The wind lives in this life policy

If you can't let him accompany you all the time, the reason is very simple, because there is no way to respond anymore.

That being the case, it is better to end the most clean.

"Actually... I also thought about it later, if I had handled it better, Gu Yan and I might not have been like that at the time..."

Ye Xiaofeng raised his chopsticks and touched the soup, his handsome face was flushed red by the heat, "But I didn't regret taking the medicine, no matter how I regret it, it's useless."

Feng Ce did not raise his chopsticks, but looked at Ye Xiaofeng intently, "When is it?"

This was a nonsensical question, but Ye Xiaofeng understood.

"I don't know when it is, but it's just wrong, and many places are wrong."

Gu Yan didn't say anything or do anything, but it just felt wrong.

Maybe it's the occasional looking back and seeing the serious and deep eyes of the other party, maybe it's the few sighs that turned into countless hesitant to speak, maybe it's how many nights I looked through the window at the other party standing downstairs but didn't say a word, or maybe it's just a moment Dodging, flinching for a moment, feeling weak for a second.

He is not a piece of wood, with so many possibilities, no matter how he can make up an "enlightenment".

"Then why are you so sure..." Feng Ce thought for a while, then asked, "Why don't you give it a try?"

He never understood why Ye Xiaofeng was so sure that his feelings didn't favor Gu Yan at all.It's not that Feng Ce has never seen a person who is troubled by love, nor has he never seen a person who confuses many emotions, but he has never seen such a straightforward decision as Ye Xiaofeng, even if it is just a little, that he doesn't like Gu Yan.

Ye Xiaofeng was silent for a moment, staring at the bottom of the boiling pot in a daze, as if in a daze, but Feng Ce knew it was not.

"It's not that I don't want to try, but... I don't dare to try."

After a long time, Ye Xiaofeng finally spoke.

"After so many years, he and I are no longer the kind of relationship that can be tried. I dare not try it. I dare not step out when I am not sure, when I am not sure whether I really have the intention. That step."

His feeling has never been in place, and he still can't think about that person other than friends.

And sometimes, being unsure means everything, and not being able to move your mind means not loving.

"He used to always ask me, love is restraint, but why restraint? I didn't understand it at the time, but now I understand. The reason why love is restraint is because love is impulse."

As he said that, he raised his head and said to Feng Ce seriously, "Love is impulsive, and I have an impulsive feeling toward you, so I restrain myself."

As for restraint, it doesn't matter.The important thing is that for that person, you are willing to sacrifice yourself, let go of your dignity, learn to be patient, and understand how to be considerate.

Under such gaze, Feng Ce felt suffocated.

"He and I..." Ye Xiaofeng sighed with a wry smile, his voice was low, "It's too familiar. It's so familiar that we don't need to restrain ourselves at all."

If you don't need restraint, it's easy to lose your sense of propriety, you don't know how to think about the other party, and you don't have to accommodate and tolerate. He does whatever he thinks in front of Gu Yan, without any scruples, and is extremely presumptuous.

He regarded him as his other hand, never thought that he should ask this hand if he was willing.

Feng Ce suddenly couldn't bear to look at him, afraid that there would be pain in those eyes.

"Would you like some wine?" he suggested.

"Okay." Ye Xiaofeng was very straightforward, but his eyebrows were narrowed, "But are you sure you want to drink with me?"

Feng Ce smiled but said nothing.

Ye Xiaofeng got up and went to the refrigerator, and finally brought out a dozen beers.

"Only beer, do you drink?"

Speaking of which, it was the first time drinking with Feng Ce, Ye Xiaofeng was not sure if the other party was used to drinking.

"drink."

Feng Ce took the wine back and forth and put it on the table, Ye Xiaofeng quickly poured two cans, and then took a gulp.

The cold beer made Ye Xiaofeng tremble all over, but in a blink of an eye he was so refreshed, he urged, "Try it too, it's very refreshing."

Feng Ce took a sip, and immediately frowned deeply from the cold.

Ye Xiaofeng laughed out loud when he saw this, it was rare to see Feng Ce's embarrassment, he was extraordinarily happy, holding a can of beer and laughing non-stop.

Feng Ce followed him to laugh, raised his eyebrows slightly, and slowly mobilized his internal energy in the palm of his right hand. It took only half a minute to raise a can of cold beer by a few degrees, and then he took a sip. It was still cool, but not as good as before. icy.

Ye Xiaofeng was dumbfounded, "Is this all right?"

"Why not." Feng Ce suddenly sat up straight, Ning raised his hand to Ye Xiaofeng and raised his "cup" with fixed eyebrows, with a rare and cautious tone, pressing each word, and said slowly, "Everyone says, abandon If I go, I can't stay the day of yesterday. If I mess with my heart, today will be more worrying. I also know that if you cut off the water with a knife, the water will flow more, and you will raise your glass to relieve your sorrow and sorrow."

After saying that, he raised his head and took a big sip, then looked at Ye Xiaofeng fixedly, his demeanor was unmistakable, and then said, "But I just wish you that life is not satisfactory, and Ming Dynasty will spread out and make boats."

Those who abandoned you seem to be irretrievable yesterday, and those who disturb your mind are still causing you so much sorrow today.

There is nowhere to put the three thousand troubles, just like the endless water and the endless wine.

I understand that there are so many unsatisfactory things in this world, but even so, I still want to say, I hope you will be free and easy tomorrow.

I think you will be free and easy.

Ye Xiaofeng felt a gust of heat rushing up his throat, so fierce that he couldn't suppress it, he could only take another sip following Feng Ce in a daze, then looked at the person without blinking his eyes, as if he was afraid If I blink a little more, the person in front of me will fly away... everything becomes an illusion again.

"How, need I explain?"

Seeing him motionless, Feng Ce asked softly.

Ye Xiaofeng shook his head blankly, and subconsciously replied, "I've recited this poem before..."

Feng Ce teased, "There are poems you know..." Then he took another sip of wine, the wine was just right at the right temperature, slightly bitter, but sweet in the mouth.

If these words were put in normal times, Ye Xiaofeng would definitely be unconvinced, but now he is as if he has been beaten stupid, and he is stunned, without any reaction.

He suddenly lowered his head and closed his eyes hard.

A long time ago, he had hoped that such a person would appear one day.

I look forward to a person who can sit opposite me when thousands of lights are on, and then talk to me freely in the rising mist.

You don't need to say a lot, and you don't need to do a lot of things, everything is done.

He took a deep breath of the warmth of the aroma of food on the tip of his nose, and said hoarsely, "It took me a long time to adapt to living alone. It's not that I don't want to mingle with others. I also want to go out to sing, drink and eat with others. Find a place to backpack and go or take a short trip or something... But no."

Ye Xiaofeng raised his head, his eyes blank, "I can't do it... the saddest time for him is that I didn't take good care of him, and I killed him. The better I live now, the more I feel like a bastard. "