The white moonlight that makes us cry

Cui Youji remembered that last night, Xia Rubing asked him, you said before that the toilet cubicle, bathtub, changing room, classroom, and French windows were all fake?

He said embarrassingly yes.

Xia Rubing bit his chin, smiled lightly and said, "You are so cute."

He was embarrassed for a while, and turned his back.

The man leaned closer to his side and asked, "Then you want to try in the bathroom with me?"

Cui Youji kind of forgot his reaction at that time.

There was only one thought in his mind, the real Xia Rubing was completely different from what he thought.Who would have imagined that the cold Gaoling Flower outside would look like a bewitching fairy in the middle of the night on the bed.

This sexy contrast made him dizzy.

So there is now.

Xia Rubing suggested that it would be more exciting to go outside, so she sent him a message half an hour in advance, and made an appointment to meet at the BAR.

In the bathroom of the bar.

The light is dim and the atmosphere is beautiful.

Cui Youji looked at Xia Rubing who was sitting on the sink, and his Adam's apple rolled: "Aren't you afraid of being discovered by others?"

"As long as we are careful." Xia Rubing rolled her eyes.

Xia Rubing's appearance was rather cold, even sharp.

But when he smiled, it was like a large beam of light pouring into the dark alley in an instant.

Cui Youji reached out to take off his glasses.

Without the cover of the lenses, Xia Rubing's eyes are long and narrow, outlining the moist spring tide that radiates soul.

He was laughing, but also crying.

Panting with weeping sound.

Cui Youji supported the sink with his palms, and he didn't even feel that his skin was scratched by the rough marble edge.

In fact, he rarely saw Xia Rubing smile.

Even during the days when they lived together, the other party was always cold and expressionless.

"Boom boom boom!"

There was a knock on the door.

The two subconsciously paused.

Shen Hang: "Who is so wicked to lock the outer door? Hurry up, I'm suffocating."

They couldn't help looking at each other and smiling.

Xia Rubing hooked Cui Youji's leg: "Let Shen Hang hold back first."

Anyway, he didn't want Cui Youji to hold back.

The bar business was very good in the evening just after the holiday, and there were a lot of customers.In addition, there is a public restroom outside, and no one has ever noticed anything wrong.

The two opened the door and walked out, instantly drowned in the lively crowd and the loud music.

Xia Rubing straightened her collar and walked towards the bar.

Seeing him, Shen Hang complained: "Why did you take so long to go to the toilet? I thought you had already left."

Xia Rubing sat down, took a sip of ice water, and said, "It's too stuffy inside, I just went for a walk outside."

Shen Hang had no doubts at all, made a cup of Black Fang for him, turned his head and continued to chat with the beautiful female guest.

……

When Cui Youji returned to the deck, all the people attending Zhang Huhu's birthday party had already arrived.

Peng Qi, Wu Ruida, some classmates who had a good relationship in the past, and the fencing team were playing games.

"I heard that Young Master Cui is treating guests today, why did you come?" Banon got up and handed Cui Youji a drink, "Should I drink some?"

Everyone booed together:

"Drink! Drink!"

Cui Youji happened to be thirsty, so he picked up the wine glass and drank it down in one gulp, saying, "I will punish myself with three glasses."

"Bulfrog bullfrog."

"As expected of Young Master Cui, you are magnificent."

Everyone pulled him to sit down and played dice and truth or dare together.

Cui Youji sat down next to Zhang Huhu, "How are you doing, are you having fun?"

Zhang Huhu glanced at him and said, "It's been a long time since you went to the bathroom."

Cui Youji: "I've been a little constipated recently."

Zhang Huhu looked around the bar, pointed not far away and said, "Professor Xia is actually there, did you see him just now?"

Cui Youji: "No."

Zhang Huhu looked at him meaningfully, "Is it true? As soon as you appeared, Professor Xia also appeared..."

Cui Youji knew that Zhang Huhu was doubting himself.

But his acting skills are poor, so he can only find another way.

"Don't mention Xia Rubing to me again in the future." Cui Youji's tone was cold.

Zhang Huhu: "?"

What's going on.

He seemed to smell something unusual.

Cui Youji played two games with everyone and lost.

It's just a holiday, and tomorrow we will go camping together, the fencing team members are very excited.

Li Meng asked him: "Do you want to tell the truth or take risks?"

Cui Youji said, "Let's be honest."

It was Punch's turn to ask questions.

Facing his beloved idol, Peng Qi asked a gossip that everyone cared about without thinking:

"Do you still like Ruan Shu?"

The deeds of Cui Youji chasing after Ruan Shu were vividly remembered by everyone.

Although it seems that Cui Youji has nothing to do with Ruan Shu at present, he has not been in love since then.

It is inevitable that people feel that he is still trapped by love and cannot get out.

Cui Youji: "No."

The atmosphere is a bit cold.

The people on the booth looked at each other.

Zhang Huhu hurriedly smoothed things over and said: "There must be none, just like that scumbag Ruan Shu, unless our Young Master Cui is blind."

Cui Youji lowered his head to drink.

The second time, or the truth.

Li Meng picked it up and continued to ask Cui Youji: "Then do you have someone you like now?"

Everyone was excited again.

This kind of question is embarrassing for a public star.

But Li Meng didn't think much about it, after all, Cui Youji had the right to answer, so he could just answer "no" as perfunctory.

Cui Youji nodded, "Yes."

Li Meng: "??"

Everyone called shit.

Zhang Huhu touched him with his elbow and said, "Why didn't you tell me about someone you like?"

Cui Youji said, "You don't know him."

Zhang Huhu rolled his eyes, leaned into his ear and whispered, "Is it Professor Xia?"

"No."

Of course Cui Youji couldn't admit it.

But his blunt answer is unavoidable.

Everyone was guessing in their hearts who Cui Youji liked.

Banon asked him winkingly: "Young Master Cui, last time I read on the campus post bar that someone said that Professor Xia would pick him up and drop him off at school, could it be..."

Cui Youji snorted coldly: "You're thinking too much. Coach Xia just asked him to help deliver it to me."

Banon smacked his lips, "Okay."

Everyone thought it was right, Cui Youji and Professor Xia, can't it?

Not to mention that Professor Xia is Ruan Shubai Yueguang.

They all heard that Professor Xia had blocked Cui Youji's papers for a total of 51 times this semester.

Cui Youji probably hated him already, how could there be any spark of love.

……

The young people had fun until midnight before leaving.

The dorms are closed.

Zhang Huhu and others randomly found a hotel nearby to live in.

Anyway, they will get up early tomorrow morning and gather at the school gate to go camping.

Cui Youji walked back with a relaxed and happy pace, lowered his head and pressed the phone to type.

They added back to WeChat again.

CYJ: [Are you still doing it tonight? ]

The screen flickered faintly, and the corners of the young man's mouth raised.

After a while.

Ding dong.

Xia: [No, I'm a little tired]

The corners of the young man's mouth drooped instantly, like a dog's drooping ears.

CYJ: [Okay, you go to bed early]

Xia: [Have you gone home yet? ]

CYJ: [Well, just arrived at the intersection]

After a few minutes.

Xia: [You raise your head and look at the other side]

Cui Youji subconsciously followed suit and stopped walking.

The street lights were dim, and the shadows were stretched into long lines.

A few leaves flew through the light.

A cold mist hung over the city like a web.

The thin figure of the man gradually appeared through the night.

He stood under the lamp, holding a bag of things in his hand, and waved to Cui Youji.

"Come here quickly, it's cold."

The wind in the autumn night was very cool, Xia Rubing exhaled white air floating in the air.

Cui Youji's heart seemed to be hooked lightly by a hook.

He walked quickly across the zebra crossing, with a smile on his face again: "Yes."

Xia Rubing handed him the bag, "Hangover soup, drink it before going to sleep."

Cui Youji took it obediently and said, "Okay."

Xia Rubing: "Go back."

Cui Youji stepped forward to hug him, buried his head in his neck and rubbed against his neck.

The young man's slightly stiffer hair tied him.

The breath is full of aggressive hormones.

This feeling is like being thrown down by a large long-haired dog.

Xia Rubing froze, "What are you doing..."

"I want to hug you before going to sleep." Cui Youji hummed.

Xia Rubing thought, such a warm hug in the middle of the night seems to be a bit beyond the boundaries of Pao.you.

But he still hesitantly raised his hands that were hanging on both sides of the trouser seam, and hugged the young man's waist back.

Cui Youji bowed his head and kissed his forehead, and said with a smile, "Good night."

A subtle throbbing flowed through Xia Rubing's heart like a stream of water.

My heart beats so fast.

He loosened the folds of the youth's clothes, and turned around.

As soon as she took two steps, Xia Rubing couldn't help turning her head back.

Cui Youji stood where he was, suddenly jumped up and waved his hand:

"Don't worry, Professor Xia, I will pretend that I don't know you at camp tomorrow!"

Xia Rubing lowered her eyes, hiding her emotions.

"Well, good," he said.

……

It was already late when Cui Youji got home, unexpectedly Cui Xian was still awake.

Cui Xian crossed his arms and looked down at him sitting at the dining table drinking hangover soup:

"Who cooked it for you?"

Cui Youji subconsciously put the bowl back together and said, "I bought this..."

Cui Xian glanced suspiciously at the exquisitely packaged thermos, wondering if all the stores in big cities are so high-end?

After Cui Youji finished drinking, Cui Xian stopped him and said, "Let's have a chat."

"What are your plans for winter vacation?"

Cui Youji thought for a while and said: "Coach Xia asked me to go to the national team to participate in the training camp, so I should stay at the base."

"That's fine." Cui Xian nodded and said, "You should concentrate and don't be fooled by the colorful world outside. You are now facing the most important stage of an athlete's career, you must never fall in love, you know? "

Cui Youji: "..."

Cui Xian said alertly: "Could you have already talked about it?"

Cui Youji quickly shook his head, "No, no."

"That's good." Cui Xian said: "Your brother is expected to come back during the winter vacation. If he finds out that you are secretly in love, you should know what the consequences will be."

"Really?"

"He called me yesterday and said that he is already booking a flight ticket, and it should be confirmed with a high probability."

Cui Youji was pleasantly surprised, but also somewhat puzzled.

Cui Jiayou's current debts have not been paid off, can Cui Jiayou really come back?

In the novel, the other party returned to China with a successful career in the year he graduated from university.

Cui Xian drove him into the room: "Okay, okay, kids, don't worry about these things, go to bed quickly."

Cui Youji had a good night's sleep.

That night, Xia Rubing had a long-lost dream.

That is the source of all nightmares.

Both Dr. John and the many psychotherapists that Xia Rubing visited before wanted to explore and understand the hidden secrets of the roots.

He dreamed that when he was 12 years old, he participated in the youth fencing competition and won the championship.

Flowers, applause, and countless vague but joyful smiling faces passed before my eyes one by one.

Xia Dang held him high, put his back on his shoulders and said happily:

"The greatest achievement in my life is to teach your precious son."

He took off his mask and sneaked out to buy a drink.

A van pulled up on the side of the road and dragged him into it.

"It's a good product."

"Tsk tsk, look at his face, he can sell for a good price."

In the confusion, someone was touching his face.

Turn around.

The world seemed to turn dark in an instant.

He was locked in a basement.

There were a lot of other kids there, some as old as him, and some as young as three, four, or five years old.

Crying and desperate screams rushed in like a flood.

Xia Rubing squatted on the ground and covered her ears.

He's not like everyone else.

A man said with a wicked smile that he was the fairest and most beautiful.

They left him alone and locked him alone in a windowless room.

"Put this on, I heard that boys can become like girls..."

Tears fell one by one, rolling to the ground, unable to stop.

Xia Rubing thought she was going to die.

He was not afraid of death, but only afraid of the endless darkness in front of him, the chaotic, misty feeling of falling out of control, which caused him to roll on the damp and cold ground for several nights in pain.

Until one day, a little boy was also locked in.

He was unconscious, well dressed and had a gold tag necklace around his neck.

Management can be very lax at times in this place.

Those people thought they were children and were not too defensive.

The young man stole the hanging tag, cut the rope a little bit and escaped.

Running along the passage, he saw the incandescent sky outside.

He breathed a sigh of relief and ran even harder.

I'm sorry, he said to the little boy in his heart, I will definitely call the police to help you when I go out.

He vaguely remembered that there was a crescent-shaped red birthmark on the other party's left wrist.