest with her left hand.

After Xunzi and his party left, Qiu Ren and Xiao Cai didn't speak for a long time.

"You already knew we were testing you?"

Seeing that Qiu Ren didn't speak, Xiao Cai knew it well.

"Do you like me?"

Xiao Cai's sudden question stunned Qiu Ren.

It took a long time to say: I like it... Just when Xiao Cai showed a happy smile, she suddenly froze.Qiu Ren murmured, but not in the sense of liking, her voice was extremely low.

"But I like you!"

Xiao Cai grabbed Qiu Ren's collar tightly and wouldn't let go.

"Aren't your likes the same as mine?"

Qiu Ren said lightly.

Xiao Cai also seemed to hear the implication, Qiu Ren didn't want to tell the truth, he probably thought that her liking was like the neon lights in Ginza, which would flicker every day.

"Specially..." Xiao Cai tugged unwillingly at the collar in her hands. From the days of getting along with her, she already knew that her feelings for him were different.

Xiao Cai said firmly: "Yes, you are special!"

"special?"

Qiu Ren gasped, and couldn't help letting his hands hang down.He suddenly felt that the air in the room became tense, and he couldn't even feel his own existence.

"... Qiu, Ren?"

Xiao Cai looked at Qiu Ren with worry written all over her face.

Qiu Ren stared straight at the empty air and held his breath.

Time goes by bit by bit...

Like life, it is being swallowed up bit by bit...

Qiu Ren seemed to think that maybe, during the past five years, Ma Jian had always regarded him as an ordinary "like".

He's not "special" anymore...

He will only look for troubles, thinking about what Ma Jian thinks of him all day long.Always blame the source of his uneasiness on the other party, he has always naively accepted the other party's kindness to him, but never took it seriously.

Asami never asked him to give up his freedom, and never tried to change his life.Because Ma Jian is willing to let go, let him leave the happiest memories in his own world, and then guard silently.

Perhaps, Ma Jian really never thought of going with him all the time.

Because, the love between two people doesn't have to come to an end, as long as you walk with the most special person in your life, you have lived up to this life.

It turns out that the person who didn't understand love from the very beginning...was me...

——He didn't understand the past.

Ma Jian said that he was right to be willful, because the other party has been by his side for more than five years.When he thought that the two of them had finally crossed that boundary, he found that with the precipitation of the years, an invisible wall had been built on the boundary.

Will you forgive his naivety then?Will you continue to wait for him?Do you still regard him as the most special person...

Qiu Ren's surroundings seemed to form an invisible barrier, and he was deeply in self-awakening.No matter what Xiao Cai said, she couldn't pass it on.

At this moment, Xiao Cai knew something from Qiu Ren's eyes, and that was the reason why Qiu Ren couldn't cast his eyes on other people...

"I... really can't do it?" Xiao Cai gave herself the last courage.

Qiu Ren took a deep breath, then stared at Xiao Cai.

"Yes!"

Qiu Ren gave Xiao Cai a sorry look, and then opened the door.

"Wait!" Xiao Cai grabbed Qiu Ren's arm, "If, what if... I really want to sleep with you?"

Qiu Ren turned his face slightly, and showed a bright smile to Xiao Cai, "I will lie down obediently and let you eat it." Then he pretended to be embarrassed and smiled "hehe".

Xiao Cai looked at Qiu Ren quietly, the gray eyes on her expressionless face were shining with abnormal light, as if she was trying to identify the authenticity of some kind of artwork.

Qiu Ren put away his smiling face, turned his back to Xiao Cai and said in a low voice, sorry, goodbye, then closed the door and left.

Facing the door, Xiao Cai sat paralyzed on the ground. After a long time, a slight sobbing sound overflowed, followed by an unstoppable heartache gushing out continuously.She finally cried bitterly, and managed to grab a ray of sunshine in the cold night, but found that it never stayed in her hands.

"Liar... Liar! Big liar! You men are all liars..."

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[A man loves you because he can't see you clearly, a woman loves you because she only sees you. 】

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