The wind lives in this life policy

Feng Ce stood quietly behind Ye Xiaofeng, his eyes were like water, lingering on the photos on the tombstone.He asked himself that he was not a sentimental person, and he never had unnecessary affection, so that he never assumed too much, let alone a person who was completely strange to him.

But for the photo in front of him, Feng Ce has thought about his face more than once in his heart.

An irresistible conjecture.

Guess what kind of face it is that can make so many people still fascinated until now... Finally, at this moment, they are facing each other.

Although it has been separated forever.

Feng Ce has seen countless things in his life, and there are not many people who can make him sigh. No matter Feng Xi, Yi Qingwen, or Li Shuangshuang, they are all rare in the world, but the moment he really saw Gu Yan, Feng Ce still wanted to say that he was surprised.

Amazed at the moment of indulgence between the eyebrows, and when the corners of the mouth are slightly raised, the unbridled smile in the eyes can't be concealed no matter what.

This is a man who has absolute confidence in himself. He lives a righteous, unrestrained and wonderful life. He has amazed countless people in his short youth, full of youth, carefree and fearless.

There is no need to say a word, but it can make everyone who sees him have unreasonable confidence.

From a certain point of view, he and Yi Qingwen are the same kind of people.

It is also the most difficult type of person for Feng Ce to deal with in his life.

Gu Yan...

"I'm sorry, it's been so long since I came to see you..." Ye Xiaofeng squatted down, touched the photo on the stele, and asked in a low voice, "Are you angry?"

"You should be angry..."

"Sorry……"

"Sorry……"

Countless sorry voices echoed in the empty wind, and finally turned into a suppressed cry. The emotions that were forcibly suppressed all the way collapsed at the moment when his eyes and fingertips touched that person at the same time.

Ye Xiaofeng knelt in front of the tomb and yelled out of control, "...I'm sorry!!"

He had imagined many scenes, all about their endings, they could be strangers, they could forget the past, they could act as if nothing had happened, and one day they would marry each other and wish each other well.But no matter which one, he accepts it, but he can't accept such an ending...

How much regret and self-blame are entangled in my heart day and night.

Regret that even the last days of being together were full of vitriol, abuse and blame filled the whole room, so that I completely ignored the helplessness and fear hidden in the fierce words of the other party.

- Do you think I'm disgusting?

—Are you disappointed?

- let's go.

Ye Xiaofeng slammed his forehead on the photo, tears slowly flowed down the cold stone tablet, and flowed along the edge of the photo, "I'm just a bastard..."

There is a kind of regret in this world, that is, you already know that you are wrong, you know how hurtful what you said, and you know that those decisions and inferences are not naive, but the person you need to go back to apologize and listen to your apology, has been forever left.

You will never have a chance to hold him again.

You never get another chance to say sorry.

You'll never get a chance to see him smile again.

You will never have the chance to reconcile with your past.

Those embarrassing words and actions eventually become memories and become eternal.

You will clearly foresee that it will never be obliterated, with a bleak future until the end of life.

You find that you really can't do anything except cry and kneel, and you will never hear his forgiveness, so you will never forgive yourself.

And this is the most desperate regret in the world.

Feng Ce didn't help, he didn't do anything, he didn't even say a word, just let this man who was full of self-blame and regret kneel in front of Gu Yan, apologizing non-stop.

He even took a few steps to the distance, temporarily leaving this world behind, because it belonged to Ye Xiaofeng and Gu Yan.

After waiting for a short time, Feng Ce took out the jade flute and played it softly in the distance.

Feng mixed into the sound of the flute with a sobbing cry, making a weeping tone, while Feng Ce's heart was like still water, it seemed that no matter how sad the tone was, he could blow it out as if he could see through the world of mortals.

Coming from beyond the world, he has already seen through life and death.

He was rarely moved by the emotions around him, but he was moved by Gu Yan's words and deeds several times.

He wanted to play a song for this man.

Give him the boundless patience, infinite tolerance, and supreme love that he once bestowed on Ye Xiaofeng.

After a song, the wind and cloud will end together, and the sorrow and tears will end together.

Feng Ce put his flute in his arms, turned to look at the person standing behind, and asked softly, "Are you ready?"

Ye Xiaofeng suddenly pulled the man into his arms with all his strength, folded his arms, and hugged him extremely hard, "...Feng Ce!"

Feng Ce rubbed his head, but said nothing.

Ye Xiaofeng said suddenly, "I want to do it myself."

Feng Ce's hand paused, and then the strength of the stroking gradually became stronger, as if to give him some support, "Okay."

"Will you blame me?" Ye Xiaofeng looked up at him and asked.

Feng Ce smiled, "I said before, no matter what you do, I won't blame you."

Ye Xiaofeng buried her head back again, her voice muffled in her clothes, "I know that if I ask you, you will definitely help me, and it might be easier for you to do it, but..."

But no.

The emotion between them can't be the reason why he can ask Feng Ce in every possible way, but more importantly, he can't let Feng Ce take risks because of himself.

He couldn't say he was glad that Feng Ce didn't have to go through those bloody storms because of the changes of the times, and then begged Feng Ce to avenge himself.

You can't have such double standards.

"You don't need to explain, I understand." Feng Ce lowered his head and kissed his forehead, "Knitting the enemy with one hand is the right thing in the world."

Slashing the enemy... Ye Xiaofeng tightly grasped Feng Ce's shirt, wrinkled and wrinkled, with extreme force.

"I will be careful."

"I believe you."

"It will be soon."

"it is good."

"You must not help me."

"rest assured."

"Feng Ce... I like you."

Feng Ce didn't make a sound.

Ye Xiaofeng continued, "I like you, so you can't help me, or I will never be free."

Feng Ce sighed, and just patted him on the back, indicating that he knew it all.

These words seemed to have been backlogged in Ye Xiaofeng's heart for a while, but now that he cried out and said them out, his whole body relaxed, and the two of them just hugged each other quietly, among the rolling hills, in the distance drifting away In the wind and cloud.

"Oh, that's right," Ye Xiaofeng said suddenly, "Actually, in our place, why does the sentence after Jieyou not be like that..."

"Huh? What is it?"

Feng Ce's chest vibrated, his voice was deep and intoxicating.

Ye Xiaofeng laughed before saying anything, "The only way to relieve worries is to get rich..."

Feng Ce was taken aback, then shook his head and laughed, then hugged him tightly in his arms, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

Use this chapter to explain something.

This article has been published since July 17, and has basically maintained a daily update until May 7. However, due to policy reasons, it affected the family’s business, so it began to adjust and reorganize, plus moving, my mother’s surgery and other unexpected reasons, so 18 From the second half of the year to now, my updates are far worse than before.My apologies here.The general outline of this article has been handed over to the editor. There are seven parts in total. At present, the sixth part has been written. Don’t worry, everyone, I won’t cheat the article, and it will end this year.

Regarding the other V article Qingfenglou, I have finished writing it long ago, but there is a long section of H after the chapter I am currently updating. Both pairs of CP are involved, and it is quite long, but the environment is not very good. Write a kiss It can be banned, I really can't post it, if the whole paragraph is deleted, more than 20 chapters will have to be deleted, which will directly affect the plot, so I don't know what to do, and I'm really busy recently, so I haven't started Dealing with the revision of the article, I apologize to the friends who bought the V article of Qingfenglou. I will delete the deleted ones as soon as possible, and then post them all in one go and finish them directly.

As for the ten years that Guangguang has entered, because I promised not to V, so I have changed my fate. Now the focus is still on the strategy of living in this life, and I want to finish it as soon as possible.

The above is an explanation of the three articles under my name. Thank you for your patience and waiting in the past year and a half. Your perseverance is the only reason why I have persisted until now.

I really, really love you guys.

Thanks again.

I wish you all a happy new year in 2019.