irresponsible

"Time rain?"

When Shi Yu heard Song Cheng's soft call, his back froze obviously, and his breathing probably slowed down.Wiping away the tears that were about to be dried by the wind on his face, he turned around.

Seeing Shi Yu's reddened eyes, Song Cheng was really at a loss, wanted to step forward to comfort him, but couldn't do it, his body was dirty.I had no choice but to pass the marshmallow over in a flattering manner. "Try it?"

Shi Yu was in a bad mood, and knocked out the cotton candy handed over with one hand. The pure white cotton candy fell to the ground, sticking to the ground blown by the cool wind. down.

Shi Yu regretted it the moment he knocked out the marshmallow, but seeing Song Cheng's distressed face, his heart was even more smoldering.The trousers were torn, and the clothes I just bought for her were so careless, with a gray face.See what she is like.Still smiling, is this person heartless?

Song Cheng touched his knocked-off hand in a daze. To be honest, his hand didn't hurt, far less than the pain of his knee, but his heart hurt.What is more painful and tormenting than being rejected and alienated by the person you like?No sound came out of the mouth, as if suddenly dumb.

"Song Cheng, is this fun for you?" So stupid, so naive, my ideal partner is mature and steady, when I met her, I recognized her.But why, she always made herself feel uneasy.It's the same now, staying there, don't you think even an explanation is superfluous?

Song Cheng could only shake his head desperately, feeling the fog rising up.

"Don't shake your head." Shi Yu sighed, why this person still can't understand his thoughts.She just wanted Song Cheng to admit his mistakes. In the future, he should take the overall situation into consideration and think about the future of the two of them. Don't be naive and mess up the future.

"Song Cheng, I think we should separate for a while. Think carefully about whether we want to be together in the future. If we are destined not to be together, it is better not to waste time." , she will probably never grow up.Of course she has confidence that the two of them can be together.

Song Cheng's legs felt weak after hearing this.Shi Yu, do you know how chilling my heart is to be apart for a while.It's just a period of time as you said, that's fine, but if after this period of time, we still haven't reconciled, and I'm sent to a place that I don't even know, how can we meet?How can I make you laugh?How can I have the opportunity to spend every day with you in the future.Why can't I even say "no"?Throat was congested badly, tears gushed out of the hot spring, ticked and fell on the cold ground, and the sound of dripping was very cold.Her mind was full of warm scenes between her and Shi Yu, but it was this scene that was constantly moving away from her, gradually drifting away and becoming blurred.What a dreadful drift away.

No runny nose today, okay.He just rubbed his eyes with his sleeves and wiped away the tears.Remembering that I promised to cook all kinds of delicacies for Shi Yu, but I had no chance, I looked at my hands and felt a little glaring.The design drawings in the laptop are useless, and it is estimated that Shi Yu will find a special design company to design and decorate her hut in the future, so her "books" will become redundant.There is still enough milk in the refrigerator... and the clothes are washed...

It seems that there is really nothing I can do for her.

Didn't I think of this when I decided to like Shigu?She let herself go, and she must go without entanglement.When this day really came, I felt that I really overestimated myself at that time, and how reluctant I was.

Looking up at the street lights, it was not on at this time, Song Cheng seemed to think of something suddenly, "Shiyu, do you remember that before you boarded the Ferris wheel last time, you asked me to promise you to do something for you?" Let me do it , so you still need me!

Shi Yu felt that Song Cheng was really hopeless, and she was able to change the subject even after asking about it. "If you have to do it, then it's the matter of 'leave me'!" Shi Yu became impatient.

leave her?

She lets herself go away from her.

she said.

Song Cheng met Shi Yu's eyes and walked closer, "Really?"

Shi Yu ignored her and turned his head to the other side.

"Okay, I promise you." Song Cheng said softly, using the most relaxed tone to hide his heartbreak.He took out the gift from the bag, pulled Shi Yu's hand, put the gift in her hand, let go of her hand, and took a step back.

"Shiyu, I really hope it's only for a while." The obviously dirty face showed a gentle gentleman's smile like a nobleman's son, and the distance between him and the gentleman.

Song Cheng knew that Uncle Cheng had been standing behind her for a while, and he didn't want to make things difficult for Uncle Cheng.Finally, he waved his hand with a wry smile, limped, and walked towards the car.

Uncle Cheng looked at Shi Yu who was staring blankly at the exquisite gift box, and at the back of his young lady who was injured and emaciated. He really felt that he was a sinner.Sighing, he returned to the car, started the car, and drove away.As a housekeeper, isn't all he can do is obey orders?It's just a pain in the ass...

When Shi Yu came back to his senses, Song Cheng's shadow was gone.Opening the box with trembling fingers, seeing the contents inside, she laughed and cried at the same time. Now she doesn't know what to do.Do you want to forgive her just because of the gift?Wouldn't that make me seem too soft-hearted?Let's talk about it in a few days...

But how could Shi Yu know that Song Cheng's departure this time was not a "simple" matter of a few days.

In the car.

"Miss, don't jump out of the car again."

"..."

"Miss, you have to go back to Yanjing quickly. The commander has arranged a quiet place for you. You should avoid the limelight first."

"..." Song Cheng still ignored him, and kept silent all the time, watching the scenery that kept flashing out of the car window.

"Miss..." Uncle Cheng didn't talk much, and Song Cheng's silence made him want to talk.

"Uncle Cheng, I'll sleep for a while, and I'll be called at the airport later." Song Cheng didn't have enough sleep, and now he only felt dizzy in the car, with a throbbing heartache.Sadly, I want to be alone.

At the airport, Uncle Cheng woke up Song Cheng, and said with embarrassment, "Miss, you have to hurry up. Just now, the commander called and said that your mother will probably send you to middleeast for training. That place is so dangerous, hurry up." Before the commander can make the decision, let's go." After all, the Song family was the old man's decision when Li Ru was away, and Li Ru was here, completely feminist.If Li Ru wants to intervene, then the matter is absolute.

"Oh, that's fine, I'll do whatever I want." Of course it's dangerous to go to the middleeast. If I get injured, will I be sent back to my country soon?If you die, that's fine too.

Song Cheng's negativity made Uncle Cheng very anxious, but he also saw Song Cheng completely "isolate" himself out of her world.

Powerless.