sunken square

After getting drunk, things became a little strange, mainly reflected in the sudden ease of getting along with Guan Rong.Chen Yuezhi called his brother very fluently. As soon as he uttered such a title, his whole mood would be in a high mood.He yells at Guan Rong all day long, for everything big and small, it seems that everything can only be done with Guan Rong's consent, if Guan Rong is impatient, he will answer him anyway.

There is a very secret sense of intimacy, and Chen Yuechi likes this kind of intimacy.

The climate is getting colder and colder.Chen Yuechi has never felt this kind of cold before, and the winter clothes only feel heavy on his body, not warm at all.

There are too many books upstairs, and it is inconvenient to light a fire. The small stove for warming wine has been put away.They put an electric oven in addition, and sometimes they just spend time by the fire at night.

One evening, after getting off work from the bakery to go to the bookstore, Guan Rong had already dealt with the day's affairs.Chen Yue went to the attic, while Guan Rong was sitting next to the electric stove reading a book.Hearing Chen Yuechi calling brother, Guan Rong pointed to the sofa bed: "Try."

There is a down jacket over there, the style is very simple, casual, black.Chen Yue was in a daze, feeling a sense of restraint that he hadn't seen for a long time.He asked in disbelief, "For me?"

"Who don't you give it to?" Guan Rong looked up at him, "Actually, it was my clothes. I didn't wear them much at the time because they were a little too big. You are only a few centimeters taller than me, so it should be suitable."

Seeing that Chen Yue couldn't hold on, he threw away the book impatiently, and came to take off his coat when he got up.Chen Yuechi stood obediently and let him move.

As Guan Rong said, the size of the clothes is indeed just right, and the color and style suit him well.Chen Yue sniffed, and Guan Rong asked with an exaggerated expression: "Wow, you won't cry, brother? It's not specially bought for you!"

He bumped Chen Yuechi's shoulder: "You're so moved, I'm sorry if I don't buy you a new dress for the New Year, like I bully a child. How about I wrap you a red envelope to celebrate the New Year?"

"Who is a child! I don't collect New Year's money anymore." Chen Yuechi said, "You are only ten years older than me, so don't rely on the old to sell the old."

Guan Rong pouted: "I'm old."

"No!" Chen Yue became impatient, "Why are you like this!"

Guan Rong imitated his tone: "No, why are you like this?"

Seeing Chen Yuechi blushing, Guan Rong couldn't help laughing until Chen Yuechi got a little annoyed and couldn't hold back, bent over to zip him, and adjusted the shirt collar inside his sweater.When their eyes met, Chen Yue raised his hand to hold his wrist, and said in a hoarse voice, "Brother, you are so kind."

Guan Rong smiled noncommittally, struggled a bit, turned his eyes away and continued to straighten his clothes, and said casually: "I'll go back and clean out the closet someday, it seems that I have a lot of clothes that you can wear."

After sorting it out, he patted him on the shoulder with the back of his hand: "Tsk, look at this handsome guy in our family, how energetic! He looks good in anything he wears!" It seemed that he was Chen Yuechi's real brother.

Chen Yuechi just lowered his eyes and smiled in embarrassment.

Guan Rong was not free that day, so Chen Yuechi went to the kindergarten to pick up the bottle, and when he passed an intersection in Sunken Square, someone suddenly jumped in front of them: "Please! Please! I haven't eaten for three days!"

What followed was a burst of stench from people who hadn't bathed for a long time.Chen Yuechi didn't react for a moment, and the bottle had already taken out a dollar from his pocket and handed it over.Holding his hand calmly: "Brother, let's go."

"En." Chen Yue responded, "Drink milk?"

Hearing his words, the beggar raised his head, and it turned out to be an extremely young face, who looked only about twenty.When the man saw Chen Yuechi, he slowly opened his mouth. Chen Yuechi was shocked, and immediately lowered his head, took the bottle and strode away.

"List……"

There was a hesitant voice behind him, and then he was sure: "Chen!"

Chen Yuechi walked faster and faster until the bottle yelled: "Brother, brother!" Chen Yuechi came back to his senses and found that he was dragging the bottle almost to the point of falling.

"Brother, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me!" Bottle straightened the strap of the torn schoolbag, "Does that person know you?"

Chen Yue shook his head: "I don't know."

Waiting at the bookstore at night, Guan Rong took the bottle home and just came back when it started raining again.Chen Yuechi wanted to go home, but Guan Rong asked, "Did you bring an umbrella?"

"No." Chen Yue responded, and then he looked down at his down jacket and sighed absent-mindedly, "Brother, why does it still rain here in winter?"

"It rains when it doesn't snow, is it difficult to understand?" Guan Rong began to spread the quilt.The weather is getting colder and colder, and the quilt placed here has long been replaced with a thicker one.

After Chen Yuechi took a shower, his hair was wet and he was about to get under the bed, but Guan Rong grabbed the back of his neck.

"Brother." Chen Yuechi shouted meaninglessly.He sat on the carpet with his back to Guan Rong.Next to it is an electric oven.

Guan Rong sat by the sofa bed and dried his hair, and asked in a buzzing voice, "Is your hair a bit long? Do you want to cut it off?"

Chen Yuechi said: "I can cut it myself, and just flatten it."

Guan Rongying: "Are you fooling around because you are young and good-looking?"

His hands shuttled between Chen Yuechi's hair, and the hot wind was blowing. Chen Yuechi should have felt comfortable, but his heart was getting cold intermittently, and he had to work hard to concentrate before he could talk to Guan Rong.While speaking, he leaned back and stuffed his body between Guan Rong's legs.

Guan Rong indulged him to lean on him.But he was so restless that he didn't notice it at all.

"When I washed my hair when I was young, I didn't like to dry it," Chen Yuechi said in a low voice. "My mother or my sister would blow it to me like this. Now I think it's fun. I must have done it on purpose. I don't want to do it myself." , I just want them to blow it to me."

Guan Rong sneered: "I'm a man."

"You are brother." Chen Yuechi answered seriously.

Guan Rongxiao: "Now you are getting more and more impolite. When you first met me, you still bowed at ninety degrees."

Chen Yue kept silent.Guan Rong signaled him to turn around, and he immediately turned around, eagerly looking at Guan Rong's face, looking for his eyes.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Guan Rong asked.While lifting Chen Yuechi's hair on his forehead, just after blowing twice, Chen Yuechi suddenly fell forward, wrapping his arms around his lower back.

Guan Rong froze, and pushed him: "How can I brag about you?"

"It's done." Chen Yuechi said.After two seconds, he straightened up and let go of his hands: "I'm sorry brother, I'm a little tired all of a sudden."

He smiled, expressing his apologies for his unauthorized actions, and met Guan Rong's probing gaze, his eyes were even more bent: "Bottle behaved very well today."

Guan Rong followed his topic: "Yes, I received a call from the teacher."

After drying their hair, the two of them got on the sofa bed.After all, the bed was still small, and two big men had to put their shoulders on top of each other.Guan Rong then changed to a side-lying position, with his back to Chen Yuechi. Chen Yuechi looked at the back of his head in the dark, and quietly moved his head forward a little, smelling the pleasant smell of his hair.

In the dark, Chen Yuechi listened carefully to Guan Rong's breathing, he felt incredible, he seemed to be a different person in Guan Rong's place, and he couldn't even recognize him.

What does Guan Rong mean to him?

He was thinking about this question, when he was thinking about Guan Rong, he almost forgot the face he saw during the day, and he almost forgot how scared he was at that time.

Chen Yuechi had a nightmare.

Because of his persistent good mood, he hasn't had a nightmare for a long time.But even though he was by Guan Rong's side tonight, he was still inevitably pushed into that situation.

It was overwhelming red again, he was about to drown in the pool of blood, or he was about to melt in it.In short, when he felt that he was about to die, he heard someone calling him: "Brother! Brother! Chen Yuechi!"

He woke up suddenly and found that Guan Rong was patting his face.

"Have a nightmare?" Guan Rong was relieved to see him wake up, but he could still hear the anxiety in his voice.

At this moment, Chen Yuechi realized that he was still alive, and the joy of escape was mixed with the suffocation in the dream, which made him unable to breathe.He lay on his side, looked at Guan Rong without speaking.It's not that I don't want to say it, it's that I can't say it.

Guan Rong was still supporting himself, and after a while, he suddenly raised his hand to touch his face.Then he lay down, held Chen Yuechi's neck to let him bow his head, and gently pressed his lips to the corners of his eyes.Lick away the moisture there.

Chen Yuechi found himself crying.

"Don't be afraid, it's just a dream." Guan Rong whispered.

Chen Yuechi opened his mouth, but couldn't make any sound.Guan Rong silently took him into his arms, and he got a kind of permission in this silence.He reached out and grabbed the pajamas behind Guan Rong, put his forehead on his shoulder, and hid his disobedient eyes.