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The few him and her made Zuo Qian a little dizzy. After careful questioning, it turned out that he turned into her. It took such courage and deep-rooted love.

In the end, the heavy failure to respond failed her expectations, and she finally left with a broken heart, making him completely a heartless person.

"Actually, until now, I don't know what it was for. At that time, my love for her remained the same, but I didn't dare to touch her body. It was as if, as soon as I opened her, the invisible scars would be cut with a knife. On my heart, there is no pain but it is rolling."

"So you're still waiting...waiting for her all these years?" Zuo Qian pondered over his words, this was also the question he wanted to know most in his heart.

He heavily lit a cigarette, smoked more than half of it quietly, and said with a blank expression, "I don't know either."

Zhong Zhong does not deny that he still loves her when he knows that he has become her, but when the love loses sex, he is not so clear about what is left to the other party. He thought about it countless times, but still had no answer. Even if she came back, he was still not sure whether the relationship between them would be the same as before, and whether his attitude towards her in the past three years would cause irreparable damage?Feeling guilty and regretful.

That night, Zuo Qian saw Chong Chong drunk for the first time. Although you knew he was drunk, you couldn't tell. After taking a shower with the bathroom door banging, then laying down on the bed, neither crazy nor roaring, the wine tasted excellent.

Such a person, you can hardly imagine what he would be like in love.

Zuo Qian, who was kneeling on the ground to help cover the heavy quilt, looked at the sleeping face quietly and casually, and his eyes suddenly became a little blurred.

The next day, Zhong Zhong got up early and saw Zuo Qian still sitting in the dining room eating bread, and when he finished washing his face and brushing his teeth, Zuo Qian had already disappeared at the corner of the gate with his schoolbag on his back, without saying hello or saying a word, This kind of reaction was the first time before Shen Zhong.

Suspiciously, he drank the milk and eggs that had already been poured, clutching his heavy forehead, trying to recall what kind of sake he had talked to him the night before, but thinking deeply to no avail.

Zuo Qian was also absent-minded when he arrived at school, Ji Kuang saw it, so he went up to ask him why, Zuo Qian stretched out his hands to cover his forehead and said, "I seem to be sick."

"What's the situation? Is it serious? Did you see a doctor?" Ji Kuang was anxious if it was the sequelae of Zuo Qian's beating last time, and reached out to check his wound.

"No." Zuo Qian patted that hand away impatiently and said, "It's a heart disease."

"what?"

"It's just that after last night, I feel a little embarrassed when I see Shen Shen alone."

"What? The more you talk, the less I understand."

"I hate it, I'm just shy." Zuo Qian sat on the spot and stomped her feet angrily, a shyness really flashed on her face.

"...O...!" Ji Kuang opened his mouth silently and in surprise for a long time before recovering his voice and hurriedly grabbed Zuo Qian's arm and said, "What did Uncle Shen do to you? I know that he has had a bad influence in that respect, It's just that I don't know that he treats you... Don't worry, even if he is my uncle..."

This was originally Ji Kuang's unintentionally worried words, but when Zuo Qian heard it, it seemed to be a hint from a certain aspect, as if he had something for him, especially knowing that he had After being a gay.

"Hey!" Seeing the blank look of the other party, Ji Kuang became more convinced of his guess and called him back, "I'll help you after school."

It was only then that Zuo Qian came back to his senses, as if frightened by the idea that had just popped up in his head, he suddenly stood up in shock, shook off his friend's hand and shouted, "Nothing." Then he hugged the thing on the table casually The thing flew out, and Ji Kuang, who was completely bewildered, wanted to catch up, but Zuo Qian, who suddenly turned around, threw something over his head, "Don't come here!"

"It hurts!" He wailed and took a closer look at the weapon, but it turned out to be a book. When he looked up again, there was no one who suddenly went crazy: "What did I say wrong?" Ji Kuang was confused The water returns to its original seat.

Sitting in the living room alone at night and writing, he always felt that there was a pair of eyes staring at him from the beginning. He looked back and saw no one. He repeated this several times. He looked at the time under the computer display screen and turned He came back and sighed, "Come out!"

Sure enough, not long after the words were finished, a sneaky figure came out from the direction of the door, holding a schoolbag in his arms, with a gloomy expression on his face.

"If you're hungry, there's a cream cake in the refrigerator. I just bought fresh ones today. Go and eat them yourself." Shen Zhong, who turned around and went back, crackled at the computer again.

"heavy"

"Ok?"

"I want to ask you a word." Zuo Qian moved Ai Ai forward.

"Don't make trouble, I got a little too much inspiration today, I'll finish writing tomorrow's one too"

"Just one sentence." Zuo Qian's voice sounded a bit Ji Qu.

He gave him a heavy and silent sideways glance, thinking how many words you have said. "Well, light a cigarette for me and talk about it later."

"But it's not good to smoke too much."

Heavy had to stop jumping fingers again and said helplessly: "Smoke is the soul of my creation, don't talk nonsense and tell you what to do."

"That's obviously lighting lanterns in the latrine"

In those innocent eyes full of concern, he blurted out and asked: "What do you mean?"

"Looking for shit (death)"

"Ah!" Feeling troublesome, Zhong Zhong patted his headache and compromised weakly: "If you have any questions, please ask quickly, and don't bother me after asking."

Zuo Qian, who had been looking at the heavy face, pondered for a while, then changed his hand to hold the schoolbag, and said in a soft voice: "Heavy, will you love again?"

After asking this question, time stood still for half a minute.

Just when Zuo Qian was anxiously thinking about how to find a way to go down, he spoke heavily without moving.

Three words, "I don't know."

Then, until Zuo Qian left for a long time, the continuous inspiration before suddenly dried up, and he closed the computer heavily and somewhat bored, got up and walked towards the bathroom. Zuo Qian was wearing pajamas, holding his right eyelid with both hands, even the red part of the eyelid was turned out. When I saw it at night, it was strange, and I wanted to turn around and leave. I was so bored that I stopped and asked: " What are you doing?"

"Huh? Ah, when I just took off the contact lenses, I tore off a corner because my eyes were too dry, and I was in a panic."

"Huh?" The incredulous face with a heavy face stepped forward and said, "May I take a look for you?"

"Okay" Zuo Qian ran out unceremoniously and stood in front of him, took out his phone from his trouser pocket and turned on the flashlight: "Does this look good?"

He shook his head heavily and said, "It's not pretty."

"How about this?" Zuo Qian turned the light to another angle.

Shen Zhong slightly bent the corner of his mouth and snatched the mobile phone from his hand, and said with a rare joke: "I mean you are not good-looking."

Woo!Zuo Qian was stunned for a while, puffed her cheeks and said in a sullen voice, "I don't know how many people say I'm good-looking."

"Hehe." He seldom laughed out loud in front of him, shook his head and sighed with a heavy smile, "Don't blink your eyes, I won't be able to see soon."

The hands that were pulling heavily on Zuo Qian's eyelids were icy, and that kind of coldness was refreshing, which made Zuo Qian feel goosebumps all over his body in a daze.

From such a close distance, Zuo Qian could smell the faint fragrance of body wash from Shen Zhong's body. It's strange to say that most men like to take a bath before going to bed. He has to take a shower at [-] o'clock in the evening, and then he should work and watch TV. Looking at him so closely, uh...not good!

Zuo Qian's thick skin unexpectedly turned pink, and his blinking eyes annoyed Shen Shen who helped him find the foreign object.

"Tell you not to blink!"

"Forget it." Zuo Qian hurriedly pushed the weight away, snatched back the phone, rubbed his eyes and turned his back, saying, "I'll find it myself."

He didn't feel the strange heaviness yet, thinking that the other party was making trouble, he couldn't help but shook his head and left.