Rebirth of Nine Sounds

This is the end of Rebirth of the Nine Sounds. In my opinion, imperfection is the real perfection.

The reason why I wrote Yohji’s fanfic is that I wrote it with my original intention, even though there is a big discrepancy between Yohji in my article and the original text...

, maybe he is not brilliant and outstanding like a celestial being, maybe he is not the gentleman who is as gentle as jade in my writing, maybe he is just a false character I made up.

Although I tried to outline a perfect Miyazaki Yohji in my imagination with too much pen and ink, it was just in vain.

In my opinion, the Miyazaki Yohji I wrote is not as exquisite as the Miyazaki Yohji in the original text. I know that the fiery youth Miyazaki Yohji in Zuo Qingwen is like a human being. The original text vividly expresses Miyazaki Yohji’s whole life A frown, a smile, a sadness, a lifetime of obsession and a lifetime of drunkenness, a sigh and a sigh of reincarnation, every inch of lovesickness and every inch of gray.

He will frown, and he will show his expression unscrupulously. He has his own sadness, his own joy and anger, which I dare not touch.

I used too many words to try to describe a humble son, the gentle and jade-like Yohji Miyazaki, and I didn't even dare to express his emotions too clearly. This is my biggest failure.

Although this is my first novel, it took me 3 days to think about it and 9 days to write it. I know it was rushed, and it took 12 days in total. Sometimes when I read my own novel, I would wonder what these are all about. , It’s a mess, I deny myself time and time again, fortunately, I am very grateful that the readers in Jinjiang did not say that my writing is bad, and come to scold me wantonly, which makes me very encouraged. (hey-hey.)

I once wrote on the post bar like this: "I dare not say that I have seen Miyazaki Yohji through. Although I was in the burning youth, I first paid attention to Toho who was regarded as the winner of the protagonist's life. I don't feel very good about Miyazaki Yohji. I like it, until I accidentally clicked on a fan, and then read Miyazaki Yohji several times in Baidu, and read Zuo Qingwen's novels a few times, and then I gradually got to know Miyazaki Yohji.

He is rational, he is rational, he does not have Toho's publicity, and now he feels that Toho is like fire, swaying youth freely, treating life as a drama, and they are directors, and Yohji Miyazaki, like water, seems dull and depressed , In fact, it is as quiet and profound as water.Dongbang is the spiritual sustenance for people to flaunt their youth.

Yohji Miyazaki is a process in which people try to accept reality and begin to struggle.

Yohji Miyazaki is a rational approach after seeing through life. He shoulders the responsibility. I remember that in the novel, Yohji Miyazaki is responsible for the affairs of the black dragon and the white dragon. I will not sympathize with him, because only the weak A hateful person will be sympathetic and pitiful, and I admire him.

For his tenacity to take on heavy responsibilities alone, for his high sense of responsibility for not humiliating heavy responsibilities, and for his decisiveness in handling affairs rationally.

Everyone wants to relax and escape, but he doesn't. He understands that escaping from reality is useless. He grasps himself in reality and chooses rationally in cruel reality. , the winner must be the strongest.

He is strong, he is the unique Yohji Miyazaki. "

Now I can laugh when I look at it, and the writing style at that time was very naive, but I know that I really love the character of Yohji Miyazaki, not pity or admiration, but admiration for the strong.

In my opinion, Toho is a Utopian fantasy life, and Yohji Miyazaki is a Marquez-style real life. The nature of the two is completely different, although I also envied Toho's chic and wanton life at the beginning , willful and reckless, now with the growth of experience, and I personally prefer the life of Miyazaki Yohji,

I have always insisted on this view, the universe is prehistoric, at the beginning of all things, people always do not cherish the light that can be obtained by rubbing their hands, but paranoidly pursue the extremely far-reaching warmth, but in the end they couldn't help lowering their eyes in disappointment, and started How has the warmth I pursued changed, and now it is difficult to find and sigh.

I am not criticizing Toho, but I sincerely ask, people, do they always confuse the concept of freedom and willfulness at the beginning, but still ignore the dissuasion of others, and insist on going on even if they are wrong? , Even if the sun has long since disappeared, it is already pitch black, even if the road ahead cannot be seen clearly... I feel helpless, even now, is it the same?

Maybe some people don’t like BL, homosexuality, I really don’t like this kind of view, I like BL, but it’s rational, I wouldn’t point at a strange guy and say he’s gay, in my opinion, it’s extremely inappropriate sane.

I know that a few years ago there was an anti-prostitution campaign, I don’t want to unilaterally accuse right and wrong, because there are more or less vulgar descriptions of prostitution, I will also have these descriptions, I don’t say this is wrong, because in It seems normal to me, I never believe in platonic love, the ending of the so-called platonic love is no match for that pure or coquettish face after all.

So, when I write Danmei, don’t scold me for being disgusting. When I write novels, you can point out my shortcomings, but don’t deny my thoughts. Thank you everyone for willing to listen to my moji, hehe.

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And ha, I'm going to school right away, those two articles are a mess, I will write again when I have time during the holidays, hehe, I am ashamed to run away~