The wind lives in this life policy

An Youlian didn't have a deep impression of Ye Xiaofeng, even now, An Youlian didn't think he knew him well enough.

As for understanding, looking back, it is even more superficial.

What Ye Xiaofeng brought to An Youlian the most was that this man was unexpectedly serious, delicate, and had a unique vision in controlling some details, and he followed his word.

An Youlian never thought that one day he would betray such a man, even though their relationship was not deep at that time.

The self-consolation he gave at that time was: they were not very familiar with each other, and he did not disclose his relationship with Feng Ce to outsiders, but just told the direction, even if the moment the news was sent, An Youlian had already had a bad premonition .

For An Youlian, Feng Ce's discovery was actually more like a relief. The guilt, annoyance, and self-hatred were all answered in Feng Ce's questioning voice.

Some things can only be faced if you are forced to face them, because your subconscious mind will find countless reasons and excuses to encourage you to escape.

Finally, An Youlian replied.

"Finished?"

There was a few seconds of silence on the phone, the other party was obviously stunned, and then a more angry and harsh voice came out immediately: "An Youlian, what do you mean?"

"Hang up after finishing speaking, don't call me in the future..." An Youlian smiled almost desolately, "It doesn't matter if I'm with you."

The other party never seemed to have expected to hear such a sentence from An Youlian's mouth one day, and asked in disbelief, "It's okay if you say it's okay? If you say it clearly, what on earth do you..."

An Youlian had already pinched the phone impatiently, then switched the phone to airplane mode, opened WeChat, and sent a text message to Ye Xiaofeng.

He could finish talking in a few minutes, but he chose the most laborious and troublesome message mode, typing each word patiently and attentively. I told everything to a person whose relationship was far worse than imagined.

When Ye Xiaofeng saw the news, he was still lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.One night, there were successive changes, whether it was Lu Chi'an's feelings or the dangerous crisis, it was like playing a movie, frame by frame flashed through my mind.

The reminder sound of the mobile phone message was like a shot in the arm, hitting Ye Xiaofeng's chest in time, and gradually brought back the thoughts that were wandering around.

Little did he know that Ye Xiaofeng, who had read the news, couldn't regain his senses for a long time, and stared blankly at the phone screen in a daze, until the light on the screen turned from bright to dark, and finally reflected his unbelievable eyes.

Ye Xiaofeng tapped the screen subconsciously, and the screen turned on again, clearly showing An Youlian's long confession.

……

What happened today may disappoint you again.

I notified the person, but not before you showed up at Lu Chian's birthday party, but after Song Lin showed up.

I can't explain why I did it now, maybe soon you will, because, I think that's the best way.

I'm sorry to have lied to you again. I don't want to say sorry, but I also know that these three words are actually useless.You may be wondering why I do this over and over again, so now, I can tell you.

If you want to take revenge on me, the following passage will be the best evidence for you to take revenge on me.

Thanks to my father, I have been in contact with fashion design since I was sensible, and everyone who knows me also believes that I must know fashion design, all because my father is An Yan.

No one cares about what I really like, I just need to know that I am the son of An Yan, my name is An Youlian, we are the same, both have the surname An.

You must feel that this is a rebellion similar to puberty, a painless rebellion.

When I was studying abroad, I met her. I can't describe her to you, because she had no words to describe her. Through her, I regained the feelings and confidence that I had lost for a long time.She means as much to me as Feng Ce does to you, maybe deeper, although it sounds ridiculous, doesn't it?I actually did so many things for her that I couldn't even believe myself.

When I graduated, I needed a design, but design and inspiration depended on each other. At that time, I was immersed in the love I thought was right without knowing it. The inspiration was squandered by love, and I tried my best but still could not design a work that satisfied me.

Maybe it's God's will, or in fact, it's more right to be obsessed with ghosts. I superimposed the two works on the Internet.

Yes, to explain in technical terms, I plagiarized other people's works.

Everything after that is almost my retribution. There is no impenetrable wall in the world, and there is no secret that will never be known, just like I thought you would never know that I betrayed you behind your back, but you happened to meet Feng Ce.

This secret has been used until now, I am tired, and I know I can't go on like this, there is no turning back after some things are done, some people... wish she never showed up.

I often wonder if I have been expecting such a person to appear so that I can expose the lies I constructed in time.I am a cowardly person, and I need others to hold me up to look up, and I am not as good as you, no matter how uncomfortable or wronged, I don't need to rely on others.

I envy you, Ye Xiaofeng, there must be a reason why Feng Ce and Lu Chi'an like you so much.

……

Unlocking the flight mode and pressing the "send" button, An Youlian let out a long sigh of relief, as if a boulder that had been suspended in his heart for many years finally fell with a bang. Of course, the impact was painful, but it was enough to wake up from a dream.

He had been deceiving himself and others in a dream for so many years, and it was time to wake up.

The person who woke up sent a message to the person who had made him dream for many years, but it was so short that he didn't expect it. After all those years of disappointment, there was nothing left.

……

Don't contact me, I will return the graduation work to the school and tell them that I plagiarized it, no matter what evaluation the academy makes, I will admit it.

Thank you for your company during that time. I will remember it. As for the result, I should have taken it many years ago.

In the end, be yourself.

……

An You turned off the phone immediately after sending two messages in a row, suddenly felt that his life all these years was more like a joke, turned around and walked out of the garage door, but faced Feng Ce who had just returned to the hotel at the hotel door.

The two looked at each other without saying a word, An Youlian smiled ashamedly, "I don't have any excuses, although I used Ye Xiaofeng again, this is the best way."

Unexpectedly, instead of blaming Feng Ce, he nodded in agreement, "I guess."

An Youlian stared at Feng Ce in surprise, "You already know who it is?"

"Yes." Feng Ce said softly.

"Then you..." An Youlian wanted to say something, but he swallowed the words, and just stared at Feng Ce in a daze, speechless.

Feng Ce only nodded slightly, then passed An Youlian and went straight to the passenger elevator in the lobby.