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The terminal of this train was Jiangbian, after getting off the bus, Chen Yuechi still walked forward with Guan Rong.

When I stopped, there was a wasteland in front of me. Tall reeds grew on the edge of the wasteland. Although it was spring, but it was not the blooming season, everything was still the withered scene of years ago.The wind blew so badly that it made people suspect that spring had never really come.

No one passed by, only the whistling of the wind in the distance.Guan Rong asked Chen Yuechi: "How did you find this place?"

Chen Yue didn't answer, but asked instead: "Brother, can I hold your hand?"

Guan Rong handed over his hand.Chen Yue held it carefully, Guan Rong broke away a little bit, interlocked his fingers, and tightened again.The two of them started walking in the open space. From the side, they could see the corners of Chen Yuechi's mouth curled up, and the arc disappeared within two seconds.

"That big brother..." he said.

"Gong Yuanzhong." Guan Rong took over, "His name is Gong Yuanzhong."

Chen Yuechi nodded: "Brother Gong, he cares about you very much." After a moment of silence, he said, "He called me over. He said you were in a bad mood and you might want to see me."

Guan Rong didn't ask why the two of them had contact.Hanging eyes explained: "We grew up together."

Chen Yuechi still nodded.Guan Rong stopped and turned around, looked at him and said seriously: "He is my first love."

He clearly felt Chen Yuezhi's tension, and tightened his clasped fingers a little more: "Don't be so nervous, isn't it you who is sleeping with me now? Gong Yuanzhong doesn't like men." He laughed again: " But you don’t really like men, do you?”

"The person in bed..." Chen Yue repeated in a low voice, a little dazed.

Guan Rong still smiled: "Yes, what else?" He pointed to his side neck, and showed Chen Yuechi the band-aid. Chen Yuechi must have observed it a long time ago and was not surprised.He just forced a smile and said, "I'm sorry brother, I tried too hard last night."

"Hold me." Guan Rong said.

Chen Yue held him in his arms.

Guan Rong allowed himself to cling to Chen Yuechi's chest, slowly encircling his neck with both arms, and then became more and more forceful, almost sending himself into his body.He had never tried to hug a person like this before, he felt it was dangerous, but he couldn't get away.

Chen Yuezhi's arms also tightened behind him until he couldn't go any further.Guan Rong buried his face in Chen Yue's neck and let out a light breath.

It was a very long day.

I went back because Sister Min called and said that the meal was ready and let the two go over to eat.Guan Rong's performance was as usual, but he could notice that Chen Yuezhi was paying attention to him in an imperceptible way.

After the meal, Chen Yuechi took over the responsibility of washing the dishes. In the living room, Sister Min seized the opportunity to ask Guan Rong, "What's the matter? What's on your mind?"

Guan Rong smiled.He bent down to find the remote control of the TV, the pendant on his neck fell out of his collar, he tucked it in, but Sister Min pulled his hand away, pulled out the sling, and put the pendant on his fingertips.

She looked weird, so Guan Rong didn't move and let her watch.After a while, Sister Min said, "He gave this to you?"

Guan Rong nodded.Sister Min smiled: "He really likes you..." Before Guan Rong could ask, she said: "This is something my mother left him."

Guan Rong knew that this thing was precious, but he didn't expect it to be so.

He remembered hearing from Sister Min that his mother died of illness, and Chen Yuechi should have been in primary school at that time.He was touching the pendant carefully, and raised his hand to take it off, but when Sister Min saw it, she held down his hand.

At this time, the sound of water in the kitchen stopped, and the two of them immediately returned to normal.After a while, Chen Yuechi came out, and smiled at them both while wiping his hands. Before he got to the sofa, he was dragged away by the bottle that just came out of the room.

"I have to pay him back." Guan Rong said.

Sister Min shook her head: "Since he gave it to you, he must have thought it through."

Guan Rong looked at her for a while and asked, "Sister, have you ever thought about it, if Auntie hadn't passed away?"

"I've thought about it." Sister Min lit a cigarette, "When I first came out of the house, when I went to the back street, when something happened at home, when Xiao Yue was in prison, when the bottle was born, did you think about it? How many times, if only she was still alive."

"Don't you blame her?" Guan Rong asked again, "If she didn't want you on purpose."

Sister Min smiled: "What's so strange. Can't a woman do something for herself? If my mother is still alive, I hope she will leave us alone. Our family is a quagmire."

She glanced at Guan Rong: "A Rong, you are really not what you look like."

Guan Rong was noncommittal.

Chen Yuechi never asked any questions about Zhuang Hua.

After returning home at night and washing up, he seemed not to know which room to go to. He hesitated at the door of the bedroom, tripping over his left foot and tripping over his right foot.Guan Rong was drying his hair by the bed, and beckoned upon seeing this.

Chen Yue pushed the door open and went in, took two steps and Guan Rong said: "Close the door." He turned around and closed the door again.

Guan Rong threw the hair dryer that was still on on the bedside table, dragged out a blanket from the closet and spread it on the floor beside the bed.He sat by the bed, and Chen Yue knelt down in front of him tacitly.He then took the dry towel from Chen Yuezhi's hand and wiped his hair.

Chen Yuechi kept looking up at him, the movements of Guan Rong's hands became slower and slower, separated by a layer of towel, and finally turned into caressing.

Every breath is full of ambiguity.

The hair dryer was still on, and the hot air came from the side, making her feel hot.Chen Yuechi straightened up on his knees, Guan Rong wrapped the towel around the back of his neck, gently kissed his eyebrows, and then kissed his mouth.At first, it was just lips touching lightly, again and again, then Chen Yuechi raised his arms and put his arms around Guan Rong's lower back, his posture became lingering, and the kiss gradually began to deepen.

It was not the first time to kiss, and even had sex in bed, but Chen Yuechi was still cautious when facing Guan Rong.After Guan Rong said something, Chen Yuechi pushed up and pushed him to the side of the bed.

After the long kiss, Guan Rong whispered, "That's right."

He rubbed Chen Yuechi's ears: "It's a good study." In exchange for an even more suffocating kiss.

The two of them wrapped up together and rolled onto the bed. Guan Rong felt that Chen Yuechi's body was tense and motioned for him to come.Chen Yuechi shook his head, his voice hoarse: "I just... did it yesterday."

Guan Rong didn't speak, just raised his hand to touch him.Chen Yuechi buried his head in his neck and rubbed: "Brother, can I hug you to sleep?"

Cross your neck and sleep.Guan Rong originally thought that he might not be able to fall asleep, but Chen Yuechi's embrace was too reliable, and he gradually fell asleep.In the confusion, I suddenly heard a sentence: "Did they hug you to sleep like this before?"

He opened his eyes in Chen Yuechi's arms.

Perhaps it was because there was no response for too long, Chen Yuezhi thought he was asleep, so he just lowered his head and kissed him on the top of his head, whispering: "Good night, brother." He paused for two seconds and added: "I will always hold you."