The wind lives in this life policy

Standing in the lobby with too many eyeballs, several people acted decisively and split up, each going to the garage to pick up the car.Meng Xiaoxiao was going to go with Xu Zhen, but Xu Zhen waved him back and asked him to ride with Lu Chi'an.

Meng Xiaoxiao was at a loss, thinking that I had nothing to do with Lu Chian, so why did I get in his car.Xu Zhen only said that he was going to find someone, and that Lu Chi'an's current situation felt a bit wrong, so Meng Xiaoxiao could at least relax.

But Xu Zhen had other ideas that she couldn't express in front of Meng Xiaoxiao.

It's not that he can't see what Lu Chi'an is thinking about Ye Xiaofeng, but Xu Zhen hasn't figured out the situation yet, subconsciously he doesn't want Lu Chi'an to get too involved in Ye Xiaofeng's life.

An unexplainable feeling, I always feel that Lu Chi'an will bring a lot of trouble to Ye Xiaofeng. Xu Zhen thinks that it is better to keep a respectful distance from this kind of rich and powerful son, unless he is in a desperate situation.

Meng Xiaoxiao was driven to Lu Chi'an's car with a gloomy expression on her face. Lu Chi'an didn't care, as he had a lot to ask.

The two cars drove out of the hotel garage, one in front and one in the back, and headed south and north in two directions.

Xu Zhen went directly to the elevated road, his purpose was clear, he was going to find Feng Ce.

At that time, Feng Ce was sitting on the sofa, looking at the big and small bags on the ground suspiciously, and asked, "What is this?"

"These..." Amy wiped off her sweat, sat down on the ground and looked at the pair with a smile, "It's all gifts from your fans. The company asked me to take care of these things before. Now that I'm here, I'll take care of them Brought it."

Feng Ce walked over, bent down and touched a dog's head protruding from the bag, and pulled it out with a little force.

A husky puppet was looking brightly at Feng Ce.

Feng Ce was stunned for a moment, and after looking at him silently, suddenly, he turned his head away and smiled softly.

Amy was so fascinated by that laugh that she didn't even know who she was. She blushed and asked curiously, "What are you laughing at?"

It's okay not to talk, the more I talk, the more funny I feel, Feng Ce is holding a husky and laughing non-stop, the deep and gentle laughter slowly spread in the living room, Amy listened to it, only felt the cloudy and irritating weather outside the window It's not so unbearable anymore.

After laughing for five or six minutes, Feng Ce reluctantly stopped, but his eyes were still lingering on the husky in his hand. Finally, he couldn't help it, and reached out to touch the embarrassing dog's head.

A flash of inspiration flashed in Amy's mind, and happiness came to her heart, "Ye Xiaofeng!"

Feng Ce smiled and nodded, without saying a word, he carried the husky back to the sofa, touched his head with his hands, raised his face, hooked his paws, and even rubbed his stomach.

Amy was stunned and her nosebleeds burst out.

Yes, is this picture really good?ah?

A big man was holding a dog doll and smiling so innocently, but that man was too beautiful.She has always felt that Feng Ce is like a piece of wood, no matter how beautiful it is, it lacks some popularity after all, and beauty is beautiful, but it is difficult to get close to it... Well, now that it has popularity, then only the anger of man and god remains.

"Be careful not to let Ye Xiaofeng see it!" Amy complained helplessly.

Feng Ce became addicted to playing, and while facing the dog in his arms shamelessly, he said plausibly, "No, God knows, you know and I know."

Amy: "..."

groove!

What does this Nima mean?

Does that mean that from today onwards, she will share a secret with her male god?

do you mean this?

Amy immediately covered her red face, feeling that the picture was so beautiful that she dared not look at it.

At this moment, the phone rang. Amy took out the phone and found that it wasn't her own. She quickly reminded the silly man who had a great time playing with the dog, "Feng Ce, your phone is ringing!"

Feng Ce hugged Husky to see, and the caller's name was actually Xu Zhen.

After Xu Zhen found out what happened between them, Ye Xiaofeng also saved his phone number in Feng Ce's phone book, Feng Ce was a little strange and pressed the call button.

"Feng Ce!"

"I am." Feng Ce replied, and shifted his eyes to the husky in his hand. The more he looked at it, the more he liked it. This dog really looks like Ye Xiaofeng.

Xu Zhen's voice sounded a little anxious, "Can you find Ye Xiaofeng?"

Feng Ce stopped moving, "What?"

"Something may have happened to Ye Xiaofeng! I'm almost at your house, you go downstairs now, let's go find Ye Xiaofeng together!"

Feng Ce lost strength with his fingers, and his fingertips slanted down from the corner of Husky's eyes, leaving a tiny dent, which looks like a tear trail when viewed casually.

While driving, Lu Chi'an paid attention to the sidewalks on both sides of the driveway, hoping to find that person in the crowd, although it was as difficult as finding a needle in a haystack.

"You just said that Ye Xiaofeng will die with Gu Yan... What do you mean?"

The topic that was interrupted before was brought up again, Meng Xiaoxiao was staring at the stream of people outside the car window and frowned, "Actually, you can't say that, you can't say that Ye Zi will follow Gu Yan to die."

Lu Chi'an made a big turn and changed lanes.

"what does that mean?"

It was hard for Meng Xiaoxiao to describe that feeling, and after thinking for a long time, she asked with some uncertainty, "Do you eat salt?"

Lu Chi'an was startled, not knowing what Meng Xiaoxiao meant, glanced at him, and asked, "Then you don't eat salt when you eat vegetables?"

"I'll eat." Meng Xiaoxiao was very upset by that contemptuous look, sat up straight, and replied confidently, "So you eat too, right?"

The corner of Lu Chi'an's mouth twitched, "Oh." He didn't know what to say except oh.

Meng Xiaoxiao continued, "We all eat salt, because it has a taste, and if you put it in a tasteless dish, you will have an appetite..." He hadn't thought about how to describe the relationship between the two just now, and now, he found most plausible metaphor.

"So to Ye Xiaofeng, Gu Yan is probably salt."

Lu Chi'an's heart skipped a beat, and his hand holding the steering wheel tightened again and again.

Meng Xiaoxiao lowered his head and twirled his fingers subconsciously. This was his habit when he was thinking about things. "If you don't eat salt, the food will be tasteless, you won't be able to swallow it, and you won't have any strength after a long time, but you won't die... "

It's a pity that people have pursuits, or in other words, they are greedy species, and they instinctively ask for better things that can make them happier.Just like salt, it is not necessarily necessary, but it can make food lose its deliciousness and taste like chewing wax, like a painting that has lost its color, soulless, lifeless, and silent.

Ye Xiaofeng without Gu Yan would not die, but he would have no soul, living a futile and tasteless life, nothing to do, nothing to do.

"The death I just mentioned doesn't refer to the death of the body..." Meng Xiao made his closing statement, "I refer to the spiritual death, do you understand?"

Lu Chi pondered these words quietly for a long time, then nodded seriously.

He thought he knew what was going on with Gu Yan and Ye Xiaofeng. Meng Xiaoxiao's description was absolutely perfect. She didn't say much, but the explanation was not bad.

"At that time..." Lu Chi'an asked cautiously, "...was he very decadent?"

Meng Xiaoxiao shook her head, "It doesn't count. Ye Zi is a man who is rarely decadent and can bear it. I admire him the most..." At this point, Meng Xiaoxiao's expression softened and he repeated, "I most appreciate him." I like him..."

It has nothing to do with lust, it is a kind of liking full of admiration and expectation, and it contains endless yearning. From a certain perspective, Ye Xiaofeng is a pillar of his spirit, just like the side of a house that is the most unbeatable. The split load-bearing wall carried his precarious dream.

"Making music is too difficult. I gave up many times, and every time he pulled me back." Meng Xiaoxiao recalled with gratitude, "They are all very good people, so good. He said to Gu Yan Anyone can miss the arranger, but you can't miss me. No one is born to be able to arrange music. Those famous arrangers also walked step by step like me. Others don't see it as good, but Gu Yan You have to look at me, otherwise..."

The memory is gentle and warm, with the temperature of gratitude.

"Otherwise he will look down on him."

This is a clip that Meng Xiaoxiao will never forget, a frame of the picture, the man who is always full of confidence in everything and lives very chicly, is pointed at his nose by another smiling man with brilliance on his eyes and brows :

"Gu Yan, if you look down on Meng Xiaoxiao, you're an idiot."

Of course, that handsome man is not an idiot, on the contrary, he has sharp eyesight, and after listening to the DEMO he composed, he immediately decided to be in charge of the arrangement of his second album.

Lu Chi'an was fascinated by what he heard, and couldn't help asking, "What happened next?"

"Later..." Meng Xiaoxiao smiled softly, "Later I became an arranger for Gu Yan. Gu Yan's composition was very out of tune. In Ye Xiaofeng's words, it was thirteen o'clock, half a bottle of water dangled The dangling ones are always segment by segment, without a good arrangement to restore them, it is difficult to bring out the essence of them.”

"He often writes a very wonderful melody, but there is no front or back, and it can't be used at all, so Gu Yan's songs often have a section that is impressive, and the chorus is usually better than the main song, because of this problem .”

Lu Chi'an listened silently without saying a word, unable to bear to be interrupted.

He wanted to hear more about Ye Xiaofeng's past, and to get into the silent and lonely heart of that man.

"Gu Yan is very casual, but Ye Xiaofeng is very cautious in doing things. One of them is responsible for coming up with ideas, and the other is responsible for implementing that idea..."

One is always full of expectations, but the other can teach people to trust for a lifetime.

Whenever Meng Xiaoxiao recalled that episode, he would always shake his head and laugh. At that time, seeing Ye Xiaofeng pointing at Gu Yan and scolding others for being an idiot, he was terrified, but to his surprise, that red-hot man was completely I don't mind, it doesn't matter if I am called an idiot, and I laugh very happily.

At that time, Meng Xiaoxiao thought that this guy is not a jitter, he would be so happy to be pointed at his nose and scolded?

It wasn't until a long time later that Meng Xiaoxiao realized through many things that happened that the one who mistakenly thought that Gu Yan would be angry was the real idiot.

How could you be angry...that man.

Never get angry.

One is willing to fight, the other is willing to suffer, the deepest pampering, carelessly.You say yes, you say yes, and I will give you whatever you want. Your casual glance is the truth, and it is impossible to be wrong.

Such a beautiful youth and life...Meng Xiaoxiao once thought that this kind of consummation could go on forever, but who knew that the reality would be so cruel, the more perfect things were, the more they would have to be broken with their own hands.

Not anymore.

Warm and safe, the completeness that I once deeply envied and hated, I can no longer see it.

Suddenly there was a roar in the sky, and along with the distant sky, streaks of white light flashed across the sky. The rain came in a hurry, and Meng Xiaoxiao stared at the small lines that began to appear on the car window, and water droplets continued to flow along it. winding down.

Never to be seen again.

Meng Xiaoxiao slowly closed her eyes with a sad expression, no words could express her regret.

At 05:30 in the evening, the sky was still bright, but not far from the sky, a gloomy cloud could be seen slowly pressing down at a speed visible to the naked eye.

The dark clouds are sinking, the air is humid and hot, and the pattering rain begins to fall from the sky, forming wet circles on the extremely hot and dry ground. Some people walk on the road without direction, without purpose, and occasionally in the opposite direction. Walking on the sidewalk, I was knocked back several times by the oncoming crowd, but I didn't respond.

The passers-by all stared at him a few times, then shook their heads and walked away. They didn't know whether it was a pity that such a young man was a madman, or they all avoided him because they were afraid of being bumped into by a madman.

However, Ye Xiaofeng was indifferent to everything in front of him. He couldn't even see or hear what was around him. There were obviously many things clamoring to rush out in his mind, but there was nothing quiet in his heart.

A long time, bit by bit, gathered there, like stitches and threads, mending everything that was missing.

He pretended that he was healed and healed, that the empty space had been filled by the busy life, but he didn't expect that once it was torn apart, his heart still ached like a twist.

Ye Xiaofeng grabbed the clothes on his chest and rubbed them vigorously, but it was useless, there was nothing he could do. He even squatted on the ground in pain, like a person who was about to drown, breathing heavily, desperately grabbing the last breath of air.

He felt he was dying.

Or is it dead?

How else could he still see Gu Yan?

--Are you crazy?Do you take drugs?Gu Yan, do you take drugs? !How did you promise me?ah?You said you wouldn't touch this kind of thing!You promised me you would never touch such a thing! !

Ye Xiaofeng buried his face in his knees.

Don't remember, don't remember, don't remember anything, don't remind me of anything...

——What should I do then?I'm already sucking!Ye Xiaofeng, look clearly, I have already taken drugs!What are you going to do with me?Do you look down on me?Or do you think I'm disgusting Do you think I'm disgusting? !

Ye Xiaofeng covered his ears with both hands.

Stop it, that's enough, stop it, I don't want to hear anything, stop it!

—I let you down?Say, I've let you down, haven't I?

Ye Xiaofeng gritted his teeth fiercely, his teeth clenched against his lips, blood dripped down together with the rain that hit his face.

Stop talking, I beg you, stop talking...

A loud "bang" pierced the sky, Ye Xiaofeng stood up in a daze, got up too violently, staggered several steps, the heavy rain poured down, wet everything in an instant, Ye Xiaofeng took one step after another, he didn't no Moving forward, he breathed a sigh of relief at last, and ran wildly on the road.

The wind rises and the rain falls.

He couldn't see anything clearly, and he didn't want to see clearly, he just ran all the way as if venting, he didn't know where he was going, and the scenery on both sides of the street passed by with the speed of running.

The same road, the same wind, the same rain.

Time overlaps with memory in this moment.

He wanted to buy some delicious food for him, because drug addicts couldn't eat and would vomit after eating. He searched for recipes on the Internet and listed a bunch of dishes that he could eat, hoping to add some nutrition to his body.

Before leaving, he said to Gu Yan, I'm going to buy some food, you are well, I'll be back soon.

He glanced at his hands, bloodstained and full of traces of rope handcuffs. He couldn't bear it, thinking that it had just happened once, and it wouldn't recur so soon, so he loosened the rope and untied the handcuffs.

He also treated the wound by the way, poured iodine, and tied the gauze.

He even bent down and hugged the already skinny man.

He originally wanted to say, how could I look down on you, but seeing that he was sleeping so peacefully, he thought it was better not to disturb him, and wait until he wakes up to say anything.

He thought, it's okay, after all, the days to come are still long, no matter how hard it is, we have to get through it together...

So it's okay, it's going to be okay...

nothing will happen...

Ye Xiaofeng went completely crazy, he didn't care where he was, he forgot everything while running wildly, he didn't know how to stop when the red light came, he just ran straight forward, almost got hit by a car several times, startled countless The sound of road brakes and the driver's scolding:

"Crazy? Don't die!"

"You are looking for death at a young age!"

"Go to the hospital if your brain is abnormal!"

Looking for death at such a young age...Tears fell crazily, mixed with the heavy rain, covering Ye Xiaofeng's body and face. Can't even move forward.

Finally, he stopped, then turned, looking around blankly.

What a familiar intersection, it's here, it's here... He bought everything, and walked out of the vegetable market with two bags full of things, but when he looked up, someone was standing on the opposite side of the intersection, waving at him.

Just like many years ago, when he stood on the side of the school road and whistled to himself, his eyes were full of smiles.

"Xiaofeng..."

The yellow light flashed again and again, reminding that the crisis was coming, but some people didn't see anything. As far as their eyes could see, it seemed that there was only one person in the whole world who was standing in front of him with a vegetable in his hand. walked out.

"Don't come here! Don't come here! Gu Yan, why don't you stop!!"

The next second, the red light came on.

"Gu Yan!!!"

Earth-shattering brakes, crashes, and shouts filled Ye Xiaofeng's mind. In the end, there was only a "click", and he let go of his hands, and several large bags of things rolled away and spilled on the ground.

I can't see anything, I can't hear anything... Ye Xiaofeng stood blankly and walked towards the bright red in his memory. Countless car shadows passed by in a daze and shuttled before his death. He didn't care about anything anymore.

I wrote 5 words in one go, there may be typos, and I didn’t bother to change them. Please forgive me if there are any awkward sentences. I will revise them at night when I calm down.This chapter is very sad.