sunken square

After the door closed, the room was filled with strict silence.

No one turns on the light, no one wants to get out of the dark package.It seems that each other feels that the other is difficult to face, but they are reluctant to face it.After standing for a long time, the gunfire outside became louder and louder, Guan Rong finally realized that he was hungry.

"Let's go eat while I take a shower," he said.

Chen Yuechi replied softly: "Okay." As if afraid of scaring him.

Guan Rong only brought his own clothes, but the train was so crowded that he no longer wanted to wear that sweater and coat. Fortunately, Chen Yuechi brought an extra suit.

These were clothes bought later for Chen Yuechi's figure, and they were a little too big for Guan Rong. Guan Rong had just finished taking a shower, and the appropriate looseness made him feel like he was huddled under the quilt.He lowered his head and pulled up the high collar of the sweater, buried his face in it, and took a deep breath.

It wasn't until this moment that he really relaxed.

Opening the bathroom door, Chen Yuechi was waiting by the door.

The two sides looked at each other, and after a few seconds, Chen Yue leaned over and hugged Guan Rong.Guan Rong didn't move at first, and when Chen Yue tightened his arms, he raised his hand and patted him on the back comfortingly.This comfort did not make Chen Yuechi relax, until Guan Rong moved his hand to the back of his neck, touched his skin with his whole palm, and stroked it gently.

Chen Yuechi began to tremble, controlled, and didn't breathe for a long time. While trying to let Guan Rong catch him, he tried to make the movement he brought disappear.He seemed very scared, afraid that Guan Rong would let him go, and at the same time afraid that Guan Rong would not let him go.This contradiction was noticed by Guan Rong without hindrance.

Touching such young and scorching skin, Guan Rong's heart was aroused with desire/fire that had not been seen for a long time, but when he realized Chen Yuezhi's fear, it could only be turned into a very light sigh in the bottom of his heart.

"Let's go, son, let's go eat." Guan Rong's hand slipped onto his back and pressed heavily on him a few times.

Chen Yuechi finally came to his senses and slowly let go of his hand.Guan Rong pretended to turn his head inadvertently, and left a light, unexpected kiss on the side of Chen Yuechi's neck.One touch and close.

He didn't look at Chen Yuechi's expression, and didn't want to know how Chen Yuechi understood this "accident" when he was awake, so he walked to the bed first, and picked up a coat of Chen Yuechi that was there.

He put his hands in his pockets, where Chen Yuezhi's body temperature remained.

The New Year's Eve dinner was eaten in a small Chinese restaurant.Near the edge of town.While waiting for the food, I chatted with the proprietress, saying that the son of the family has not come back, and he is still idle, and it is more lively to open the store for business.

Both Chen Yuechi and Guan Rong laughed.After the food was served, the proprietress sat at the table next door. There was a TV set in the hall, which was showing the Spring Festival Gala.After a while, the boss also came out from the back kitchen. He brought two side dishes and a bottle of Erguotou by himself, nodded to the two people here, and began to drink for himself.

The proprietress said to drink less, the boss said with a smile that she must be sure, the couple will not talk anymore, and laugh along with the sketch from time to time.

Guan Rong and Chen Yuechi did not speak.

Probably because he was hungry for too long, Guan Rong's stomach began to throb and hurt after eating something. Chen Yuechi asked him what was wrong, but he just smiled: "I'm tired from the car ride."

Chen Yuechi poured him a glass of warm water, put the vegetables he picked into his bowl, and Guan Rongqiang ate them.After a while he said he was full, leaned back, folded his arms, tucked half of his face into his collar, and just watched Chen Yue eat.He remained motionless, focused to the extreme, as if he was meeting this person for the first time, and this person had an indescribable attraction to him.

Chen Yuechi slowed down and looked back at him suspiciously.Guan Rongxiao: "I see you eat very well."

He took out a red envelope from his pocket and handed it over: "Here."

"I don't want it!" Chen Yuechi reacted greatly.

The couple next to him looked over, and Guan Rong said, "Suppression. Everything will be fine after the year is over."

Chen Yuechi still didn't accept it: "Brother, I'm going to be 20 soon."

Guan Rong pretended to be strict: "Hurry up and take it." Then he joked: "When you have money in the future, you can double it to me, won't it be over?"

The proprietress over there said with a smile: "You have to collect the New Year's money."

Guan Rong stood up, ready to pay the bill, Chen Yuechi wanted to get up too, but was fixed in place by his light glance.

"Happy New Year to you brothers!" said the proprietress.

Guan Rongxiao: "Thank you, I also wish you and the boss a happy new year."

After going out, it was snowing outside, Guan Rong stood at the door, looked up in surprise for a long time.Chen Yuechi reached out to catch the snow: "It feels like it's going to fall hard."

He turned his head to look at Guan Rong, who was still looking at the snow.

The stomach pain eased a little, Guan Rong said, "It hardly snows in our place."

Chen Yue answered his words: "That's why it's raining."

Guan Rong bowed his head and smiled: "Yes. Let's go."

Chen Yuechi asked: "Are you holding an umbrella? I'm afraid I'll get wet later."

"No." Guan Rong said simply.

The two braved the snow, walking on the debris of firecrackers on the ground, avoiding children who were setting off firecrackers on the roadside from time to time.The street lamps in this town are old, and the lights are very dim.Unknowingly, I walked deep into the alley, and every time I passed by a house, I could hear the sound of TV and talking and laughing.

Guan Rong was amazed by the smoke and fire, and passed by a canteen, the store door was wide open, and the counter opened a square space to the outside, with a stove in the middle, and the family gathered around the stove to watch a black and white TV.He was almost dumbfounded.

The shop owner turned around and asked, "What do you want to buy?"

Guan Rong shook his head: "Happy New Year's Eve."

The shopkeeper laughed loudly: "Gong Xi Fa Cai!"

The alley got deeper and deeper, and the road had some potholes over the years, so it was not easy to walk.Chen Yuechi suddenly said: "Brother, shall I take you away?"

Guan Rongxin said that she brought it with her, but she still replied "Yes".Then the hand was held.

Town A has a strong sense of the New Year, Guan Rong felt it when he first arrived, and even more so now.The fireworks have never stopped since it was dark, and complicated patterns are scattered in the sky from time to time.

He hadn't held hands in years, longer than sex/love.Chen Yuechi's palms were dry and warm, probably because of the long-term labor in prison, and calluses grew at the roots where his knuckles and palms meet.The cocoon rubbed against Guan Rong's skin, bringing a real tactile sensation.

Guan Rong finally came back to his senses.The fact that I came all the way to town A has become real.

This is a very simple holding hands, there is no additional purpose, just to lead the way.Holding hands is just holding hands.Holding hands does not need to bear any emotions.

But it was strange that Guan Rong didn't want to let go when he reached the hotel entrance.So much so that when Chen Yue let go, he actually felt a little lost.

"Brother, do you want to go upstairs to watch the fireworks?" Chen Yuechi asked.

Guan Rong felt that he should agree, he wanted to watch the fireworks with Chen Yuechi, but he didn't know if it was because he was not feeling well, he was haunted by some kind of unspeakable depression.He then said, "I didn't sleep well on the train last night and wanted to lie down for a while. You can see for yourself?"

Chen Yue opened the door of the room: "Then brother sleeps first."

Stomach cramps started again, Guan Rong was extremely tired, and finished washing in silence.After getting into bed, he lay on his side facing the wall. After a while, Chen Yuechi got up and turned off the light, and sat in the dark.He may or may not be looking at him.While staring in a daze, Guan Rong heard the sound of Chen Yuechi going out, almost before and after, he suddenly heard the deafening gunshots, overwhelming the sky.

It's the new year.

He was lying on the bed alone, curled up, with his arms wrapped between his knees and his chest, firmly pressed against his stomach.

After a long time, he remembered this scene and found that he actually hated Chen Yuechi very much at that time.He was surprised and ashamed by his own hatred, and under the cover of these emotions, he harbored a kind of morbid satisfaction.

I don't know how long it took, but it was after all the hustle and bustle of New Year's Eve and New Year's Eve disappeared.Someone approached Guan Rong and wiped the sweat off his head with a hot towel.