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Tang Chao was stunned for a moment.

Crane Lianci just squatted down to tie someone's shoelaces, let alone kneeling.

Ji Weiqiu looked at him in a daze, the corners of his lips curled up, his handsome and arrogant appearance brought pride after comparison, and he immediately became a secular ordinary person among all living beings.

He Lianci was not much different when he was in high school and now.

It's just that he was more eye-catching and pretentious at the time.And he does have the capital of arrogance, a strong family background, superior grades and appearance, and he is also a master of sports.

Wherever he goes, he has friends, some brothers call him "brother", and countless beautiful girls pass him love letters.There are also many boys who secretly have a crush on him.

Ji Weiqiu used to be one of them.

But he didn't take the initiative to pursue it, and he didn't even say a word to He Lianci.The first time Crane Lianci looked at him was when he blocked the exploding test tube for him in the school's laboratory.

The burns on my wrists are painful, but well worth it.

He injured his right hand, and afterward in school, He Lianci and his buddies took over almost all of his activities.After Ji Weiqiu entered the school, he didn't need to carry his schoolbag by himself. People who knew Helian Temple would take the initiative to help him carry his schoolbag to the classroom.

Under such circumstances, it was only natural for him to get acquainted with Helian Temple.

Ji Weiqiu is the only one in the world of Helian Temple who doesn't show anything special to him. Although he is kind to him, his attitude is also indifferent.

He kept a steady distance, as if he didn't care about He Lianci's body at all.

Curiosity and desire to conquer exploded at the same time, and the whole school knew that He Lianci was chasing Ji Weiqiu, a boy in their class.

Tang Chao once bought black posts for Lin Xuean, and the level of bullying can only be regarded as a joke.During the period when Ji Weiqiu was chased by Helian Temple without nodding his head, he experienced countless tricks that could not be put on the surface. The person who helped him carry his schoolbag would hit him with his shoulder hard when he passed by. He scolded "shame on your face".

The most serious time was that he was pressed in the school toilet and took off his pants, and the words "male prostitute" and "go to hell" were stuck on the inner thigh with school badge pins... These scars became acne on his body, and every time he applied medicine They all ached.

But Ji Weiqiu always carried it, and did not agree to He Lianci's pursuit until two months later. The two-month refusal made him rare and precious in the other party's heart.

On the first day he agreed, He Lianci took him out to open a room.Ji Weiqiu didn't pretend to be reserved in this regard, the mark on his thigh is almost healed, only a little mark, nothing can be seen.The scars on the wrists were especially obvious. He Lianci thought it was because the chemicals were not permeating well to heal, but in fact Ji Weiqiu didn't use the scar-removing medicine he gave him at all.

And after they interacted, like dew in the mud that evaporates at dawn, those shadowy torments disappeared immediately.Men and women who committed violence were afraid that he would sue Helian Temple, and they would even greet each other with a smile when they met on the road.

Ji Weiqiu did not file a complaint, not because he was afraid of being retaliated, but because it was not time.

They have been together for two years, from high school sophomore to high school three.He Lianci's wish was very clear from the very beginning, he wanted to stay in the local area - his family was in the local area, his beloved motorcycle, his friends and brothers were all here, and he did not intend to leave.

Z is 211, there is nothing wrong with staying.

But Ji Weiqiu is leaving.

Big Z is good, but not enough for him.He is going to the capital, to the best school in the country. Compared with Helianci, his family is too ordinary. He can't stay where he is and will always be worse than Helianci.

But he didn't want to go alone. He Lianci's grades were not good enough to go to the same school as him.

He will study all the way, and finally become a person that everyone thinks is worthy of the Crane Temple.

However, even in love, He Lianci would not be too emotional to choose an ordinary book in the capital instead of choosing Z University. This is the biggest problem Ji Weiqiu faces.

He and He Lianci quarreled, quarreled, coldly violent, and cried.He said that He Lianci would cheat [-]% in another place, and he couldn't stand the world without him in He Lianci. Blurred traces.

He confessed everything he had ever encountered, and told He Lianci that he could bear everything except the fear of being separated.

He Lianci did not move for a long time after listening, and then sat by the bed and smoked.One by one until dawn, Ji Weiqiu sat on the bed silently wrapped in a quilt, with his head leaning on his back.

After the college entrance examination ended, Helian Temple finally applied to Z University.

But he brought Ji Weiqiu home, introduced him to his parents, and told his parents that he would be engaged to Ji Weiqiu in a noticeable tone.

Everyone present was shocked except for He Lianci who had made a plan.

There was a brief silence, before Helianci's parents could sort out their thoughts, he had already knelt down on his knees.Say it calmly, please agree.

He's father and mother never refused him anything, and it's the same this time.

But they finally broke up.

Because Ji Weiqiu refused.

This period of deep first love that almost became a real fruit, was pinched by Ji Weiqiu, refined all the parts that Helian Temple paid, and told Tang Chao in detail.

The sound insulation effect of the KTV is not very good. There is no other person in this corner, surrounded by vague and noisy sound waves.The ambiguous tune is like a ghostly whisper, instigating unwillingness, jealousy and malice.

Tang Chao's long hair was scattered, his cheeks were thinned by shadows on both sides, he lowered his eyes, his long black eyelashes concealed all his emotions - Ji Weiqiu watched him, lingering in his heart clamoring since he saw him standing beside Helian Temple The pain and resentment were finally resolved.

"You are nothing in his heart..."

Ji Weiqiu's voice paused, and Tang Chao raised his eyes slowly in his field of vision.His black eyes were as deep as lakes, and ripples of joy were rippling from their depths, and his rosy lips were curved, revealing a smile.

"I don't count for anything, right now. I know."

Tang Chao completed his words without any psychological burden: "I'm chasing him, otherwise what do you think I'm doing?"

Ji Weiqiu was disturbed by the sudden change of atmosphere, looked at him for two seconds before saying: "Do you not mind knowing that I am in front? No matter how much you do, you think you can surpass me in his heart." ?"

Tang Chao nodded frankly after hearing him finish speaking: "To be honest, I was a little panicked when I first saw you."

"However, now..." Tang Chao raised the corner of his mouth: "I really don't understand what you are proud of."

Ji Weiqiu frowned and stared at him incomprehensibly.

Tang Chao maintained the posture of pressing him against the wall, raised his hand and patted his face: "This first love, Ji Weiqiu. Did you find out? You told me that Helian Temple knelt down for you, and he did it for you." How many things have happened... You have said so much, but you dare not simply say that he loves you. "

Ji Weiqiu's body trembled, and his eyes widened unconsciously.

"I've been listening for a long time, but I didn't hear how sweet you are. I only heard that you want him to love you, your doubts, and your lack of self-confidence that hurt others and yourself."

Tang Chao stared into his eyes: "What is the reason why you have to go to the capital to study, and what is the real reason for breaking up with him...Ji Weiqiu, you have been denying yourself and feeling that you are not good enough. You have never imagined a relationship with him right now. The future of Helianci. What you have been thinking about is the future and better you, and you think that you can be with Helianci forever."

"But people are the most greedy. Now that you are studying in the top school in the country, do you think you are good enough?" Tang Chao lifted his chin, looked up, and sympathized on his face: "No, it won't be enough .You will always feel that you will be better in the future, and you will always be dissatisfied with who you are now."

Stimulated by his expression, Ji Weiqiu pushed him away suddenly, and his tone became fierce for the first time: "What are you pretending to be! Aren't you pretending to be confident now? You think you can see through it and beat me with these two sentences ?”

Tang Chao took two steps back and stood firm.Standing in front of him raised eyebrows: "I've already won."

"Varied……"

He interrupted Ji Weiqiu who wanted to say something, and said calmly: "Ji Weiqiu, you are gone. So I won."

Ji Weiqiu's voice choked up.

Tang Chao's voice was clear, word by word, like a shimmering cold knife cutting into his heart sharply.

"You have two years of memories. Before we broke up, He Lian Temple just knelt down for you and your parents, said you were engaged, and thought about it later."

"You think it's impossible for him to love you more than this time, right? Love has a shelf life. When the love for a person reaches its peak, it can only slowly decline due to the interference of time and other things. The slope goes away, and finally equalizes, becoming a puddle of fresh water."

"You chose to leave in the end, not because you were afraid of going to another place, and you were not worried that Helian Temple would cheat. You wanted to stop your relationship here. You are satisfied, and you let yourself stay in the best time of Helian Temple. You You don’t have to worry about not being good enough for him anymore, he will be disappointed in you and tired of you.”

Tang Chao's unadulterated tone of emotion forced Ji Weiqiu to go back to the past and face himself standing in the messy living room.

I can't remember the expression of the other parent's parents, their faces are blank, the only clear thing is the sound of He Lianci's knees touching the ground, amplified thousands of times and echoing in his ears - He Lianci kneels beside him .

His heart was trembling violently, and he clenched his fists hard to cover up the shaking of his fingertips.Does he feel bad?Yes, but more, deeper emotions are agitation, intense to the point of painful satisfaction.At this moment, he clearly felt the love of He Lianci - this kind of love may only happen once in his life.He found that he didn't need He Lianci to accompany him to the capital, and he didn't even have to be afraid of losing the other party, it was the best thing to lose at this time.

Helianci will always remember him, and Helianci will always love him.

"Helian Temple will always remember you, and Helian Temple will always love you." Tang Chao's voice sounded: "—You think so, don't you?"

Ji Weiqiu raised his head deeply and closed his eyes.Half a minute later, he restrained his expression, looked Tang Chao squarely, and said softly: "Yes. That's right, I admit it."

He said, "I made it, didn't I?"

Tang Chao looked at him and said softly: "...What about Helian Temple?"

How about Helian Temple, where you are ready to carry your future, but you stay there without looking back?What mood is he in.

Tang Chao didn't say this sentence, but both of them understood his unfinished words.Ji Weiqiu leaned against the wall, at this moment it seemed that he lost his strength, and it took him a long time to speak.

"It's impossible."

Tang Chao's eyes changed, and contempt crept out of his dark eyes.His lips moved, wanting to comment harshly on the person in front of him, but in the end he was too lazy to say it.Just said: "You didn't succeed."

"Your relationship ended on the day you broke up. You know best. He Lianci only looks forward."

With one sentence, Ji Weiqiu's greatest expectations and the meaning of leaving were erased. He shook his head, but listened to Tang Chao's question.

"If not, why did you come out with me and protest with me?"

"If you don't listen or see, you don't understand. You and Helian Temple will stop at that time forever." Tang Chao said: "But time will not really stop. There will always be new people in Helian Temple that you want to love. You You can only lie to yourself."

Ji Weiqiu's eyes were dazed, his lips opened and closed in vain, and he almost lost the strength to refute.

That's right... the reason why he came out with Tang Chao was that the scene of him standing side by side with Helian Temple hurt his eyes severely.At certain moments in the dead of night, he also fantasized about what would happen if he was still by Helianci's side.

However, there is no if.

Ji Weiqiu was silent, Tang Chao had already won, but did not leave.He stood on the spot steadily, making up for Ji Weiqiu's last knife: "What's more, you broke up with him, did he keep you?"

Ji Weiqiu's expression says it all.

The arc of Tang Chao's lips was cold, he turned around and said, "Don't treat everyone as a fool."

"You still don't understand."

Ji Weiqiu's hoarse voice came from behind: "...you don't understand at all. You haven't got it, and now you are blinded by the desire to pursue it. When you really have it, you will find that it is the most difficult thing to grasp. Yes. Tang Chao, one day you will be like me, precarious, worrying about losing every day and night."

Tang Chao didn't look back, his back was tall and straight, and he stated in an arrogant tone: "I'm different from you, you're just a coward"

"I'm very good, much better than you. He Lianci will fall in love with me - because I am better every second than the last, so he will always love me more than the last second."

He stretched out his hand and snapped his fingers: "What I want, even if my head is bloody, I will hold it in my hand."

"Goodbye, first love."

Tang Chao left quickly, and when he turned the corner, he paused, and saw the cigarette butts thrown by the wall.

The sparks have not been completely extinguished, and the orange light is indistinct. It is a brand often drawn by Helian Temple.