Only after meeting Fang Zheng did Ji Qingchuan realize that no matter how deep an obsession is, it will fade with time.
Life is always going on, I don't know from which day, obsession becomes a sigh, loneliness and self-injury become longing for warmth.
The time when one person collects tears will eventually be lost to another person's warm shoulders.
He panicked and blamed himself, because he knew that he was tempted by Fang Zheng.
When they met for the first time on the side of the road, when they saw Fang Zheng running in the nursery, when they had a heart-to-heart talk on Ruicang Mountain, when they took Fang Zheng home for the first time, they defaulted to Fang Zheng as his assistant, cooking every day and taking care of him. When feeding Fang Zheng for fun, every day after dinner, when watching DVDs side by side and laughing...
So many "times" come together like water drops, and water drops through stone.Before he knew it, he was already so close to Fang Zheng.
Like the jasmine on the desk, it has been growing, but we have never noticed it.It wasn't until it bloomed overnight and filled the room with a delicate fragrance that you realized, oh, it turned out to be there already.
Do you just let go of Qi Xuan and your past?What's the point of persisting and waiting before then?
Furthermore, ask yourself, dare to forget the past, dare to move forward?
The answer is not certain.
The past is like a knife. For those who are fully armed and invulnerable, the damage they can cause is limited.But for those who are strong on the outside but strong on the inside, with a hard shell like a snail and a soft heart, after a knife, there will be no scars on the surface, but blood and flesh on the inside.The feeling of pain will stay for a long time, so long that the snail dare not probe out of its shell again.
Fear and pain are enough to destroy all emotional expectations.
What's more, Fang Zheng told himself in QQ before that he loves his first love, he should like girls.If you know that you like him, you will probably hate yourself and stay away from yourself, right?
Ji Qingchuan was in a state of disarray, as if he was standing on the edge of a cliff in a panic.
Picking up the phone, he sent a text message to Fang Zheng: "I have something to do tomorrow, so you don't have to come here."
Fang Zheng replied: "I'm going home tomorrow. I couldn't come. Did you forget?"
Oh, we don't have to see each other for now.Ji Qingchuan was relieved.
Thinking about it, Ji Qingchuan replied again: "Stay well at home with your parents and stay longer."
When I clean myself up as if nothing had happened, let's go back to the unfamiliar past.You will be accompanied by lovely girls, and I wish you sincerely like a brother.
Fang Zheng threw down his cell phone and covered his head with an air-conditioning blanket, wanting to dig a hole to get in.It's so embarrassing, to lose his composure in front of Qing Chuan and make a moan-like sound, I just hope he didn't hear it or heard it but didn't react.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.Fang Zheng sighed.
Compared with City S, an old cultural and economic center, City N, where Fang Zheng's family is located, is a coastal special economic zone that has developed rapidly in the past 20 years.Randomly ask a passer-by what are the specialties of N City, and they will probably answer seafood and local tyrants.
The obedient Fang Zheng followed Dad Fang to the business reception.Along the way, I listened to my father greeting people.
"Mr. Fang is really lucky. Your son is imposing and talented."
"Where is there, the dog is very incompetent, and he will not take over my business life and death. How can you look like your son with a superb wrist, and he has taken a few big orders recently? You are a fearful young man. Lao Wan, you are the one who enjoys the blessing."
"Haha, why, my kid has a very hard temper, unlike Xiao Fang, who is an obedient and good boy at first glance. This is what raising a child is like, caring."
Fang Zheng secretly thought, you have to know what I plan to do when I come back this time, and will you praise me?
"Fang Zheng?" A voice sounded beside him.
Fang Zheng turned his head, his bored expression turned into surprise when he met an acquaintance: "Brother Yan?"
"Boss Yan, do you know Gouzi?" Father Fang was taken aback.
Yan Zhou, a business legend in N City.No one had ever heard of him before, but he suddenly entered the business district of N City five or six years ago, and took down a group of unfinished buildings in the suburbs that no one was looking forward to.One year later, the city government made a new plan to develop the originally barren northern part of the city, and strive to turn it into the future central business circle of N City.The value of the land increased dozens of times, and Yan Zhou became famous in N city overnight.Since then, several large-scale investments have proved that this person has accurate vision and ruthless wrist.Until last year, he became the richest man in N City and was hailed as the most noteworthy upstart.
Seeing that Fang Zheng actually knew such people, Father Fang was quite puzzled.
Yan Zhou smiled and didn't explain much: "I know his brother very well."
Fang Zheng glanced at him, you know Senior Brother Li very well.
The lengthy greetings were finally over, everyone was seated one after another, and the dinner was about to begin.Yan Zhou declined invitations from other people and insisted on sitting next to Fang Zheng.
As soon as the cold dishes were served, the oldest gentleman frowned, clutching his stomach and walking to the bathroom.
Yan Zhou glanced at Father Fang's back, and Fang Zheng whispered, "I didn't expect that you are the young owner of Kechuang Electronics. Don't you intend to inherit the family business?"
"No plan, I don't have this cell."
"Well—" Yan Zhou said kindly, "If you inherit, I promise to do my best to help you."
Fang Zheng looked at him inexplicably: "I don't believe that you take such good care of me because of senior brother."
"If you come back to inherit the family business, your small clinic will not be able to continue. Otherwise, Ah Hang will be arguing all day long to go back to see the clinic and even want to call you. Do you have the heart that your senior brother will not be happy?"
Fang Zheng saw Yan Zhou's smile as a big bad wolf ready to eat Little Red Riding Hood.
"The teacher got angry last time. He hoped that the senior brother and I would do a good job in the clinic. He is waiting for the senior brother to inherit the mantle. Don't sabotage it!" Fang Zheng looked at Yan Zhou vigilantly.
"How could it be?" Yan Zhou smiled and shook his head.
Over the years, he worked hard, pursued material things, and pursued fame and fortune, only to realize in the end that all he wanted was that person.He held that person in his palm as a treasure, so how could he be willing to destroy it.
Fang Zheng felt relieved.
"Of course, if what you mean by 'sabotage' means that I made your senior brother unable to get up, and could only recuperate at home and not go to work; then, I am willing to be sabotage for the rest of my life." Yan Zhou smiled wickedly.
Fang Zheng was dumbfounded, his voice trembling: "You, you, you, you are too despicable!"
"What do you know? At first glance, it looks like an untouched hollow carrot, and you don't know the fun of it." Yan Zhou touched his chin with a look of endless aftertaste. It is the epitaph of a noble person. If I am not mean, I can catch up with your brother? As noble as you, you are destined to be a 'Sagittarius' for a lifetime!"
Fang Zheng trembled and couldn't help crying: Baba, human beings are so scary, I want to go back to my home planet!
The waiter served duck tongue with sauce, Fang Zheng's favorite.
It's a pity that no one moved chopsticks.Out of courtesy, everyone was waiting for the old gentleman who was trapped in the toilet to come back.
Seeing Fang Zheng's eyes instantly changed from staring at himself to staring at duck tongues, Yan Zhou secretly laughed wildly, turned his head to Fang Zheng and said: "The first time I saw you back then was to accompany your senior brother to treat you to dinner, remember? You are alone I ate a plate of duck tongue."
"You invited me to dinner?" Fang Zheng said that he didn't remember at all.At present, who still remembers you?
"At that time, you were a sophomore and Ah Hang was a senior. You helped him with his graduation thesis. He invited you to dinner, and I was his companion. Speaking of which, Ah Hang did treat you to dinner, right? The next time you discuss business with your father I will remember that if the price increases by [-]%, it will be considered as a meal payment for Emirates.”
"Small restaurants around the university town can eat hundreds of thousands or millions? Do you think I'm an idiot?" Fang Zheng glared at him.
"You're not an idiot." Yan Zhou corrected him, "I think you're an idiot. You're still super."
"Oh." Jiang Yatong's eyes were so beautiful, like a thick and colorful oil painting, Fang Zheng's eyeballs fell from the attraction, and he was absent-minded and perfunctory Yan Zhou.
Father Fang had already glared at him several times.I don't know who this child looks like. He refuses to eat at home and stares at the food when he goes out. It's too embarrassing.
Yan Zhou coughed to hide his smile, called the waiter for some instructions, raised his wine glass and stood up: "Mr. Hua may be a little unwell, and it is not suitable for drinking. I have asked the waiter to serve him hot porridge. Let's start first." .I offer a toast to all of you."
Everyone was probably starving, after all, racking their brains to praise other people's social work is very nerve-wracking and fat-consuming.As soon as Yan Zhou opened his mouth, everyone praised him for "being considerate of the elders, it's really kind", and quickly raised their glasses and picked up their chopsticks.
Fang Zheng successfully caught the duck's tongue, and suddenly he was less evasive to Yan Zhou.
Sitting diagonally across from Fang Zheng was an uncle with a spherical figure, and his movements of picking up vegetables were faster than the autumn wind sweeping away fallen leaves.Fang Zheng, who is also a "little master of chopsticks turning", really wants to communicate with him.The eighteen palms of Jiangcai, 36 chopsticks skills, etc., are simply the ultimate skills of foodie, you deserve to have them!
The next day, Fang's father said to Fang's mother: "The world is strange now. I am so stupefied. I don't know anything else except eating, but someone is interested in it. I attended a banquet with me last night. After the meeting, Lao Wang and Lao Wan both I want to introduce my daughter to Zhengzheng. I thought they were joking, but who knows, well, I just called to make an appointment with me."
Fang's mother couldn't help being overjoyed: "Great, I haven't seen Zhengzheng in contact with girls in so many years, it's really worrying. He called a while ago and said that he is now an assistant to a celebrity. I thought he could know a few female celebrities." , who knows there is no movement at all. I am so disappointed!"
Fang Zheng looked at the bed full of clothes in shock: "Dad, instead of selling electrical appliances, he sells clothes?"
"Of course you have to dress handsomely for a blind date." Fang's mother happily took out a casual shirt and gestured at him: "He's handsome, he looks good in anything. I'm sure you'll be fascinated by those little girls."
"Blind date?" Fang Zheng couldn't believe his ears.
"Yeah." Mother Fang nodded of course, "I'll meet your Uncle Wang's daughter tonight, and your Uncle Wan's daughter tomorrow night. High frequency is the only way to ensure efficiency."
"I won't go." Fang Zheng's tone was stiff.
Fang's mother thought that he didn't like those two uncles, so she agreed with a good temper: "Then let's go on a blind date with someone else. Last time, your Aunt Li told me about her niece."
"I won't meet them." Fang Zheng insisted.
"Okay, okay, Zhengzheng is grown up, and if you don't like your parents introducing you, then you can bring one back yourself. Mom promises to support you. Even if you are unmarried and pregnant first!"
"Don't mess around!" Father Fang scolded him, "I promised you Uncle Wang and Uncle Wan. You are not young anymore, isn't it normal to go on a blind date?"
Fang Zheng originally wanted to wait until his mother's birthday was over before coming out, but who knows that the situation is stronger than others, and if he doesn't come out, he will be packed and sent to a blind date.
"I won't go on a blind date! I like men!" Fang Zheng blurted out.
The author has something to say: "Despicableness is the passport of the despicable, and nobility is the epitaph of the noble." - Bei Dao "Answer"
(What a sin, such a good poem was spoofed by me.)
From tomorrow, the noon update time is temporarily adjusted to 18:18 in the evening.I'll see if I can adjust the time back to noon after I've been busy for a while.
Life is always going on, I don't know from which day, obsession becomes a sigh, loneliness and self-injury become longing for warmth.
The time when one person collects tears will eventually be lost to another person's warm shoulders.
He panicked and blamed himself, because he knew that he was tempted by Fang Zheng.
When they met for the first time on the side of the road, when they saw Fang Zheng running in the nursery, when they had a heart-to-heart talk on Ruicang Mountain, when they took Fang Zheng home for the first time, they defaulted to Fang Zheng as his assistant, cooking every day and taking care of him. When feeding Fang Zheng for fun, every day after dinner, when watching DVDs side by side and laughing...
So many "times" come together like water drops, and water drops through stone.Before he knew it, he was already so close to Fang Zheng.
Like the jasmine on the desk, it has been growing, but we have never noticed it.It wasn't until it bloomed overnight and filled the room with a delicate fragrance that you realized, oh, it turned out to be there already.
Do you just let go of Qi Xuan and your past?What's the point of persisting and waiting before then?
Furthermore, ask yourself, dare to forget the past, dare to move forward?
The answer is not certain.
The past is like a knife. For those who are fully armed and invulnerable, the damage they can cause is limited.But for those who are strong on the outside but strong on the inside, with a hard shell like a snail and a soft heart, after a knife, there will be no scars on the surface, but blood and flesh on the inside.The feeling of pain will stay for a long time, so long that the snail dare not probe out of its shell again.
Fear and pain are enough to destroy all emotional expectations.
What's more, Fang Zheng told himself in QQ before that he loves his first love, he should like girls.If you know that you like him, you will probably hate yourself and stay away from yourself, right?
Ji Qingchuan was in a state of disarray, as if he was standing on the edge of a cliff in a panic.
Picking up the phone, he sent a text message to Fang Zheng: "I have something to do tomorrow, so you don't have to come here."
Fang Zheng replied: "I'm going home tomorrow. I couldn't come. Did you forget?"
Oh, we don't have to see each other for now.Ji Qingchuan was relieved.
Thinking about it, Ji Qingchuan replied again: "Stay well at home with your parents and stay longer."
When I clean myself up as if nothing had happened, let's go back to the unfamiliar past.You will be accompanied by lovely girls, and I wish you sincerely like a brother.
Fang Zheng threw down his cell phone and covered his head with an air-conditioning blanket, wanting to dig a hole to get in.It's so embarrassing, to lose his composure in front of Qing Chuan and make a moan-like sound, I just hope he didn't hear it or heard it but didn't react.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.Fang Zheng sighed.
Compared with City S, an old cultural and economic center, City N, where Fang Zheng's family is located, is a coastal special economic zone that has developed rapidly in the past 20 years.Randomly ask a passer-by what are the specialties of N City, and they will probably answer seafood and local tyrants.
The obedient Fang Zheng followed Dad Fang to the business reception.Along the way, I listened to my father greeting people.
"Mr. Fang is really lucky. Your son is imposing and talented."
"Where is there, the dog is very incompetent, and he will not take over my business life and death. How can you look like your son with a superb wrist, and he has taken a few big orders recently? You are a fearful young man. Lao Wan, you are the one who enjoys the blessing."
"Haha, why, my kid has a very hard temper, unlike Xiao Fang, who is an obedient and good boy at first glance. This is what raising a child is like, caring."
Fang Zheng secretly thought, you have to know what I plan to do when I come back this time, and will you praise me?
"Fang Zheng?" A voice sounded beside him.
Fang Zheng turned his head, his bored expression turned into surprise when he met an acquaintance: "Brother Yan?"
"Boss Yan, do you know Gouzi?" Father Fang was taken aback.
Yan Zhou, a business legend in N City.No one had ever heard of him before, but he suddenly entered the business district of N City five or six years ago, and took down a group of unfinished buildings in the suburbs that no one was looking forward to.One year later, the city government made a new plan to develop the originally barren northern part of the city, and strive to turn it into the future central business circle of N City.The value of the land increased dozens of times, and Yan Zhou became famous in N city overnight.Since then, several large-scale investments have proved that this person has accurate vision and ruthless wrist.Until last year, he became the richest man in N City and was hailed as the most noteworthy upstart.
Seeing that Fang Zheng actually knew such people, Father Fang was quite puzzled.
Yan Zhou smiled and didn't explain much: "I know his brother very well."
Fang Zheng glanced at him, you know Senior Brother Li very well.
The lengthy greetings were finally over, everyone was seated one after another, and the dinner was about to begin.Yan Zhou declined invitations from other people and insisted on sitting next to Fang Zheng.
As soon as the cold dishes were served, the oldest gentleman frowned, clutching his stomach and walking to the bathroom.
Yan Zhou glanced at Father Fang's back, and Fang Zheng whispered, "I didn't expect that you are the young owner of Kechuang Electronics. Don't you intend to inherit the family business?"
"No plan, I don't have this cell."
"Well—" Yan Zhou said kindly, "If you inherit, I promise to do my best to help you."
Fang Zheng looked at him inexplicably: "I don't believe that you take such good care of me because of senior brother."
"If you come back to inherit the family business, your small clinic will not be able to continue. Otherwise, Ah Hang will be arguing all day long to go back to see the clinic and even want to call you. Do you have the heart that your senior brother will not be happy?"
Fang Zheng saw Yan Zhou's smile as a big bad wolf ready to eat Little Red Riding Hood.
"The teacher got angry last time. He hoped that the senior brother and I would do a good job in the clinic. He is waiting for the senior brother to inherit the mantle. Don't sabotage it!" Fang Zheng looked at Yan Zhou vigilantly.
"How could it be?" Yan Zhou smiled and shook his head.
Over the years, he worked hard, pursued material things, and pursued fame and fortune, only to realize in the end that all he wanted was that person.He held that person in his palm as a treasure, so how could he be willing to destroy it.
Fang Zheng felt relieved.
"Of course, if what you mean by 'sabotage' means that I made your senior brother unable to get up, and could only recuperate at home and not go to work; then, I am willing to be sabotage for the rest of my life." Yan Zhou smiled wickedly.
Fang Zheng was dumbfounded, his voice trembling: "You, you, you, you are too despicable!"
"What do you know? At first glance, it looks like an untouched hollow carrot, and you don't know the fun of it." Yan Zhou touched his chin with a look of endless aftertaste. It is the epitaph of a noble person. If I am not mean, I can catch up with your brother? As noble as you, you are destined to be a 'Sagittarius' for a lifetime!"
Fang Zheng trembled and couldn't help crying: Baba, human beings are so scary, I want to go back to my home planet!
The waiter served duck tongue with sauce, Fang Zheng's favorite.
It's a pity that no one moved chopsticks.Out of courtesy, everyone was waiting for the old gentleman who was trapped in the toilet to come back.
Seeing Fang Zheng's eyes instantly changed from staring at himself to staring at duck tongues, Yan Zhou secretly laughed wildly, turned his head to Fang Zheng and said: "The first time I saw you back then was to accompany your senior brother to treat you to dinner, remember? You are alone I ate a plate of duck tongue."
"You invited me to dinner?" Fang Zheng said that he didn't remember at all.At present, who still remembers you?
"At that time, you were a sophomore and Ah Hang was a senior. You helped him with his graduation thesis. He invited you to dinner, and I was his companion. Speaking of which, Ah Hang did treat you to dinner, right? The next time you discuss business with your father I will remember that if the price increases by [-]%, it will be considered as a meal payment for Emirates.”
"Small restaurants around the university town can eat hundreds of thousands or millions? Do you think I'm an idiot?" Fang Zheng glared at him.
"You're not an idiot." Yan Zhou corrected him, "I think you're an idiot. You're still super."
"Oh." Jiang Yatong's eyes were so beautiful, like a thick and colorful oil painting, Fang Zheng's eyeballs fell from the attraction, and he was absent-minded and perfunctory Yan Zhou.
Father Fang had already glared at him several times.I don't know who this child looks like. He refuses to eat at home and stares at the food when he goes out. It's too embarrassing.
Yan Zhou coughed to hide his smile, called the waiter for some instructions, raised his wine glass and stood up: "Mr. Hua may be a little unwell, and it is not suitable for drinking. I have asked the waiter to serve him hot porridge. Let's start first." .I offer a toast to all of you."
Everyone was probably starving, after all, racking their brains to praise other people's social work is very nerve-wracking and fat-consuming.As soon as Yan Zhou opened his mouth, everyone praised him for "being considerate of the elders, it's really kind", and quickly raised their glasses and picked up their chopsticks.
Fang Zheng successfully caught the duck's tongue, and suddenly he was less evasive to Yan Zhou.
Sitting diagonally across from Fang Zheng was an uncle with a spherical figure, and his movements of picking up vegetables were faster than the autumn wind sweeping away fallen leaves.Fang Zheng, who is also a "little master of chopsticks turning", really wants to communicate with him.The eighteen palms of Jiangcai, 36 chopsticks skills, etc., are simply the ultimate skills of foodie, you deserve to have them!
The next day, Fang's father said to Fang's mother: "The world is strange now. I am so stupefied. I don't know anything else except eating, but someone is interested in it. I attended a banquet with me last night. After the meeting, Lao Wang and Lao Wan both I want to introduce my daughter to Zhengzheng. I thought they were joking, but who knows, well, I just called to make an appointment with me."
Fang's mother couldn't help being overjoyed: "Great, I haven't seen Zhengzheng in contact with girls in so many years, it's really worrying. He called a while ago and said that he is now an assistant to a celebrity. I thought he could know a few female celebrities." , who knows there is no movement at all. I am so disappointed!"
Fang Zheng looked at the bed full of clothes in shock: "Dad, instead of selling electrical appliances, he sells clothes?"
"Of course you have to dress handsomely for a blind date." Fang's mother happily took out a casual shirt and gestured at him: "He's handsome, he looks good in anything. I'm sure you'll be fascinated by those little girls."
"Blind date?" Fang Zheng couldn't believe his ears.
"Yeah." Mother Fang nodded of course, "I'll meet your Uncle Wang's daughter tonight, and your Uncle Wan's daughter tomorrow night. High frequency is the only way to ensure efficiency."
"I won't go." Fang Zheng's tone was stiff.
Fang's mother thought that he didn't like those two uncles, so she agreed with a good temper: "Then let's go on a blind date with someone else. Last time, your Aunt Li told me about her niece."
"I won't meet them." Fang Zheng insisted.
"Okay, okay, Zhengzheng is grown up, and if you don't like your parents introducing you, then you can bring one back yourself. Mom promises to support you. Even if you are unmarried and pregnant first!"
"Don't mess around!" Father Fang scolded him, "I promised you Uncle Wang and Uncle Wan. You are not young anymore, isn't it normal to go on a blind date?"
Fang Zheng originally wanted to wait until his mother's birthday was over before coming out, but who knows that the situation is stronger than others, and if he doesn't come out, he will be packed and sent to a blind date.
"I won't go on a blind date! I like men!" Fang Zheng blurted out.
The author has something to say: "Despicableness is the passport of the despicable, and nobility is the epitaph of the noble." - Bei Dao "Answer"
(What a sin, such a good poem was spoofed by me.)
From tomorrow, the noon update time is temporarily adjusted to 18:18 in the evening.I'll see if I can adjust the time back to noon after I've been busy for a while.
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