The wind lives in this life policy

"...Back then?" Feng Ce caught a word, "What does it mean?" Why did he say he didn't die?Did Ye Xiaofeng almost die?

Ye Xiaofeng stepped over Feng Ce and climbed to the side of the bed, found a comfortable position to lie down on her stomach, "My mother hopes that I can be a teacher in the future, but you can see that I am not made to be a teacher at all, plus Gu Yan I want to be a star, I..." I couldn't continue here, Ye Xiaofeng glanced at Feng Ce, and after confirming that Feng Ce didn't mind, he said in a low voice, "I really don't want to live without Gu Yan, so... "

Feng Ce said clearly, "So you are more willing to accompany Gu Yan than to teach and educate people, isn't it?"

It is indeed like what Ye Xiaofeng would do. This person values ​​love and righteousness, and the future that is crucial to others is not worth a promise in front of this person.

He promised to accompany Gu Yan, even though Gu Yan was gone, but he was still there.

Ye Xiaofeng nodded, "I also know that I have no great prospects. I just want to live the life I am used to. To put it bluntly, I am afraid of facing it..." I am afraid of facing separation, afraid of facing the unknown, and also afraid of facing the unpredictable. In the end, I would rather live an ordinary and honest life than live a vigorous life for a period of time.

There was a popular saying a long time ago, asking you whether you want to be as gorgeous as cherry blossoms for a moment, or like water, flowing slowly and long, willing to be plain.

Ye Xiaofeng felt that he was one of the latter.

He likes an ordinary life, three meals a day, two o'clock and one line, year after year, until the end... Ye Xiaofeng never finds such days boring, but is better at finding fun in such days, because a little Changes can cause ripples in the still water and create different feelings.

Feng Ce quietly looked at the side face that was completely smudged by the dim light, full of peace and calm that did not match his age, at such an age, with such a disposition, he should be indulgent, but Ye Xiaofeng interpreted it as a bustling the loneliness.

Feng Ce was a little distressed, and comforted softly, "It takes courage to be willing to be mediocre."

"Don't praise me..." Ye Xiaofeng turned over and laughed, stared at the ceiling, and said seriously, "Actually, I'm just afraid of change. I think as long as Gu Yan is by my side, nothing will change. I'm stupid. Thinking about everything is too simple, Gu Yan must have seen this from me long ago, so let's take a step first..."

Seeing the step that he was unwilling to take, he took his place instead.

"He is making a choice for me to see if I am willing to continue. If I am willing, I will grow my feet and walk over by myself. If I am not willing, then..."

Feng Ce went on to say, "Then there will be no regrets in the world."

Ye Xiaofeng's eyes dimmed.

That's right, if he hadn't followed, perhaps he would really have no complaints or regrets from now on.

Seeing Ye Xiaofeng's gloomy expression, Feng Ce changed the topic, "Then why did you say that you didn't die back then?"

Unexpectedly, Ye Xiaofeng changed his depression just now, and talked about this life-threatening past with a smile on his face, "Oh, back then, my mother took my mobile phone, cut off the contact information, and locked me up."

"Shut up?"

"Yes, locked in the room, not given food or drink, unless I don't go to work as an assistant, if not for my aunt who came later, I would probably die."

Back then when Zhou Qing made a death move, there was no room for refusal. No matter how much Ye Yonglin begged, Ye Yonglin would not let go. In the end, Ye Yonglin had no choice but to invite Zhou Ning, who was far away in the capital at that time, to come over.

Zhou Ning was terrified, and immediately rushed back to City H without stopping, directly opened the door of the room and rescued Ye Xiaofeng, who was dying of thirst, to the hospital.

The doctor said that if he came a few hours late, something would happen.

So Ye Xiaofeng's life was saved by Zhou Ning. Compared with his own mother, Ye Xiaofeng listened to Zhou Ning's words more, and because he was in the same circle, he had more topics to talk about.

"..."

Hearing this, Feng Ce's eyebrows were frowned, and he couldn't believe that Ye Xiaofeng still had such an experience. He just felt amazed that Ye Xiaofeng could appear in front of him smoothly, and God was merciful.

"Then what happened next?" He couldn't help asking.

"It's nothing later..." Ye Xiaofeng said as he thought about it, and he couldn't hear much emotional fluctuations in his tone, as if the person who almost died was not himself but someone else, with an expression of indifference, "Later, my aunt and My mother had a big fight, saying that if my mother doesn't want my son, then just give it to her, saving her from getting married and getting a son for herself..."

"..." Feng Ce seldom convinced others in his life, but he did to this family, and sighed, "In the end, Lingtang compromised."

"Forget it, my mother has never compromised in her life, and she didn't agree with me to do this business until the end. It's just that I was taken away by my aunt, and she couldn't come to me without a job, so if you come and go, it won't work. It's over."

When talking about the past, Ye Xiaofeng looked indifferent, not as emotional as when mentioning Gu Yan's death, with an attitude of nothing to do with himself, as if he could do whatever he wanted, even if his own mother killed him, It doesn't matter.

Feng Ce couldn't help asking again, "Why don't you hate?" Feng Ce had already asked Gu Yan when he mentioned it before, but this time he couldn't help asking again, he couldn't imagine how a person would face the harm of his closest relatives Be indifferent, even as it is now, it's none of your business.

"What's there to hate..." Ye Xiaofeng took a deep breath, but didn't let it out, held it in his heart, and smiled lazily, "I hope my child will become a dragon, my life is all given by her, if she wants to take it back, just take it, Where would I come from without her..." Saying this, Ye Xiaofeng propped his left arm on his head, staring at Feng Ce calmly, "She is my mother, why should I hate her, after all, Isn't it still for me?"

Feng Ce looked at him and was silent.

"There is a deep hatred between parents and children. If she doesn't understand me, I will try my best to make her understand. I have already expressed my determination to her with my actions. If she still doesn't understand, there is nothing I can do... Isn’t this the same as feelings? If you have worked hard and fought for it, it’s fine, and if the other party disagrees, then it’s fine.”

Forget it... Feng Ce's tense expression finally loosened at this moment.

Forget it, it sounds so simple and effortless, but who knows how much determination, how broad-minded, and how deep courage is needed to achieve these two words.

Not everyone can easily say "forget it"... How can the helplessness and helplessness hidden deep in it be summed up in just two words.

Those expectations with nowhere to go and the complaints of what they want, finally confuse this one under the heart of patience and patience, forget it.