true love

I secretly fell in love with him, so I endured desperately.

"Of course I'm a little bit sad."

Fujino replied calmly on purpose.

"After all, I am grateful to you for taking care of me for so long."

"Long? Are there other people who have been here as long as I have? Are you sad if you don't see those people?"

"What a stupid question to ask."

"Where are you stupid?"

"Even if I feel sad, I can't speak up. How can I talk about other customers in front of customers?"

You still haven't changed, you keep asking rude questions.Fujino teased Suwa with a wry smile.

In fact, not seeing other guests made Fujino feel extremely relieved, and the only person who would feel sad about being separated was Suwa.The thought of not being able to make out with Suwa anymore, losing Suwa's touch made Fujino feel very painful.

(And he's...on the verge of having a family of his own.)

He is about to embrace his new family.

"you……"

Suwa spoke suddenly.

"What are your plans after the prostitution period expires?"

So Suwa wanted to ask this, Fujino thought.How should I answer?But he didn't want to tell Suwa the truth.

"This..."

After clearing his ears, Fujino played with Suwa's hair.

"I haven't decided yet—but, thanks to you, I've saved a lot of money over the years. Maybe I'll open a shop and start a small business?"

"Open a store? What kind of store do you want to open?"

"For example... a high-end Japanese restaurant or something."

Food is the most important thing for the people, so if you open a store, you will be sure to make good food.

"Japanese restaurant? Can you cook?"

Suwa seemed quite surprised.

"Of course not, I have been in You Guo for more than ten years."

It is impossible for You Guoli to let Qingcheng into the kitchen to help.During the nursery school period, there were also people who were in charge of cooking meals, but when they came to the kudzu house, the adoptive mother hired a maid to help, and there was no chance to learn how to cook.Fujino even suspected that he couldn't even make instant noodles well.

"If you want to open a restaurant, you will definitely ask a chef to help you."

"That's right, I'm afraid you'll feed me some strange food."

Fujino couldn't help staring at Suwa's face.

(Could he...would like to patronize my restaurant?)

Fujino's heart was warm and touched.From Gewu to Huajianglou, and then the store I want to open in the future.No matter where he goes, this man is so worried about his past friendship.only--

"What's wrong?"

Seeing Fujino's sudden silence, Suwa asked worriedly.

"No, it's nothing."

"real?"

Suwa continued talking with an incredulous expression on his face.

"However, I'm a little relieved."

"what?"

"It should be said that coming here to find you has become a part of my life, so I will be very lonely if you leave. However, it would be great if you opened a shop, nothing will change, it's just that the place has changed from Yu Guo to a restaurant,"

"..."

(How could it not have changed?)

If you get out of Yuguo's environment, you won't be able to play the "lovers' game" of pretending to be a lover like now. Even if Nakajima didn't say that before, Fujino is very clear that his existence will only bring trouble to Suwa .Their relationship must end.

Even if Fujino wanted to open a restaurant, it would be in a place that Suwa couldn't easily visit.Either it is opened in the southernmost city, or it is opened in the northernmost place, a place not in Tokyo.

"Fujino?"

Suwa called again.

"Ah...it's okay."

Fujino didn't want to think too much, and deliberately said perfunctory.

"You're right...maybe nothing will change."

"Right?"

Suwa smiled, with a relieved expression on his face.Fujino was very curious why Suwa would show this expression. Doesn't Suwa also want to end the relationship between the two of them?

(Would be so happy if it was...)

"Last time you proposed so seriously, I almost believed it."

Suwa said.

"you mean……?"

"It's about the fact that you asked me to be Kei's lover before. If you said that nothing will change, then you can ignore it at that time, right?"

"..."

Fujino's breath was suffocated, he didn't expect Suwa to mention this matter at this moment, and he didn't know how to answer for a moment.Fujino knew that sooner or later they would have to discuss it again, but didn't know how to say it.

What did Suwa's expression just now represent?

Suwa, who was lying on Fujino's lap, sat up and stared at Fujino seriously. Fujino couldn't look directly at him with a different serious expression than usual, and turned his head to avoid Suwa's sight.

"Fujino."

"What's up……"

"The suggestion you made about Kou earlier...was it a joke? You were a bit weird that day, and Kou seemed to be in trouble. Only an idiot would propose it in such a strange state. The proposal is serious."

(Ah...so that's how it is...)

It turned out that Suwa always thought it was weird, so he didn't bring up this topic, and Fujino knew the reason.However, now that Suwa saw Fujino's embarrassing reaction, he realized that Fujino might be serious.

Should I make a mistake and say that I was joking at that time?

But things can't drag on any longer, there are only a few months left before Jing's first night auction.For his sake, Fujino can't take the last proposal as a joke. ""

"Why don't you just don't want to? Don't you like 椛 too?"

After a little hesitation, Fujino said tactfully.

"As I said, this and that are two different things."

"It's not that I have to be the one to climb the stairs... Don't you now too... Is there a regular date out there?"

"Without a girlfriend now, just dealing with you is exhausting."

Suwa smiled lightly.

"it is true!"

"I'm so happy to hear you say that."

Knowing that this is the line of "Lovers Game", Fujino is still happy.But he deliberately suppressed his joy.

"But... since I can no longer accompany you, you should agree to my proposal."

"So I have to change to serve me?"

Fujino wanted to say that was the case, but couldn't say it out.

"You really don't mind if I hang out with other whores?"

"This... I originally proposed it on my own initiative, so I don't mind it... Besides, I asked you for help because I trust you."

Fujino likes Kai, and also hopes that Kai can be happy.He didn't just stuff it to a certain guest.

Fujino really wanted to help Kai.

"You really don't care? Even if I become a regular customer of Kou in the future? You don't mind even if I go to bed with Kou?"

"..."

In Fujino's mind, the scene of Suwa hugging Kou and kissing Kou's skin in the same way as when he was making out.

This kind of imagination caused Fujino's chest to burn like fire, and he couldn't help closing his eyes.

Suwa continued talking.

"We have known each other for many years. The first time we met was in Gewu, three years before and after. I was still a college student at that time, and you were still a junior high school student. Then we met again in Huajiang Tower, and five years later—you said , let's play a love game happily. In fact, we did have a good time, and making love with you is so happy. So... I have the illusion that our relationship can last forever go down."

(Fool.)

Fujino whispered in his heart.

"How can it be forever... Our relationship can only last until the day when my prostitution period expires..."

"exactly."

Did Suwa think about what would happen to the two of them after the expiration?

Fujino felt that Suwa didn't see the relationship between the so-called dice and benefactor at all.However, Suwa didn't think about this issue. Does it mean that he actually hopes that the relationship between the two can continue?

"You once asked me why I gave you a kimono and comb, right?"

"I asked..."

"Last time you suggested that I fight for the right to be the first night, to be honest, I was very angry."

Suwa said.

"I can't believe you would say that. If it's a joke, it's too much, and if it's serious, it's even more unforgivable. I went home angrily that day, and after a few days, I finally calmed down and thought about a problem. I I bought you with money, not your real lover. Why are you so angry because you recommended me to buy other prostitutes' first night rights? After thinking about it, I wanted to get an answer, so... decided to give you that kimono coat."

Fujino couldn't help raising his head.

(but kimono outerwear is not...)

"I like you……"

The kimono is a bet between the two of them, and whoever falls in love with each other has to give the kimono.

Fujino's heart was beating crazily, which was almost unbearable for him.

"Really……"

"real."

"But... since when did you start..."

"When? Before, I didn't regard you as a love object. To me, you were just a cute younger brother. However, after I came to Huajiang Tower, I had a relationship with you that was beyond friendship. During the time I spent with you Before I knew it..."

Suwa stopped suddenly.

"No... Maybe I fell in love with you from the beginning. When I knew that you wrote to me, I happily thought that you asked me to rescue you from the fire pit, and only wrote to me. So when I knew When your letter was not only sent to me, I was really disappointed. Because I like you, no matter how many nights it takes, I am willing to continue to climb the building. Because it is you, even if your prostitution period expires, I am not willing to cut off the relationship with you. the intersection of..."

Fujino's heart ached so much that tears almost came out of his eyes.Fujino now realizes that when people are too happy, their hearts will hurt. He no longer suspects that Suwa's words are for playing the "lovers' game", because Suwa's eyes are so sincere and sincere.

"And you?"

Suw visit.

"What am I to you